I Backslid Into Homosexuality, But Then Jesus Said This To Me 🥺 (Testimony) 

God is not the author of confusion, but of peace. - 1 Corinthians 14:33. He heals all sexual brokenness, lust, fetishes, and lack of relational boundaries. Jesus heals all secret sins and deep pain no matter how taboo or dark. He purifies, makes new, and transforms the heart through His blood. God loves you dearly. He will love you through the healing. Be blessed. ❤

I see this man and I see myself in his testimony, I was struggling with this lifestyle, I’m currently medicated for depression, but I feel alone, I don’t have people around me to support my journey through this valley of shadows… if you’re reading this, please help me pray about it

"I don't need marriage to finish my testimony, my testimony is in Christ" ❤

" Even if I felt like I was born this way, the scripture says be born again!" Whew! Powerful!

when he prayed, “first i pray for healing…”a pain in my back disappeared. God bless him.

Oh Jesus, I am so amazed by his mercy even though humans backslide to the same sin again and again. This is just too amazing and big to comprehend. Jesus is just so loving, Hallelujah.

I love this testimony bc same thing it’s hard to leave the gay lifestyle. I totally relate to him the loneliness and struggles with same sex attraction. I keep falling back the old sin and wanting to be a man but I know that’s a lie from the enemy. I know the truth that God loves me and it’s a process. I believe the Lord will free me from this demonic bondage. Pray for me my journey ❤

When he said, "I remembered the Jesus that caught me where I was....", every window inside my soul blew out and shattered. The walls I'd built up began to shake then crumbled. When I tell you the Holy Spirit fell on me and the atmosphere was so thick I could barely breathe....I was shook. I'm still shaking as I type this. My heart that was dead and broken is beating again and it's pounding so hard I hear and feel it in my ears. The Holy Spirit showed up and I'm reminded it was never Jesus who left or let me down. It was ME. MY choice to live in disobedience. MY want to go after things of the flesh. My earthly desires and sinful life created a fruitless harvest. I died a spiritual death. I always believed I was too far gone, too "bad", too separated from His grace to hear His voice or feel His presence. The devil is a liar. Because Jesus...He caught me. Right here, where I was. And my Father - my Creator - cannot be contained, given boundaries or follow a "schedule" to when He's allowed to be God. My Daddy, Abba Father, never stops calling and looking for His lost sheep. He is eternal and ordered my steps before I even existed on earth and HE KNEW I would be right here. Right now 😔. He He touched me through testimony and sat with me, holding me, enveloping me with His love so big and great. And I leaned back into my Father's loving arms because there is no shame in this love, no reprimand. No condemnation because pure love produces conviction. A love so deep and immense our human brain can never comprehend it. And forgiveness. Forgiveness without conditions. This feeling 🥰 no earthly words can describe what is happening at this moment. I feel so loved by my Heavenly Father for Him to meet me here in my mess. Right where I am and speak to me, reminding me of just how greatly loved I am that He sent His Son to take my place as a sacrifice. That precious blood that was shed from a perfect, sinless and blameless Jesus so that Our Father could look beyond MY filth and sin and touch me. I'm humbled by His love. I'm so undeserving of such love and a forgiveness of countless times I've hurt Him. But the Blood says I am deserving. That precious blood that removes the tattered and dirty garments and covers me in robes of purity - not a spot or wrinkle. The freedom and power thru the sacrificial Lamb of God to be able talk to my Heavenly Father is what the enemy wanted me to forget to keep me chained in sin and bondage. And it worked. Until today. I fail God time and time again. I fail Him daily yet He promises that I can boldly approach the Throne and ask for anything. His mercy and forgiveness abound and, because He keeps no record of wrong and His great big love is limitless, thru forgiveness....I am free indeed. I have chosen and walked in rebellion filling my heart with hurt, anger and sorrow and....I'm tired. This world has used me, abused me and left me joyless and miserable. I'm sitting here, held by my Father and reminded that HE LOVES ME and has never left or forsaken me. I clearly hear His Voice saying that my place at the table is set and He's been waiting for my return home. He doesn't care where I've been, who I've been with or what I was doing. He welcomed me with open arms and is happy that His daughter's home. Thank you, Delafé, for your obedience in this ministry of producing testimonies. This one reached me and touched me where no witnessing, sermon or scripture could. God bless you 🙏🏻.

Mr Deundrae, I met you in passing at the Architect Gathering last year. I was having a bit of a hard time with my 3 year old son who was diagnosed with Autism. As we walked by, you smiled so bright and greeted him. He was responsive to your greeting which was rare for him to do at the time. The joy you have for the Lord was so beautiful and evident that day. You radiated His love. His beauty. His kindness. Thank you for being so honest, vulnerable and transparent regarding your testimony. It’s powerful and the Lord is using you to transform lives. As a survivor of sexual molestation from my childhood and being confused, I felt like you really understood my pain. I pray you are encouraged today. May the Lord continue to bless you abundantly 🙌🏾💕

"I was born in sin...but I was born again!" Amen!! Thank You Jesus!!

Thank you for your testimony. My husband left me after 33 years of marriage to walk in this lifestyle. I still pray that he will have a God encounter again and walk in freedom.

You know one of the most things that I love in this life?! It's testimonies!!! The power in them!! The deliverance in them!!! The beauty in them!!! My goodness!!! And this video is fully packed : marriages, identity, on being like Jesus!! I have no words!!! I have no words!!! This God!! This God!!! Wow!!!

AMEN bro..!! The LORD saved me from homosexuality today brother. After months of crying, suicidal thoughts and fear I am finally free in JESUS CHRIST'S name. He has been soooo good ya'll. I was an atheist but now there is no going back. PRASIE THE LORD...

I really appreciate former lgb men and women . They are treated badly and are not viewed well by the public. Instead, it can be changed. No one says it is an easy path but those who want to live in truth is a path they must take. This also applies to heterosexuals who live in promiscuity

DeAndre - I pray you see this comment. Your testimony is setting captives FREE! Not even just overcoming homosexuality, but for all the backsliders and anyone battling depression. Thank you for sharing this testimony of Jesus! I love the part where you describe the love of God. There are many people who do not feel worthy of God and are finding their identity in Christ Jesus. God has given you a testimony for the Nations.

Wow, I LOVE what JESUS said to him, about "loving the wrong one (man)" instead of Him !!! I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse also (age 5) and am very familiar with the feelings it leaves you with. I know JESUS understands too and just wants to reach us with His love some time in our lives.

this is EXACTLY what i'm living with right now. i'm in my backsliding season right now and i desperately want out

This is so powerful. I was on the verge of giving up and going back to my mess because of my loneliness, thinking God is holding out on me. Then this came up on my newsfeed. God is so faithful.

Thank you for your testimony. It’s astounding how much sexual abuse and pornography children are exposed to. I am not same sex attracted but I was definitely negatively impacted for life due to childhood sexual abuse/exposure to pornography at a young age. I have suffered disordered sexual thoughts ever since and still struggle with trying to stop thinking these thoughts. I feel like I am broken and I can’t have normal intimacy. I still give in to temptation at times and I continue to pray to get delivered from this cross. We need to protect our kids from being exposed to sexuality. It feels like our culture is doing the opposite: we are introducing kids younger and younger to sexual themes. I pray every day this will stop. 🙏🏻

"I don't need marriage to finish my testimony, my testimony was finished on the cross" WORD hank you so so much for sharing your story and for keeping it real

I have a confession to make. I didn't want to watch this second part of my brother's testimony. I completely misjudged him because I felt that he hadn't truly surrendered his life to the Lord. After participating in the Mission Delafe pre-release prayer Zoom call, I was convicted of my judgemental spirit and decided to watch today's testimony with an open mind. I am glad I did because this man showed me the extent God would go to keep His child. God's love is indeed beyond measure!

7 minutes in when he talks about God not affirming his sin, I remember Jackie hill Perry reminding the church that God doesn't call homosexuals to heterosexuality, he calls both the heterosexual and homosexual to holiness. Its a sin problem. You can walk in heterosexuality and still be in sin because you aren't living holy. Powerful reminder that the church has to continue calling each other to a lifestyle of holiness. My pastor always reminds us that God doesn't make bad people good; He makes dead people alive. While we were dead in our trespasses and sin, Christ died for us. Stay encouraged. I am being renewed daily by killing the flesh and submitting to Jesus so His strength is perfected in my weakness.

"temptation is an invitation to be closer to Him." wow. amazing.

Beautiful testimony! Thank you Jesus ❤ I have a daughter who was raised by me in the church and was totally decieved in believing the lie and has been married to a woman for a while. Please pray the Holy Spirit shows up in agreement with me and bring my child back to her Saviour ❤

The struggle is real and the war for our souls is intense💔

These testimonies are honestly doing so much for us. Thank you soo much delafe!!! This channel is bringing me soo much hope! God is great! God is king of all kings and he surely will sanctify all who believe!!

This man might not even notice it but he has a fatherly passion in his voice especially when he shared his advice of “No matter what, stay with the Lord.” I started crying every time he cried. Because this is something I would want my father to tell me. His emotion is genuine and inspiring.

So many testimonies of those who struggle with sexual sin say they started feeling this way at a very early age. This to me shows there was something very dark working on us from an early age to pull us away from God.

I’ve never related so much to someone’s story as I have to DeUndrae’s. I too walked away from this lifestyle only to fall back into it because it was my “safe space.” We are not our temptations and we do not have to give into the desires of our flesh. This journey hasn’t been easy but it has been so worth it. Continue to share your story!

I am forever fascinated by these testimonies. I grew up in a liberal California city during the 70s & 80s before my adult years. I had lesbian neighbors by age 12. I knew my best friend was gay before the rest of our group figured it out. Yet, I remember the grooming. I remember key statements which screamed as red flags. Sexual trauma & porn are always involved. It is so refreshing to hear people say God called them out of the behaviors... Because that is what He does❤ Keep speaking. Keep sharing.. Younger generations are under Satan's spells & they need these testimonies.❤

This is what I'm going through right now... definitely eager to watch this

Very profound "the hurt and betrayal" can truly lead to backsliding, as it opens portals of rejection, which is one of the tools the enemy uses against human beings.

How many of us have thought “God what if I fall again?” Or the hurt when we disappoint God. Your testimony was SOOO powerful! For God to use you to teach in such a powerful way. “Temptation does not mean your are not delivered. Your temptation does not tell you whether you are free. Flesh remembers your experiences. His truth becomes your truth.” Thank you Min DeAndre! I will continue to pray your strength in the Lord ❤🙏🏽

We have to have him on again. His testimony is so beautiful.

I post these great testimonies on Facebook to show that God ultimately owns the month of June!!! YAY God!

I just love this man of God! He’s such a real and open person. The glory of God radiates through him. May the Lord grant him an end time anointing that will bring deliverance and healing to many others that are struggling with this dangerous attack from the enemy. I love you Bro! Praying for you 🤗🤗🙏🏽

I really appreciate how you guys have been posting these kinds of videos in light of the fact that we're in the month of June. Messages of hope in due season, praises be to God!

Amen this really touched me 😢 I remember backsliding and repenting it was a cycle 🔄 that didn’t want to stop. I was depressed angry and frustrated to the point where I just accepted that it was my identity, but blessed be the name of God he did not let me go

Whom The Son of Man sets Free is truly FREE Indeed. You are a living Testimony! We need JESUS

Born in sin, but born AGAIN!!! Thank you Lord ❤and thank you for sharing your testimony

Testimonies are necessary for anyone to leave a sinful lifestyle. I pray for more of this boldness because it’s not easy to leave these spaces for fear of what others think. The LGBT community can be incredibly mean to anyone who leaves this sinful lifestyle.

Wow! Thank you so much for sharing Gods truth working through your life. Your testimony gives such practical application no matter what trial,temptation or adversity any of us are facing or WILL face. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable, it has blessed me today in so many ways. Thank you, and God bless.❤

Amen! The truth will set you free!

"I don't need marriage to complete my testimony" That is wisdom

‘’Red alert’’ Jesus told him that he didn’t have a problem with him having a relationship with a man!! Sorry but That is not what the bible says

This helps me. I'm struggling to get out of this lifestyle. I know that he loves me when I'm not loving myself.

Jesus how awesome you are! it just makes me love Jesus more when I hear all this testimonies! you are The God who give second chances! who is full of mercy and love! Jesus the Alpha omega, the beginning and the ending! Jesus our deliverer! Jesus our healer! Jesus my LORD and my God!!

Thank you God for bringing us out of these dark places we end up in and giving us the strength to fight our temptations, doubts, fears, and worries.

“Flesh has a memory.” This quote from him made it all click for me.

Here's my sin: self pity leading to self sabotage. Feeling less than and makes me act less than. Not wanna do more or ask for me. I feel I deserve nothing and God won't give me anything so there's no point in trying.

Thank you for video! I'm saving it, DeAndre spoke so profoundly and transparently about the intericacies of his walk with Christ and marriage/relationship. It brought forward some beautiful truths I hadn't considered in this walk. Thank you, DeAndre! Many blessing over your life in Jesus name.

I understand bc I’ve struggled for years with same sex attraction, and eventually fell hard into it. I’ve been delivered but the battle doesn’t stop there. It’s a constant battle and yet I’m still learning to move forward even when I mess up. REPENT AND MOVE FORWARD BC ITS GOING TO BE A FIGHT. But I was recently reminded that these kinds only come out through prayer and fasting.

DeAundre I love you so much! Such a beautiful, honest, and open testimony!! I am so proud of you my friend!!

I have a confession, i had thought that being gay was what i was intended for but God came to me and blessed me and i was delivered but the attraction was still there. I started the journey to follow Jesus since this year started and it has been going well but my urges still exist i seek refuge in the Lord but later still lust over men as a Christian and follower of Christ. Till one day God spoke to be in church because i asked Him why i always fall back to sin and He said to me to let go of my old friends that follow that path and seek me. I left Church mesmerized bc i heard His voice clear. I cut off ties with friends that do that but still i backslide to sexual immorality as a Christian and i need help to find a mentor to guide through this as I try my best to give Jesus my whole. I ask for your prayers so that i overcome this spirit of Man 🙏

This is honestly beautiful!! I never struggled with Sexual abuse at all but I have dealt with my sexuality. For the longest time I struggled with even figuring out what I was. I went through every sexuality from lesbian, pan, bisexual, back to lesbian and finally settled on bisexuality. I’ve been sitting with this and even acted on it for years but recently in the last couple months I’ve found god again. I grew up In the church and backslid for awhile.I struggled for awhile because you always hear you’re going to hell if you don’t leave it but it’s not that easy. It took a lot of seeking and praying for the feeling to start dissipating. I’m beginning to understand that my “attraction” is just lust. It’s rough because it was such a big part of my identity and letting it die hurts. However knowing that God has never turned from me and has always loved me has gotten me through those tough days and still continues to do so. If he can send his son to die for me I can too let all the “bad” parts of me die to. So If you’re struggling as well just know that it’s not an over night thing. Slowly but surely you’ll begin to change. Let god in your heart to make the moves he needs to. Blessed be to his children. Much love 🤍

What a precious and candid testimony, so real and humble. Glory to God what a testimony! Thank you, my brother DeAndre❤

I was molested when I was a baby, and I committed incest molestation on my sister multiple times after I got saved around 14 15 or 16 years old and I regret it. I should’ve stopped the cycle and I continued it and I am currently 23 and I never want to do such things ever again. I’m currently a felon and it’s on my record and I deserve it and me and my sister are on talking terms I hate sin and what I have done to my family and I was living evil and wicked even after professing the name of Jesus. I truly repented and turned to him and I no longer want to go to that old lifestyle anymore. And I was deliberately and willingly sinning and being unrepentant for months and now I understand what repentance means and I never want to hurt God nor break his commandments and never turn my back on him again nor do I want to hurt others anymore I love you all and I want to apologize

I love hearing proof of God's saving, healing and transforming lives!

These testimonies are lifting me up❤

I'm listening to his testimony, but when he said God told him that he doesn't have any issues with him loving other men, red flags went up. Maybe I misheard, but God would never say that. That just blew his whole testimony for me.

Wow this really speaks to me as a single woman not struggling with same sex attraction but temptation to being married to show that I'm complete . It really is true Godly advice

Brother, you're beautiful. Your joy in the Lord Jesus exudes genuine confidence in His faithfulness. Amen... may God's Truth & Grace (Jesus ALONE!) be known to all who seek HIM!!

This testimony helped me understand the struggle persons of the LGBTQ+ Community goes through. But better yet, it helped me with my own past sinfulness and numbness to it. I’ve been inspired to hone in on my relationship with Jesus to reflect my identity in him. 🙌🙏

I respect what u say man of GOD THANK YOU for sharing this with us.

God bless you, brother. When your calling is deep, the enemy will try his very best to distract and pull you far away from GOD because I'm having the same issues with my son as I continue to pray for him to make a u-turn into his calling.

Deandre, you are such a lovely man. You have shared and learned such deep truths and have so much wisdom for all of us.

"I was born in sin, but now I'm born again!" Powerful! God bless and keep you DeUndrae.

God bless you Andre. Jesus Christ have such a wonderful plan for everyone life. We all sinned, and Jesus Christ loves us so much and wants our heart. Your testimony will help many in the lgbt community who Jesus Christ will set free.

Whoever is guiding this interview is a blessing. You really get to the heart of the matter. I thank God for you and this channel. It blesses me so much and reminds me of how awesome God. The fruit of deliverance and His salvation is amazing!

All roads lead to death, the only one thet leads to life, is alive and well

Powerful Testimony💯🙏

God bless his heart And thank you for a testimony ❤️🙏🏿🙏🏿.

This is my brother!! I am so proud of you.. Thank you for being DeUndrae!! I love you more than you know!! You are an awesome brother, and I wouldn't trade it for nothing in the world.

This is so powerful! Thanks for your openness and vulnerability. Gods grace and unconditional love allows us to fall and get up several times❤

This testimony resonates with my heterosexual lifestyle (addiction) just as much as his path. Our temptations differ, person to person but the aches, pains, deliverance and trials remain the same…who we need to turn to, trust and obey…is the same.

WOW WHAT A POWERFUL TESTIMONY, SOUNDS SIMILAR TO SOME OF THE THINGS I WENT THROUGH. THANK YOU FOR SHARING

I know this struggle all too well...God bless him!!! I understand! People really don't understand this when it deals with homosexuality and learning to love God and yourself! It's a battle, but God who is full of mercy and compassion!

I'm glad to see this because I relate so heavily. I war daily and sometimes it tears me into shrapnel. It is such a battle to run away from yourself. And there are times where I falter and fail, I pray God keeps his mercy on me. This is not a battle I have longed for. ❤

Thank you, Jesus, for never giving up on us! what almighty God we serve, we must not give up on Him, and we must not give up on our brothers we must fight in prayer and fasting Romans 8:39

Touched. DeUndrae, you are so loved.😢 May our Lord Jesus keep you close every day.❤ You are precious in His sight.❤❤

I love the way he talks about a “seed” being planted when he was younger because many sins began this way.

What a beautiful testimony of God's love. Thank you for your vulnerability in sharing your personal and intimate testimony, my brother, So very well said. So happy for you. It definitely ministered to me.

I love this testimony I watched just about every Delafé testimonies and every one of these testimonies are my favorite they are all unique like a snowflake or fingerprint? God is so good even in the midst of the storms ,he brings us out of it with a wonderful story that glorify him and free others.

4:13 , so many Christians fail to recognize this. they have this entire topic so wrong. A lot of people that struggle with this, Never Wanted to experience it, never want to have those thoughts or attractions. There is such a spiritual battle man. I Wish Christians would actually Pray for those that struggle with it, instead of just saying You are going to hell. (I am not saying to not correct and rebuke because we are to do that, the bible says it's a sin, period. we should Never ever sugar coat the gospel.) But I notice some Christians treat this sin differently than all others. If someone is struggling with Lust, you pray for their freedom, if someone is struggling with anger you pray, but if someone is struggling with this, there is judgement. Some people have been abused as children which opens doors. So many of people in this are suffering. and If the body of Christ had come to them wanting to pray for them, to show them the love of Christ I feel it would help a lot. Some of the people who struggle with this are called to be mighty things for the kingdom and the enemy is trapping them in this bondage so they never walk in that, and you condemn them, judge, insult. please Body of Christ lets do better!

Its not your truth. Its His truth that needs to be our reality..amen!

Temptation is a invitation to get closer to God, Powerfull Deandre❤

Powerful testimony my brother from New Zealand Islands 🏝️❤✝️✝️✝️🌍

" as a Christian Allow yourself to heal " This is exactly what I felt the Holy Spirit doing with in me.

I don't think I've heard a more open honest testimony of truth ...bless him Lord for sharing ...thank you

I thank God for the testimonies of his love, mercy, salvation, and grace. Very encouraging

Thank you soooo much guys for uploading these testimonies. They are pure gold. I praise God for y'all! Thank you thank you thank you!

My brother, I hope that you write a book please!

God bless you brother. We are born into things but Jesus tells us we must be born again into our identity in Christ. ❤🙏 Halleluyah!

Hallelujah! Look at God’s Work!!

Amen be BORN AGAIN in the Blood Of Jesus Christ

Keep telling your testimony brother in Christ! He heals, restores and makes new! What an awesome prayer!

DeAndre, thank U for being the man God chose U to be. I pray God's continual work in U. Thanks for sharing .

May us who dont deal with this particular sin but find it SO easy to judge this one. Learn from this testimony how to encourage those lost in this sin to seek the voice of God for themselves and His LOVE for them and stop trying to get them to understand sin when the Holy spirit will do that Himself! Thank you to this brother for sharing his testimony AGAIN. Its easy to share when you come out but takes true humility to share that Jesus stayed Jesus the second round!

Your testimony blessed my heart ! You can see the transformation on this man , Jesus’ love is real and life changing ! GBU

Sometimes I think the same thing but about mental illness. Sometimes I think I should just accept the fact that I will have depression and panic attacks for the rest of my life. But that doesn't bare witness in my Spirit. Jesus told me He was going to deliver me a long time ago and I still believe it.