Before people start posting shit comments, just know that they will be deleted. This is just me, venting what I need to vent, and if you don't like it, then fuck off.
Zak, I hope you are not offended by my comment down below, I hope you read it all, and understand that I truly care & worry about you man. I dont know you personally, but lil brother I total understand what you are going through. I grew up with depression & anxiety and self esteem issues, I still deal with depression & anxiety, but it took becoming a Marine to overcome my self esteem issues. Stop worrying about what people think about you or say, the world is hell, and you have to kick its ass or it will destroy you on daily. And if people pick on you constantly, tell them to stop it, because its getting old, and if they dont, then you know they arent truly your friend. I totally get hating being alone, it sucks ass, I was the same way,not by choice, just same situation. You have to just suck it up & stop hating yourself, and face the facts we all cant have tons of friends that will be around you all the time, Im almost 50, and I never see anyone but my kids when Im lucky, it sucks, but Id rather be alone with some games or movies & snacks than to be with fake friends, fuck em. PLEASE STOP BEING SORRY, there is nothing to be sorry about.
What the hell r u sorry for...making a video apologizing for what, because you are confused about what kind of channel to have, little brother maybe you should take a break & focus on getting your head & emotions leveled out, seriously, go talk to a therapist just to vent to them, sure u can get on here & do it for free, but then you have to see all the negative come flying at ya in the comment section, if any does. And Im not being negative, Im truly concerned for you. You worry too damn much about fitting in, or what other people think about you. Man stop trying to please others and start pleasing your self. Get a college degree in something, get a real job & figure you life out. Just dont put all you eggs in one basket, and dont really think that being a RU-vidr is a career choice that will work, because its not going to happen in today's world. THe channels making money on here where around for quit a while, they have tens of thousands subscribers or even more, and you can see many of them complaining daily about stuff not being like it used to be, money not coming in like it used to. Be honest with yourself, and look to college for a future, you seem smart, get a degree & do this as a side gig. Dont stress your self out over trying to please people out here watching videos. Really talk to your parents, get some focus, and for God sake stop being so weak acting, build yourself image up, build up your confidence , go to a gym & exercise, start taking judo or karate classes, hell do some type of self defense classes because there are people in this world who will run you over & pound the hell out of you if the see weakness in you. No one can stand up for you better than yourself. Really work on you, not on what does everyone want to see you make a video about, work on You. And then make videos about the things you love, whether that is Harry Potter stuff, or games, books, but all that , all this y outube stuff should be second or third, not first in your life , first in your life should be yourself, your family, your faith if you go to church or not, either way, stop stressing yourself to death about pleasing an audience and start taking care of yourself in every way. God bless you & I hope you will really go talk to some one, I think you would benefit from antidepressants or even CBD oils. Just take care of yourself, stop being a cry baby because you dont know what type of video to make. Just being real with ya, somebody needs to be. Because you make decent videos, but if you are on here to try to make money, maybe you should do tons & tons of live gaming, or do it on Twitch, but making videos is not going to bring money just flooding in until you have a whole lot more subs, sorry , like I said just being real with ya. Take care. & Cheer the heck up.
