i miss my childhood ° playlist 

my grandma passed away last week. my childhood went away with her.

I miss being a little kid. I'm 17, so not that young anymore. I know its time for me to start acting like an adult, but the thing that bugs me everyday is the fact that i feel like i grew up to fast. I went from being a happy kid with no care in the world to feeling like the whole world is on my shoulders. I miss when there was nothing for me to worry about, when being an adult seemed so far away. I remember when i was little i used to beg to get older faster, i wanted to be an adult so badly and now id do anything to go back. Go back before my mom was taken away in an ambulance, before my dad lost his job and we were stable, before everyone judged me for my appearance, before friends suddenly turned their backs on me, before i had to worry about what colleges i want to sign up for. I wouldn't say i had an amazing childhood, but now i realize i took it for granted. It hurts because it feels like time is only going by faster, i feel like ill fall asleep and wake up to trying to apply for a job after college in my 20's. I'm not scared of growing old and dying, i'm terrified of what responsibilities come with getting older. Anyone who took their time to read this, Thank you, your an amazing person an i can only wish you the best in life, whatever path you choose.

a lot of people wish they had a better childhood, but sometimes i wish mine was just a little less good, atleast with a bad or just boring past the future can only get better, my childhood was and will always be the best time of my life and now it just keeps getting worse and worse- everything bad is stressfull af and everything good is just underwhelming and disappointing now- i lived and lost the best time of my life already, that childhood innocence and naivety of experiencing such small mundane things for the first time- free of stress and any worries about your future, just having fun in blissfull ignorance, it's a feeling nothing can replicate and one that nothing could ever compare to because i simply grew up and know too much now, i think too much now to have a moment like that ever again, i really wish i could go back sometimes, but even if that was possible, coming back to the present would just hurt more every time

I dont necessarily miss my childhood i just am afraid of not being able to sit in my room anymore. When you're a teenager, your room is your own comfort place. But when you grow older, you're forced to get out of this room and face the real world and this room becomes a place only to sleep in. I miss having my room feel like a home rather than just a place to sleep in.

I wish I could replay my childhood days on video

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :)

To everyone missing their childhood, don't worry. You'll get to a point in your adulthood where you don't care about being cringe and buy the stuff you wanted or had as a kid. I now have a rubber duck collection. It makes me very happy

I miss my childhood memories.That was very fantastic days no pain,no sad,no depressed,no worry about something just play,cry and laugh again and again.

We never knew we were making memories... we were just having fun that all...

I really want to go back , everything was fine even my heart

I'm 18 not too young yet not too old but is it normal that sometimes I cry about wanting to be a child again? When I see videos and pictures my aunt used to capture when I was a child was just a child full of passion, joy, and smiles. Man, the world is so fast paced I hope even I'm 20,30, or in my father days I can still reactivate that same feeling and pass it to my eventual child. Wow, if I feel too overwhelmed especially I'm on the early stages of my college years, I just imagine myself being a child again and just playing my toys, going to the park with my family, having dinner with all of them, and just having that smile again. Man, omg I'm crying again.

“i am horribly limited”. i put this as my senior quote and while i don’t stand by sylvia plath in any way these words in her poem have resonated with me. to anyone who doesn’t know and would like to understand, the poem is about wanting to do everything. read every book, paint every detail, see every sight however we’re all on a limit. as it is impossible to read every book, paint every detail, and see every sight in one lifetime. we can only do our best in trying to make our dreams a reality and pave our own path on this very limited adventure

this playlist is so nostalgic for some reason, even though i have never listened to it. it reminds me of how wonderful my childhood was, now it's just a reality i wish to go back to. my time as a kid is over now. as a child i never thought of growing up, only about having fun. life is so overwhelming for me right now. i just feel like leaving, but i know i cant.time flies by so fast now that im all grown up. i wish i could just escape this reality man. love you all reading this, i hope you have a better life than i have..

I miss being a kid. when I never had to worry about anything. when the only time I cried was when I fell. when I could actually sleep and not stay awake thinking about horrible things. when I liked socializing and when I never felt like people were judging me. I miss being a kid I really do. when my parents didn’t yell at me about my grades. when times were great.

I don't miss being a kid, I miss being loved by my parents.

I wrote a quick little haiku poem while listening Fleeting happiness Melancholic maturity Missing innocence

I really liked being a kid. No worries about looking perfect, no worrying about perfect grades, no worries about all the small things that hurt so much from inside. I could eat many cookies and treats without feeling a tiny hint of guilt. I never had to overwork myself and bring so much stress on myself. I had friendships that to me, felt like my forever. My imagination would run wild, and what turned into running around in the rain turned into being a mother polar bear trying to hurry her children into a cave to keep them safe, while being hunted by evil doers. I could feel happy and innocent. Safe and welcomed. The only thing that hurts me most, is remembering “where did that little girl go? She never had to think about how popular I am, or how cruel people could be to her. She just got on with it. She didn’t really care. So why do I have to care now?”. Everyone has an inner child we aspire to be, or an older self who we wish to be like. Or we can choose to be ourselves now. I don’t really mind, because I don’t know the people reading this. I’ll just pretend to be a girl in the 19th century wandering the streets selling baby kittens. Goodbye lovely’s x

7 year old me where did you go?! Where did being happy, go, being stable and not feeling empty, being not worried about anything, to when we where not judged by what we dress, to not being judged by what are skin is, to not being judged on how we look, to not being judged on how we talk, the simple and plain.

In just a few months, I will be graduating and heading to college. At times, I blame COVID for the missed opportunities to enjoy my years before senior high, as being stuck in my room for two and a half years has been challenging. Even though I get to meet some of my friends again in person in this today f2f , we haven't had much time to hang out due to our busy schedules trying to maintain our grades and meet requirements. Many long nights have been spent completing school tasks, and many things have changed, making it feel like I have traveled through time. All of this makes me realize that we are getting older, and there may come a day when we don't have much time to talk to each other. I don't even have enough time to pursue my hobbies or the things I used to love. all I think about is my grades, research, tasks, college, course, work. When I think about the past I see myself happily playing around the school field with my friends, now we're on our separate ways...I wonder if they still remember the time we had a mock meeting at the school canteen about our future plans and promises...Everything just stresses me out. I'm going to continue revising our research now- to those who took time reading this, Thanks :D

I miss my childhood and basically everything about late 90s and early 2000s. The school, summer times, all those cartoons, and toys, our old house with its garden, our pets 😢

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on RU-vid which is extremely lacking and rare to find. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

I hate feeling like no matter how good my job is, no matter how high my achievements are, I will never be happy. That's the thing about childhood- you are as free as you'll ever be and we didn't even know it. All I ever want is to be free, but 9-5 workweeks have me in golden handcuffs.

Crying a lot listening to this.. Thank you. I really do miss my childhood so dearly. Bittersweet memories of the best time of my life keep dancing through my mind and tugging my heart strings to their core 💔 Back when every day felt like an adventure.. No major responsibilities, the comfort of family and/or friends nearby any time you need them, new things to experience, not being aware of just how corrupt society is and how underwhelming your future would turn out to be.. All the time in the world to play games and let your imagination thrive, naive but free. Almost 24 now and even though I know it's happened over a slow course, it feels like my whole childhood is rushing back like a dream I can look back on but never re-experience for the first time ever again.. I think I've done a bit too much thinking at this point. This playlist brought me comfort, thank you again. 🩵 I hope anyone who's reading this, know your not alone.

i miss not caring, i miss being a carefree child. I grew up too fast with the world around me, the peer pressure and the trends It was horrible. They stole the little girl in me and I would do anything to get her back and her happiness. But now there’s nothing left of her and I continue pushing through without a choice.

I’m not ready. I’m going to 6th grade in a couple of months and I don’t believe in myself. All the classes, the time limit, and I don’t think I’ll be able to fit in. I’ve been having meltdowns because I miss my old life and just want to be a kid again. I thought life was hard then, and now I look at me and think it’s my last day.

my childhood was a mix of large ups and downs and then things being ripped apart from me and loosing my innocence and half of my childhood. got diagnosed with four mental illnesses then the pandemic hit. 1 1/2 years spent isolating in one room. Whoever is out there if they're reading this, please don't give up. The future is worth it, you can create one. To quote Winston Churchill, "If you're going through hell, keep going". Take care.

كل واحد فالحياة كان يحب ان يرجع طفولته القديمة وكيف كان يتذكرها الي كانت من دون قيود او حدود كان فقط السعادة م تفارق وجهك والي حولك سعيدين نفسك وكيف كان ان بتكون ذكريات للماضي الطفولي وما بنحسها مره ثانية بس وقت ويعدي من حياتك وان كان وقتها ما نعرف شي اسمه وقت او خوف من شي كنا نفس الاطفال مفتوحين الشخصية منفردين نركض ونلعب ونمرح والحين الخوف يرتابك كل لحظة من اي شي يصير فالحياة م تعرف وش المستقبل او الشي الي جايك او الي بيصير لك فقط تدعي الله ان ييسر حياتك وتحفظ احبابك واهلك بينما انت تسوي شي يفرحك م تحس لذة الفرح الي كانت قبل وكيف انك تشتاق لفرحتك وشخصيتك الطفولية القديمة المميزة وكيف كان الاشخاص الي حوالك في وقت طفولتك في وقت فرحتك مو نفس الايام الي تنعاااد والاشخاص الطفولة عبارة عن جزأ من حياااتك الي تتمنى لو كانت تعود ولو بلحظة ودقيقة و كنا اطفال م كنا نحس انه بنشتاق حياة الطفولة م كنا ندري شي سوى اللعب واللهو والمرح وان راح تكون ذكرى جمييييلة فيحياتك كانت فترة ودك ترجع فيها كل وقت.

I'M NEVER FORGIVING COVID FOR TAKING 1 AND A HALF YEAR FROM MY CHILDHOOD.. I NEVER WILL.. THE TIME I WOULD'VE SPEND WITH MY FRIENDS AND THR MEMORIES I WOULD'VE MADE...

Shoutout to my pillow. For being there every time, and catching my tears….. Even when nobody was there to comfort me.

I just realized there is only 3 exams left and after i will never be a kid anymore.. my school life is over and i will never wear that school uniform again. I won't have that time of my life again where i don't have to worry about tomorrow. It hurt me so bad when i realized i can't enjoy the things i used to be as a little girl. It's actually life.. nothing actually lasts forever but i'm happy it happened .......

My childhood days are the worst part of my life, as a person whose parents got devorce when she needed both of their support the most, being so far from my mother's love, pushing myself to grow up quickly, all the tear dropped under my blanket and on my pillow, wishing I was given someone else life, it's hard, trying to end my life during my teenage years, my heart feels so heavy day by day, I just hope that little girl will learn to accept her past and just live her present life happily

I miss the childhood i never had, i never had any friends in my childhood bc i grew up too fast mentally and in size so everybody used to bully me and i grew up with an abusive mother, i lost my inocence very early so yeah

My childhood died a long long time ago.. I miss it sm it hurts bc I never actually had a childhood for long only for 2 years and then. I understood everything and it ended, time really does go by fast...

I remember my childhood, but there was one person missing..my dad

I had the most wonderful childhood with a happy family, and every day brings beautiful memories, but now I am at an exhausting age, I am trying to create my life well. I do not want these responsibilities. I just bring back my memories with my family in our small house.

Sometimes I would wish time would slow down, and I feel like everything is zooming through so, so fast. Every year that goes by feels like a short video. Even thought I am still very young, I feel as if the more that time passes, the more faded away my memories are. I feel like every year is a regret, all the things I didn't do and all the sights I didn't see, and I am angry with my self on why I feel so scared to do these wonderful things. I feel worthless sometimes because I can't get out of bed and I would have no motivation to do anything at all. There are so many people who can help me but I just can't bring myself to ask because compared to them, I know I am doing way better than them. I have this "put together life" but I can't help but feel that there is something wrong and I am missing something and that I didn't do enough in my younger days.

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! -Not mine, but pass it around babes

I get goosebumps just thinking about the memories. I miss my family.

тоже хочу поделится своей мыслью и воспоминаем. На самом деле я очень скучаю по своему страму дому, по комнате, по школе, по двору, по собакам. Эх мой дом, он был самым уютным, просторным, до сих пор помню его запах. Мы бегали с сестренкой по комнатам веселились. Выходили во двор, там бесились. Мне нравилось весной выходить с мамой во двор к нашему гаражу и убираться там, потом находить игрушки и игратся. Вытаскивали самокат, велосипед, ролики и пока мама с бабушкой и дедушкой убирались там, мы с сестренкой игрались. Моя комната, я любила рисовать там включив на всю Lo Fi. Любила свою кровать. До сих пор почню на ощупь обои, шторы, стол. Моя светлая комната.. Эх школа, я ходила не пропуская не потому чтобф не пропустить учебу, а чтобы не упустить веселье с одноклассниками и с параллелькой. Была у меня подруга с которой мы сидели за одной партой и всегда смеялись над всякими приколами, слушали музыку через одну пару наушников. Сейчас я уже не с кем так не шучу и не смеюсь. Сейчас я выросла, уехав в другую страну увидела кучу говна/ людей и стала серьёзной тихой. столько всего

*I can’t believe how beautiful this playlist is. It’s like a soundtrack to my soul*

Please take me back to my childhood...Take me back to 2010 where I could run freely in the street, sleep without heartbreaks, watch cartoons. Play and make friends, write song lyrics in a notebook, sing with friends loudly under the tree... Please🕛🍁

The ability of reminiscing is a blessing yet a heavy curse.

Whoever is reading this comment, I wish you success, health, love and happiness

I come here every time I feel not good I miss my old self .

I miss spending times with my grandma,but she wasn’t my actual grandma she was someone else’s and all that time I’ve spent with her makes me feel like she never cared. I wasn’t her family even if I thought she was mine. But now that I realize the more older I get the more I start to understand more and more that everything is changing and I can’t go back to the past to make things right to say sorry for hurting others for saying rude things towards other for being a bad child for taking someone else’s grandparents. She died a few years ago but I still feel that pain and guilt. She was my childhood,but then she left and everything was worse. I was r*ped,I got bullied,I got judged I moved from a place to another,I tried to k*ll myself and more. Everything was so precious,until it wasn’t. I feel miserable I can’t seem to tell anyone about this,I’m scared.. I’m so scared. I just want to be happy and be in peace with myself. I want my inner child to have the love she always deserved. I push myself to be greater but I fail.. I like helping others but I can’t seem to help myself. If I see this comment in another few years, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done to make you hurt even more.. To anyone who feels this way,I’m sorry you went through this tough challenge alone. It will end one day,eventually it does. God bless you and your soul. Amen.

Bros and Broskets, Whike reminiscing about the good times is what makes us human , do not forget that you're experience something rn that will become a memory. Don't dwell too much on the good years gone, focus on making the present beautiful. And if you have parents and siblings be sure to love and cherish them , because they're what made your childhood the beautiful place it was.

when it has snowfall and comfort chain you know it’s gonna be good

I miss the childhood i never had...i know its pointless to look back and regret on things we cannot change but i feel like a childhood is a important part of person and the fact i missed out on everything and had no friends and no tales to tell now as a young adult it kinda breaks me....i possess virtually no social skills today, i find it hard to make friends and i always think the worst about myself and i feel like im wasting my young adult years now....i feel like it will never change, like i was born to be a loner and i am slowly trying to come to terms with it..

Ok. I'll admit. I fucked up. I was so busy day dreaming of growing up and be an adult. Now, look...i missed a ton. I miss the days where I actually fall asleep. I don't sleep nowadays-I passed out from exhaustion. I want the sleep where I can "SLEEP" and have a nice dream not caring for anything.

Here i am crying silenty while my family is sleeping remembering the times that i don't care about the world

I miss my childhood. I know the fucked up things that happened when I was a kid, I know how horrible they were. But I know because I grew up, and because I understand it now. Before I didn't understand it, before I was happy, before I could play with my friends without feeling that they have bad intentions towards me, before I could play without stopping, without any responsibility. Now I have to deal with the truth, and the aftermath of that truth. I miss being a little girl. I miss not understanding what it means to "take advantage of someone." I miss being innocent, even though I wasn't really innocent. I miss being normal.

I feel like I've been forgotten by people that I considered to be my standing guide. Contemplation goes on over and over and over, and all I want to do is relive what should have been. This is the music...

i remember very little of my childhood, but i'd like to forget it all..

I clearly felt the World had change after losing my fav person; my beloved mom. I'm having pain day by day. My childhood was free. Now, I guess I'm under a curse. I had always imagined if God would take me instead of her cause she deserve the whole world. I can't resist my tears coming out whenever I talk about her. I still can't moving on her like everyone did. I still wanna feel her everything. I wanna see her again If I could only if I could.

Смотря на картину которую ты поставил на фон видео , Я вспоминаю старую Одессу .

I had a very beautiful childhood, all I want is to go back and bring it back for life

i miss my childhood. even tho to be honest i don't really remember anything. like anything at all, i feel like my life started in 3rd grade which is well when everything started to get bad, at least that's what i think...because for me my childhood was before that awful day i chose to change classes just to be with my best friend. don't really wanna drop a whole lore, but i knew those days I've long forgotten were the best days of my life, because i knew i actually had people that spent time with me

I really wish i can go back to childhood it really gives me a goosebumps somehow whe i imagined the thing i do before

My heart was broken into pieces

12 to 15 years ago when i was in school sometimes if school was left early i used to go to grandmas house...she would do something quick or she always used to cook food or something to eat shes still alive i hope she'll see me being a bride...always love her so kind...❤

The first music made me tear up so bad, I remembered some of the past when I was still a young girl enjoying my life with full of joy and innocence in this world. It's just truly disappointing that I grew up differently, as I meant I grew up changing over the year. Now I'm literally so gloomy, gotten more introverted, a lot of anxiety coming to me, stress, and heck I was acting like a faker or a plastic person (I always kept a smile on my face knowing damn well I was beyond in my mind with horrible, or an overwhelming pressure inside me, which I know I shouldn't be. But can u blame someone who was struggling so bad to deal with anxiety? I never wanted to have it also, perhaps all of us who have anxiety. No one wants it in the first place.). Look I'm not acting like those cringe ppl trying to act "cool" okay. I've turned like this when those type of vids hasn't exist yet. Anxiety, being shy and always an overthinker is hard. I know how it felt. I just hope my parents understand how hard for me to take those things off. I felt like they don't understand or knowledge that not everyone has to be the same. Everyone can go to different directions, or path, it's they're perspective not their's.

I saw a comment saying if you are feeling sad write Down your thoughts, I am not sad…I am nostalgic a little bit and I feel peace in my mind that I think a tear try to roll down. Well my past was mostly weird and bad moments but I can’t forget the times where I just kept going in life and I am still here, the times I would go out and build a tree house,fake a shop,tag, hide n seek, go to abandoned places,swimming with all my neighbours,football,pizza nights outside etc. the past made me strong…yet grateful living even the bad moments because I got a gift being strong mentally and physically, I am very mature, I am powerful enough. Maybe what I am writing it’s not making sense but it’s alright. As long as I remember myself I never wanted to grow up and I still kinda got that mindset but I am 18 in 5 months and I much prefer living the moment,making experiences,planning the future. Don’t worry that you grow up there are many new things that they will fulfill you out there, you haven’t even lived your best days yet,you haven’t discovered the world and the world hasn’t discovered you, you haven’t feel loved till bone,you haven’t made your first money to be proud of yourself starting your adult hood. You have to understand even if you don’t achieve something you like there are many paths to take but u can always achieve what you think you are made of in you 20s,30s,40s it doesn’t matter,never leave your goals even if you are 70, life is to be full filled with things we love and then die in peace that you know now you achieved many of your goals and you didn’t live a miserable life, it is in your hands take actions. Live the moment,go to places,meet people, talk to strangers, go for a walk at the sea,go have a drink, relax with a box of chocolate make the moment precious, make it have a meaning, even if it doesn’t have at least you are alive. I love you guys so much even if I don’t know you.

im just a kid. I dont know why im feeling so sad. I hate to grow up. Im scared for my future. I dont mean for me to grow up this way. Im terrified of what my future ahead of me is gonna look like. I want to go back to my past. Please. One more time,just for a day will do. I want to go back.

I might still be a kid since I am eleven and will miss this age forever I already miss being 4 or 5 yrs old, 6-11 years old started problems my parents fighting my mom found out I was SA or r@p3d and family problems got worse hated my self left my friends just for a dumb feeling I felt like I was left out and manipulated but I should've handled that instead of leaving that toxic friendship I fake my feeling or liking someone back and I messed up too much already I feel like dying already. I lost motivation to eat and want to be in my bed all the time I feel like I shouldnt exist I just make lives terrible. I miss being 4-6 since everything was always fun and people was kind or in my words everything was peaceful.

I miss my time… where is it??😔😞😒

My childhood was so bad but I never knew it was bad i dont think i ever thought about it. I think I thought it was normal. I want it back. I wanna be unaware of how horrible my parents are. I wanna be unaware of how terrifying life is. I miss playing fnaf 1 and 2 on my tablet back when it was free. I never had to study. I just went to school to see my friends. We're still best friends but we all moved to different countries. I moved back recently and it feels so nostalgic. I don't think I'll be able to hold back my tears if I see my old elementary school. I miss being stupid and carefree and watching dantdm mod reviews everyday after school. I wanna go back. I have only a year until I graduate from school.

Damn these comments hits hard.. to whoever reading this youre are beloved, nothing can replace you.Have a great day my dear🫂❤️

I tired But when I listen this playlist I forgot problems that I have Thanks ❤

I miss the people from my childhood❤i would ask so many things from them

The burden of life is tough...but we will get through this!

hits different at 2am❤

I know everyone wish to have their childhood back but sadly its reality and we cant wish to have everything we want. Its good to wish for something but not all wishes comes true. I wish i could go back of being a innocent happy child that had so much energy and everything was happy and calm back then even though, i didnt have much love growing up i still loved my childhood cuz i had at least every little thing that i child would ask for for and am sure everyone had at least something precious. Even thought you know you will loose that precious thing while growing up. This is a wish that will never come true.

This music is really beautiful, I love this melody

I wish I could go back to my childhood, it hurts thinking bout the memories. Even though my parents would release their anger on me or hurt me, I'd still say i had a great childhood. I would tell to myself "It's ok, maybe they had a bad day" like i would try to reassure myself even though it hurted. I'm 17 rn and life is really complicated and it looks like im living upside down. I had relationship issues, abandonment issues and attachment issues. My BPD kept getting worse but i cant afford for therapy nor I cant let my parents know. I dont have friends, i mean i do but if they were to pick a person in a room full of people, it isn't me for sure. I was bullied too and misunderstood as a ho at school just because i would fall for a guy if he gave me the slightest attention and care for me. My marks are degrading and my procastination keeps getting to me. I'm trying to be a better version of myself and sometimes i would pray to go back to my childhood where everything was alr and fun. If you're still reading this, Thank you so much and I hope you have an amazing day :3

I ate a meal that I ate all the time when I was little on summer days at my grandmas house and it’s midnight and I’m growing up and I miss her(little me) I wish I could’ve protected her better she doesn’t know me yet but I know her and I want to share this meal with her but I can’t so I just cry and cry and cry until my everything hurts so I cry myself to sleep and it makes the pain go away I know I’m only 14 and the “golden years” are starting but it doesn’t feel like it it feels like the dark ages now. I’m gonna go out on a limb and say I’m not the only one who feels this pain of not being able to protect the little version of themselves and now they have to feel that seemingly endless pain I love you all and I hope you have a good day and I mean that truly I hope you have a good day I love you

I know you knew that, it’s maybe hard or embarrassing or tired or anything bad happened. So just do it bro and believe you can pass it away. And that all will be the beautiful memories. Let’s making so many memories. Get up bro get up just do it.

this is perfect because im writing a story of my life for school so im listening to this while writing ittt :)

My little brother, lost his best friend today, Rest in Peace Craig ❤

Glad I’m not the only one who has this pain. Stay strong people

I'm 11. I'm currently crying in my room, wondering if everyone would be better off if I just died. I used to say that, but I was just emo. This time it's serious. Mom will make a big deal out of it and put me in a psych ward or some shit and dad.. I'm scared to tell him. I don't know why. My best friend will tell mom, but she's the only one who cares. I need some help. Someone, say something to cheer me up. I need it.

im almost 10 years old and still listening to this :D

Sometimes I think that if I could go back and change things, I wouldn't have such embarrassing and bad memories, but I know that without my memories, I wouldn't be who I am now.❤

"Now... It's About Time I Put Down My Pen." - Jiraiya

One time, I remember this part of my childhood so well, I was around 4-5 years old. I was living in my old, old house still and one day, I wanted to go and see my friend, or cousin. I went to her house and knocked.. there was no answer. So, I let myself in and I looked around their place.. no one was home. I made my way back to the front door and there was a dog, barking at me. I was scared.. so I went to the parent's bed and went to sleep on the bed. During that time, my parents thought something happened to me so they put out an amber alert. Everyone went around to go look for me. My uncles, my aunties, people who were close to my family, pretty much. I had walked out of the house after I had woken up and my mom seen me. She was sitting on the stairs of our porch, she was crying. I walked over to her, I was confused. I have selective memory, so it's.. funny, in a way, that I remember this. I barely remember anything from my childhood. Not like I want to remember much. Half of it is just memories of my drunk parents anyway.

I miss my childhood so much.I just wanna go back to my childhood days and live a stress free life. I wish i could turn back.I miss my grandparents so much.

não tenho muito oq fazer, ultimamente me sinto tão perdida, e uma das coisas q eu percebi nesse meu momento de solidão/solitude é q... Eu sempre estive em busca do amor, era um sentimento que eu queria mais q tudo, estava preparada pra quando alguém chegar, pra eu poder da-lo pra alguém... Mas esse sentimento nunca chegou, só foi embora e voltou.

I miss it sm. I would do anything to have that feeling back.

The way this playlist go like soft from deeeeeeeepppppppp❤ liked bro

My dashund that has been with my since I was 5 passed away 4 months ago its felt like it's only been 2 weeks since I lost him I'm 17 now his name is "Lover" he died January 13th, a couple of weeks before that my sister had been telling me he was getting slower, so I headed over to see him. When I got there 15 minutes after he walked a foot away from his bed to my grandma's chair and fell out, he huffed and gasped and we sat there with him I asked my little brother (8yrs old) If he wanted to go to the room he said "no I don't want to miss him" I almost broke down right there. As we all said our goodbyes and reminded him how much he ment to us he took his last breath and his eye closed. Sometimes I feel like I wasn't around him a lot but I know that I loved him so much to the extent I'd drop everything just to see him again. We buried him the day after, it wasn't long after that I finally broke down but It cause my little brother came to me while I was wash dishes looked at me hug me and said "I miss him" and he started crying. That night I decided to cheer him up, we went outside and I pointed to a star right under the moon and said "see that bright start under the moon, that's him watching over all of us, and don't worry if the star disappears cause he'll just hop to next one making it closer to the moon so he can be with all his friends and brag about how loved he was" ill never forget the smile the went across his face. I hope someday my brother realizes how much joy he gave me just by smiling

my dad passed away right before covid hit, i know he would've hated this pandemic that happened. But I wish i got to enjoy the moments with him more. I didn't think it would've been the last time I would've seen him but I still think about when he said "Goodbye." and i said "Don't say goodbye we'll see each other again." and how I was wrong. I'll see him again someday but not now.

I had a happy childhood, but I don't miss it. I like that I am gradually growing up and becoming smarter and more experienced. This playlist is about the idea of moving forward little by little.

i was just doing my math homework, now im dramatically sitting in my window, looking at those snowy hills and thinking about my husband who had to leave me because of our kings choices… im writing him a letter full of misery and solitude. my heart aches at the thought of him. but i learned how to live with solitude and now im enjoying every moment of it. my dear husband, when will you come back and fill my soul with love and light again? when will you come to me and enjoy this solitude with me…

I feel like I'm really reborn after reading the comments

ah yes the memories the friends ah yes we had it all back then what happened...

I dream of a time where I as a child sweetly slept, untroubled and undoubted; a soft bed of grass below and above a vaulted sky

my childhood was something nobody will never understand, come back, rag3aine sil voux plait…

I just founded the best playlist ever.

I miss my childhood.

I never really get that chance to "miss my childhood" for my childhood much like my ordinary life was boring, complex and lonely. My lifestyle has never really changed and I don't think I will ever see that happen for I fear change and yet, I can't help but want to change. I do miss being nurtured and cared for but I've wasted so much of my "youth" that I feel I've missed out on such a large chunk of my life that I'll never get to experience. When people were out with friends I was inside playing a strategy game on my own, and I still am.

"Im growing up but I'm not growing old" - habits by Genevieve(forgot the last naem)