People be changing and changing is fine But People be lazy just wasting their time Sick of changing my mind where I recide Ripped on the daily too faded to grind I just wait until night to late to decide Do it again like the circle of life But I'm Ill on the mic and it's real what I write Spilling out feelings and making em rhyme I'm a different type I'm an ignorant guy No wonder my women just bicker and whine Only hear what I like, fear what I shouldn't I knew we were done by the way you were looking I knew that you couldnt you shoulda just said Now I'm puffin the woody and dumping these meds I just jump to the pen it's my only escape I get stuck in my head and I feel outta place I'll just down a case sit down and waste Everyday till I'm dead with a pound of laced Not bound to face a whole town of fakes Man id rather be alone then have a crowd of snakes I was down to stay fix our mistakes Didn't even wanna leave from around your place So now I pace up and down this place With a pocket full of pills and a frowny face _____________________________________________ Fuck what they think I came out of the mud Drunk at the sink with a mouthful of blood I'm not feeling these pills I been down for a month Built for the kill let's get down to the crunch.
Life got me stressed out What a mess Methadone on my meds now Might aswell be dead Aint trying to repent to a pen pal Just tryna pay the rent down Doin 9 to 5, what a let down Hard to survive with crumbs from the pie And the dregs from the cash cow burn it to ash with the gas pull the match out Clothes in a trash bag head like a crack house Pacing out back of the trap trying to figure who ratted to the jacks Greyhounds on the track getting laps out So many stabs in the back bout to blackout Tracing the tracks like a map to the mad house really stands out to the man now Laundromat like halfway You could proberly score half weight walk to the park and it aint for a parley We Skipping timezones In a car chase ain't talking about the arcade Didn't wanna par-take in the pipe getting char-ade nah-aye target on ya back watch the sharks sway In a dark place make a mark like it's tar-jay Make a mark like it's tar-jay Make a mark like it's tar-jay Charring grass at party No bob just a Marley You a dog not a dardy Smoking budz doing drugs But dodge on the shardy No comment when the cops try to ask me No honour amongst fiends like thevies Bust a sneak go to Bali been working these coppers like a brassie Pockets fulla nasty Pop the lock Make it fast G Knocking off the car keys Gotta knock it off but its hard see They say crime dosent pay but it does quiet largely But it does quiet largely But it does quiet largely Couldn't give a fuck If you ask me Fingers crossed for the luck Swinging on the Bars like i can't be touch when its barelys You Do it for the love of the drugs Getting narky another drug Bust at ya auntys You dog should be flogged like a carni Bombed by the squad do it calmly Sipping on grog then we laughin Sitting on the john doing charlie Going for a jog give it legs when alarms ring Talking shit then I back it up Rack it up Getting head from a packet slut got me cracking up when she dardy
Im Back for the round 2 I Escape the pads that where sound proof Had some practice while the rest lay H'd out in the lounge room they where bound too crank the bass hear the ground move im a beast I could out you better believe I'm about too snatch ya teeth like a theif in the night like vinnie Said "I'm a motherfucken beast on the mic" brawl with police have em pleading for life bleeding and ain't read em their rights just feeding em lefts they ain't leaving alive I ain't needing a knife when these fists rain down like meteorites im pyscho just like michael and add-myres don't care what the media rights I'm just like you you just fiening the pipe n aint try find the meaning to life no knowing what I might do for a peice of the pie there's no peace of mind when you have demons screaming inside All the anger just keeps em alive so ill just keep feeding the beast till I need em to strike
This rap shit is easy as pie Believe there's no needing to lie It's crazy the shit that creep in my mind Fuck keeping the peace You can preach to the blind Stay beastin got the streets in bind Even Teeth will go flyin Put your peeps on the line Believe me I'm easy to find Speak what I breathe on the grind Speaking of eat em alive Like my beef when it's live Now back to the peice of the pie it's a peice of piss Make you eat a brick With a bottle of wine You can eat a dick if ya like Now he pleading the 5th You a piece of shit and a liar And need a fist to hit ya chin on the side
Sick - Brain numb when i lay back Where i came from can't change that Been tripping lately i say that On suicide watch but i came back Body sick of them meds now Minds saying dont take ehm I just walk around with my head down I ain't gunna shake your hand cause im shakin Ain't talking to you are you talking to my girl Sick of fuckin living with these thoughts throughout my world Sick of always being sick thinkin im gunna hurl Sick of always laying on the floor up in a curl Sick of being depressed Always gotta wonder how much weed left Be stressed push a boat load like a v-tec Everybody dying swear im gunna be next He said she said And the wack rappers i dont listen to ehm They all telling themselves why are they whistleblowing If i want there fucking attention then ima whistle to ehm Say my name and i drop bombs throwin whistle to ehm Barbarian flow call it Conan I ain't got no friends i got no fam Blow grams so my head dont go scram Im tryna get a grip i feel like i got no hands Fuck a stick 28 from the dope man Fuck a bitch get away you got no chance Want a misses n kid with a home and a dog in the backyard (?) If not, rest in peace to me Everything i do is taking a piece of me Everybody got a point there ain't no reasoning A fucked up brain, no one to blame i leave it be I dont mess around it just stress me out So im messed up now with that weed in me I dont want trouble but everybody that i know does always seemin to lead to me Trippin on my life cause i wrecked it I relate to my homies who necked it Too many days not phased but a maze i was faced with now i regret that Still tryna find where my heads at Still team huskii i rep that Still got cunts on the web tryna bite my shit like the faggots with redbacks My PO trippin on a drug test Bitches always hatin me she probably thinkin fuck yes Everytime i walk into her office wanna chuck fits Killin everybody cause im sick of bein fucked with Used to have to line up for soup bowls Bottle of purple sip it till im woozy Everybody around me sayin that im too cold put it on the paper now i spit it like an uzi And stickin to the script this shit is not a movie im too busy thinkin which one of my homies is gunna do me everybody tryna fuck me like a bitch who got a booty Send me to the pen, they wanna send me to the looney Been up been this way for ages Been through stages with pins and razors Sick of chasing shit to hit the matrix (?)
Ahe Esshay I’m fighting a battle i got no control I’m sinking I’m sinking creating a whole This shits likes mud hypethicaly speaking they call it a rutt Ahe I closed my eyes I heard bells and sirens I Was out for the count I felt nothing but silence I wasn’t afraid I was done with this life some people play games. I don’t like the attention This isn’t a phase I’m slipping I’m slipping I’m slipping away x2 Come back mate let’s talk through you’re pain Na bra I’m done with this ahe Fuck the prescriptions I’m feeling insane I’m as high as kite Yet still I feel all of my pain There’s nothing that can take it away It shoulda been me not her I’m tryna live through this pain A Bottle of jack only numbs my face Fuck you’re experiments You don’t have no answers Lock him in a jacket So his arms ain’t free Eventually that will make him clean WRONG!!! Only thing that can take My pain away is self medication and my faded days Have another one here’s another one take another one here’s another one.
My life is like a bad day, On repeat, everyday, Open cut, no bandaid, I'm bleeding out, in this ash tray, Hold me up, I can't stand straight, Open up, but I can't say, What's wrong with me, Cause I probably think, You won't give a fuck, So I fall asleep, All over again, I toss and turn, Cause I'm holding it in,
People ain't seeing my grind People don't notice the demons that be in my mind Pour up a three in my sprite, seem to be fine man I swear I just need to be high I'm a fiend and it eats me alive I been keepin inside I'm alone like a thief in the night Used to have to rack feeds for my wife Now we only eat greens when the season is right Sippin lean every night got the team by my side Had a baby it gave me a meaning of life First thing that I wrote was a suicide note Now the streets I keep beast on the mic Man the reason I write is it keeps me alive I ain't never said shit for the people to like Eighteen was a fiend for the pipe, poppin xan's Now I charge for the features I write Plus I need to remind a few peeps They OGs for Q's and the P's I don't mind They think they OG's but they lie they be weak They don't know we can see through through their type All these sheep want the keys to my ride Try to jump in my lane for the day just to see what it's like I been wavy off g's that I light never gave no fucks I been sleeping alright I been down for my fam, don't care about nothin People think I'm the man shit I ain't changed Where were you fuckers when I needed you Now they all scream we believe in you Claim to be mates they deceiving you Now they all fake to your face when they meeting you I don't need all these snakes tryna snitch to my P.O You feel, she taking my freedom Now I got real ones paying for meals and shit Cause I'm locked up I can't even feed 'em Over this life I ain't talkin bout suicide now Man I'm thinking up ways of succeeding How I been bleeding over all these tracks And I swear that it feels like nobody can see them Stressin these nervous twitches lately turning vicious I keep poppin' valium to treat 'em I been losing friends and bitches burning bridges But it feels like I don't even need 'em I fight with addiction I thought that I beat it Still fight with my bitch when I do it gets heated Swear that we keep going on with this shit What you wanna leave me for some text I deleted? Arh! Too much shit I gotta try and grapple Mixin' syrup with this pineapple fanta Got me feelin like I'm flying I ain't coming down Until I've won all my battles Ain't too many I've been fuckin' with Syrup gang or you can suck a dick I been gettin' faded for the fuck of it I write a track and now they say they lovin' it I'm on some other shit, laziest rapper alive I do this shit for my mind I ain't slaving or snapping my spine for the likes I been trying and taking my time People tryna pressure me to push an album on 'em like it's my day job I been writing tryna keep myself from snapping I don't care if I get paid off #FreeHuskii
Every day repeats and I just cannot get away In every way I'm weak I wanna leave and just forget this pain Memories engraved have left me mentally insane and every day I wake up praying that my family will change It's hard to accept this fate, I know I'm not meant for this life and ever since the day of my birth I have been ready to die I've severed all ties with anyone I've ever loved and look inside my eyes it's not hard to tell that my head is fucked Destined for drugs I'm not supposed to prevail so fuck even trying to change when I just know that I'll fail I'm hopeless and frail, unstable ready to snap, understand that once I turn that I can never come back Just like dad I see myself, every time that I look at him it fuckin makes me sad I wanna cry because he looks so sick But I hold it in that's why I'm such an angry kid and if you've never seen me lose it you don't know what anger is I let aggression out by putting blades against my wrist, I'll cave in the fuckin heads of people I'm not friendly with Upon my enemies it's death I wish, sounds harsh but reality is so don't judge me for why my head's like this The devil is in the same place where my mental is, burning in the flames of hell cursed for eternity I believe I don't deserve to breathe I wish I could take the life I have and give it to the one who nurtured me She raised five kids under one roof, mum if you can hear this just know there's no other like you I know what you've been through and everything you have seen You're so strong even though you are sick with disease and living with me is what has made you Destin to peace Forgiveness ain't free and for you I'm fuckin willing to bleed If that's the price to pay I'll die today, willingly leave so you can fly away to brighter days and live on your feet
i’ve been trying silence my thoughts masking the pain through the white that i snort it’s kinda hard to type cause i’m sawing write all my that don’t even remember in the morning
People ain't seeing my grind People don't notice the demons that be in my mind Pour up a three in my sprite, seem to be fine man I swear I just need to be high I'm a fiend and it eats me alive I been keepin inside I'm alone like a thief in the night Used to have to rack feeds for my wife Now we only eat greens when the season is right Sippin lean every night got the team by my side Had a baby it gave me a meaning of life First thing that I wrote was a suicide note Now the streets I keep beast on the mic Man the reason I write is it keeps me alive I ain't never said shit for the people to like Eighteen was a fiend for the pipe, poppin xan's Now I charge for the features I write Plus I need to remind a few peeps They OGs for Q's and the P's I don't mind They think they OG's but they lie they be weak They don't know we can see through through their type All these sheep want the keys to my ride Try to jump in my lane for the day just to see what it's like I been wavy off g's that I light never gave no fucks I been sleeping alright I been down for my fam, don't care about nothin People think I'm the man shit I ain't changed Where were you fuckers when I needed you Now they all scream we believe in you Claim to be mates they deceiving you Now they all fake to your face when they meeting you I don't need all these snakes tryna snitch to my P.O You feel, she taking my freedom Now I got real ones paying for meals and shit Cause I'm locked up I can't even feed 'em Over this life I ain't talkin bout suicide now Man I'm thinking up ways of succeeding How I been bleeding over all these tracks And I swear that it feels like nobody can see them Stressin these nervous twitches lately turning vicious I keep poppin' valium to treat 'em I been losing friends and bitches burning bridges But it feels like I don't even need 'em I fight with addiction I thought that I beat it Still fight with my bitch when I do it gets heated Swear that we keep going on with this shit What you wanna leave me for some text I deleted? Arh! Too much shit I gotta try and grapple Mixin' syrup with this pineapple fanta Got me feelin like I'm flying I ain't coming down Until I've won all my battles Ain't too many I've been fuckin' with Syrup gang or you can suck a dick I been gettin' faded for the fuck of it I write a track and now they say they lovin' it I'm on some other shit, laziest rapper alive I do this shit for my mind I ain't slaving or snapping my spine for the likes I been trying and taking my time People tryna pressure me to push an album on 'em like it's my day job I been writing tryna keep myself from snapping I don't care if I get paid off
