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I'm Scared of My Thoughts - Surviving Schizophrenia 

Surviving Schizophrenia
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Stephen shares his deeply personal and transformative journey of living with schizophrenia for 11 years. This powerful narrative begins when he fell ill in the 6th grade at just 12 years old and traces his experience with active psychosis for two years, during which he held a conviction of an ongoing war among the gods. This phase was accompanied by a terrifying phenomenon many people with schizophrenia face - fear of their thoughts. Stephen sheds light on this fear, how he has been managing it, and the proactive steps he has taken to replace negative memories with positive experiences.
Understanding the Fear of Thoughts
To understand the fear of thoughts in schizophrenia, we need to delve into the realm of psychology and psychiatry. As per the American Psychiatric Association, schizophrenia is a chronic brain disorder that affects less than one percent of the U.S. population. Hallucinations, delusions, and cognitive issues characterize it. It's common for individuals with schizophrenia to experience intrusive and distressing thoughts, which can sometimes be terrifying.
Fear of thoughts, also known as 'thought phobia,' can be a significant symptom of schizophrenia. This fear can manifest in different forms - from the fear of losing control over one's thoughts and fear of harmful thoughts to fear that thoughts could become a reality (known as thought-action fusion).
Thought phobia can exacerbate anxiety and paranoia, often leading to social withdrawal. But, as Stephen mentions, he has long been scared of his thoughts - a sentiment shared by many individuals coping with schizophrenia.
Addressing Fear of Thoughts: Stephen's Journey
Stephen's experience offers hope to those grappling with the fear of their thoughts. He reveals that recently, he has been trying to get out of the house and engage in social activities. This has proven to be a pivotal step in his recovery journey, helping him replace the distressing memories associated with his psychosis with new, positive experiences.
Therapy and Cognitive Techniques
Therapy is one of the most effective ways to combat the fear of thoughts. Cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) is beneficial, as it helps individuals understand and reframe their thoughts, thereby reducing their anxiety. For those experiencing thought-action fusion, Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP) can be beneficial. It exposes individuals to the thoughts they fear in a controlled environment, thereby diminishing the fear over time.
Social Engagement
Stephen's decision to engage in social activities is an evidence-based approach to managing schizophrenia. Socialization helps individuals feel connected, reducing feelings of isolation and paranoia. It can also help distract from distressing thoughts and provide an opportunity for reality testing.
Fostering Positive Experiences
Replacing negative memories with positive ones, as Stephen is doing, is a powerful way to counteract the fear of thoughts. This can be achieved through various means, such as pursuing hobbies, engaging in physical activities, spending time in nature, and more. Creating positive experiences can provide a cognitive buffer against distressing thoughts and aid in managing schizophrenia.
Conclusion
Stephen's journey of 'Surviving Schizophrenia' is one of courage, resilience, and strength. His approach to addressing his fear of thoughts provides valuable insights and tangible strategies to help others navigate similar experiences. Though each individual's journey with schizophrenia is unique, shared experiences, such as the fear of thoughts, can foster a community of understanding, support, and hope.
Schizophrenia is a complex condition, and fear of thoughts can be a daunting aspect of it. But with proactive strategies and ongoing support, individuals can manage these fears, as Stephen has shown. Let's remember: fear may be a part of the journey, but it does not have to define it.
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@ShannonHumphreys
@ShannonHumphreys Год назад
This is probably the most relatable video on schizophrenia I've ever seen. I was diagnosed at 18, after a year and a half of active psychosis. I'm 46 now. You're doing an amazing thing here, Stephen.
@hollynelson3336
@hollynelson3336 Год назад
I'm so thankful for you and your videos. My son Charlie has Schizophrenia he was diagnosed at 17 he is 24 now, at times it's been very heartbreaking. Your videos has encouraged me and given me hope for my son's recovery, also to be understanding and compassionate to what my Son has gone through.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you Holly. I appreciate you sharing. This is one of the reasons I started this channel to give better understanding into my illness and to give hope to others. It gives me pride in my channel
@sabinemann8640
@sabinemann8640 Год назад
Same here so true.
@riseabove3133
@riseabove3133 Год назад
Same here, Holly. It’s the most life-altering, traumatic condition our family has ever had to deal with. Wishing you better days ahead 🙏🏼
@kimberlyfowler5748
@kimberlyfowler5748 11 месяцев назад
Same
@jonnaramirez9445
@jonnaramirez9445 9 месяцев назад
Steven, you are so amazing and love to watch your videos. I wish you all the best. I have 2 sons with mental illness and one is in hospital now f or pyscosis and he is 31 and I'm his only support and his dad can't handle as I'm divorced. You are blessed with loving supporting parents Keep up the great videos
@coralinecilantro
@coralinecilantro Год назад
Stephen, I hear and understand all your detailed and specific experiences. I told you a year ago my son took his life after having this horrible state of being. I know you are strong and have your father's support. You are so cool, i admire your energy and motivation. Your father is an angel by your side. Big hug to you ❤
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you very much for your continued support and encouragement. It is very meaningful to me. I am very sorry about your son. It is a very tough illness. Thank you.
@77777sadie
@77777sadie Год назад
Sending you a hug 💞
@coralinecilantro
@coralinecilantro Год назад
@@77777sadie Thank you. I can use this hug as grief is ongoing.
@77777sadie
@77777sadie Год назад
@@coralinecilantro You are more than welcome. Giving others support in the middle of your pain touched my heart. The doctors discovered my son's brain tumor eight years ago. He he still with us. I cannot imagine what you are going through. You're in my prayers 💞
@nickidaisydandelion4044
@nickidaisydandelion4044 Год назад
I'm so infinitely sorry that your son committed suicide. My deepest condolences for you.
@catherineyoung46
@catherineyoung46 Год назад
You're a wonderful person and one day, you'll meet someone who will appreciate what you've been through and cherish you.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you Catherine! I appreciate it
@NatashaDay-yx6nt
@NatashaDay-yx6nt Год назад
I have schizoaffective disorder since I was 19 years old, I've been on medication for 23 years.im 42 year's old now, thank you for all your support,loving your RU-vid channel,I watch your channel everyday.you have really helped me deal with my illness.i enjoyed your channel,your channel will help others with stimga of schizophrenia.great video content.love you Stephen Natasha.xx♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
@karenhempfling9180
@karenhempfling9180 Год назад
What a service you are doing! My son was diagnosed with schizophrenia 6 years ago. Your You Tubes are great. I love them for the information they provide, questions they answer, your insight. Keep doing what you are doing. You are helping more people than you know.
@pauldemic2747
@pauldemic2747 Год назад
Another fascinating video. The way you describe your internal world so honestly and articulately is compelling. I learn more about schizophrenia by watching your channel than I do by watching expert psychologists lectures on the subject. You bring so much to the table! Also, I’m so glad you had a good time at your mother’s event.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you so very much Paul! Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
@riseabove3133
@riseabove3133 Год назад
Agreed.
@barneyronnie
@barneyronnie Год назад
Thoughts often seem to arise for no reason; it takes courage to be alone with one's thoughts. My experience has been, as you mention, that participation in activities and engaging with others eliminates the frequency of bothersome thoughts. Your amazing improvement in confidence, eloquence and commitment to your channel are inspiring. Keep up the great work!
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you so much Barney for your comment! It has inspired me!
@karenlhoule
@karenlhoule Год назад
I watch your videos on a regular basis. And I, too, have schizophrenia. So, I 100% do know the feelings of psychosis and how scary it can be. I do not want this comment to come across as being mean-spirited. Rather, I'm trying to provide feedback that you can choose to accept or discard as you see fit. Instead of adopting a "victim mentality," I always put a twist on things. Like, how can I confront my dark thoughts "head-on" instead of constantly running from them or being compelled to distract myself from them. I write poetry to put it into words, and then I can let it go. That way, I have control over my thoughts and a beautiful poem to show for it. Then, I can move on with my day. And regarding the "misophonia," I would turn it around...like instead of being "triggered" by hearing your parents eat...I would focus on "Wow, I'm so lucky to have wonderful parents that take care of me and are both still alive." Again, I am sure some people will take my comment to be mean. But that is not the intention at all. I'm trying to give some strategies that I use, as someone with the same illness you have in order to take back control of my life.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you very much Karen for your incredible comment! You have a good point about turning things positive and confronting them head on. Thank you for sharing your excellent thoughts. Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
@sabinemann8640
@sabinemann8640 Год назад
Not mean at all from where I am sitting .
@lisacastellanos4553
@lisacastellanos4553 Год назад
Hi Stephen! You clean up well :) (thats a compliment!) As always, your insight and nuanced perspective is so helpful as I seek to understand my sons recovery, and reminds me that this is a marathon not a sprint. Also, Yesterday was World Schizophrenia Day, and the advocacy on clozapine rems in DC was great! I met several young folks - like you- who have found meaningful recovery with clozapine. Like you, their stories are inspiring. Thank you for your work to de-stigmatize this treatable neural developmental condition!
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you very much Lisa for sharing your experience in DC and your journey with your son that has the same illness as me.
@SchizophreniaSurvivor
@SchizophreniaSurvivor Год назад
Lisa: You wrote: "Thank you for your work to de-stigmatize this treatable neural developmental condition!" Thank you for all of your incredible insight into this illness. Yes! It is a "treatable neural developmental condition"! When will we, as a society, recognize this and empower our loved ones?
@CSIPiper
@CSIPiper Год назад
I don’t have schizophrenia, but I have OCD and have the same experience with being fearful of my own thoughts. It makes it difficult to just sit with myself at times.
@johnbizzlehart2669
@johnbizzlehart2669 Год назад
You are awesome Steven…it is OK to be you. We all have our things. This is your thing to deal with.
@peaquakett
@peaquakett Год назад
Thanks! Your courage and determination astonish me….your talks bring a lump to my throat. My brother became psychotic in 1972, before there was much available to help him. I recall his struggle to retain his self-esteem, to prevent the terrible injury to his personality and to his relationships. I too have experienced psychosis during a bipolar state. The reason, Stephan, that you are so, so inspiring is this: by your actions, your sharing, each expression in your face, and your willingness to open your heart, you are living a conviction that your human Self is intact always, is true, and that beneath all confusion or anguish, YOU ARE WHOLE. You are so dear! I watch your videos every day and find comfort beyond what I can tell you. With love, Laurie❤️🙏🤗
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you very much Laurie for your kind words and support! Your words inspire and motivate me. Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
@peaquakett
@peaquakett Год назад
My dear Stephen, a few more observations….In watching you and your wonderful dad together, I was engaged to see his great love for you, so great that he radiates not only caring, but intense vigilance. He has harnessed his considerable intellect to examine and ferret out anything in this world that could support you, further you. I know this may have felt overwhelming to you at times, especially because you love him, and seeing his distress has been difficult for you. I see between you a breathtaking and respectful caring for each other…so rare! I also see something sweet that makes me smile….your gentle corrections to him sometimes. It’s then that your maturity and strength is most present. You lovingly steady him, and in a very subtle way inform him that he doesn’t need to be too intense, that you’re all right. I also see a certain force of mind in you, a logic and confidence I also see in your childhood photos. It’s still there. You’re still there..ALL there. Love, Laurie ❤
@heedmydemands
@heedmydemands Год назад
I know the feeling of not being able to b alone with your thoughts
@TheHornedDiva
@TheHornedDiva Год назад
In my psychosis, Jesus sends me on missions. I actually quite like my thoughts. 😅 Yes, in psychosis they can get dark but i believe God has a major purpose for all this mental distress. You are a lovely young man with a great life ahead of you. God bless you.
@alexalexandersen5198
@alexalexandersen5198 Год назад
LOL 🤣 You're a hero 🤝🏼🏝️
@RONPEE-STINGER
@RONPEE-STINGER Год назад
I had psychosis from drugs I got after i tried getting clean I felt like god was givin me quests too The psychosis stopped after i took ativan and had some good rest I kinda miss feeling like that
@user-se9hu6mr2v
@user-se9hu6mr2v Год назад
I can write that this kind of distractibility is familiar to me personally. I've been dealing with this all my life and it really annoys my husband now. I can get distracted during a conversation, especially on a walk. It seems like I'm losing interest in the subject. But what really matters to me is this cat or dog or the beautiful flower I see. The same happens when when suddenly I have remembered something from the past. This is sometimes so important that I have to say it. Every day I have to concentrate hard at work to stay on topic. I don't have schizophrenia but I do have bipolar disorder. greetings from Poland❣️ Keep going Stephen! You can do a lot of good for the world ❤️
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you so much Agata for sharing and for your encouragement! I would love to visit Poland one day!
@starrhall8160
@starrhall8160 Год назад
Ur so young. U might not feel so. U have a wonderful spirit and I admire you. You keep moving forward!
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you for the encouragement and support!
@AdAoat
@AdAoat Год назад
Thank you for sharing your life with us. I often ask the Holy Spirit to control my thoughts. Maybe you could, too. 🙏🏼😌
@JIMKATSANIDIS
@JIMKATSANIDIS Год назад
Great and very helpful video Stephen! We don't have that level of control over our thoughts but we can control how we respond to them. It's not us who decide every time what we think or what we remember. Everything is pulled by the situation. You’ll have days that you feel perfectly fine, others not so much. Also it’s nice to know, that what you're experiencing isn’t something you invited and you're not alone. You don’t want to allow these thoughts to consume you. Some of the things that could help you are: Psychotherapy, Social skills training, Family therapy and distraction.👋❤
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you Jim for your suggestions and kind words!
@Seaturtle45778
@Seaturtle45778 Год назад
Living with schizophrenia is very difficult and I also want you to know that you are lucky to have your parents around helping you out. Living with that illness is a living hell only God knows why he let that happen to us.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you for sharing Ismael. It really is a terrible illness. We are here for each other.
@lovinbluegrass
@lovinbluegrass 11 месяцев назад
My grandma had mental health issues. She was born in 1900. Many in my family believe she had schizophrenia. My generation knows very little since in her day all mental illness issues were taboo to discuss. She underwent shock therapy. It is so wonderful to see how much improved treatment is now. Grandma lived to be 83 years old. I spent most every day with her not knowing nor noticing any problems till her very last years. She had 7 children and lived an extremely productive life. She loved and was loved. I don't think she had issues until after her last child in her mid-30s. You are brave and helpful. Keep working hard towards your goals. Check them off one by one.
@lorelei1782
@lorelei1782 Год назад
Thank you so much for your vulnerability. I have never been open or good enough at explaining any part of my own schizophrenia journey. Repeating you to others has helped. Thank you, friend. ☺️🙏🏻
@Joshiemo85
@Joshiemo85 Год назад
I’m very grateful for you and your channel it’s helped me get through tough times and I have schizoaffective disorder and this video help me a lot when you talked about pushing forward and not going to the past I’m in a bad place right now your an inspiration to everybody that you don’t know who are going though tough times and thank you for being you and being a help to all those you touch,I can’t pray but my mom is praying for you and your family and I hope you stay who you are,much love to you and your family
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you very much Joshua for your very kind words and support!
@christopherauretta3438
@christopherauretta3438 Год назад
I very recently discovered your channel. I deeply appreciate your desire to help others in their own psychological journey, your ability to communicate complex emotions and states of mind, your honesty and your compassionate humanity. I am very glad that you have created a youtube channel.
@Bronte866
@Bronte866 Год назад
Hey Stephen - I have known several people- without schizophrenia- who cannot cope with the sounds of people eating, including themselves, as you said. You are very good at explaining this and you have a very strong & professional camera presence. I have subscribed to follow your journey. I have always wanted to get this view of what schizophrenia is like. Thanks. 🇺🇸👍✅
@gaylagabriel3485
@gaylagabriel3485 Год назад
Your ability to be so articulate is extraordinary! This video will help hundreds of people! Loved seeing you in a suit! Again, participating in a new experience seems to be growing you and allowing your personality to shine! Congratulations to your Mom❣️🙌🏻🎉
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you Gayla!
@marysweeney486
@marysweeney486 Год назад
You and your dad have been such a help, as my son has been living with schizophrenia for 14 years how encouraging
@laurelgillespie5612
@laurelgillespie5612 Год назад
Thanks!
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you so much Laurel! This really helps me and my channel as WE work to bring awareness to schizophrenia. Again, thank you very much!
@julieremington7103
@julieremington7103 Год назад
You are a very likable person! We all have thoughts about what might have been if we had done something different. Life is developmental and your future is bright because you are a wonderful guy!
@chaosdweller
@chaosdweller Год назад
I have been diagnosed with pychosis (unspecified so far )and this was one of the most relatable videos so far for me, the need for distracting yourself from your own thoughts, the feeling of hearing everyone's conversations in the room while being drowned out by yer own thoughts at the same time wow.
@joannekoloff5676
@joannekoloff5676 7 месяцев назад
This was my first video of yours and I just want to say that I’m so proud of u for putting yourself out there and answering questions that people so desperately need answers to. I’m going to go to the beginning of your videos and watch them all. I’m not sure if u realize what a difference u will make in so many lives. Bless u Steven and your family. ❤
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia 7 месяцев назад
Thank you so very much for joining me on my journey! It means so much to me that you are going to watch all my videos! That makes me feel amazing and is encouraging to me to continue on. Thank you!
@OE2023
@OE2023 Год назад
Steven thanks for your vulnerability and the good work that you do. In terms of the words being jumpled and being distracted it's really interesting seeing how much crossover there is with other conditions.
@allanjones9269
@allanjones9269 Год назад
Thank you for this inspiring and informative video. I recently found your channel and have caught up on nearly all your videos now. My son has this illness, so I know how tough it can be. What inspires me is that you have so much insight into day-to-day problems and issues and you are always creating new coping strategies and workarounds for things that would otherwise impede your progress. The channel has been such a brilliant thing for you and I love seeing you grow in confidence every day.
@toddsmith4327
@toddsmith4327 6 месяцев назад
Steven, you are amazing and truly a survivor. I know how terrifying the thoughts can be, as well as the hallucinations. My son had Schizoaffective Disorder and I've seen the fear in his eyes, heard it in his voice, and know the battle it is to not be afraid. I wish he could have seen your channel, but I just found it this week. My son lost his battle April 22, 2021.....he took his life. I miss him every minute of every day. Unfortunately when he was diagnosed we were not told enough about the illness or the potential progression of symptoms, so when he went into a full blown psychosis four years later we were caught totally off guard and unaware of the fatal nature of symptoms that he could experience. I had to learn as we went and each worsening symptom and event terrified me and I didn't know what to do. Because it was the pandemic we couldn't get any real help or bed at a psych hospital for him. Time ran out for all of us.......I believe if he could have seen your channel and saw that there are other people living with the same things, making them normal within the schizophrenia context, it would have made a huge difference for him and probably would have changed the ultimate outcome. So thank you for your honesty and vulnerability. You are making a difference in this world young man, please believe that and never forget it. You are the instrument God can use to do His work here on earth, and assist his other children on this challenging path. As I'm sure you know......when your helping others, you're helping yourself as well. God bless, stay happy and healthy my friend 🙏🏻💖
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia 6 месяцев назад
Thank you Todd for sharing your son’s battle with schizophrenia. I am so sorry for your loss. It is a very difficult illness. Your sharing is very meaningful and heartfelt to me. Thank you very much. Stephen
@kristina4272
@kristina4272 Год назад
Stephen, thank you for opening up and sharing some of your coping strategies. I am so glad that I found your channel.My son is schizophrenic, and your insight has given me a deeper understanding. I myself also struggle with my past. Your wise advice to focus on the future is so helpful.Best wishes moving into the future. Say Hi to Mom and Dad for me.
@evipoll8448
@evipoll8448 Год назад
Amazing what you have achieved! This won't stop, you'll be stronger and stronger by facing your thoughts and fears. And helping us at the same time getting a better understanding. Thank you!!
@Whitecrow82
@Whitecrow82 Год назад
God I relate so much, I've had schizophrenia for 22 years now and i get tons of intrusive thoughts with my condition and I am petrified of the thoughts in my head. God so so difficult it's stopped me leading any sort of normal life, even going to the shops is often so tough. Really feel for you and great that you are doing this channel, keep it up, this will help so many people including me.
@terrabiking10
@terrabiking10 Год назад
Wow, I am speechless. Your ability to understand your life and how you stay positive and optimistic is an example to many of us. I hope that one day I will stop living in the past and start living in the present for a happier life in the future. Thanks for your encouragement.
@janeliu5237
@janeliu5237 Год назад
Hi Stephen, thanks for another wonderful video! Seeing you are so insightful of the illness just gives us caregivers hope!
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you very much Jane! That makes me happy
@provostg
@provostg Год назад
Hey Stephen, I could see this video was difficult and I commend you for your vulnerability and honesty. As mentioned, distraction is an excellent tool. Though, I find with delusional thinking it's best to face it head-on as one may challenge it and tell oneself "this is not true/real." I also understand what you're stating with missed opportunities, yet appreciate your insights into how everything may have happened differently had you acted then. You're still young (though I believe any age can find someone), and should have no problems making new social connections. It's all about putting yourself out there, as they say. Proximity is the number one factor in establishing new relationships and their success, so i encourage you to join in on social settings that cover topics of your interest. Lastly, I've been waiting for your next video as I wanted to share that there is new research showing that autoimmune disorders have a unique relationship with mental illness especially psychosis, I believe approximately 40% of cases. Perhaps, something for another video, or a topic you and your family might explore as your onset was so young, included the debilitating headaches and was treatment resistant. All the best 🙂✌️ 💯❤️
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you so much Provostg for your amazing comment and your great video suggestion! I very much appreciate your support. Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
@Redemption444
@Redemption444 Год назад
I think your getting the statistic confused. It’s that people with autoimmune conditions are 40% more likely to develop psychosis than those without AI disease. If 40% of those with AI disease got psychosis then all of the people with schizophrenia would have autoimmune disease.
@janetpope8495
@janetpope8495 Год назад
Stehen, what an amazing job you did detailing how you could hear many conversations (confusing and disturbing) while trying to ready a response. Stunning the level of difficulty. Loved your sharing about the girl. Sweet. Btw everything happens as it should and when you are ready. Excellent and insightful. Keep up the great work❣️
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you Janet! Your comment struck a chord with me. It made me sad but hopeful. But not in a bad way. I really appreciate you always being here.
@susannadvortsin
@susannadvortsin Год назад
Stephen and his dad seem like lovely people. Im glad that Stephen has the love and support he needs to stay well. Thank you for enlightening us so honestly about your illness. Keep up the great work on your channel.
@jessequimpo7354
@jessequimpo7354 Год назад
Keep up the good work man! You're helping in ways you won't even understand. Lots of silent sufferers out there looking for understanding and hope. ❤
@psrwhite
@psrwhite 10 месяцев назад
Thank you Stephen for sharing how your illness affects you. It helps me understand what my family member is going through. She told me she was scared of her thoughts too. She has learned how to reach out to me or her care team whenever she has these scary thoughts. Like you, she says these thoughts feel real to her and she needs to check in with people she trusts to see if these thoughts are in fact real or just part of her illness. I am so proud of her that she has the insight into her illness and knows to discuss her fears and scary thoughts with people she trusts.
@xycik112
@xycik112 10 месяцев назад
I've been looking for so long for a video that would resonate with me. I was diagnosed with OCD and everyone a therapist would ask me if those thoughts you think are your own, I wouldn't know what to say. Thank you for your courage to make videos about such topics, you are giving me hope.
@sinematographers3344
@sinematographers3344 Год назад
Proud of you and your family Stephen. I am absolutely confident you will find that someone special in your life, sooner rather than later.
@altonbay629
@altonbay629 Год назад
Stephen, you speak so eloquently and clearly about your experiences. I believe what you share could help others gain more understanding about coping with schizophrenia. Thank you for your videos!
@irenemorales5624
@irenemorales5624 11 месяцев назад
Stephen, you are AWESOME! Thank you and your dad for sharing. Keep sharing, keep educating others.
@Sn0wShepherd
@Sn0wShepherd Год назад
The people who dwell on the past and get stuck in their heads tend to be the people who do not believe they have better things to look forward to in the future. You need to believe that you have a future full of opportunities that will enrich your life. Then it's a lot easier to get beyond the what-ifs of the past. It can also however create a whole new host of potential future subjects of rumination so remember you are young and growing and developing and you will make mistakes and you must treat yourself fairly. That's what I tell my son all day everyday is to be fair with yourself in judging your actions and your words.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you for your profound comment!
@bigken66
@bigken66 Год назад
God bless you sir, I wish you many years of happiness. You are a kind soul.
@nancydooley7439
@nancydooley7439 Год назад
I want to say a heart felt thank you for your videos. You have helped me understand how the illness affects people and how I can be more a supportive person rather than assuming I have answers on how to help. You are very articulate and explain so I understand what you’re saying. Again, thank you 🙏 much.
@susanne4028
@susanne4028 Год назад
Great video again Stephen. You're such a wonderful and nice young man. And you seem to have support from your family too. Great for you. Keep on. Take care. All the best from Germany
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you so much Susanne for your very kind words and for supporting me on my channel!
@magnetdesignandadver
@magnetdesignandadver Год назад
Thank you for sharing, Stephen. I really empathise with you. And your experience also gives me a different perspective on my own journey and better understanding of schizophrenic experiences. Mental disorders can be debilitating (to put it mildly), although no-one can see what you're going through on the inside. This is a very long comment but maybe it can help someone, in some way, who is dealing with a similar kind of mental distress as I have been through for most of my life. I have not been diagnosed with schizophrenia but have experienced relentless intrusive thoughts and body dysmorphia since early childhood. My problem started around the age of three as a result of severe emotional trauma and emotional neglect which continued for several years. At the time my three brothers and I were forcefully taken away from my very caring mother by my father's extremely conservative family who were from a different culture to my english mom. We went to live with my very strict father and were sent to a regimental school where physical beatings were handed out by male teachers at every opportunity. At home my father would sometimes give me hidings for disobedience. But other times for 'talking back' or even for nothing more than a misunderstanding. I felt abandoned in my own home and began to realise that i could only really trust myself. But I confided mostly in my brother who was also my best friend throughout childhood, being less than two years ahead of me, and who I trusted more than life itself, and still do. During the same period, our very staunch church put the 'fear of God' into my brother and I, which made everything a lot more terrifying. My confidence was annihilated, a fact that was exacerbated by regular teasing and mocking. I was often singled out by other kids and even extended family members for my 'unusual' nose. I was told I had a 'flat face' - comments like these, usually in the tone of accusations, were expressed to me so often that I could not help but believe that there was something very wrong with my appearance. I became extremely self conscious as a result and in years that followed I would often take a hand mirror to our shared room when my brothers weren't around. I would position myself before the mirror on the wall and hold the hand mirror at such an angle that I could see my face from the side. I hated looking at the profile of my face but forced myself to - so that I could try to accept the way I looked and feel okay about myself. Little did I know that getting there would be a long journey. I also had an underbite and a nasal voice which only made me feel even more insecure. Combined with the fear of damnation and the absence of my mother, these situations set me well on my way to obsessive compulsive disorder which continued to intensify throughout my growing years. At 18 I suddenly began having extremely terrifying episodes at night. It started out of the blue one night when lightning struck close by and the sound woke me with a fright. I sat bolt upright with a heaving gasp and then I was paralyzed for a few moments and unable to see anything - except blinding white light. I felt the immense dread of eternal damnation and for the moments that I was blinded I felt a strange chilly tingling sensation and a rush of blood to my head and my mind was convinced that I had died and was unable to change anything ever again. When I came to I was freaked out but also very relieved to still be alive. This experience repeated at random intervals during the following five years and then only very rarely since then. About a year or so ago I had one of those experiences again one night. I was surprised as I thought they had ended several years before. At the time I had been extremely stressed out after my best friend had been paralysed by a stroke and whisked away to a care facility, where he remains. Strict lock down had been imposed when 'Covid 19' was announced and businesses were hit very hard by the ensuing shut down of social and regular commercial activities. The isolation and two years of financial stress stretched my nerves to breaking point. At the same time, I was still enduring my intrusive thought patterns of self destructive fears to some degree and managing my mental state with exercise and meditative practices. After that first dreadful fright at eighteen, I basically endured regular shocks of the same kind but apart from that I was enjoying the company of new friends I had met at art school and the freedom of being a tertiary student. I went out dancing as often as I could and my love of music and movement proved to be great therapy. Then when I was 23 the obsessive thoughts amped up a lot and became incessant every day. I grew to live with it and went through periods of suicidal depression. For years the voice in my head would compete daily with the voices of those around me. I would be talking to someone while at the same time having arguments back and forth in my head against destructive impulses which were literally a fight for survival. Even at social events and parties this internal dialogue would continue non-stop every day. For two decades. No-one ever knew about the battle raging constantly in my mind. I didn't think they would be able to understand. And besides, my low self esteem and trust issues had always made me a very secretive person who kept my thoughts to myself. I never sought professional help as I felt ashamed of being afraid of hell, death and ageing. So I just carried on forging ahead. It's hard to believe that one can get used to constant mental distress, but I did. I just learned to live with it and started reading up on alternative therapies and 'new age' topics like energy healing. I was determined to find the answers to my questions and problems. Subsequently I trained as a Reiki (also called Universal Energy Healing) practitioner and was blown away by how effective it was in relaxing people and treating virtually any problem from IBS to period pains, psychosomatic fatigue, depression and even cancer. Now, many years later at 51, I have more freedom of mind and am able to be less reactive to intrusive thoughts. What has helped me a lot through the years is intense physical exercise 4 to 6 times a week, and centering mind calming activities like meditation and yoga. My mental condition cost me several friendships and romantic relationships. It prevented me from following my dreams and fulfilling my ambitions. And even took a debilitating toll on my work and income. But now I finally feel liberated from my own mind's anxiety and I am making the most of each day. I believe in a Spiritual Source of infinite intelligence, Love and healing and I rely on prayer and positive energy too. Today I define myself spiritually as a Christian mystic - which is kind of ironic as my first intrusive thoughts were traumatic bouts of blasphemous curses which both my brother and I suffered from for an entire year before they abated enough to not keep us both in a constant state of despair. I do believe the mind can be healed, but not by itself - you can't use your own thoughts to heal the thought patterns ingrained in your mind. But on an emotional level one can find the healing and support to be able to view thought patterns as just that - and not a constant threat to survival. Thoughts are not always true. And mostly not even our own. We can begin to notice them without latching on to them and the mind can create new, calmer, healthy pathways. This can be a very long journey and who knows, one may always have to manage the pull of the worn out pathways trod in a traumatised mind. But Love is more than an emotion - it is literally an energy frequency. And we are all energy. As is everything else. If we raise our frequencies, every part of us benefits. I wish you all the best on your healing journey. Do whatever it takes - you deserve to have an enjoyable life and healthy relationships. and Lots of Love
@ginnyschulz3514
@ginnyschulz3514 Год назад
Stephen, you express yourself so well - you’re a natural! Your channel is SO important! Thank you and I hope you continue to be able to keep it going for a longtime. You touch so many lives. You are a true VIP - a VERY IMPORTANT PERSON!
@miriambaig2902
@miriambaig2902 Год назад
Sending love n best wishes your way , may God ease your journey n prove it fruitful for you and the rest of us Amin
@alinebrandau3982
@alinebrandau3982 11 месяцев назад
As a parent of a schizophrenic son, these videos are the most important to me. This will break the stigma. These testimonials help other people understand why the person may seem angry, purposefully avoiding visiting, talking, or spending time with anyone. Your honest accounts are priceless to family members who cannot understand the flat effect or the avoidance behaviors.
@Mattieboi1201
@Mattieboi1201 Год назад
i feel like we would have great coffee and conversation energy i'm kind of coming around to having schizo now. love you bro
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you McDizzle! I feel the same way. I appreciate your uplifting words!
@DavidBowman-mq1bm
@DavidBowman-mq1bm 11 месяцев назад
I am glad you are being treated receiving help at a young age. I was 51 years when I was diagnosed with schizo affective disorder. That was 10 months ago. I share many neurodivergent individuals You Tube videos. I am autistic as well. I feel compelled to help others. You are an inspiration to me. Take care.
@AKE-rw2ly
@AKE-rw2ly 10 месяцев назад
Stephen. I really enjoy you and the material you bring here I'm a therapist and I lear so much from you. Great message here and thank you for it.
@danoconnell4536
@danoconnell4536 Год назад
you have really inspired me. I would like you to read David Goggins can't hurt me
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you very much Dan! That means a lot to me. It has been a long journey. Thank you for your comment and reading suggestion. Your comment helps me continue on. I will look into reading David Goggins Can’t Hurt Me. Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
@kimlersue
@kimlersue 11 месяцев назад
You are making perfect sense. My grandson was diagnosed with schizophrenia last year. You are both taking similar medicines. Thank God for them. He copes still with some voices..but usually the medicine tamps them. However the jumbled thoughts are there and cause trouble in doing new things. It seems to be a process of adapting to ongoing symptoms..you've done WELL! YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Thank's for sharing.
@tictoc5443
@tictoc5443 Год назад
Thanks for sharing your experience In my own experience good and bad things happen to us all What helped me deal with stressful experience was theravadan meditation This involved taking myself to a quiet safe place and sitting or lying and focussing my attention on my breathing without trying to change anything in the knowledge that all thought emotion is like the weather changeable...that and eating and exercising appropriately I wish you well in your journey of understanding🙏
@Hudabelle24
@Hudabelle24 Год назад
I can totally relate. It's tough when you realize that you've held onto beliefs or ideas that don't align with reality. Accepting this can be challenging, and I find myself feeling embarrassed about some of my past decisions too. It's all part of the process of growth and self awareness, though, and we can learn from these experiences i guess. I'm truly grateful to have found you and your father's channel. ☮💜
@karenthorpe4387
@karenthorpe4387 Год назад
I was diagnosed with schizophrenia in 1986 when I was 26. Somehow I managed to get away from my situation which was not good at all by 1990 and get off medication and get relatively well again. I do remember having very intrusive thoughts that scared me a lot when I was ill. I used to respond to command thoughts because I thought if I didn't something really bad would happen. They commanded me to do things I really did not want to do
@tracychavez7914
@tracychavez7914 Год назад
Stephen, I’ve subscribed to your channel today after watching several videos. Thank you for sharing your life experiences to help individuals, friends and family about Schizophrenia. You have meaningful content and I always walk away from your videos feeling with positive motivation.
@kimberlyfreeman6298
@kimberlyfreeman6298 Год назад
You're doing a great service to people. So brave of you. ❤
@user-se9hu6mr2v
@user-se9hu6mr2v Год назад
I really appreciate your program❣️ I’ be been watching and admiring your struggle towards normality. Also your father, that he has not lost his spirit and hope for your recovery And shows his love everyday. I share your sadness for the lost years and not participating in normal life for so many years. Remember, only the days we don't know are important. Now you are finding your way and inspiring others. keep going. keep going. Good luck to you
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thanks Agata! Your comment warms my heart
@user-se9hu6mr2v
@user-se9hu6mr2v Год назад
@@SurvivingSchizophrenia ❤
@KikyKreemcheese
@KikyKreemcheese 8 месяцев назад
Much respect and support for you, Stephen. I like your authenticity and your way with words, incredibly articulate. You went through immense trauma and I totally understand when you're saying you're afraid of your thoughts. You're afraid that they come back, the dark thoughts. Who wouldn't be! I admire your positivity and your strength. Keep On Keeping On ✊✊✊
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia 8 месяцев назад
Thank you!
@NeverTakeNoShortcuts
@NeverTakeNoShortcuts Год назад
I just love you are sharing this. You and your dad are remarkable people.
@riseabove3133
@riseabove3133 Год назад
This video is so very helpful to me, as the mother of a young man with Schizophrenia who always clams up when I ask him about what is experiencing. He rarely will share what he is hearing, seeing or feeling. When I ask him, it’s like it’s top secret or he’s afraid to tell me … as though he thinks something bad will happen if he talks about it. Maybe he thinks it will start back up, if he talks about it? He’s currently on Geodon, which seems to be a good fit for him right now.
@camelCased
@camelCased 11 месяцев назад
Thank you for the video and the channel. I've been living with generalized anxiety disorder for my entire life but I could survive without any drugs just because of good support from my family. However, it got worse this year because my parents got sick, and I had to take care of them a lot. Now I myself am having almost panic attacks and have started visiting doctors to find some medication to help me deal with this.
@user-yb7wc7nl6p
@user-yb7wc7nl6p Год назад
Re the girl who gave you a big hug, I think she liked you a lot, in a nice and innocent way. I think it is a very nice and pleasing memory just the way it was. It gave you the gift of having your feelings for her reciprocated. That is a Very Great Success for a young man who had essentially skipped all middle school experiences. I am a lady who once was a girl. I encourage you to ask someone you trust to do role play practice of how a conversation with a girl might go. God Bless You, Stephen!
@trouvaloo
@trouvaloo Год назад
Prayers for continued healing , Dear. Be well. The best is yet to come!!!!
@SN-XZ
@SN-XZ 2 месяца назад
I love your family! And really thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences.
@user-js2bd3jx9p
@user-js2bd3jx9p 8 месяцев назад
Stephen, you're an amazing young man!!! You will find the love that you deserve!! So?don't lose hope! The perfect person for you is out there! And she will be very blessed to know you ❤
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia 8 месяцев назад
Thank you so much! I appreciate that!
@fifitheflowerpot
@fifitheflowerpot 3 месяца назад
That's alright son, getting distracted as long as you're and your family is safe. So brave of you letting us in your thoughts. Thank you so much ❤ keep talking and making videos to educate us.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia 3 месяца назад
Thank you so very much!
@a.l.6176
@a.l.6176 Год назад
You are so well spoken and easy to relate to. Also very sympathetic. I think you will continue make huge progress due to your insight.
@franklinfamulski8638
@franklinfamulski8638 Год назад
really cool insights Steven, distraction is a normal coping skill that everyone does and actually shizoprhenia is probably something akin not being able to distract oneself in the way that people naturally tune out most things including a lot of the subconscious whirling kind of thoughts. which yeah can be very strange have all kinds of mythological and fantasy kind of content which canbe disturbing but that's probably because the brain has more primitive parts that deal with the subconscious. I mean there is a tendency to kind of feel like well I shouldn' the distracting myself and not distraction yourself can give you time to think about things but at the same time distraction is normal. also I feel the same I kind of feel like I have some PTSD just from the repetitive thoughts because it is very intense and it does cause a lot of suffering. although, for the most part the thoughts do go away and it's more so the recovery that tends to take a long time even years.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you Franklin for sharing. I appreciate your comment. We will be strong together. Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
@franklinfamulski8638
@franklinfamulski8638 Год назад
@@SurvivingSchizophrenia Thank you Steven. I really appreaciate that.
@franklinfamulski8638
@franklinfamulski8638 Год назад
@@SurvivingSchizophrenia Steven, I also wanted to recommend that if make a timeline of your life and different points like just simply drawing a straight line with all the years and then fill in some details you remember that can really help to bring back a lot of memories and then it can be also if you fill in things you want to do in the future as well.
@joycoughlan1262
@joycoughlan1262 Год назад
Have you been diagnosed with schizophrenia?
@SweetLiLNuthing
@SweetLiLNuthing Год назад
Love your videos Stephen. You are such a strong, kind, articulate and handsome young man. I hope the world is good to you and that you keep using your voice to educate and inspire others. Bless you.
@heartofglass7235
@heartofglass7235 8 месяцев назад
You’re very good at explaining this- thank you! I have met a few people with schizophrenia during my stay at a hospital for depression. It’s too bad the thoughts/voices seem to always be negative and not telling a person how great they are.
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia 8 месяцев назад
Thank you very much! Your words mean a lot to me. Thank you for watching and giving your insights here on my channel! Have a happy and healthy rest of your day
@grittyvinyl9944
@grittyvinyl9944 Год назад
Hey man i really like your videos, youre amazing and a big help. I have very similar issues but mine stems from years of abuse and neglect. Just keep going youre great 😃
@kinzhe83
@kinzhe83 Год назад
Hey Stephen, nice video, it was really interesting watch. I will say I too struggle with my thoughts of the past, since I am bipolar, thoughts of what I did and what I could have done differently, but mainly it's the events before I was hospitalized and given anti-psychotic therapy. I feel sorry for the people that had to deal with my positive bipolar symptoms, but, again, I wasn't medicated properly, and, in all honesty, I don't blame myself very much for my past anymore. It still stings me on occasions, but it's gotten a lot better over time, so I hope the same thing happen to you, and your thoughts become easier and easier to manage. As far as being social and having a girlfriend goes, you are such a nice person Stephen and that sort of radiates from you and I don't see a problem for you finding your soul mate when you feel ready. And if I may add, you look absolutely super handsome in that suite (that will help for sure :). Best of health and wishes to all of us here :)
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you for all of what you’ve shared here Ingvar83. It is very impactful. I really appreciate that and your support. Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
@alexalexandersen5198
@alexalexandersen5198 Год назад
@@SurvivingSchizophrenia You must travel 🧳🏝️🤝🏼🇦🇿 You mustn't only sit and think 💬 about "troubles_ " all the time. Greetings from Azerbaijan 🇦🇿🇹🇷🇪🇺
@AnxietyFreak
@AnxietyFreak Год назад
You may not know me, but you’ve been my best friend the past few days. It’s hard being alone all the time. Actually hearing someone talk about their experience and hearing a similar experience. Thank you for everything
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thank you for joining my journey! I am so happy I could help
@revelgirl1742
@revelgirl1742 Год назад
Great video! I live the realization that occurs when talking through things! Keep it up! So happy for your health improvements from where you came! AMAZON!🎉
@chrissy24-7
@chrissy24-7 Год назад
I'm really learning so much from your channel, thank you for sharing so many aspects of your journey. ❤ Stephen Colbert is awesome ! 😊
@nancyreyes5219
@nancyreyes5219 Год назад
The illness you have has allowed you to speak truth and courage. I applaud you!🎉
@auntiekellie5189
@auntiekellie5189 Год назад
Wow - amazing, articulate & determined young man ❤ Thank you for sharing ways that you navigate your way around triggers and intrusive thoughts by self soothing and distraction. Sounds like, other than eradicating them, which would be so welcome, you are more accepting of your unique thought processes and understand them more- working with them. Achieving higher self awareness in the process😊 I have subbed and look forward to your book! 🥰
@gemmar8700
@gemmar8700 11 месяцев назад
Wow Stephen, you amaze me. Your videos blow me away. All you and your family have had to go through. You are an amazing human, I can’t even imagine how this all is for you and your family. Thanks so much for sharing your experiences, they will help others so much. Wishing you all the best. Keep doing what you are doing. 💥x
@tonimarie8951
@tonimarie8951 Год назад
I had those same kinds of thoughts in my late teens, early 20's.. I'm 52 now.. 10 years ago,, I stumbled across Carl Jung's work. It took some time, but it did so much to help me to understand that thoughts were driving that machine. But those thoughts were not like thoughts. They were more like noise running through my head. I wish you all the best. It was very frightening at times. A psychoanalyst was helpful where the psychologist wasnt. Thank you for putting this out. 🎉
@HeidiMinette
@HeidiMinette Год назад
Sounds like you have some difficult PTSD from that whole experience. My brother was misdiagnosed as Schizophrenic at age 9 because he mistakenly believed his inner thoughts and self dialogue was “hearing voices” this was because his Father committed suicide from mental health issues. It developed into a severe phobia for him which caused severe panic attacks and paranoia.
@SummerOf1987
@SummerOf1987 10 месяцев назад
😢 oh no… how is your brother doing now? ❤
@justncase5281
@justncase5281 Год назад
Thank you for explaining!! I finally understand better ❤
@JoMomma
@JoMomma Год назад
Here's how I've learned to embrace my mind and reconcile the person I was before my mind snapped, with the person I am now. Our Creator made each one of us unique. He blessed me with a strong mind for it to have endured the thoughts it has been plagued with. I take ownership of my mind, while I compartmentalize my mind as it's only a part of who I am. I've learned to somewhat dismiss my "irrational" thoughts aka voices but I'm no longer afraid to entertain and engage with them because they don't define who I am. My state of mind, being deeply intertwined with religious tropes, has become part of my spiritual growth. God isn't just a symbol outside of myself, and since I _perceive_ that I have been given some sort of divine mission, I'm able to engage my mind in that mission but not lose my grasp of what is going on around me. Maybe salvation to a degree is worked out in the spiritual realm by people with minds that they label as having disabilities? If you really wanna help get rid of the stigma surrounding our _diagnosis_ you could stop defining who you are by that diagnoses. Also if you face your thoughts/voices (rather than distracting yourself with entertainment forms that some other person who possibly has a similar mindset but has been made merchandise of😂) you will become virtually fearless when it comes to anything you face in "reality" I hope my comment helps you in some way.....Stay positive and stay blessed!
@pattyrooney1323
@pattyrooney1323 Год назад
Thank you for this insightful video. Stephen, you are appreciated.
@almaduran45
@almaduran45 Год назад
Thank you Stephen for sharing your life with us. I loved that you said your "tías" were there 😊
@jguitar23
@jguitar23 11 месяцев назад
Great explanation of your story that can encourage others to seek help & express their issues♡
@tomcolgan
@tomcolgan Год назад
keep up the good work Stephen, your positivity shines always 😀
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia Год назад
Thanks so much Tom. That means a lot to me! Have a happy and healthy rest of your day!
@Christian-qu9ml
@Christian-qu9ml Год назад
Thank you for your honesty. 😊 Love your video's!
@jackiecooley5937
@jackiecooley5937 3 месяца назад
Fascinating, I believe healing for you and hope for others is going on here Stephen❤
@SurvivingSchizophrenia
@SurvivingSchizophrenia 3 месяца назад
Thank you so much!
@canu444
@canu444 10 месяцев назад
You explained it so well,I appreciate it thanks for sharing
@alanpalmer1132
@alanpalmer1132 10 месяцев назад
I really appreciate listening to your struggle through all of what you went through because I feel I can identify with you. I went through some of the same so I wish you well.
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