Nice way to recollect your past. I will turn 21 in around 2 weeks, this year was a quite stressful as I completed 3rd year of my university CS degree. Didn't do much extras this year as I had to work on finding an internship, improving skills for finding job etc (especially in this market with all the layoffs in tech). Managed to land an internship which I am about to complete (May get a return offer). Still working on improving my skills to find that sweet dream job. I started following you some time back because of your video game essays. It feels really odd, slowly transitioning to this adult life.
Thank you! Glad to hear you found your internship, hopefully you'll get the return offer. I have some friends who've told me that it's really important to do so thats great you've done it! Indeed, slowly transitioning into Adult life feels odd as we don't know what we should be be doing specifically.
oh how i wish i had as big of a dream like the one you have 🥹 i have no idea what i'd like to pursue or go towards, i just turned 25 and i'd like to get things figured out atleast in some level 😭
Don't feel to bad about it, I can tell you that I don't know what I want to do, I just know right now what I don't want to do. I have a rough idea of what I could do but that doesn't really focus to much on this idea of what I actually want to be doing with life. From what I've heard from most people who are far older than both of us is that they still don't know what they're doing, seems to be a fairly normal thing, Best things we can do is focus on what we have at our disposal and try and live a life close to the version we want to live.
