Hyper, Emotional Day in the Life | Living Chronically | Fibromyalgia/ADHD

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What a head F*#K of a day!!
I’m currently going through the throes of denial and grief me thinks 🤔
It’s all sooo confusing because I do feel miserable, unbareably so. But I’m not depressed, I’m actually the happiest I’ve been in the longest time! Which is why it’s so frustrating because the pain and fatigue really REALLY weigh me down - So my happiness is hard to see and I just come across/look.. MISERABLE!!
I’m not.. Honest 😝
My Instagram is here 👉🏽 ellochaos
If your interested in poetry and like me live with BPD follow the link to a poem I wrote some years ago when I’d just been diagnosed. Be warned it’s, urm.. Deep?! 😂 I feel all the feels OK!! Haha.
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10 июл 2022

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Комментарии : 27

@samkcatladyaks Год назад

“If you don’t laugh, you’ll cry” lol so true we learn to be really funny ppl to ourselves if we’re lucky:)

@ellochaos Год назад

Lol yup, a sense of humour is a god send! I’m on TikTok @ellochaos if ever you wanna chat, they have DM over there don’t they 👍🏽 I hope you’re having a good’un 💜

@christygreen9550 Год назад

I can totally relate. I use a rolling chair to help me make the bed. This way I can roll around the bed & not have to bend over. I also use it when I clean the fridge, again so I can sit while doing chores. Hugs Your not alone 😔

@ellochaos Год назад

That’s a great idea! It didn’t even cross my mind. We have to find clever ways around this illness don’t we 😃 Hugs 💜

@teeb1353 Год назад

I just found your channel, and I have Fibromyalgia & RA I suffer with chronic fatigue as well . Fibro is not for the weak I do one or two things then I'm exhausted & in pain my pain in most in my hands wrist & feet and ankles so I can't stand up to long. I say all this to say you're not alone. Keep being strong take it easy!

@ellochaos Год назад

It certainly isn’t for the weak! People have no idea how awful this is.. It’s actually infuriating! If I have a more functional day I pay for it for the next few days. It’s a viscous cycle. And that’s just with “basic” living. It’s so hard when no one understands or supports you. I’m exhausted ALL the time, the pain in the soles of my feet & palms of hands is awful.. Shooting pains in fingers, forearms, shins, the list is endless isn’t it. Not to mention the feeling my shoulder’s muscles are being torn apart!! 😢 Im struggling today 💜

@samkcatladyaks Год назад

@@ellochaos I hope today is a better one💗

@MarieLifeInWords 5 месяцев назад

Seeing you cry is hard but real, I really feel you😢😢 I see you and hear you 😢

@ellochaos 5 месяцев назад

Thank you 😩❤️

@MarieLifeInWords 5 месяцев назад

@@ellochaos 💔😔❤️

@MarieLifeInWords 5 месяцев назад

@@ellochaos 🥰🥰🥰

@MarieLifeInWords 5 месяцев назад

Hiya, you are funny....love that song "jump around" Sorry to hear that you had such a bad flare up. I really get you with cleaning and tidying up, I try ti make the most of it when I feel ok, but I am learning not to push it ❤❤❤❤

@ellochaos 5 месяцев назад

I’m glad you are learning to pace yourself ☺️ 😂 I have to laugh otherwise I’d be in tears all the time, and nobody wants to see that! 🤣😝