Hello every one! Please feel free to vent or comfort someone, and thank you for 1.93k subs I’m really thankful for all your guys support. I hope you guys feel better - me
Oh! Hey kiddo, you found me. Rough day? I’m sorry kid. I can’t imagine how that feels for that one of a kind soul you got there. I know it feels like every day’s the same problem and you can’t help but feel terrible for letting everyone down… but keep that head for me kid. Tomorrow’s gonna get better and promise you, I’ll be there in your heart with you to keep you going to another good day! Push on kiddo, you got a stranger rooting for you!
Don't worry about it man, life is like a jigsaw puzzle. And the last missing piece is a partner, the right one for you will come along eventually, and I've felt just like you for a while now. I've attempted to commit multiple times but I always turn to my loved ones. All you need to do is find the last missing piece of the puzzle. Love you man.
Real. It's because you don't see genuine happiness anymore in this world. So many people are fake in fear of getting judged by rude people. No one wants to help anymore because they're too tired from helping other people. Teachers are mean to their students because of how much stress is going on out of school in their lives, while kids act like who they grew up around, leading to more and more people's mental healths to lower. That's why you don't see much love in this world anymore. Most of it is lust, nowadays. :(
My point is, it's not just social media thats destroying us... it's school. parents and teachers are blind, though, and blame it on the devices, even though the only reason we use the devices is to cure boredom or to take a break. This world is losing it's love..
To those who are isolated in their room and crying to these songs, know that you’re not alone and things WILL get better. It may not seem like that now, but it will in the future. When? I don’t know, but it won’t stay like this forever. There’s always some type of hope, even if you don’t feel it. I love you all. No one can afford to lose you in this world, no matter how horrible it is. You’re far too precious. Sending hugs to anyone who wants/needs one!
Thank you for spreading kind messages, I'm sure you're a kind person who wants to give hope.. I appreciate it, really appreciates it.. I been gone through alot but I'm always guilty that maybe someone who has gone through alot worse than me still can smile and be nice to everyone. I hope god blesses you dearie 💙 take care!
@@Limerant_Evangeline i feel you.. I couldn't say I *understand* because I didn't experience what you're experiencing... but I hope you take care okay? You been so strong.. 🫂
It hurts so much when you don't want to exist but don't want to die It hurts so much when you see the cruel reality It hurts so much when you realize that you are weak,
I'm proud of you for waking up. I'm proud of you for brushing your hair. I'm proud of you for breathing. I'm proud of you for making your bed. I'm proud of you for eating. I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat. I'm proud of you for drinking water, I'm proud of you for being here. I'm proud of you for being you. I'm proud of you for smiling. I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for blinking. I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth. I'm proud of you for standing up. I'm proud of you for sitting down. I'm proud of you for defending yourself. I'm proud of you for believing in yourself. I'm proud of you for simply trying. I'm proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU.
Hey stranger, its alright, you are loved, trust me. If ever feel like u arent loved, u are by me, and always will!! Sorry if this sounds strange or uncomf, ill be here to comfort u anytime. and remember that ill be here if u want to be friends, or if u got any problems. I may not be ur therapy, but ill be here to comfort u
Irl people call me fat ugly fatherless and online I seem to be really cool and the center on attention and it makes me smile and laugh but life is hard my parents fight but also they force me to things I don’t know yet and on vr when I don’t get stressed when I don’t know anything I have like maybe a small amount of friends irl but online I got 200+ friends I don’t understand am I not cool in real life or am I really ugly and don’t want to be hangout with my 3 besties forgot about me and I don’t think they would come to my birthday and it’s soon I wanna die but I have my online friends I got cheated on and used this world is cruel very and I get bullied by everyone even the teacher do I have a place in the world or am I not good enough please tell me if I belong here
@@Peedaweeee you deserve better.. everyone belongs in this world, everyone who calls u "fat ugly fatherless" is just like u, they need to be loved, they just have a dark spot in their heart and they let it out on you. please do not believe anything they say, you're worth it, everyone is
“Pain for us, is like water for a plant. We need it to grow as a person, to get emotion, sensitivity, compassion, gratitude, & love. But too much can kill us.”- Zillion.
water is good for plants, it's healing and nice in all ways, it's good, too much good can kill yes, but it certainly is not pain, pain is bad- and then just worse untill we can't take it any longer and die, pain is the lack of water if anything, pain doesn't make a person grow, people make themselves grow to avoid pain, it's not necessary to be good, at all
@@twistedreality997 Thank you for your reply about how pain is unneeded and so on. But my quote as a message in itself is pain , like water, can hurt when there’s too much. However, in the quote I put doesn’t speak about healing and being comforting to others. Instead it was metaphor for too much pain can kill a person, like too much water kills a plant. But the pain is needed for a person to grow true sensitivity for when others are hurt to give empathy, or sympathy in the correct circumstances. The pain is needed to have gratitude and love for the things you cherish the most, if you don’t value them in the first place, and realise that later. Sure it may be unnecessary to be hurt and so on. But the pain is what makes us human, it’s what makes us humane to others that are hurt. Comforting them when they’re upset, lending a shoulder for them to cry on when they are hurt, and loving them even with their flaws. The entire point of the quote is to show that pain is needed for others to grow and prosper in life, because that’s how the harsh reality of life is. Killing others or themselves when too much pain is inflicted, or being insensitive and accidentally hurting others. But when people are hurt, and use that hurt to grow as a person, like plant getting water and using it for photosynthesis, they can act with the compassion, gratitude, & love for others. This may not resonate for you or others, but it resonates with me and the people that may feel similarly. As for I was hurt many times by my ex best friend, before cutting all contacts with him after. But that pain taught me how to be compassionate, and love my current best friend unlike when I acted insensitive in the past, due to me not experiencing pain, & therefore not having any compassion or gratitude for the people I care about. That pain is what taught me to be sensitive when my best friend is hurt. That pain is what taught me to cherish and love them. That pain is what taught me to be humane to them and others. But I’m currently experiencing too much pain within myself from the pain that my ex-best friend had given me, as that hasn’t been healed or used to grow as a person. Therefore, it’s killing me inside. This is what the point of the quote. Thank you for reading, and you may comment even if your view doesn’t align with mine, but that’s what makes us humans. In life we are always hurt and have our own views, that’s what makes us human
As I slowly dissappear I see light granting inner peace and death to the body as I look of into the last of me I asked why? I answered because you're not weak anymore as I see the last bit if dust disappear the pain comes back as the light given goes dark as I accept that I will alway be in the bad ending as I finsh my last bit of faith I answer goodbye... As I no longer see truth and the family and friend that seemed smiling were not smiling as the void end I realize that the reality is that I am no longer able to enjoy nor smile the end is near.
i just want to feel loved but when people try to love me in their own why it doesn't feel like anything... i take being insulted, hit, being called names, forgotten about etc but i just show everyone kindness and care what about me? like this if you have the same problem
The comment section is reviving my faith in humanity, a lot of people are being so nice and supportive. I wish I could see more of this in the world sometimes yk?
As a 12 yr old girl, i cant believe how much people have gone through....im so sorry you guys feel these things, i do sometimes relate but hey, to people that are reading this, You are not alone. You are loved. Your skin isn't a paper, don't cut it. Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it. Your body isn't a book, don't judge it. Your life isn't a movie, don't end it. You are gonna be the happiest person soon, i promise. There are people who love you. You can get throught these stuff you're going through. You are beautiful, inside and out. You are the reason why people smile. You can vent to me, i promise ill listen and try my best to comfort you, yes i am a kid but please, just give it a try :). You are really lucky. PEOPLE are lucky to have you. Your smile is very pretty. You are not ugly. You are surtainly not a mistake. Keep fighting, im cheering for you. Let all your feelings out okay? Hey... It's okay.. It's not your fault alright..? Don't blame yourself.. People love you, i love you. Ipromise, things are gonna get better soon Thank you for staying strong. I am so proud of you, for everything, okay? I am so proud of you that you came this far! You are very brave! I admire you :) Jesus, is very proud of you. You're not alone, yes life can be tiring, and that's normal! Just keep fighting just for a while, everything will be fine, i promise. Enjoy the .•♫•music•♫•. :)
Thx for the reassuring words, girl...I honestly don't feel like writing too much. I've feeling sad and not loved for three years. I'm surprised that we're the same age.
@@eduarduxu179 no no! You are love! You're loved by Jesus, by me, by your family members! I really hope you feel alright, keep fighting, I'm proud of you!
What I have gone through the past few weeks. I keep hearing these things for the first time... Thanks for this. Truly. You seem like the type of person I would truly love to know as an IRL friend. Thank you, again. I genuinely cried reading that. You may be a "kid" but you as a kid are better than every. Single. Person. I have ever met. A while ago one of my best friends that I tried venting to thought it was funny or something to tell my family and everyone I know about all my personal problems, so I have kind of dual personalities rn on that situation. Dunno how to feel. I have felt more emotions in the past week than this entire year. Thanks for helping me get through the week. Truly. Thank you. (Your writing is on point. I read the next line and it was as if I was having a genuine conversation with you. Thanks.) Edit: the person I vented to was one of my closest friends. She also was basically the first person I knew personally that I tried to vent to. I may never trust anyone IRL again... Yay... She is also moving permanently out of my State, so I could ghost her later.
@@dragongaming-nx3hl hey! I'm so sorry that happened to you, I really hope you have a great future/life. I'm always here to listen to your problems, I really don't know the person who made fun of you when you vented, but knowing that happened, she's not really a good friend. I hope you find someone better than them, you honestly deserve better.
@@MwaMwa-p9l Thanks. I am planning on probably ghosting them in a few weeks after they move, so I don't have to deal with that mess. I appreciate you being this kind. A few people I have met that were your type of kindness are the people that keep me going. Please help anyone you can. :]
I want to fucking cry.. it’s upsetting that people on the internet can help us better than our parents, friends, or counselors.. what a fucked up situation this is.. I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow..
If you get this, you did wake up and you kept waking up. The sun rise is a beautiful thing, id hate for you to never be able to watch one again. Tomorrow is a new day, and im proud of you for being brave enough to see it.
As a person who feels that way saying that may feel right but then you think how you are still backed up I meant one of my best friends online and they have helped me get through multiple crises but they disappeared and they where very depressed so I’m guessing they ended their life and even thinking about it makes me sad but I will care for you even though I don’t know you and you don’t know me but I will care for you and I know that the world is fucked and I just hope that one morning you wake up and are happy you woke up
People say I'm scary, people say I'm a possessed doll, they call me frightening, something out of their nightmares and I just live with that, but I love I just don't get love back. I feel you
Hahahahaha finally someone who understands me finally someone who isn't givin whatever they want when they want they want to fuck up are lives lets fuck up theres
My parent’s love can be brutal, cold and psychologically damaging. They created a defective son with people/social problems who tries to attempts to break the cycle weekly, the son struggles to be different but starts fighting a side that reflects his parents each time he helps his siblings. He was raised by the internet and kids at school and the least his parents, he’s left broken from them all. He’s treated as weird for trying to mimic what he thought was the norms. He’s more sadder each year but somehow climbs back a little different each time like nothing has happened but doesn’t know how much more stress, anxiety and pain he can take. Each journey is more painful than the other, yet complete despair can’t take over him yet. Despite how hollow he can be, he gets emotional for his siblings for fearing they become as fragile like him and as hollow as his parents. He has dark thoughts about his own life and wishes he could start all over to see if he could actually find the same nostalgic happiness he had as young child and help his family before they turn out the way they have today, he’ll never know and is forced to keep on trying in the present but keeps on day dreaming what could have been a happier life. The ending is up to him but not every ending he wants is achievable without having restarts, which is as fictional as all his dreams. Let’s just hope he doesn’t give in. As he types, he’s fighting another battle.
It's been 4 months since you left this comment. I'm proud of you for hanging in there ❤ I may be just a random stranger online, but that seems to be the only ppl that understand or care. So yeah, I'm proud of you ❤ hang in there ❤ hopefully, one day, it will get better ❤
Just me scrolling trough these comments makes me a little hapier knowing someone is there for u and understands you Pov: ur life gets so deppressing you think if u died right there would anyone care🙁
I’ve always gotten so excited when people compliment me, or anything positive. Then once, when my best friend said she was proud of me for beating her in our fav video game while she was at my house, i started crying. My parents asked why I was crying. I cry under any type of validation because my parents n e v e r gave me that validation I craved as a child. Here I am, 13, crying that my boyfriend tells me he’s proud of me for staying alive this long. Stay safe out there, love yall. -your fellow depressed child Edit 8/8/2024: I’m 14 now!! We broke up, but i’ve found someone better. Thank you all for sharing your stories, it’s helped me realize i’m not alone. I will continue to help everyone with what they go through in the replies. Also, rhanks for 400 likes!! I’ve finally started posting on my channel, so give that a looksee, i do anime edits!! Thank you for trusting in me to read and comfort you with your stories. -Love, your fellow depressed teen.
I feel the same way too! I dont usually get compliments or have someone say that they are proud of me, so the only few times that someone says those, I really really appreciate it and it stays in my mind and I never forget it. It feels great! :D
I'm soo proud of you for working so hard and getting this far! I know you worked hard my love but it's time to take a break. It's okay to not be okay. Remember to stay hydrated and TRY to eat 3 meals a day! You are loved and i'm proud of you for opening up in the internet! I love you and don't give up!
even if you did something to be proud....sometimes just...knowing you did it is enough...........and hey- im sure someday you can tell someone about that thing and they say- "great job" ..and even if you dont belive my comment- at least your back at these songs to relax and cry again..right?.. have a good one
I don't know what you have done, but I'm super proud and you have been working super hard to get to where you are! Even if they are small or big steps in your life it can still be hard to overcome little steps! I just hope you have a nice day and know I'm proud of you, Dearly Danya
this playlist screams me-- its my birthday today and everyone forgot, so this basically makes me smile bc the songs are my exact taste and i dont have to skip at all, thank you.
To everyone who can't remember the last time they got a hug, And to everyone who needs a shoulder to cry on, It'll all be okay. Just hold on a little longer
But I can't... Me : Everyone tells me that I should try more harder but I don't stop trying ! Staying Alive is already one of them ! People : "Stop it you just want attention"
I realised something, its hard to love others when you don't love yourself but, its also hard to love yourself when others don't love you or at least don't show it.
If you can’t love yourself your heart has been emptied, there’s nothing to take or give, just emptiness. One day, there will be someone that will share their heart with you, you will both have one half, like a locket. It may take time to find that person, so let this digital version be a placeholder 🧡
this comment section has honestly made me realize how often I avoid my problems and sadness and depression by putting on a fake smile, every tiny little feeling over the past couple months just came flooding back in
Man life SUCKS my crush said she liked me we used to text each other GN and GM almost every night I thought she had affection towards me turns out she was dared to say she liked me :) LIFE IS GREAT yes we are both under 18 don’t know what I was expecting (quick note if u wanna know how young I’m going through this I’m only ten :) )
I've hugged a lot before, but I've never felt the genuine care from a hug. When i hug someone, it's mostly me putting my love and concern into it, not the other way around. It's like im praying for their safety and wishing the best for them. I've never really felt the "love" from a hug, the genuine concern for my health and safety, the looking out for my well being, the feeling of support, the feeling of their presence.
but ignorance can haunt you, at least the true can lead to finality and acceptance, so take your pick on which you'd prefer, neither are right, both are wrong . . . i wish you the best of luck on whatever made you comment this
best friend of 4 years just said that we've grown too far apart and unfriended me today... i ripped up the bandana they gave me and cried on a friend i barely knows shoulder... as much as i wanna be mad as much as i wanna go crazy and tell everyone they were so respectful about it to the point i don't want to do anything because i still care. i don't want to but i let them so far in i cant stop caring anymore... i fucking hate this. the worse part was that they used my real name instead of the nickname they always use of mint...
I just want to be loved by someone for real. To never fear of being alone again, to have a gf who's into what I like and be there to hang out instead of having to check a schedule for when they're busy. I feel like I'll never get that ever...
@@ZaskiSF any time, just know I love you so so soooo much!!!! You are enough, you are worthy, you are perfect in every single way no matter what. Keep being you, because I love you just as you are
I have friends...but tbh..I don't really have...because thier fake...and..it really hurts really...but..yk, how they say, life must go on..but I miss how I wasn't the person who was just stands alone while my friends talk..
Man I wish I had the ability to explain the way I feel to people. I don’t know what’s wrong with me but I can never get off my chest why I’m sad. It’s been like this for a while… now when I’m sad I no longer cry. I just feel empty inside. Now I don’t think I can explain to people an empty heart or whatever it is.
It’s like I’m crying inside writing this but tears refuse to form. I wish I had someone to tell but I don’t think my brain would let me explain how I feel knowing I could potentially hurt those around me.
@@cristianperez-araiz3552 I know just what you mean. happened to me before, Its worse than sobbing, because you cant even let it out, your holding it all in.
POV writer Asra Frost at your service! You laughed as you shook your head, facing the ground. Your hands clenched at your sides so much they’re shaking at the pressure applied. Yet you smiled. Smiled and kept going, picking your head up to play your world of pretend. But this world of pretend is getting harder. Harder to keep, harder to hold onto, harder to fool those that can see. Yet as you smiled and carried on through the rain, not bothering to get under cover, you looked up and let lose the pain. You yelled at the sky as thunder clapped over your voice. The streets were empty today, the weather calling for silence other than it’s own war. But now, your done, letting the mask fall as you make your way home. The puddles of water calming you slightly as you walk through them. Oh how you wish you could fall through them and go somewhere else. How you wish that even if that happened, someone would care enough to look for you. And yet here you are. In the rain at 2am. And not one call. Not one text. Not anyone looking. “Hard to be worried when no one wants to see anything wrong.” You sighed and walked inside. Shaking the rain off on your porch before heading in. Your jacket and shoes abandoned at the front door. You made your way to the kitchen and begun heating up your leftover spaghetti. “Hm.. he used to like this.” You spoke to yourself before you once again let out a breath of air, grabbing a soda and sitting it on the counter before you headed upstairs to change your wet close before drowning yourself in movies. Todays like any other day. Alone to the world, isolated and fed up with the world. But, todays just one of many. Maybe….maybe it’ll get better. Just…hopefully so.
i'm gonna write the bad ending to this so here you go. Since this is the bad ending, this obviously is not gonna end and be all pretty and happy and harmless. So heed warning. TW:Violence and alcohol. i also write so, hope you enjoy this. You believe nobody cares about you. Maybe someone does? But either way... It won't make the slightest difference. You peer out the window from your house, the rain is slow tonight, almost non-existent, it's faint taps reminding you of its presence. You ponder your thoughts. What reason do I have to keep going? This endless cycle of smiling, acting. Like you thought about earlier, people certainly aren't fooled anymore. What do you have to lose? Nobody cares. You ponder once again, then wander to your fridge. You take some scotch, and pour yourself a cup. You take sips as you walk closer to your closet. You think again. Then you remember. You take a seat as the movie you selected continues playing. You continue to drink, and fill another cup. Then another. And Another. Finally, you feel dizzy, and slump back into your chair. It's 2:58 AM Now. You blink, and almost as if time skipped, it's 3:05 AM. You feel lightheaded, and still a little woozy. You get up from your chair, the anger and hatred, hopelessness, following you with each step. Your fists clenched. *Nothing Matters Now.* The weight of your steps shakes the floor a little, as you finally reach your closet and with your might open the doors. You can't see too well, it's blurry, You need a light. As you walk over to get your phone that you left on the couch. You trip, and fall. You lift yourself up, after droning on the floor for a few minutes, that is. The screen flickers on, and you turn on the flashlight. You re-approach the closet, your vision blurred, it's almost like a glitch from a video game, when you look, the frames overlap. You reach the closet, see your cases. And Box. You scrounge through your clothes, you haven't cared enough to wash them.. .It's been what? A week since you last washed them. Who cares. Christ.. This is messy, how could You let this happen? It doesn't matter, you remind yourself of that fact. You grab what you need, but it falls over, and makes a loud thud. These minor incidences are only increasing your rage. You suppress it once again. You then grab your box, and put it down. You hear the rattling of the brass and metal inside, the textures colliding to make the sound. You open it, and are greeted with your supply. Neat, you see a old magazine, but you don't have time to read a magazine like that, you need to focus on the more important magazine. The blaring audio of the movie is like static, you block it out, that must be the reason. Your hands flap around, then you grab the magazine you want. You begin to load. Round, Round... Round... Then it's filled. You put it aside. And inspect one of your beauties. It glares in the faint light of the tv screen in the distance. You take it out, and set it down. You reach for more... Grabbing all them.. You then load again, and again, and again. Finally, you're done. It's 3:24 AM Now. You grab another one of your.. Possessions. Magazine In. You cock it, the bolt clacks, signifying a round is chambered. Then you load the others, then you take out their magazines, and replace the lost bullet. This is the end. The end for you. You can't be helped. Your fury is going to be released soon. You throw all your things to the ground, safety on of course. Right next to your beloved chair. This movie is boring. When? When will I do it?? Tomorrow... Tomorrow. That'll be it. You then realize you forgot your shotgun. You grab your slugs, and load it up. Now you're ready. You drink, some more scotch. Then you scream. Scream for a brief moment, and slump back into your chair. You clasp your hands together, and look downward, taking in a deep breath. You drink some more, and more, and more. You fade out. You wake up at 6 am. Your head hurts like hell, but your head is going to go through a lot worse pain today. You look around your room. It's still dark out. You fill up a glass of water, and down it, then a few more. You use the restroom. You reach for your guns, and begin to bag them. All this ignorance. Hatred. Fury. THe world will feel the pain that you have today. All those that have ignored you, stepped aside. It is time for vengeance. They will feel your hatred. You open your door, you breathe in, and out, your breath is visible in the dawn cold. You put one of your bags in the passengers seat, by the drivers. The others, they stay next to your leg. You check once again, it's all loaded. Ready. You drive. You arrive. People walk in, thinking it's going to be another unassuming day, learning boring things. But oh boy, you're going to make this day one they will surely never forget. You open your car door, sling the bag next to you in the passengers seat over your shoulder, and carry in the rest, another being rung around your torso. You don't wanna be seen... But nobody ever even paid attention to you in the first place. You go to the bathroom. Nobody else is in here. The noise of the zippers moving can be heard through the restroom. It's the only noise. You feel the cold metal. You switch it to fire. *It's time.*
@@fatfag2290 this is amazing, but the ending wasnt finished when I did mine, I just left it on neutral for those that wanted to write their own endings and get ideas. I'm happy that you write as well! It's good to keep writing things you like. I use these Povs for ideas a lot do the time, and I was wondering if I can use mine ans yours as a backstory for one of my characters.
Is anyone else that one friend that is tild there that guy anyone can go to, to vent to, and that your kind and supportive, but your never anything more then that. No matter how much love you give you never receive the same love back. You will always and forever be "the caring friend" but never anything more
I would kinda qualify as that type of friend because I only want the best for you and everyone else I will help you in any situation and if you are feeling down I will try and help
that doesn't mean they dont love you, they want to make you have a bright future but they were being too hard on you, i hope they realize being too strict makes people feel unloved, sad. or maybe you can just do what their telling you to do so they wont be too harsh, strict to you that much lmk if u need something tho
@@mushroomkitty9995 people will always care, but sometimes they're just too scared to express how they feel so they Say nothing :)) they'res Always good people, of course theres bad people too ! But in this World, there Always has to be good and Bad people
I would hate that too kiddo there being a little to strict with you and I hope they realize just how tired you are. I would give u a hug right now just try to enjoy your moments your still so young and beautiful! With lots of potential and better future if u ever need to talk abt anything at all talk to me I’ll listen
If your in your room crying to these songs,it’s ok let it all out I’m proud of you for being you sometimes we need to cry,and that’s ok ,don’t worry, do something that makes you happy,be have a nice relaxing bath okay :) *hug*
i used to be so emotional but lately I feel numb inside. I dont feel happy, angry, or sad. I only feel numb and tired. Idk if this is a good feeling because im not sad, but also not angry. Everyday feels like a loop that plays over and over.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head. And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D -Not mine, but pass it around guys
I need someone like me to hold me tight and tell me everything is alright as i cry into their chest. But yknow with the fact of me not going out much, I’ll probably never find that someone. Why do i exist to suffer.
To Suffer is too overcome, to overcome is too improve. Try being better then your yesterday self, even if its going for a 5 Minute walk. Its more then yesterday.
Betrayed by my only trusted friend, feeling distant from everyone, failing every test and exams, disappointment, useless, I can't even focus on studying, skip school for weeks by faking sickness, laying in bed, listening to music, detached from reality, unable to do simple task, losing motivation, finding out every people I feel "closed" too are slowly disappear from by lives, can't even cry or feel anything anymore, I just want to sleep all my problems away
You literally said all the problems I’m having these days. You’re not alone my dear, it’s normal to have these feelings, and it’s okay to have a break. I know you’ve been dealing with so much stress and pain, it hurts really badly. Do not give up, you deserve much better, things would be better. You’re not useless, you’re just tired and stressed out, keep going, you’ll be okay, everything will be okay!
I know it's tough, but you can't give up! You are your very own person. A person worthy of love, care, kindness, happiness. You deserve the things that can make you happy... You deserve to feel the warmth of the sun on your body. You deserve to enjoy the little things in life... You deserve all the love and care from the people that you care about, especially me. so please don't ever give up. (Love y'all so much have a great day!!!)
I always feel like a bother. I constantly want others to like me and to see them smile. But it never works out no matter how much I try, they end up hating me. I get too comfortable with them and I just let them hurt me over and over until they leave me broken and alone. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I always try to be nice to others. I don't think anybody understands how much it would mean to me if they just came up to me one day and said hello and gave me a hug. I feel like a crumpled-up piece of paper that can never be put back to its original state. I feel its best if I just shut up forever so everyone can forget about me.
Tysm playlists like this help a lot. I feel disconnected, like a ghost to those around me. And I just wanna isolate, away from the world, to a dream land. Away from parents, exs, everyone. Music is my way of doing that isolating, I love it so much.
Yesterday I got my first real hug after a year or so. It was short, and unexpected, but the girl was happy. We hugged and I closed my eyes realizing that this was my first hug after a long time. Idk if I'm into this girl, but she's great. She's great...
My mom told me that she's getting me a therapist today, she said that there's something wrong with me, it might be the fact that I've been in a fire, I've been in an abusive family, I've almost been killed by a classmate, I've dealt with depression and anxiety since I was 6 and I'm deeply in love with someone who hates me all before I've even turned 14.
I have my gf but I'm on holiday and having the hardest day of my life, and so I can't give that love to her rn.. I want to go home and hug her and never leave her again, and always be by her side...
Hello stranger! If you're reading this heres a reminder: You aren't a stick, nor a cow. it doesn't matter how your body is shaped. You are perfect just the way you are and i know things are hard right now and i can relate to your pain but don't give up yet! I'm so proud of you how you keep fighting. You probably don't even know me and i'm probably many miled away from you but i just wanna give you a really long and big hug to show you how proud i am. Don't change yourself for anyone, you are perfect the way you are, even if you don't see yourself as a perfect person, i see you as one! You are so strong, look how far you made it tru life. Don't give up now! You've lost a person? I'm sorry to hear that sweetheart, just know they're watching from above. My grandma always used to tell me that even if you lose somone, they'll try their best to guard you until death. You may can't see them but they're always there for you! somone broke your heart? They don't deserve you, you're a wonderfull person and you should take more care of yourself. They don't appreaciate ( idk how to spell sry bout that sweetie
Appreciating what I have now isn’t that bad, it’s just tiring. Apparently one “are you ok?” can make you cry. Healing is a long time process but it’s worth it. (Sometimes) I hate being burned out, I always feel so tired, lonely and lazy. I miss the people who comfort me through screen. I love making someone happy, but why can’t I be happy? The impact for someone who’s being compared is heavy, it’s more than carrying a bag full of books. It’s like you’re carrying a mountain on your back that you cannot put down because the whole world might shake. I’m tired.
Thats a striking image... I'm sorry for your burdens. If you can, go to God and pray about it. Ask him for his help to bear that burden for you. “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 ❤
this genuinely made me cry. i cry about everything, but istg this playlist really shows the feelings described by the caption. thanks for making this, and to all the wonderful people in the comments, for comforting people in need
yeah it hurts. im alone tired and im probobly stuck alone for the rest of my life. but thats no reason to give up. i can still help as many people as i can before i finally loose it. keep on pushing guys if ya need someone to talk to im here:) i cant guarentee my understanding but ill be here to listen
uh oh, i didn't expect to find you back here so soon. Things are getting bad again, aren't they? It's okay it won't always be like this. Things might not get better today or tomorrow but one day you'll feel okay, I promise. Keep your head up, won't you? You're not losing as long as you're trying. And don't stop trying I believe in you
I hate my mom and my grandma. They try to put me into a mold I cannot fit and, make choices for me when I'm perfectly capable of making my own choices. The amount of times they lectured me because I liked something they didn't is tiring. I'm so tired of them. I'm so tired with trying to live up to their expectations. All I want is their validation, acceptance, and love and yet, no matter how hard I try, I get their feelings of disappointment and shame in return.
my mom and grandma are the exact same way!- my grandma is a hateful person sometimes who gets at everyone and thing and no matter what me or my mom do- she always finds something to nag about- and my mom is just a bit controlling- you should do this- or that- thats not correct- you cant do that- and any time i wanna talk to her about stuff like that- or stand up for myself- oop- now shes the victim crying- i under stand how you feel and theres gonna come a point where you jsut gotta...go do your own thing......even to there chagrin.....and once you do maybe they will reconsider things...........who knows? anyway- sorry about the rant just ive never heard anyone complain this close to home- have a good day-
Timestampssss ⋆｡°✩ 0:00 - 4:40 no surprises by Radiohead ⋆｡°✩ 4:41 - 8:59 7 weeks and 3 days by Yungagitta ⋆｡°✩ 9:00 - 10:42 Jealous by Eyedress ⋆｡°✩ 10:43 - 13:06 haunt me (x3) by Teen Suicide ⋆｡°✩ 13:06 - 16:22 After Dark by Mr.Kitty
All I have to say is, I didn’t ask to be born. I never wanted to be born. I just want to exit life, it’s the only way people can’t argue with me. I just want a hug, a real one. I’m done wiping my blood and tears on my sleeve. I’m done being called a crybaby for “little things”. I’m done being treated like a human built with no feelings. I’d do anything risky, I don’t care if I die. I hate my life. Edit: things are getting better, i hope it doesn’t turn around.
i love this playlist it gave me something to listen to when i want to cry and life has been hard but reading some of the comments made e a bit happier.
hello whoever's reading. hope your day's been great. I'm sorry for venting. long distance relationships hurt especially when i am touch starved. everyday, i get to hear my boyfriend feeling sad that he has to leave for school. he knows how alone i feel when he's gone and there's barely anything he can do. everyday, his classmates frustrates him, his school schedule blocks the path between me and him wanting to just be together. im 5 hours ahead of him, that's why it's so hard for us to hang out sometimes. it could be 12 am for him when it's 6 am for me. I've never felt his touch and sometimes i really want to feel the warmth of his hugs on the darkest days of my life. i just want to be fully loved. i want to be with him physically. how much i crave him. it's all so painful. i really hope there's a way we could meet up; no more sorrowful nights without him next to me. thank you for reading, whoever's reading.
I feel this...I was in a long distance relationship myself and it didn't work out. I'm glad you got someone who actually cares and I hope you two eventually meet each other
Warmth is all we want in our darkest moments, the feeling of someone we love holding us. One day you will see him, i cannot promise but i can only hope.
i feel like i’m not good enough for her she’s so healthy and loving im afraid i will hurt the most lovely thing in the world just because i can’t love myself
I FELT LOVED. REALLY, REALLY LOVED FOR FIVE MINUTES. I HAVE NEVER FELT THAT BEFORE. AND NOW IM REALISING HOW FCKING EMPTY I AM ALL THE TIME WITHOUT IT. THIS ISN'T ME. THIS ISN'T ME. WHERE THE HELL AM I? HOW DID I GET HERE? HOW DO I GET OUT? IM DONE, IM DONE I WANT TO LEAVE NOW. THIS ISN'T MY LIFE, IT ISN'T MY STORY AND NOTHING MAKES ANY SENSE.
It shouldn't be something you long for. I'd hug you if I was with you 😭 *Hugs* ❤️ love u, stay strong and never let others bring you down with them, you deserve more. 👑
@@Aizen_33 aww, thank you so much! I wish you all the best in your life too. 🌟 You and me, we're best friends now. We just, we get it. We are the cool beans! 💕
I have been stressing a lot lately and realised i am sort of getting paranoia and it's affecting my friendships and I think I have some disorder I don't know what because sometimes when I get happy I can do things without even thinking about anything people would think I'm crazy and now some of my friends hate me and I had thought 2 of my friends weree trying to ruin me I did so much for one of my friends and she was my pookie now she hates me and says she doesn't trust me I did so much for her even starved during school because she is too lazy to bring food for herself I have insomnia so I struggle a lot to sleep and that's probably making me go a bit insane I'm literally online like all the time it's like I'm addicted to devices I stress a lot and used to fear of being yelled at and I loved being centre of attention now I don't even like speaking to people and I don't even feel sad when some yells at me for something my paranoia is even making me feel like my bestie is plotting against me and it's troubling me because I vent to her but afterwards I feel like I am just being self centered and I sent an email again after about how her day was and trying to be kind because i was away from school on FRIDAY because my mum gaveu p because I had nnono uniform and she said I was unorganized and cringe and I didn't know how to respond to that so I didn't I am also an over thinker sswhen I'm not crazy and filled ewith happiness and being thoughtless so I'm feeling like something bad is gonna happen today since it is Monday my sister asked me who is in my friend groooup on Friday afternoon and shesaid I'll find out soon so now I don't think it's gonna be good news I already planned ahead for if my friends flicked me out of the group I'd just be a alone and edit yt videos to post so they would be better quality but I just get distracted easily I don't know what to do anymore I am just like I feel like everyone hates me because I seem so childish and I'm in high school I asked my bff what happened while I was away on I think k it was Wednesday and she said they just sat around and talked but whenever I'm around during lunches we play childish GGames I aM wRitINg MessilY BecAUsE oF l g
You never loved me you love that i love you, You never cared about me you love that i care about you, You never wanted to be with me you just wanted to be with someone. To be loved feels so good isn't it? But why cant you love back? You didn't loved me you just loved my love
I’m a living doll that my parents control. Told that if something is wrong to talk to them. If I do, I’ll be called names and made fun of and called names forever. I know that if I tell the the truth I’ll be kicked out. I’m trans and a pansexual. I hear enough slurs and yelling every day. School is tiring. It makes me want to go home, but home is tiring. I can’t even look at myself in the mirror without feeling disgusted or wanting to tear my hair out. My smile bothers me, so does my laugh. I want help but I’m too afraid to ask. I get sewer slidal thoughts from the moment I wake up. Music is the only thing that calms me or makes me happy anymore. My friend thinks I’m annoying. He talks bad about my other friends and he can get aggressive toward me. I hardly ever feel emotion anymore. I can’t cry, but I want to let it out. It’s gotten worse. Everything is just tiring anymore. Everything is boring now. I’ve tried and tried to be happy, but I just can’t seem to muster up the energy. I’m. just. so. tired. I’ve tried to leave this world but it’s never worked. My brother even tells me everyday that I should kms. I want someone to understand. Please. I just wanna smile again. I feel trapped, like a dog. Only leaving the house to go on walks and doing as I’m told. I want to run away. I want to be a stray cat. Go where I want, when I want. To be free.
i keep a journal. i keep it in a place where no one knows. no one knows about the journal or its whereabouts except for me. it helps me express my feelings and feel like im being heard even though im just writing. it feels nice to express your feelings sometimes. ive felt like i was in a cage for the longest. i was always told by my parents that our house was a safe space but it never felt like it. if i said something wrong that they didn't agree with it felt like walking on egg shells. journaling might not help you. i dont know you after all. but it sure as hell helped me feel heard. even though it was just a dumb book and i was writing to no one but myself i felt understood. all my feelings explained and written. it was comforting in a sense. the purpose of writing this is the same purpose of writing in my journal. im being heard. im explaining my feelings. except this one is on the internet. for people to see. but thats ok. its okay to express your feelings and concerns. its okay to not feel ok sometimes. if you felt happy all the time that would be unhealthy too. im glad you and i made it this far
The thing is, I have two boyfriends (polyamorous, I would NEVER cheat.) and they love me so much but I still feel not enough..my boyfriend always talks about pretty women he sees and never about if I’m pretty, my other one treats me the EXACT same as when we were friends. I just wanna feel fully loved.
Talk to them about it, you're so lucky that you were able to get into a relationship! But I completely understand your feelings, be open about things, if you're not how can they know the way you're feeling? If they respond negatively? Well then they're probably not for you! You sound like an awesome person and I hope your relationship works out!!
Thank you for staying alive, I love you. I am whoever you need me to be. I’ve always loved you, sometimes it’s hard for me to say it. I don’t mean to hurt you, so please don’t hurt yourself. I need you to stay strong for me, one day it’ll be easier. I love you.
thank you guys in the comments you guys really made my day, and whoever sees this.. im proud of you for working so hard. put the work down and drink water, and take a nap you deserve it. i love you.
It hits 12am and all the negative thoughts hit so hard, thoughts like how I’ll never be a decent human being, it won’t be long before my friends all hate me, etc.. I can’t even take my mind off of it anymore. I was sitting here on a call with my friend, crying, and trying to be quiet about it while we do a try not to laugh (it was mostly us being silent watching TikToks) so I wouldn’t alert them. I feel like such a piece of garbage for not even remotely being able to contain that.
i know some of you might not hear this enough, but i’m genuinely proud of you for even making it this far and reaching out to someone,even if they are just online.sometimes it feels like people on the internet understand each other more than their own family,friends etc.feel free to vent in replies if you want to.
Being an internet dad for anyone who has a shitty dad, or just doesn't have one in their life, reply if you need comfort i'll give u all the love u need
I was always the 2nd choice. My best friend told me to let her go but I can't, I am afraid of letting her go because all I want is her to be happy in life, because she deserved it and I want to be there for her, even if she will never love me back and will always see me as a friend. I will always listen to her problems, Ideas, things that happen in her life and even if she need someone if she feels lonely. It's okay if I will never be happy as long as she will be.
Thank god my whole classmates think we all are the friends, it's a tradition here. Once ask, "who is your friend" which is make me stun not knowing what to say, and they just simply say "ain't we all are friends?. Which made me glad that we are in the same classroom. The teachers say we are some troubles some kid but that doesn't Matter. Our grade are really went soo low from the start of the new school system after pandemic but at the end we all pass because we didn't want to ruin out teacher reputation who have been teaching us for 2 years and not give up on us by changing classroom. 2006 was a truly beautiful years to be born. Even we have our own group, we still help each other and even different classroom we know each ither and acknowledge each other so it rarely see some snitch in my school. Sure bully was a problem went start highschool but we already mature went we enter form 4. I truly love them and wish i can meet them again in the future.
To who ever is reading this you are enough don’t try so hard to make them proud if they can’t appreciate your hard work then that there problem you’ve always been enough
The kid who ever one knows and hang out with them. They see them every day, that kid seem happy knows His friends so well. But no one knows what they like, no one and I mean no one knows anything about that kid. That is me
I had a volleyball game two weeks ago, when I was done I just felt like trash I wish I could've disappeared but then my friend Grace hugged me that moment was special for me because she never hugs people I will remember this forever. Sometimes we just need a hug.
I just wish my mom took me seriously when I vent to her. I want her to understand that if I always stay on my PC, it's because the people I love the most are behind this screen and that they're not strangers to me. They may leave in other countries than mine but I consider them as my friends and she doesn't want to understand. It feels like she doesn't want me to get rid of all those suicidal thoughts. She thinks I don't love her anymore but if she at least tried to understand me a bit better directly and not forcing me to go see a psy, I could still love her like I did years ago. Also, I can understand that she's strict but telling me it's my fault that I'm not fine is a bit too much. I actually feel like she doesn't give a shit about how I feel. I don't feel loved by her. Neither by most of the rest of my family and especially my classmates. I just want more people to love me. One person is not enough for me when half of the people in my year bully me. I hte that, I hate life and I hate myself.
I'm sorry that your mom doesn't take you seriously and that you feel that people around you don't love you, I am always here if you need to talk. Just remember that I love you and you are perfect.
To you❤ Your awesome🥰 your great 😊 Your strong🌸 Your doing great in life🌻 Your beautiful like always😇 You have to love your body cuz it’s beautiful👑 Love who you have🌺 Love yourself🌷 Be thankful 🌞 If someone breaks up with you it’s their loss⭐️ If your pets/pet died then they must be in heaven🏵 My 2 pets have died too so they could be playing in heaven together🧸 Love you❤
I don't really comment on these anymore. I have nothing to rant about. I keep feeling sad for no reason. I tried everything to stop myself from being depressed again. Nothing bad is happening, but I just don't wanna live. Happy music, distracting myself, socializing and playing with friends. I have everything I have ever wanted in my life. I don't know anymore
i'm pretty sure this is my last moment, i just want to leave without anyone noticing, btw thanks for reading, i don't know who you are but have a nice day
Please don't give up! Stay strong, because you're here for a reason and you deserve to be here! ❤ You're valuable, important and unique my friend! Stay! ❤
