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The Not So Secret World Of Cin
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@yvonnegreen5363
@yvonnegreen5363 5 лет назад
I hope you manage to get a little rest and you get that pain under control and don’t mater if your rambling we love hearing from you xx take care rest sending love 💕
@nancypeteja6560
@nancypeteja6560 5 лет назад
Hey Cin, thanks for checking in! You have shown what it's like to be in pain from cancer. How it affects one's mind...so you did teach us something!!! Hope you start to feel better. Go visit family. It will probably rest your mind. Love 💖 from 🌞 Florida, Nancy😊
@TheMillicentgray
@TheMillicentgray 5 лет назад
At the same time your phone was getting the bump, my arm was getting the same from one of our rescue cats! The reason is because your videos, when I see them come up, are very important and are watched immediately. You don't have to teach. We want to be here for you. You should feel free to express anything you want on your channel. You are a beautiful lady and I am thankful You Tube put you in my feed. I hope your pain lessens soon and you have a rest. And I hope you get to travel next week for sure!!
@pam164
@pam164 5 лет назад
Hi animals know when your not well and i think thats why the cat is very clingy to you, awww bless him he is so cute and clever lol Hope you get on top of your pain x
@RobynG70
@RobynG70 5 лет назад
Hi Cin, I don't comment much but I do watch all of your videos. Wanted to ask you something. Is it possible being that Sammy is only in Pre K right now for you and Sammy to move to Minnesota for a while? It seems and I could be completely wrong but it seems that you need much more support than, you're getting there at home and it may be better for you to be with your family. Maybe you could move in with your parents for a while, have your chemo treatments transferred to a facility in Minnesota? Just some thoughts. I hope you get some more rest today. Sleep deprivation never helps anything. ❤❤❤
@pemachotso6727
@pemachotso6727 5 лет назад
@@RobynG70 i totally agree...family time, lots of love and support!!!
@pemachotso6727
@pemachotso6727 5 лет назад
Maybe you should ask somebody to drive you to Minessota to be with your family! You need that love and support more than ever and u deserve to be pampered!!!
@UKMusicCharts-UK
@UKMusicCharts-UK 5 лет назад
I hope you manage to get some rest throughout the day, I'm not surprised that you can't stop thinking about stuff 24/7 though, it's understandable! I do think going to visit your family would be great for you, as you say, to get out of the house and hopefully it would take your mind off of things too. Sorry to hear you had a kidney stone too, was that because of the cancer? Take care and I look forward to your next video :)
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Kidney stone likely caused by dehydration, probably from last week first few days after chemo
@bzylizzy
@bzylizzy 5 лет назад
I'm so sorry you are in so much pain, no wonder your brain is going 100 miles an hour. It must be so hard when you have a little one to care for also, I hope you manage to get some rest throughout the day. x
@TheMzzWright
@TheMzzWright 5 лет назад
Your poor body! My heart hurts for you! I hope you can get it figured out at your appointment! And please don’t be so hard on yourself!! You are so amazing!!! It’s nice to hear you just talk.. you don’t have to do anything but that! My mind doesn’t stop about my health.. I have such bad anxiety! When I’m feeling sick and I want to just connect with someone it’s nice to see an upload from you! I wish I could make videos back.. you help me to stay strong!! Thank you for being you!
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Oh Stacia you melt my heart. That’s exactly what this vlog is for, the human connection is powerful! Thank you for your kind words!
@TheMzzWright
@TheMzzWright 5 лет назад
You melt my heart Cin! You are so strong! I want to be more like you! You have an amazing spirit!and crying is an emotion that I believe makes us human! So you stop worrying if you are upset and crying! We are here to support you and I’m sure we all cry together! #teamcin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Cool hashtag!!!! I think I’m gonna use that and #cinsubbie on merch.....🥰
@KyongG1970
@KyongG1970 5 лет назад
Just found your channel. I started watching several of your videos. You are a genuine, beautiful soul. I wish you only the best. Keep fighting. Xoxo.
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Welcome! And thank you!
@Sub-515
@Sub-515 5 лет назад
You have a good day too , thanks for the update, almost midnight in Australia. 💚
@cheri6360
@cheri6360 5 лет назад
Hey Cin, I hate seeing you in pain. Gotta get on top of that. I’m so sorry. I wish I could help Get some rest and thx for updating us. Hugs my friend
@loridunn5873
@loridunn5873 5 лет назад
I’m glad you uploaded. You can just talk about anything you want with us. Can’t imagine the thoughts you probably have. I hope your pain lessens. Take us with if you make a trip. 👍❤️
@heleniddon8323
@heleniddon8323 5 лет назад
Thanks for checking in, always wondering how you are, psycho is my normal, lots of love X X X ❤
@carolf7712
@carolf7712 5 лет назад
Hope you are able to visit your family soon❤️I’m sure it will mean a lot to you to spend time with them. Praying for you beautiful lady💜
@cindyhorst3555
@cindyhorst3555 5 лет назад
I pray that more help comes your way. You are a warrior but you have way too much to handle while sick and in pain. Would one of your family members in Minnesota meet you half way then drive you the rest of the way so you'd only need to drive half of the trip? I'm sure they would do it if you ask. 9.5 is way too much to do safely in your condition. ♥
@firouzrezayat2462
@firouzrezayat2462 4 года назад
You're a lovely person. My prayers are with you. Don't be so mean to the cat; she (or perhaps he) is lovely, too, though probably not as much as you are.
@overdressedgirl216
@overdressedgirl216 5 лет назад
Hi cin !!! I hate to see you suffering but that is reality !!! Cats feels a lot of stuff that is maybe why 🐈 is acting that way !!!! Please try to relax 🤙 cause too much thinking is not good !!! Think only positive cause universe is full of energy !!!! Listen to videos regarding attraction, energy... and zen videos !!!! We attract what we think, what we say !!! Human body is amazing 😉 Trust your body and capacity to overcome the decease even though they told you it’s terminal !!!! Nothing is terminal, scientists such as doctors are just human and tells you what they learn and they still learning !!!! Sooooo please try your hardest to think opposite ways and talk opposite ways smell opposite ways feel opposite ways !!! And trust your body and universe 😜😜😜😊😊😊😘😘😘
@reneelanier3475
@reneelanier3475 5 лет назад
I’m so sorry ! ❤️
@toddeidson7520
@toddeidson7520 5 лет назад
Cabin fever but you have too much you look wonderful day by day and one day the Lord will bless you I hope and pray that you get better you've taught us all a lot your strength it's unbelievable so proud to be your friend I sent my love to you just worried about you and your girl the rest of us will be alright,God bless
@joanneeltis9854
@joanneeltis9854 5 лет назад
I hope you get some rest x be nice if you could get to see your family x
@tasteecupcake7832
@tasteecupcake7832 5 лет назад
Hey Cin...every video you make is a meaningful one.... no matter what is in it. So sorry you are in so much pain. Don't know how you feel about it, but would something like CBD help at all?? Prayers & best wishes... OX OX
@Faith-rq3oy
@Faith-rq3oy 5 лет назад
Tastee Cupcake I agree some strong cbd may help
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Been taking loads of cbd for a year now...
@tasteecupcake7832
@tasteecupcake7832 5 лет назад
Well, crap... hate to hear it did not help. :(
@manilowmeltsme
@manilowmeltsme 5 лет назад
Hi, Cin No worries. I ramble on and talk about nothing all the time. Just ask my husband. LOL Your cat and my dog should be friends. She always walks by when I'm watching RU-vid and bumps my laptop so it pauses. LOL I hope you can get some rest today. Big giant hugs to you!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXO
@karen6543
@karen6543 5 лет назад
Hope tonight is a better night. Wish I could help. Feel free to ramble away. Love hearing that I am not tge only crazy one who's mind won't shut down and let her sleep.
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Lol...I hope tonight is better too, thank you!
@sharebear1129
@sharebear1129 5 лет назад
I love seeing all these comments ❤. You've come a long way kiddo xoxo
@catharineburke4494
@catharineburke4494 2 года назад
Hello Cin. You're a rockstar.
@oliviacruz6557
@oliviacruz6557 5 лет назад
Hoping you get better.
@lorigarcia9830
@lorigarcia9830 5 лет назад
Thank you father that your plans For cin are full of favor and blessings, I pray for peace in cins heart knowing that this cancer will not determine the outcome, but your word is the final say and you have decided that cin is blessed, favored, and you will give cin A life full of abundance! In Jesus name.
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Lori Garcia Amen! THANK YOU💗
@Faith-rq3oy
@Faith-rq3oy 5 лет назад
Hi Cin, I’m a new sub and admire your strength, you may not always see it but we do and I pray for you and your family daily. I don’t know how to sit my mind down either and it does interfere with life. I’m only an LPN of 38 years but I know you would be the DON that I would love working for. Come to Arkansas I’m off next for some stuff , it would be a joy to meet you. Dianne
@Faith-rq3oy
@Faith-rq3oy 5 лет назад
Well crap I hope I made sense lol
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
It absolutely made sense lol
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
And don’t say “only” and LPN sista! I was one for 5 years and I know LPNs that run circles around RNs lol
@applejellypucci
@applejellypucci 5 лет назад
Maybe some time with family is just what you need.
@souixaan
@souixaan 5 лет назад
Really wish i could help you. I'm always here if you want someone to talk to ans as you get closer to surgery i am more than happy to answer questions that are keeping you awake re that. sending you love. please drive safe or get somone to drive you. hugs x
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Yes we will definitely talk before my surgery, thank you so much.
@ramyabhandary7602
@ramyabhandary7602 4 года назад
I haven't seen a strong lady like you,, you have very cute smile eventhough you are in so much pain
@lluviadiramirez4925
@lluviadiramirez4925 5 лет назад
I know your not with us anymore, But i love to go back and see your videos! You were so beautiful smart.. Its so sad im so verry sorry may god be with all your family!!!
@gwynethgrove772
@gwynethgrove772 5 лет назад
Hey sweet lady, sorry you are in so much pain, it’s very tiring and stressful. Is there anyone close you can chat through all the thoughts in your head with? It might ease your mind a little. Perhaps your family could come to stay with you for a little while? Sounds like you need a little break, sorry I’m not in the US or I’d offer to drive you but I live in France! Thinking of you and hope you find a little peace of mind and body very soon.
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin
@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin 5 лет назад
Skip MN I’m coming to france🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣jk
@toddeidson7520
@toddeidson7520 5 лет назад
My friend we will be together ,ours hearts that will never end I my prayers will be answered one day 🙏 and you are my prayers
@leelak9763
@leelak9763 5 лет назад
Sending much love from Toronto Canada 🇨🇦 you just do you....you are stronger than you know...pain affects everything. Your feelings are totally understandable....oh come visit me I would love to welcome you to hotel fluit....the service is amazing ha ha ha...as a caregiver I understand how it affects everyone...come I’ll wait on you hand and foot....xoxoxoxox...I eel through your videos like I know you....
@sharebear1129
@sharebear1129 5 лет назад
I love meaningless videos ❤
@Roudter
@Roudter 5 лет назад
Always a mom, then psycho....I think you get a pass on that one.
@hownwen
@hownwen 5 лет назад
5 days to talk bout ur pain? 😕 Try to get in sooner.... R there any resources u can take advantage of guided meditation, massage, meditation.... Xanax! Lol🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💙💙💙
@melaniewalker5226
@melaniewalker5226 5 лет назад
Can't you fly instead of driving there.
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