you are one of the strongest people i know. you’re an incredible wife, best friend, daughter, sister, aunt, etc and i know your mom is looking down so so so PROUD of the woman you have become. i love you more than words can describe and i always will ❤️
I lost my stepson 4 years ago and as I was crying on the morning of his funeral saying I can't believe we lost him, my grandma said in the sweetest southern grandma voice, "Honey, you can't lose someone if you know where they are." That has brought me much comfort over the past few years. Your mama is with the Lord now and will be watching over you. Although the loss is unbearable, the Lord can and will carry you through. Praying for you and your family!
“Grief, I’ve learned, is really just love. It’s all the love you want to give, but cannot. All that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go.” -Jamie Anderson That quote has helped me so much the last few days. I lost my grandma a week ago and everything you spoke about I can relate to. I’m praying for you and your family. 💖
Your mom was a beautiful soul who brought a smile to people's faces. I'm so sorry Laura. I lost my dad to lung cancer last week and i totally know what you're going through. Please take all the time you need and we will be here for you when you're ready to return.
As her daughter - you did really well for your mom. She was extremely proud of you and you made things right for her because you did so well in your life! She had piece of mind because of you! 💗🙏 (and for your sister and your niece!)
“One of the most human qualities we have, is the ability to mourn someone we’ve never met.” Literally crying while watching this. So very sorry Laura to you and your family. Although most of us only knew your sweet mom through the videos and stories you’ve shared of her, she will be genuinely missed by your RU-vid family. Prayers for healing for you all. 💗
I lost my 9 year old sister to covid complications. It is still heartbreaking!!! Feels unreal. She was young and full of life!!! But she is watching over me and my family in heaven. 😇 I send prayers and love to anyone who has lost a love one. 💕
I am so so sorry Laura, crying listening to you speak about what happened and I can’t imagine how you feel. Sending our love to you and your family xxx
I am so sorry for your loss, I lost my mom a lil over a year ago, she had cancer. She was given 6 months, but it was roughly 2 years later before she passed. Even tho we knew it could happen anytime, it was still a shock :(
I love you so much Laura and I'm so sorry you're going through this... your strength and wisdom are truly inspiring, I don't know how you do it. May your mom's memory always be a blessing to you and your family. She was so kind and dear, I remember her always looking at you with so much love... and she'll always continue being your guardian angel ❤️
I just lost my mom too. I miss mine so much. Devastating. I’ve been told when a daughter loses her mom it’s not something you get over it’s like arthritis settling in your bones. The grief process is individual... do what you need to. Praying for you.
I’m so sorry for your loss. Love is eternal, it’s always there even when you don’t think/ can’t feel it. Congrats on getting through the first holiday season, that’s the hardest. It’ll get more comfortable, just let the memories happen, and you’ll appreciate them sooner.
I lost my mum in 2004 and I’m exactly the same. Anything happens and I instantly think I must call her or I see something that she’d love and I want to buy it for her. The overwhelming grief is gone but the loss and sadness remains ♥️ Hugs to you x
I lost my uncle to COVID during the Texas Winter storms, I'm so thankful your shared your story in a time of grieving like this, it's good for the soul. Sorry for your loss and my condolences from my family to yours.
What kind of heartless souls freaking disliked this video. Smh. Im so deeply sorry for your loss Laura. I’ve lost my father. It’s going to be a daily struggle. But just know you arent alone and stay close to those around you
I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my mom back in 2006 and at that time I was in Mexico with my dad so I wasnt with my mom and i still have so clue how she died or anything all I remember was the last phone call I had with her
So sorry for you and Erin and your sister. I remember how sweet your mom was when you did videos w her. She was a strong lady but she made you who is an amazingly strong woman and Erin too! Love you miss Laura Lee ! 💁🏻☀️💕
It was so incredibly brave of you to come out and talk about this huge loss. I’m so sorry for your loss and I pray you find strength and peace during this very tough time 🙏🏼❤️
I am so sorry for your loss🥺🙏 my great uncle had COVID but he’s feeling a lot better but I was scared that something would happen to him. I’m very sorry for your loss my prayers go to you and your family🙏🙏
Your mom seemed like such an awesome woman. I am so sorry. I lost my grandpa(who was like my dad/only positive male in my life) 7 years ago super unexpectedly. He was 58 and had a heart attack out of the blue. I can't say it gets easier, unfortunately it doesn't. You will be in my thoughts 💜💜
I’m so sorry for your loss 🥺 My dad is currently fighting for his life in the COVID ICU. I am praying for you and family during this time. My whole world has been torn apart during this time. I keep praying my dad can beat this and get off his ventilator. 🙏🏼
I'm so sorry your going thru this, I know all too well how you feel! My mom is currently in the ICU fighting for her life too from covid pneumonia! I'm so sick & devastated over this! Im hoping & praying my mom pulls through! 😓 I'm hoping & praying the same for your dad! 🙏
I am SOBBING 😭😭😭 I am so sorry and sending you so much love ❤❤ I totally understand how that feels! 12 years ago on new years day my mom committed suicide. I'm so glad you are taking the steps to process your grief ❤ WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!
I am so sorry your mother felt that was her only option, and unfortunately left you to handle the pain she felt 🥺💔... I'm sure that was not her intention at all, rather she wanted to END the pain.. may she rest in peace and God bless you and help you stay strong 🙏♥️
I just lost my dad to COVID Monday before last and it was sudden. It hasn't hit me yet. I can't seem to get rid of the sadness. You are not alone. I understand 🙏🙏💜
I lost my mom this past September, she literally passed away from a broken heart. My step-dad had passed shortly before she did. For the longest time, it just didn't feel real. There have been so many times I just wanted to pick up the phone to call her and literally had to stop myself because there are still days I can't believe she's gone. I'm so sorry for your loss and you're in my prayers ❤
I lost my best friend, grandfather to Covid as well, just this year on January 2nd. he was only 60 years old and always filled of joy and must I say my world has been filled upside down. covid sucks and the reality we live in now is horrible. I pray that you one day in the future find peace and remember that you are allowed to grieve however you feel is right. take all the time you need babe. it’s not easy ☹️
I lost my dad to Covid a month ago and the feeling of him being by himself at a hospital room kills me, no one was allowed to be with him I keep thinking how scared he was and how alone he felt..... I send my prayers to u from Colombia.
*i can't even imagine my life without mom in it. i'm so sorry for your loss. it will get better eventually with time. take a break from social media and give time to yourself and your family. it'll help the most. hope you get better soon*
the fact there are still people out there partying during covid disgusts me. i lost my father, not because of covid, but i can still feel your pain. you're a beautiful soul and i hope whenever you think of her the happiness overtakes the sadness. much love❤
Well if your government didn’t play games with it’s people and attending functions themselves not wearing masks etc the people would take it more seriously .. don’t gimme that BS
@@blahblob8808 they opened up Miami and Vegas during the pandemic the strip clubs were open as usual parties in Miami were open as usual then trump was telling everyone that this is just a flu .. so people took that on board and went about their business like nothing .. so blame your leaders
I lost my grandpa in September and he went pretty quickly. He was sick many times before and the last time, he just couldn’t fight anymore. I understand. I’m here for you, Laura
I lost my momma when I was 21 and I’m now 30. It doesn’t matter how old you are you always need your mom. I’m so sorry for your loss. I know when it’s sudden and quick like that it just puts you in shock and the hurt comes in waves. I’m praying for you and your family. 💜
So sorry for your loss! I too was my mom’s “baby”. I lost my mom to cancer, she passed 5 months after we found out. I thought that was so quick and so soon. But my heart goes out to Laura and all those who have lost their loved ones to Covid-19. So heartbreaking.
@@william_emmo5308 no she shouldn’t and no she doesn’t have to. Sometimes people need to talk about what’s happened in their life, even if it’s on RU-vid. If you don’t care or if you don’t want to watch, then don’t but let her do what she wants.
“Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.” - Matthew 5:4 My heart aches for you. The pain you are feeling can be unbearable at times. I pray that you will find comfort & peace in the wonderful memories you have of your mom. I’ve lost several close family members over the past year as well, from COVID & other illnesses. I most recently lost my father very unexpectedly so I know all too well the pain you are going through.
I’ve cried so much during this video. I still have my beautiful mother and I don’t know what I would do without her. You are so so strong. I’ll keep you and your family in my prayers. Praying for love and healing. Love you tons. ❤️❤️❤️
There’s no right thing to do. When you experience a loss you almost become a new person you have to take the time to learn about this new person you are going to become with out the one you love♥️ I’m praying for you and your family
Hey Laura, I'm so sorry hearing about your beautiful mother, I also too lost my mom in January just gone due to her illness, it took her unexpectedly & fast, I miss her too dearly. I'm sending all my love & strength to you right now, she would be very proud of you!!!! Hugs & kisses xxx
i'm so so so sorry for your loss. I could feel your pain true the camera and just couldn't stop crying. Stay strong and give yourself time to heal xoxo
Thinking of you! I understand EVERYTHING you’re going through. Take it day by day....meal by meal! You’re an extension of your mum so she will forever be here ❤️🙏🏾
The hurt in your voice made me tear up instantly! Thank you for sharing your story! Your mom was beautiful inside and out! We all enjoyed her! Sending you and your loved ones lots of love! 🤍
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom 7 years ago. It doesn't get easier but you learn to take time for the grief. Just remember that whatever you think she needed to know, she already knew ❤
I can literally feel your pain watching this video. I’m so sorry for your loss. Just know your mom was so proud of you and your accomplishments and I’m sure she knows that she was loved by not only her family but us here on RU-vid.❤️ sending my love to you.
I am so sorry to hear about your Mom. I hope she did not suffer long with COVID, so many families are hurting with you. You were strong to share your journey.
I’m so sorry, Laura. This is something life never prepares you for. I lost my mom a couple years ago to breast cancer. Still miss her every day, and it’ll be weird for a long time. Sending love and positive energy to your family. Do what you need to grieve, we’ll all be here for you ❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss. Many blessings your way. Stay strong, I hope you know your mommy is watching over you always. Rooting you on to be so much in life. ❤️🙏🏻
Sorry for your loss ❤️ I lost my mum a bit over a year ago, I used to talk to her almost every day. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through, and still am going through
Ik the feeling Erin 😭 I found my mom in my bathroom in July 2018.. IT WAS THE WORST THING EVER😭😭 I'm sorry for your loss.. sending my prayers to you 🙏🙏🙏
I feel you. I lost my mom and sister two weeks apart due to covid. Keep pushing and keep moving. The pain is unbearable some days. We got this. Everyone that lost someone knows the pain and we can lean on each other. God bless you and your family you can get through it.
Just like you said, “moms are so special..”. Take as much time as you need. There’s no manual to grieving and dealing with loss. Thinking of you and your family during this time!! XoXo
I know that you’re such a powerful celebrity now and my comment is just one in a crowd of a million nose bleeds. Watching this made me cry. Then after this video I watched the one about adopting Erin and I currently can’t stop crying. I want you to know that these videos really touched my heart and made me realize that everything you said was right. I lost my sister to addiction and even though that was almost 7 years ago it still is the most painful thing ever. I feel it was my fault and I’ve thought about a lot of dark painful things and I still do. I never got to say goodbye. I’ve still not healed from that pain and still struggle to live my day to day life due to the fact that I’ve done nothing but bury my feelings deep down inside. I refuse to think about it all, I haven’t cried sense that day of seeing her in her casket. Please if you take the time to read this just know that I am truly so so sorry you have to feel this immense pain. Make sure to make and take time to heal so you don’t have to struggle to find the happiness you deserve. I wish you would and could reach out to me and talk about it like we were friends but I know it’s not that simple for you. But if you ever can or need someone a million miles away in a small town from Ohio to cry with I’m one of your followers that will be here. Love you Laura. 😞🖤
I am so sorry Laura. May she rest in eternal peace and may God bless you and your family with courage and strength to get through such huge loss. Sending my love and prayers your way.
Omg this breaks my heart. My husband lost his grandfather to COVID so quick. We spoke to him 1 day before he passed and he seemed okay although he was in the hospital. It was devastating. May God grant you peace in your heart. Your mom was a pleasure to see. She is an angel in heaven looking down at you. Grieve. Grieve the way you need and however you need to.
I've lost my mom too. I'm sorry to hear. You're not alone. I've been a follower for some time, and your mom was an absolute sweetheart. She loves you, and always will. Sending love, and light your way.
It’s crazy how much we miss when they are gone. My grandma has been gone for 6 years now and I had a thought today that I needed to call her to ask her a question. They never leave our heart and we will see them again. Much love to you Laura.
My fiance passed in Feb. 2020 at 31 y/o. I have found the longer they are gone, the farther away from them you feel. I constantly listen to his voicemails and smell his cologne to feel closer to him. There will forever be a hole in our hearts but time goes on. Your world feels like it stops while the rest of the world keeps going. I am so so sorry, im sure she is so proud of you. She is with you all the time and will be your angel forever now.
Great advice. I feel you there. I know I have some very old digital recordings on DVD buried some where in my archives but I have no idea where to even look at this point it's been so long. I remember how she answered the phone, a very distinctive "hay-low?" and it helps me remember what she sounds like.
I'm so sorry Laura, I know the worst part can be that even when our own world falls apart, the rest of the world keeps going, but that doesn't mean YOU should feel rushed to catch up with the world. Take your time and heal as much as you can. The scar will always be there, but the wound itself can heal. You keep her memory alive through your stories, videos and shared memories. WE love you Laura, take your time and remember that, more than anything, your mom would want you to live a prosperous and happy life. ❤
I can hear you struggling, Laura. NOTHING can prepare you for the loss of a parent. You are strong, willful, and beautiful. Remember, she's always with you baby. I love you and I'm sending you all the positive love, prayers, and vibes.
You probably wont see this Laura but I recently lost my aunt to COVID she also went very fast. It was an absolute shock and she was my moms sister and best friend. You are not alone and its unbelievable. I'm crying for your loss and mine. Rip to your mother and my Aunt Sandy who passed 2 weeks ago 🙏🙏🙏💓💓💓
COVID has taken away so many people and it hurts my heart to know you’re going through this difficult time :( I lost my brother suddenly November last year and right after that my aunt due to COVID and my fiancé’s grandma past away due to COVID last week it is a horrible thing to go through In sending you a big hug and hope god gives you strength to get through this 🙏🏻🤗❤️
I lost my grandmother Christmas day 2020. You're so strong to come on here and talk about this, it helps a lot more people than you think. Much love and prayers for you and your family.
