My school sweetheart passed away when a forklift driver bumped the crane he was on and I can't carry on without you my handsome. Love and miss you so much
This was kind of out of good persistent. It was my mother. I got an email to the fanclub as if she was a fan. Will Ilse play that song that I think is so beautiful; I almost believed. And you know ofcourse like every daughter is supposed to do I said; ugh Mom. I haven’t played that song in so long so I cannot do that. I cannot do that. I cannot do that. And then she send another email. And I believe she send een email like; yes (deyonsa) do you know when Ilse will play that song because I would like to bring her something when she does. Smart mother of mine huh? Yeah I also thought it was funny. And then I was thinking; what should I do? And now that Ruud could not be here today unfortunately. I thought: maybe it is time to do my mom a favour. So ma here it comes. Especially for you. I almost believed. (I hope you can understand everything)