You're not alone in this struggle. We all feel this way at some point. When we look at everyone else, we only ever see the happy side. We are never shown the struggles within, their pain, their sadness.
The wrost feeling in the world when you realize how alone you are 💔and no one loves you no one care about you ....you just cry at night and thinking what's wrong with me 💔 this is really wrost feeling ever💔
You are not alone. I’m with you. Same poop; different life. Let me know if you need someone who understands. Well.. I’d like to know someone who would understand me.
im just so tired.... i feel like every day is just a repeat at this point. wake up, get dressed, go to work. smile, pretend everything is okay, get home, and then go to sleep after reading the rest of the day as a distraction. sleep, wake up, repeat. its dull and boring and i need it to change
Death is “kinda” easy. The problem is… What if by putting a forced end brings you back to this world. Like: Live, suffer, die repeat… I guess it is best to suffer everything at once.
*TW* Things got dark again....and the thing is I don't know if I want to even try and fail again....I don't want to go on, but I can't give up either... And I can't ask for help because everyone around me already has their own shit to deal with....I can't add to that load....it's wrong to...
Thank you, I have currently reached out to two different psychological institutions and groups, so hopefully my parents will consider taking me to therapy, or even just to get a proper diagnosis❤
One day it will click and u will realise everyone is same it's just an act and then u can ask for help and they will ask for the same in return , its not just u were all just a head above water, hope that helps your not alone
This sad edit is so perfect. The voiceovers and scenes are so emotional and I love the characters you choose ❤️. I love this edit so much. Amazing job ❤️💕.
I really wish I could love people. But the truth is I've been broken since I was a child. Maybe I was born this way. Maybe I was made this way. I wish I could love people and I wish they could love me. But it is as if the ability to form a connection was taken from me. I feel like an imposter around people. Always scared that at any moment they will figure out how inhumane I am. I hate being around people because everytime I am it feels like I have to hold my breath. Ready to be attacked at any moment. I hate it all. I wish I could love but I've lost all ability to do so
My father and I are currently looking for the cheapest insurances I need, and just seeing the numbers is... I just want to leave this twisted world. I know there will be many many more things I have to pay for but I wonder, how is this supposed to make sense? We work just to barely Cover the Costa we have to pay for... other people? It's supposed to be my life, but I live it for someone else. The governement, the society. I'm already in a job that I absolutely hate, but that does pay well and has good working hours. I know I will never ever get a job that has better working conditions. Still I go to work with stomachaches and close to Zero energy each day. When I come home I just want to sleep, I can't even do the things that make me happy. And to think that all this suffering is for money that will all go to someone else, that I can't even use for myself to Do things that remind me that life can be fun and beautiful. I don't have really friends to spend time with. The ones I do have don't really wanna go out and do activities or never have time. We really just eat, sleep, work and die. Saying you don't want to work makes everyone around you hate you. Who came up with this? Why can't my life be MY life?
I understand the millenials now. I didnt, until this pat year of NEXT LEVEL spiritual education. It was like a 4 year degree on crack and adrenaline! MANY of them ARE tortured souls! Because, not only have they been born into this reality that is fucked up, but, they are spiritually ULTRA SENSITIVE to it! I know how they feel! Because, now that I am awake, I am ultra sensitive to it as well! This video expresses this feeling VERY well! "I am not for this world." Thats God damned right! That being said, we are this worlds ONLY HOPE! This first bit, NOW! When we are the FEW that are AWAKE! When we are the FEW who CANNOT UNSEE! These are TRULY the days of TRIAL! WE, the foundational lightworkers! We are here during THIS TIME in the TOUGHEST of times because WE ARE THE STRONGEST! THAT is WHY WE were chosen to do it! And before we incarnated into this "reality", and ALL were asked..."Who will volunteer to be among the first waves?" WE STEPPED FORWARD WITHOUT HESITATION! When times are ridiculously rigorous...remember ye this!
Heck… So much piss… Well we (whatever you wish to call us: light workers; indigos; crystal; God Children; Christians; Spiritual Beings…); can’t get together; no one gets together; there is no conference to unite; discuss and plan… Many seem to be awakening; but it has been so for an ridiculous amount of time. Even before we were born. Nothing is ever done or chaned. Ok.. a few changed 0.01% of what is. What and how we should live… But again… Our kind is not united; does not share knowledge personally.. We have no power; no one understands us but ourselves; and no one who doesn’t really cares. Either formatted or living comfortable lives.
I'll be fine eventually. I've lost the will to work. So I want money. I'm not suicidal. Maybe I would be if I knew the details. But I don't. Out of sight, out of mind. It's the reason I can't work up a righteous rage against the king. He has to face reality while I can delude myself I don't give a fuck since I don't know the details.
Idk if this is still counts as suicidal but i said fuck it i wanna see if i can become the best fighter in the world and buy my parents everything before i go, even if it means dying in the octagon or slowly perish from cte, i just know ill die happy knowing i gave it a shot at what i love
May God look for US Beings; and that God allows US to see the Truth that is not described in any dictionary. His will be done; He knows the Programming and Data better than any of us.
