We found out in their documentary for their 7th anniversary "where are we now" that she did have thoughts of unaliving herself because of the years of constant hate she got but Watching as i go another note her baptism (catholic) name is actually Maria.. you should react to or can you react to "LMM" by her from this same album its a bside & has a music video & a recent live performance at an award show for actors where she was supposed to perform her newer songs (i love my body & chili) but changed it last minute because an actor unalived themselves (Lee Sunkyun he was in Parasite) so she kinda dedicated that performance to that because it was so fresh & crazily as it sounds sometimes celebrities get hate for grieving their friends/ co workers there so you could see people holding back tears as she sung ❤
if noticed in funeral..all the chairs and letters of invitation were turned away from hwasa lying there..like they didnt care now as she had died and no more money for them
Great comments, very perceptive and insightful - well rounded and full figured, so to speak. ;) You should also check out the MV for LMM (Lost My Mind), which is the bookend song to Maria on her Maria EP. LMM is another deeply personal perspective on all the hate she receives. I thought Maria was the most socially impactful song of 2020 but LMM was my pick for SOTY because it's such a gorgeous masterpiece and the MV is equally beautiful. She also followed up the Maria story in I'm a B on her next EP Guilty Pleasure and then returned to the issue of body shaming in I Love My Body, her first single under P Nation after leaving RBW last year. Another thing worth noting about Maria is that it won her the MAMA award for Best Solo Dance Performance over nominees like dance legend Taemin, a bit of sweet vindication for someone who's not even a member of the dance line in a group who can't dance to begin with according to their haters. Imo her dancing in I'm a B was even better (watch the performance video as well as the MV).
maria is also hwasa's baptismal name. So in a way Hwasa was saying these words your to herself (comfort self) and other women out there being hated or going thru such times
