I honestly think this song saved my life. Had a really hard loss of a truly loved member of my family, and I felt lost. Until I listened to this song about 100000 times on repeat. The message started to sink in. I'm still trying.
I bet you thought your life would change But you're sat on a train again Your memories are sceneries For things you said but never really meant You build it to a high to say goodbye Because you're not the same as them But your death, it won't happen to you It happens to your family and your friends I pretend And I always wanna die Sometimes I always wanna die Sometimes You win, you lose, you sing the blues There's no point in buying concrete shoes I refuse And I always wanna die Sometimes I always wanna die Sometimes I always wanna die Oh, am I me through geography? A face collapsed through entropy I can hardly speak And when I try, it's nothing but a squeak On the video Living room for small If you can't survive, just try And I always wanna die Sometimes I always wanna die Always wanna die (always wanna die) Always wanna die And I always wanna die (always wanna die) Always wanna die Sometimes (sometimes) Sometimes (sometimes) I sometimes Always wanna die (always wanna die) Always wanna die (always wanna) Sometimes
