I respect the courage to admit one's shortcomings, especially in such a callous community like this one. Where numbers are the only thing that matter in the end. ID (account age), KP, Deads, Commanders you have maxed, armaments etc. Most folks say it's all about the community but I disagree...You need the numbers first to get into that said community or be stuck in a dead or nearly dead kingdom for your account to rot. This game is a slight reflection of real life in a way.
I can definitely relate, my account is in the same position bc of my own laziness and negligence. My commanders and gear are ok but stats are not good at all. I only have 3 farms which definitely doesn't help since I fight with 4 marches. We definitely aren't the only ones and imo our accounts still out perform the average casual players by a big margin so theres that 😂
You tried rallying me this kvk. I playing most same days as u with 2.7b kp and am f2p. By another 2 kvks ur kp will be almost 3b. Initial 1b takes longer and subsequent kills become easier due to improved marches and fight experience bro