it’s weird how they both have completely opposite views of each other, in dazai pov he prob believes he has nothing to do in the future while chuuya has a future
Oh. In chuuya’s eyes, Dazai has become someone with a future while he himself has none because of the work he does. Understandable that he thinks this way but I also can’t help but think chuuya might be *little* (more like a lot) jealous at Dazai because he was able to leave but Chuuya cannot and Chuuya probably thinks this is what he deserves or that it’s his fault he “dug his own grave”. And I also can’t help but think chuuya be happy with Dazai being happy and not gloomy like how he was when they were teens. He probably envies that.
This reminds me of a pancake that has too much whipped cream on one side, and just a bunch of melted whipped cream on the other. Instead of adding more whipped cream to the other side, you just decide to leave it as is. The melted side tastes bland and boring and usually some of it gets left behind, while the other side with loads and loads of whipped cream is demolished and enjoyed.
OMG!! This is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!! It’s like : 😍🤩✨❤️ But also like : 😭😭😭😭😭 And also I’d like to ask you something, what did he mean with “ I have nothing ahead of me “ , I mean like I understand that it’s a video about angst . But I don’t quite understand the angst , like chuuya has no plans for the future ? Or ? Sorry but I don’t really get it.....😭
