I Need to Clear Some Things Up 

“Hello little spider, come on, let’s take you outside”. My heart is full! That made my morning. Your kindness makes the world better.

I understand why you left rural Virginia, you need the space to be you, but your energy is noticeably calmer.

I also moved to Washington and found so many things to love there but ultimately, it wasn't for me. It was beautiful but too constant, too expensive, and I found the people less friendly then my home state of Illinois. My husband and I moved back to IL, but we never regretted moving out there because it was such a great learning experience and adventure. We might not put down permanent roots here in IL either but I love the adventure and it's a great plan to explore lots of different places to see where your spirit meshes best. Best of luck!

Just before I watched this video today I had the insight that Vermont would be a beautiful place for you to explore if you have the time. It's one of my favorite places. It has its own special magic and it seems like you might appreciate the vibe.

I've lived in western Washington my whole life - I definitely agree with you about the cost of living being a down side to the area. But I disagree with you about there being no fall. It could be because this is the only place I've really experienced the season, but personally, it's my favorite of the year. We still have the evergreen trees, but the deciduous ones all have such wonderful colors in the fall. There is reprieve from the summer heat, a new season of drizzly rain after a few months of drought, the grasses and other small plants come back to life with that new rain, and the air just smells different - fresh yet earthy.

Annie I am searching for my soul home, I am retired and can go anywhere . I have been looking everywhere and its a true struggle. So many of the awakened ones are in search for that place.

Have you ever considered to jump into the tiny house movement? You could live in a lovely custom made cottage on wheels and put it anywhere you like or could afford. I've seen many people around the world especially in Usa, is living in tiny houses because of the high costs of living, they end up being free, of mortgage, some of them even live off the grid, saving lots of money. I totally see you living in a green witch tiny house!! Love and light💜

I made a big move going from bustling urban to edge-of-the-world rural and it was surprisingly wonderful. But now, 12 years later, things have changed: my health, my friends have moved, venues closed, etc. So I am looking. I realize a person can find magical places but it may be only for a while since both the place and person change. And that's okay...part of the adventure.

Annie, please come to Michigan. You would absolutely love our plant life, Animals, rocks, stones, gems and crystals. We have 316 mountains. There is so many forests, valleys and glens. There are over 11,000 lakes, not to mention we are surrounded by the Great Lakes! We get every season, summers aren’t southern. LOL. It is also much cheaper than a lot of places. We would love to have you. #TryMagickalMichigan !!

I feel like you would love BC Canada. The nature is otherworldly.

You never disappoint with your content, Annie. Safe travels for when you head back to Washington ❤️

If you've never been there, you might want to spend a few weeks in Michigan's Upper Peninsula & Lake Superior. I'm moving back there after living all over for the last 11 years. It's rural, winters are brutal & last much longer than elsewhere, but it's also magickal. Go there in Summer for a few years and you won't want to leave. You seem pretty self-sufficient and resourceful... that's what it takes to live in the U.P. Lots of people only stay for the Summer and live elsewhere in Winter... nice if you can do that, but the locals respect people who are resilient and can stay through Spring & eventually become a local. Pasties (a meat & potato hand pie) are a local cuisine... there are recipes online if you want to try that first. 🙂

I live in Michigan and we have all 4 seasons..it's beautiful here in the fall.winter can get cold.upper part of lower Michigan has abit more woodlands and more peaceful..take care of u self.blessed be

Your videography should be used in movies. It really sets a tone and is very intriguing. Love it. I’m happy you’re home.

Before you give up on Washington, I highly recommend you check out the other side of the state. The Spokane area and the rural towns to the north are wonderful. You have the massive Columbia river, hundreds of lakes, and abundant life. You have that hard reset of the seasons, with fairly mild winters and the cost of living is much lower than that of the west coast. :) You might find your song there. :)

I go back to where I was born and bred to visit but its no longer my home. It was changing when I left and its so different now I could never return. My home now is rural near the sea and cheaper to live, so I got lucky! Lovely vid very peaceful, thankyou.

Thank you for bringing us along on this journey! The way you share the fluidity and future unknowns of your story feels very relatable. It feels raw and genuine and I find it all very comforting. Your self awareness and purposeful reflection is also such an inspiration. Keep following your heart, you’re doing great ❤️

Lovely Annabel✨Love how you share your life.Thank you for letting me be a part of it 🌟

I moved to the San Juan islands from California three years’ ago, and for me the biggest shock was adjusting to seasonal changes. It feels the opposite of “constant” to me, but wildly different from Seattle. I also have health issues that make heat impossible, and the islands are fabulous for someone like me who struggles with extreme temperatures. It absolutely feels like “fall” to me right now. We don’t have the dramatic colors, but I’m still reeling from how quickly the days shorten, the sky darkens, the temperature drops, the rain and wind have now started, and my horses are busy growing their winter fur. Financially, my comparison is California, and so it feels almost ridiculously inexpensive. Island life does raise prices, but we compensate by growing a lot of our own food and planning better for what to get when we go to the mainland. The other thing I’ve never experienced until the islands is an informal barter and favors culture. That’s probably saved us many thousands of dollars here already. But I had to live in many many places in the world before finding the one that feels right. It’s always worth continuing to explore. You’ll know when you know 💁‍♀️.

Plantain is so amazing. The leaves we have where I live in Australia are longer and less rounded. I love to collect and dry it. It's in all my balms and the young leaves are good in a salad. We also add it dried and ground into our green stock powder! Nice to hear from you Annie ❤

Nothing beats a New England Fall! 😉😉😉💕🍂🍁 I’m excited for your next adventure! Meanwhile I’m Melting at 91 degrees here in Louisiana today!

My heart really is touched by your life thank u a million times Annabel Margaret

I'm born and raised in WA and in the areas closer to Mt Rainer (south of the Puget Sound) and we certainly have a fall. Right now the leaves are changing to fall colors, some are falling and it's just wonderful to see. The more east you go or south more towards Olympia you'll see more changes. Best wishes on your future travels.

I have been here, in WA, since 96. I started in Renton and have made our way South and West. We are now in a great place. Travel South to continue to love WA.

You’re amazing. I am praying for your healing. God is with you.

You would love Eastern Washington. I live in the Leavenworth area right next to woods and mountains. It’s so different than Seattle.

I can hear the homesickness in your voice. From one Virginia native to another: it may not be Skyrim, but it’s *home*

I live in Europe and I've had to move away from places I loved several times because I couldn't afford the cost of living and there were other issues that forced me to leave. I totally know how heartbreaking it can be to leave behind a place you're in love with. My favourite place is Devon in the UK, I'm currently living here and I am very in love with this place... but I'll have to leave in a few months. It's sad and though I love it so much, I know I'm not meant to settle here. There is another place that is calling my soul, I haven't been there yet but I will hopefully get to explore it soon. Devon will always have a special place in my heart, even if I'm not meant to live here forever. ❤️

Can’t wait for your next journey. It’s such a joy watching you and following you.

My blessed sister, you have certainly moved me and blessed you have crossed my path

As a Washington Native who has lived outside my state, I have not found a place I enjoy better, perhaps it's the familiar part of it. I guess maybe I am also used to the cost of living here and after living in Hawaii it doesn't seem as bad lol. Speaking of Hawaii, living there I learned I did not like perpetual summer like I thought I would. For you it may seem like there is no fall, for me, I definetly feel that change, but it is maybe more subtle than what you are used to. The leaves are just starting to turn and soon will be a glow of red, orange and green. I was super happy to find that the plantain grows in abundance in my yard, I also have chamomile as well, it's been fun to discover them after all this time. My figs will be ripe soon and I am looking forward to making some fig jam this year.

Try Michigan. We have all four beautiful seasons, The lakes and rivers and estuaries are phenomenal and we have such a plethora of wild plants that carry health benefits you could create a copious pharmacy.

I've been on a similar journey. I grew up in the mountains of North Carolina. But shortly after college I decided to up and move to Oregon because I loved the Pacific Northwest. It is it's own kind of beautiful - the big trees, rocky coastline, everything about it felt so perfect for me. But it was like, timing wasn't right? Or perhaps I became homesick for the Appalachian mountains. Regardless, I came home after just 6 months there and stayed in my North Carolina mountain town for some time until recently moving to a city (for work). Now also taking a look up north on the east coast (hey, Maine, what's up?) I love following this journey of yours and thank you for always having such a calming presence! 🦋

I would certainly love to sit on that bank and paint the view. Absolutely lovely! Virginia had quite a few spots similar in appeal as does my current residence here in Arkansas. However, the scene shown was so inviting and peaceful, it begs for capture in various media. Love your videos. Beautiful. Thank you for sharing!

clarity if such a gift...safe journeying

I cannot believe how fast the plantine works. It is amazing. I rub it together in my hands with a small amount of water then rub it on the bites. Itch gone.

Plantain (which I pronounce 'plantin') makes a good cough syrup, too. I've rescued several old jars from the community recycling center's glass bins.

Eastern Washington has Fall. We are the "dry side" of the state and have more real seasons, perhaps you can come spend some time on this side when you drive back?

You are speaking to my heart. My husband and I moved to WA from FL five years ago, and now we are moving back. Leaving WA is going to break my heart, but it's the best thing for us right now. I understand that complex mix of emotions that comes from loving a place that is ultimately not for you right now. Safe travels.

I live in BC, Canada, only a little above the border, like can drive to get to the US in half an hour. I know exactly what you mean about the cost of living in the Pacific Northwest area (or in my case, Pacfic BC). My family and I will probably move out east at some point too, just so we can also reduce our cost of living. But, I will say, you haven't experienced the fall yet properly because ours starts right around now, and goes until mid to late October. So, just wait. The fall color is coming.

Thank you for including us on these adventures ❤

Oh my dear love I have missed some of your videos. But I’m getting all caught up now. Your videos are so calming. Thank you so much for taking along your journey.

This is a beautiful video, Annie. I’m right at the border of Tennessee and Virginia, and I don’t think I could ever leave the landscape. There’s nothing quite like it! I understand the difficulties associated with some of the people here when you live a life like I do, but the landscape is just something special that I couldn’t leave if I tried. Honestly, I feel like you’d love Pennsylvania because it’s quite similar to this region. I was born in PA, and I still miss it tremendously. It’s a very similar landscape to the area I live in now, but PA is wonderful, particularly western PA. Eastern PA has a lot of Amish in the countryside, which is great, but it’s just not my cup of tea. Western PA is my favorite! And they have big seasons! Anyway, you’re an incredible person, and I can’t wait to witness your journey to finding where you’d like to plant your roots!

Enjoy your journey don't over think it. Thank you for sharing. I live in England but feel my ancestors lands some place else its a funny feeling that searching for "home" the land holds us tho xx

Make the journey count,destinations are magical unknown's,love your calm energy x

This spot is absolutely amazing. I recently moved to the busy city in Los Angeles and absolutely miss living in the midwest, your vlogs keep me sane with these beautiful sounds and sights. Thank you for sharing! Always happy to learn and be inspired by you !

You’d love Nova Scotia. Nova Scotia has seasons, tons of wild weeds, mountains, and a really relaxed atmosphere. The people are so accepting and nonjudgmental.

Thank you for another peaceful relaxing video. ❤❤❤

I have lived all over the planet by this point and I've grown to love each place. This makes it difficult to decide where I want to settle...I am increasing leaning towards Chile, but I love my country and I don't think I could permanently leave it. I even miss Tampa.

When I listen to you talk about Virginia it reminds me of how I feel about NE Iowa, where my grandma lived. There was the Upper Iowa River and nights running around barefoot chasing lightening bugs and a peace that I always felt when going there. It was such a peaceful place for my soul. When you speak about Virginia it makes it's just how I feel about Iowa. Thank you for sharing this.

I’m so excited for you .. ☀️ I feel the same way.. I am from cape cod and every summer in Maine ..but have been stuck in mining town in mOntana for 20 yrs.. the smoke all summer .. no seasons and snow make it hard for me to go out ..I would love to move back to New England.. I used to camp in White Mountains of NH every fall 🧡

You'd probably love New Hampshire! Specifically the Conway area, it's lovely! And the COL is good, all things considered! Plus there are seasons! My husband used to live there and he talks about going back all the time :)

Me living in Oregon and visiting family in Tacoma, WA. I can tell you, they definitely have fall. I feel so nostalgic around fall time and wish to go back around that time of year but can't do it due to it being way more expensive to travel up there then down here.

Whatever you do, have a magical Mabon! And full Harvest Moon! Blessed be!

Northern West Virginia is beautiful, if you want to check it out. Not too far from childhood home, but West Virginia is so different from Virginia. The hills and mountains are so gorgeous and different but I think it will still strike you as home with all the wildlife that is the same. Food is WAY cheap and if you choose to live in the rural areas outside the college towns you may be happy with the people. All the seasons are the same as virginia but the mountains tend to dull the weather. I just have to brag about my home state and hope you consider. Love you.

Im from nys and looking to leave for many reasons. You're young and will find the place that says home to you. The great thing about going home to VA is family and knowing the land will always embrace you. 😊 NYS is great for a variety of reasons, including foliage, so is WA, Maine, Vermont, Tennessee, etc. So many states so many good things. You'll find your happy space. You'll know it in your heart.

Keep searching “goldy locks”, somewhere in this big, beautiful country there is a spot that will be right for you. One day, I also want to find a nice cottage by a lake where hubby and I can retire to.

The shots u showed at the beginning was the closest to what my mind imagines heaven to look like !!! So beautiful!! X

The detail in your tattoo is wonderful, very vivid! Wonderful video as usual. Blessed be and safe travels!

Lovely seeing so many fellow Michiganders on here. Our state is pretty and I'm sure you'd love a visit but I won't repeat what others have said. Seems like Hazel's loving the visit to Virginia. Might have to visit. It's lovely.

It's always so soothing to watch your videos.

I hope you find the right place for you soon. I admire that you are taking time & consideration with this.

I love the mystymornings, I never knew that is what plantain looked like I see it everywhere it has a mild bitter taste, I used to sometimes pick chew on it when I was a child out of curiosity. After your video on making your charm, I realize that over the past few months I have been seeing flash visuals of myself taking the lavender and mint I have growing digging out my rarely used (because I am terrible at it ) sewing machine making a small bag and putting in the lavender and mint (I have both chocolate and spearmint growing) so I did just that and have the tiny bag mildly wedged between my rearview mirror and roof in my car. I really need to pay more attention to those tiny flash messages I receive at times, I get them ignore them, but then something comes along like your video on your shaker jar that reminds me of it , it is almost like I am supposed to do it, but I don't hehe I probably sound like a person that is out there and that is ok. the one major thing about west coast like Washington and British Columbia, Canada is that fall- winter it has rain a fair amount of rain (they call i t the Wet coast) which is why it is so green. but once a person accepts this they see the beauty in it, the sound and feeling of water falling from the sky that is clean and has song. I hope you get to see the Harvest moon coming it in a couple of days.

I love Washington State too and honestly I can't imagine myself living anywhere else, but you are correct it is extremely expensive. I hope in time when you are in Washington we would cross paths. I've slowly watched you grow the past couple years I've been following you. I give you Kudos and all that you do. It takes a strong spirit. And I admire that, as well as feeling lucky to watch what you share.

gorgeous cinematography! I love videos like this, with beautiful music, nature, witchcraft all wrapped together.

I would love to just sit next to you drinking tea and observe. Your energy is awesome!

Will you ever share your beautiful tattoos with us and the reason/meaning behind them. They look incredable. XO

Thanks for sharing your adventure. I love hearing that someone else on the planet has not found their forever home location that's a perfect fit.

We just moved our kids to Missouri near the Arkansas border. Gainsville Missouri actually. We chose it there because it is in a growing zone 7a. It gets a couple of months really hot and humid, usually July and August. But if you go up just a tad into zone 6 of Missouri it will be a little cooler but still, have the benefit of being in a healthy plant growing zone. To live there is much much cheaper. In the area of Jefferson City Missouri, it is a 6a which means you will get all four seasons. It is not an area of tornados or other scary things. The population is about 42,000 so it is big enough but not to big and you should be able to get work...although I am not sure what you do. My daughter grew up in Wyoming and has lived in Idaho for the last 9 years. They are absolutely loving Missouri! They bought a house on 9 acrers for only 69,000! You could find a place to rent easily for around $500. The area is very soothing on the soul. I see your struggle and thought this might give you food for thought. If you want to chat I am here or Facebook.

Mason jars of all kinds are just a wonderful thing.

I think you would love Maine! All four seasons, very bio diverse, not too hot, cheap living (in rural areas)

I hope it works out with the cabin! That bowl is utterly gorgeous btw. I’m in desperate need of some peace. I must schedule it in from now on. Until then, a little time out with your videos helps xx

The nice thing about Michigan is access to the Great Lakes is never far no matter where in the state you settle.

Annabel,you always put a smile on my face So wonderful to be in touch with the Earth and your Spirituality

Each state, place have their charms. Enjoy the journey. I’m Sure you will find a place that speaks to your soul, spirit, heart.

I'm sorry that people you have encountered in Washington state are not nice. Born and bred here. 52 years only left for vacations. Many of people you have met probably are not from here? Maybe? I would love to meet you sometime. I'm south of Seattle by an hour to hour and half depending traffic and time of day. Love my state in spite of some of the people here. We have 4 seasons most of time. This summer been hot 🥵 without rain been terrible we usually have rain all year. Blessings Annie 💜🤟 ( ps I am Deaf) sending love and light

I love you took the spider outside. I had a mama mouse give birth in my house and I captured them all and released them. ❤️❤️

Another wonderful video! No words, Annie truly, no words - except, thank you for this soul massage. Try not to seek out 'perfection.' I wonder if it exists. Ever. In any dimension. Wishing you unending love as you continue along your life's adventure.

Minnesota has a beautiful fall season!

I grew up in Virginia (beach) as well, moved to Portland, OR at 28 yrs old. I ADORE the PNW, but it is really heart warming & beautiful to hear you compare the two! Its like hearing from a dear, long-time friend. Your production skills are stunning, but your personality is brilliant, and shines through. ♡♡ Be well, Annabel!

This was such a sweet and wonderful video. It really has made me remember to feel that love for nature and that it is ok to want to make changes when you are ready. Thank you.

Thank you for continuing to share your journey. You bring such a hopeful beauty to my life. You and your channels are a blessing. Safe travels. 🍂🍁🌻

I grew up in Seattle and I can no longer live there, because of the cost. I hear you.

Hi! You should come explore Oregon! its super beautiful and we have all the seasons ! lots of nature !

Have you ever been to New Hampshire? It’s the best of Virginia and wilderness. The people are friendly and I have made so many friends there. It’s beautiful and a very special place. The only thing that I don’t like is winters with too much snow. The lakes region is the most breathtaking place I have ever been - mountains surrounding beautiful lakes, lots of vegetation, and a connection to the landscape.

I feel you girl!!! I’m a California native and moved to Colorado. Exploring the wilderness, the leaves changing during fall. Something to look into to. Western slopes have wonderful weeds, mushrooms and amazing rivers and lakes. I’m back in California and I’m missing Colorado big time. I will return to Colorado, my heart and soul belong there.

Thank you for bringing us around for looks into your life. These videos always exude a kind of peace and serenity that, as someone living in urban SE Ohio, is very difficult to find out here.

You have such a warm energy.... Never stop shining 🌟 it's your purpose

I have been watching your videos for quite some time now, ever since the time you spoke about your health issues in one of them. I always look forward to your content. Your way of filming is so incredibly beautiful! Every single video is so relaxing. Your channel has immense potential to grow really big one day. Wish you good health and happiness. Lots of love from INDIA, dear Annabelle!

The northeast is beautiful in fall! Vermont, New Hampshire, the Adirondacks in NY are so beautiful and close to your home state. All the best finding your peaceful place!💕🍁🎃

Your Light is powerful ✨ 🙌

Oh, wow 😍. Those drone shots are beyond beautiful. Having lived in WA all my life, I myself would find it difficult to live in Seattle, so I commend you for exploring that option. In some ways, I think you really have to have a heart for the busyness of the city. Happy to hear you're not settling and still on a journey to find what makes your heart full. Wishing you the best!

Check out Maine. It is so gorgeous and no way near as costly as living on the West coast. Happy and safe travels to you and Hazel.

going up north sounds like a plan- still around all of your familiar plants just with a higher chance of snow in the winter 🥰 i live in PA and missed your east coast content ❤

Everyone seems to have a suggestion for where you might enjoy next, so I want to toss one out, too. Northeast Ohio (Cleveland/Akron/Canton) is a great blend of the magic of city life and the tranquility of rural life. We have gorgeous parks with unique topography, but just a short drive north and you hit one of the Great Lakes, which live up to the moniker. It’s a very underrated place to live. We’re like the meeting point of all worlds here. Plus, still only a day’s drive from family when you feel the mountains calling you back. Just a thought to ponder. 😊

You confirmed exactly what kind of change you need, which is good. What we often fail to see, is what is rate before our eyes, in new areas or in new experiences. This is wear creativity is most important, as it can lead us, to much discovery.

i have lived my whole life in the PNW. born in north Seattle, living in south end right now. I also lived near the mountains, coast and island life. i would love to live in the mountains.. but will never leave. me heart is here. i am glad you are coming back. getting out of down town Seattle is a good thing to do. a good place to look is on the peninsula .

I paused the video to go harvest plantain leaves. Thank you for the video, Annabel :)

I returned to my homeland as well. I always meet past versions of myself when I return. To see the changes in my inner being reflected back to me. ❤️

You might like to explore a mobile tiny house lifestyle. I love watching these tiny house channels. You can set up anywhere and the house is yours. You don't have to keep paying rent and they resell well.