I think the best part is when step dad is introduced. There is never a new "dad". There can be father figures, but sadly we can't choose our parents. Just love them while you have them. It may be shocking but eventually you may find yourselves orphans in a frozen world. Just know if you need help, there is always someone who wants to help you
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years.
I learn quite a lot from glmm/gcmm/glls/gcls like these, they really do make me feel, think, question, and envision a lot of different scenarios and other things. They actually made me learn a new emotion that I cannot express for whatever reason
Millie just needed someone to comfort her in her hardest times. She did have someone tho, but he wasnt always with her and she needed her friend the most, her friend decided to not be there. Literally cried two times
I really feel for Abigail, she seems just like me, the style, how she acted always being jokingly angry, and...getting mad and saying really mean things to someone you love..like telling them to kill themselves...then regret it, but its too late...they already did. Sending love to my Girlfriend in heaven...
Such a heart breaking story. This story makes me wonder what I’ll do when my dad dies. I’ve cried so many times- But I realized that for anyone who has lost one of your parents everyone will help you get through.
This started like any other gcmm. The parents loved the girl until something tragic killed one parent. The one left over parent then blames her and abuses her. BUT THEN The step dad loves her and the other daughter equally and he is nice. 🤯🤯🤯 ALSO the sisters like being together. Respect to the creator. I haven’t seen something THIS GOOD in a while
This is the best Gcmm I’ve ever seen. I cried so many times lol :> Great plot, unique characters! My favorite gcmm! I love how it’s so realistic too! Each character was developed thoroughly! You took carefulness in each and every scene you made! Outstanding job! Hard work pays off :D
I want to talk about her step dad. He is WAY better than her “mom”. I wanted to clap while his daughter was in coma but he comforted millie. He is the most character i loved in the video. (OMG THX FOR THE LIKES) -Kisses from turkey ♥♥
Those who lost a loved one in their own eyes This is for you It’s not ur fault They will always watch you from above They will always forgive you to whatever you have done They will always love you for eternity They willl always support you They will never forget you They will always make fun of you (jokes) They will always be pleased of what you done to them (helping) They will always be happy when they see you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ May god bless you all! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
i’m not crying u are 🥲 this has to be like one of the best gcmm i’ve ever watched- it made me laugh, made me cry, *(it may of made me flip a few ppl off)* and overall it’s just so good. we need a part two 😭✋
@@bbbbbbbbb716 At the start of the video, it said that one of the things this video contains is “Laziness”. I know it might be hard to see, but I guess you just need to look closer.
This is literally so good! I don’t care how long it takes as long as I get a part two I will be very happy and grateful. Your literally one of the most talented gachatubers I know.❤️
This is so sad.. I'm literally crying 😭 Like a river y'know 😭😭 I can't wait what'll happen next Hopefully she's alive :( It's so frickin sad how people blame her when it's was just an accident
I knew a little about what was going to happen because of the "Guess I better wash my mouth out with SOAP" meme but I still cried too much, it was very well done to you, congratulations! 💖
rip your storage 😔 I felt for Millie.. she went through so much and she tried her best to keep standing, but after abigail said that, she just broke. Y’all don’t even know how many times I cried through this gcmm 😭 It shows the strong emotions and brings in detail of what Millie and her family are going through. I just wanted to say I love Millie
I love everything about this I love how she thought about what can happen in real and mix it together to become more Interesting. Loving it Keep it on!
i cried two times watching this :") all millie wants is someone to comfort her and appreciate her but all she gets is abuse and death threats :( thats really sad, this is such a good gcmm though
Nope, I'm not crying. Its just....um.....really dusty! Yes, dust got in my eyes... The most emotional gcmm I've ever watched.. it really made me feel like I was there, involved. Ones like those are the best.
@@preppyrides1560 the person that posted this comment meant about how strong the emotions are for her to feel actually bad for Millie. It's a sad movie, don't you agree?
at the end in that part where you see millie getting taken on that rollie hospital bed thing all i could think of is how if you made an edit the perfect background music would be that part of the song where it goes "im not coming home.." yknow??
They're just blaming Millie for no reason! They have nobody else to blame so they just blame her. Millie has been through so much and they're being so rude to her :(
Iagree there’s no reason to blame her it was an accident she didn’t mean to hurt her. She’s trying her hardest to protect her sister , her friends and mum but the only person that she can keep in her life is her step dad .