As a recovering addict I’ll never understand people who introduce others to their drug of choice. You know what it feels like, the hold it has over you. Even at my worst I would never have subjected ANYONE else to that, not even my worst enemy. Beyond the physical side effects, it completely destroys your self image and self worth if they aren’t already gone. I’ve been sober for close to 2 years now and still struggle with the shame and guilt from when I was using. People who give you hard drugs are not your friends and do not care about you. That’s a hard pill for a lot of people to swallow.
Vik, you too can do this! It's not easy but your life is worth it! You may not recognize your worth to you family and friends but they all need you in their life too.