I can’t let go | Silent Hill Inspired Ambience 

"I can't let go.." but having released all that was dear to me, I find myself now grappling with my own melancholy.

Nothing will ever be better. That's what I tell myself. Outside, it's dark, and raining, just the way I like it. Good. It's approriate to how I feel every day. Rain and darkness. But why am I like this? I've been through a lot, I can't take it anymore, I am at my limit. I am pushed beyond the edge. But aren't we all? You are not alone in your struggle. Your struggle might be unique in what ways it has manifested, but you are not alone. All of us who are here, we've been pushed beyond the edge, we live in rain and darkness. But some of us strive upward. Towards light, and potential happiness. It might be just a dream, sure, but is it better to just live every day the same, or dream of a better tomorrow and strive towards it? I know you are feeling down. Down isnt even enough of a word to describe it. You feel like shit. You feel like everything you do, the world is against you, everyone is against you, nothing you do is enough. But you are not alone. You might feel that way, sure. But everyone who comes to listen to these songs, they feel the same way. Just look at the view and comment count. All of those people feel the same way that you do. So you are definitely not alone. We are not alone. I wish nothing but the best for you, please, try to find atleast something positive to look forward to, and make it your objective. We are all here, we are here for you, we are here for him, for her, for us, for all of us. If even one of us makes it out, we have succeeded. You are not alone. Happiness has to be fought for.

Wow these ambience videos of yours making people feel nostalgic, sad etc. Meanwhile I’m here getting very creative with my work while listening to this 😅 how is this possible ?

No mather what, games like this one had the perfect vibes. Even the graphics somehow keeps my interest, it is just wonderful 😊😊😊😊😊

I love your videos. My life is really stressful right now. Work feels pointless and like it won’t lead to any quality of life improvements. I always feel like I’m in someone else’s shadow. I can feel myself losing my own hope and voice every day. Feels like I’m in a world that’s constantly going on autopilot and I don’t understand the how or why because I know it can be a whole lot better not just for me but for all of us. Sometimes at the worst of it I feel like my life is inevitably going to be short from factors both in and out of my control. Yet despite all that, these videos bring me so much calm and help me go to sleep. Thank you very much for making these stranger. I don’t know you but these are a gift with a somber warmth to them. Please take care of yourself.

Thank you for making these ambience videos💙 These videos are the closest to describing how I feel everyday.

Im in love with these videos ❤

my goat

Spectacular!

I always love these

Nice work 💯💯

The ps1 graphics still look good till this day 😊

Thank you for making these, the music is amazing and I love it. Is there a chance you can upload the visuals as wallpapers on Wallpaper Engine in a future?

Very nice work! What rompler / synth did you use for that piece?

vonoĸ.