i need your help! why i dont like youtube, dreams vs reality, life updates (life sucks!) 

please vote in the comment section!!! wat should i do?

i dunno why my editor made it so happy but its supposed to be a sad serious video lol

You know what? Do what you want, it will probably be risky but at least you will feel more at ease with yourself and know that real ones will support you in every decision you make 😊

POV: you watch ryan, just to listen to his calming voice after another depressed day 😭

When can passion start feeding us? 😢 I get you, doing stuff you don't like just to survive is draining and while it helps you stay afloat, you get jaded and yes life sucks again from there 😭 Diversifying your channels is really helpful but you got to find the right amount of time and effort on each channel. I like this kinda videos. It's like sharing your life struggles and worries like any other person would and having a community to back you. I'm pretty sure while there are many subs from the reaction videos, there are also the other subs where they joined for your music and real talk content so don't be discouraged to explore out of your comfort zone and try out different stuff. Good luck!! We'll always be here.

We are truly your close friends. Always talk to us. Continue watching 💗💗

Ryan’s videos are literally my therapy

It'll be great like if you want be a full-time musician, as long as you are happy with it, we'll always support you anyway!!

and yes!! you should definitely start making your own music!! you have alot of loyal fans that will definitely listen

just do whatever makes you happy. follow your passion and it'll lead to success!

Love from Bangladesh Kinryyyy🇧🇩 Ily!!!

YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVORITE RU-vidR BROOOOOOO YOU CANT GO OFF😭

Making a living is absoloutely necessary so leaving RU-vid all behind probably won't make it any easier to focus on music, however you said it yourself that music is calling you from within, that is your dream and you are not being true to yourself or at least not showing up as your full self only through entertaining others. I am a Sinology University student and I am looking for some good chinese music to listen to and also chinese vlogs so as to learn so I'd love to watch your chinese channel and listen to your chinese music. I totally support you in your pursuit of music and making original songs, sure it will take more effort, time and dedication to make a high-quality product but it will be worth it because you have followed your heart.

Ryan you're literally my fav youTuber, fr a comfort person 🫂😭💜 You can make other channel for the songs or if it will br here u can make them as a playlist. Maybe both songs and yt videos so u can be sure you'll survive 👍

I'm so happy that there are so many people including me 😢who actually support you and love you for who you are as a person, and are not just here for content. I know you're having a hard time in making a decision but please make sure not to forget that we're and we'll always be with you and here for you, whatever content you do! So never feel insecure or doubt yourself about what you love to do, and talking about me personally, I really loved your singing covers and singing to people videos :)) (That's how I first discovered your channel) Maybe you can post a few reaction videos too, but I would love if you'd go for music as your main content. Its totally your decision, so we'll support you no matter what

Just do what you want...We are always here to support you!!❤❤

2:57 ofcourse money is a motivation kinry😭☝🏻 I feel you

Hru tho? And yup we respect your decision and we are happy in what you're happy! So it's completely okay my dear ! We will always support you no matter what cuz you're our Ryan! So yeah idk about others but i will def support you no matter whatt! And if you like making music then it's a good news !! Cuz we all love to hear your angelic voice!! It will be good to see you as a songwriter and a singer!! GO FOR IT RYAN! we will support you>>>>> 💗

life sucks but you will get through it. You have been part of whats been getting me through and making my day better

You have talent Ryan and creativity. My advice is to take risks and do what you enjoy. If you enjoy it we will enjoy it too. Those who finance RU-vid want to make people stupid. That's why the algorithm benefits channels with trash content. Don't sell yourself. You will survive perhaps with less money but you will do what you love and there will be people who will support you.

Ryan is my spirit animal

I LOVE YOU……. YOU DO YOU❤

I get it. It must be so tiring to do something you are not interested in but because you get paid more for doing that, you have to do it anyway. Just do what you really want to do we have your back!😊(I know I'm late, so sorry)

I like watching your videos when I feel like my life really sucks 😭 they make me feel better because you’re so relatable we’re really alike

I can feel you, like when your dream is one way and the way which we can survive (i mean 💰, can't deny the fact that it's an important factor to live on) is the other way. Just like Dream VS Reality. I'm not in a position to give opinions, but i prefer you should take the way that is more comfortable for you, and don't over exhaust yourself by doing what you don't like and uncomfortable with. I can assure you that I'll support you when you start your new channel. Tho i can't support you financially yet 'cause I'm unemployed (I'm a student leeching off my family xd, and i feel bad about it). And if you're starting a new channel, please don't delete this channel, i used to listen to your covers when i feel stressed. And I'm 💯 in for you making your own official MVs. Can't deny the fact that your voice is therapeutical. Whatever you choose, I'm rooting for you. Hwaitingg✊️❤

First just listen to your heart 💕 And after watching your whole video i only see your true love to music😊 and i think you just follow your heart i mean you can become full time musician because this is what you wanted right ? I always support you and your music 😊🍀

Omg u scared me soo much i thought u were leaving 😢well i do agree with u ❤

Commenting to boost this vid ! Love your vids, Ryan ^^

Ryan’s videos literally make me happy.

This really made me think about RU-vid and life… I love your current videos but I would rather see something you put passion into, and making music is also my dream so I think it is a really good idea and if you make this decision, I wish you luck

We will support you brother fan from India Tamil Nadu never ever give up brother

You can also make a cover from time to time, but I think MAKE YOUR OWN MUSIC because a user named irem loves your music 🥺🥺

We will always support you ❤

Take your time to think about it. You still sound a little skeptical about it but whatever you choose to do in the future you will still have my full support.

I really liked this video related to it so much that I didn’t feel in any position to give advice. So I asked my Mom and she thinks you should definitely take the risk and pursue what you really want to be doing. You will never know until you try it. Ryan, I really think you’re friendly and cool person and I wish you all the best. Btw your voice is really beautiful

omg making songs about our stories sounds like an amazing idea!! lets turn this idea to reality!!

I,ll support u in ur future ryan love u❤❤❤

You always make my day

ryan if you think that you could become a better musccian and it is your DREAM then i am supporting you at all cost ... plz do share your channel so we can continue supporting you

i subscribed to him when he was a cover artist , so yes i will support ryan in his content. im waiting for his chinese yt too

All the best for your life!

okay i think that when you get viral enough it means that a large audience is collected and is watching you so you can definitely try to do what you want now and have a look if things turn out good then you can continue and if not then u can stop it right there its not a really big deal but not giving a try will be regretful

hey dont worry that much go with your passion real pumpkins will definitely support you which also includes me you give me positive energy from your videos whether it be song covers or reaction videos or vlogs--------- you know just give it a try

I hope you get to be truly happy while doing your job and that you keep showing us your sincere sides like you are doing now

You could do you music and have someone videoing your process from day 1 behind the scenes. I think a lot of people would be interested in that. I like the idea below of doing you music, but also doing the reaction videos for a while until you can phase them out, once you get a following for your music.

Do whatever you want kinryy and we'll still support you the same way like the beginning ❤🎉❤

Sadly sometimes we have to place our dreams on the back burner and put on a corporate suit in order to move forward. No one really ever wants to work at a job they're not happy in for a wage that's not gonna do much for the bills and just gets you by, but like you said, you have to get real. You want to eat, have a roof over your head and clothes on your back...then you might have to step away from the trends and the screen for a while. Ryan, don't give up your channel and dreams. Get out there and do what you need to do and plug your channel! We'll stand with you no matter what.

Go for it you've got such a loyal pumpkins we all will support you just give it a try 🦋

dear ryan.. what i am thinking is you can write a song and then you can compose it by yourself (with your guitar or if you can do instrumental on pc maybe) then posting it on RU-vid. those doesn't need to be that long too (can be 1 minute), and that would be your original song. And twice or once a week you can post little songs like that. Even you can make shorts of your song titles like "should I continue writing this song ?". That is my opinion hope my comment will help I want to ask that are you sure music is only thing you want to do ? if there is anything else think about it too. for example, how can you connect it with youtube or how can it increase number of your views?

Hey Ryan! Your content has always been awesome, and I've enjoyed your videos. Exploring music sounds like a fantastic idea! Your creativity shines, so I'm sure whatever you choose will be a hit. Excited to see where the musical journey takes you! 🎶

I really like watching your videos please keep going i'm supporting you

It really took a courage to speek your own feelings out when your an introvert... you know Im an artist too and ill say please follow your dreams because it really hurts when yoh are away from it... stop thinking and you know your passion is calling you and don't worry we will be supporting you no matter what...😇😇😇

Do whatever u want we all are here to support u 😭 btw loves ur videos so much u doing gtk love from india

Ryan honestly your voice is amazing I have watched all your covers and I thought you will be a amazing musician we support you go chase your dreams because as you say we just live once

you can still post this kind of videos cuz i like deep talk as you know, please post more, you can talk about anything about life and i would listen. hundred percent.

I'm glad you trust us enough to share your worries, we're here to support you. Say the word and we're ready with our cheers/motivation + wallet (those of us who can), we just need you to be happy, healthy and living your dreams.

"I'm telling you to take your shot, it might be scary..." like obviously, take your shot. be that stunner you've always dreamt of being. you deserve to. but that doesn't mean you have to give up everything else, like things that help you earn and so on right away. maybe you could give time to both in the beginning, and keep doing so until your music career flourishes (which i know will, in no time). then you can focus on music completely. and i know you won't mess up, things will for sure work out in your favour. you will do amazing. so yes, waiting very eagerly for singer-songwriter Kin Ryan to make his debut. always know, you are that "life of the party". best wishes, lots of love and light.

“we have to realize that our lives could be gone in a moment there are no guarantees that we could be here this time next year so live the fullest,life’s not fair some of us have to risk it all while others have the chance to work and grab it but even through the disturbances in life, set yourself free after all we won’t be young forever this channel is so funny for me and gives a good laugh but it’s not a good laugh knowing that’s it not purely what you wanna do, I absolutely have a love for music and I’m constantly trying to find different taste I like and I would kill for you to be a musician go for it. You know I kind of sound like a mom telling their child but it’s true start a new chapter! I’ll be rooting for you never give up

I really love your voice. So, if you want to be a "real musician" and make your own music. I will support you one hundred percent!!! But, as you said, for the "money", I think you should keep making "cringe" content even if it's only once a week (scheduled) I think it will keep your audience here and increase the chances that they will also love your work, love your music ❤

My suggestion on the channel is you could mix in some more clickbaity content with something stuff you love like singing, maybe ending a post with a song. Also I wondered if you do any posts relating to being asian living in Europe and the differences in cultures. Also maybe posting songs to a different platform like your instagram account and mentioning them in your videos at the end.

I think you should do what you want, never give up and know, that we will support you ❤

I think only pumpkins will trully support you cuz we really know who you really are i started following you because of your healing voice and i always hoped that you became a song writer and make more content about what you really love (i could feel the sparkles on your eyes) so go for it u know we well be always by your side

His channel is my safe place

Don't worry little bean everything will be ok 😭😭 First start play games ( but not horrors , because they will kill you ) . Because everybody like TikTok and games . And in the same time write songs . Make them big together , and after when your songs will be really big slowly start stoping games . And this is how everybody will still know you , and you will do what you love I hope that my idea is good 😅😅😭

Since the beginning for me you’re musician and I’ll always fully support this path for you because you’re really talented. Yes it can be risky but you’ll never know if you’ll not try. In case if it’s not gonna work you can try after a while come back to this ‘viral content’ but I think you should at least try do something what actually will make you happy and I’m sure us also. So yeah as always, no matter what you’re gonna choose you have my full support.

i believe that if you become a producer (and i know that you can be) or as you said a songwriter, it would be so great and i would be the proudest person on this channel. you know how much i care about you and support you since the beginning so i hope you do more what you love to do. i believe you can do it and im always here to be on your side and support. love. 💗

Do what ever u think is best. Ur doing great!

life sucks babe but you will figure it out, don’t worry

Bro go for it I think ppl will support you Ur voice is incredible Just go for it 🎉🎉 U only live one 😊

OK Ryan you asked for the truth so hear it is. First of all I'm offended because I know we never met you in person but I feel like you made this channel not realizing that you made it into a family. Where everyone young or older then water like me, Can come together to a safe a channel with a real person and not a fake one with a made up persona. Yet back to your question at hand. I like so many of us still support you and still have memberships because we really do care about you and want to watch not just your growth and your reaction videos but to see you follow your dreams. That's all I and so many others want you to do. Do what makes you happy. Remember you said it "YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!" Go for it and follow your dreams Ryan! You can still do lives on here to reach out if you want but just know that no matter what you do...I'm still supporting you and so are so many others. So start writing those songs Mr, Ryan cause I'm waiting 😊 Who knows maybe I can sing on of your originals for you one day 😁

Ryan Do what you want to do We'll always support you!

Keep this channel open....i saved most of the lives😢

do what you got to do, do what you really want to do, its high time , aight? here to support , good luck !

Well with the little brain of mine and little exprirence in life i will just advise u to do what u fell is right,cuz doing that i fell u will make u happy and people will love u and know u for who u really are and as u know haters goona hate and lovers goona love . And pls don't hate RU-vid😂😂😂😂😂 Your videos are so funny and relatable thou I just joined your channel recently😊

4:49 do what make u happy imma always here to support u maybe u don't know but when I started watching someone I watch whatever they upload ❤

I love all of your content. I love your videos so much. I will always support you no matter what. Your my favorite RU-vidr ever. And your my comfort person. I will always be by your side 🥰.

Risk it. You only live once. The support will be there x

tbh, I think you should do what you love

Okay. Now. I will brag about myself here, how much i relate to you. No, I don't have a youtube channel and i am also lost like you. I also want to be a musician. But how much i want that, i go in every path, but not that. I wanted to start just like you did. RU-vid covers and all that. But firstly... I don't know how will people react to my face, will i be good, will i even get subscribers, will i eventually give up. And honestly.... I didn't start anything, bc i am scared and i am not sure of anything. But the thing is... In order to be a full time musician.. You gotta be dedicated, play, sing everyday to practice..

Do what you like ❤️

I think You shud continue with ur passion idk much abt RU-vid but maybe someday ur dreams can come true. I totally get it but I'm glad u found ur pattern atleast bhut where as for me I'm just lost idk wat to do (sorry u asked for a suggestion but here I am started my own story)😢😢

Do what you want to do, we will always be there for yah 😂

Oh love. You are so young and so full of confusion. I'm nearly 60 and my biggest regret was fear. Do what is in your heart. You may fail but you will learn so much about life, about you. Your next step after will be stronger and more focused. Never lie to youself but always encourage. If I never see you again I wish you you all good things and happiness. You made an old woman smile for a little while. Thank you ☺️🌟

Your voice is already very good I really Hope that you atleast try building the base as a musician cause its very important and im sure you are not going to flop you are very talented I have seen your old covers already and you have the potential so don't waste it Btw love your videos ryan keep going bro whatever you will do we will support it!

Tbh do it!...i am gonna support it!

ryan tell me why are you so addictive 💕💕💓💓 i can't stop watching you

Even if its risky u should try it and we only get to live once so give it a shot and dont do things u dont want and we would love to hear your music. All the best🎉🎉

I think you should do whatever you want i really really love all of your content and i will support you whatever you are going to do and i think it would be very cool if you do music so i would say yoloooo✨️❤️

good luck ryan

covers are going to be the bridge for people to get to know you, and original music will make them stay with you.

You have a very gifted voice to become a singer. Perhaps you can make songs that relaxes your mind and sleepy too. I like sleepy songs,it makes me dream about something.also destroying stress.

As someone who wants to go into the music industry, I'd say you should live your life to the fullest! Don't do things, say things, or change yourself for others. Do what you want to do. Say what you want to say. Be who you want to be. We'll support the decision you make, especially if it makes you happy!

Well ...i'm Parsian and there r several parsian music producers which r youtubers (even rappers) and their fan base even become stronger (for example Putak ...he is a rapper ..how ever people see him more as a RU-vidr now ) ...but every thing u decide to do we support u as your fans it doesn't matter if you do these videos and make your songs at the same time or just make songs ... (but make songs for sure your happiness is the main thing :)) u have your fan base and ur pretty voice..nothing to worry :)

WAHHHH KINRYYYYYY ILOVEYOUUUUUU ❤😢

U r so talented and u have a very good taste of music please do what makes you happy because we will support you always Ryan weather u do music or reaction videos

As u said yolo so like i believe in doing what u want in this life because u only get it once n if u really enjoy music u should definitely go for it n like u should be a kpop idol n maybe u should audition as a lead vocalist im pretty sure you'll get it i wish u all the best for youre future n success in any field u go

I feel like you should make music full time since that is what you love to do. I will be here supporting. I loved your song The Saddest Person In the World I listen to it all the time. And I’m excited to see what else you do. Just have confidence. You got this ❤

i really think you should risk it and attract your dreams that way.Cause in my opinion,life is only worth living if one has full desire for their passion.I understand how you think your income would decrease sometimes,but you should be aware that it is normal.If you want music that much,you should def go for it & you can be sure we"ll always support you no matter what!! I hope it helps maybe a little 'n we love you

Life does suck somewhat.... you have to deal with extreme anxiety and work and relationships and obtaining skills all at the same time its just too much 😭 but we got no choice

6:48 ofc.... become a songwriter singer !!! I will love to hear ur warming voice ❤