i need your help! why i dont like youtube, dreams vs reality, life updates (life sucks!) 

please vote in the comment section!!! wat should i do?

i dunno why my editor made it so happy but its supposed to be a sad serious video lol

You know what? Do what you want, it will probably be risky but at least you will feel more at ease with yourself and know that real ones will support you in every decision you make 😊

When can passion start feeding us? 😢 I get you, doing stuff you don't like just to survive is draining and while it helps you stay afloat, you get jaded and yes life sucks again from there 😭 Diversifying your channels is really helpful but you got to find the right amount of time and effort on each channel. I like this kinda videos. It's like sharing your life struggles and worries like any other person would and having a community to back you. I'm pretty sure while there are many subs from the reaction videos, there are also the other subs where they joined for your music and real talk content so don't be discouraged to explore out of your comfort zone and try out different stuff. Good luck!! We'll always be here.

POV: you watch ryan, just to listen to his calming voice after another depressed day 😭

We are truly your close friends. Always talk to us. Continue watching 💗💗

Ryan’s videos are literally my therapy

It'll be great like if you want be a full-time musician, as long as you are happy with it, we'll always support you anyway!!

and yes!! you should definitely start making your own music!! you have alot of loyal fans that will definitely listen

just do whatever makes you happy. follow your passion and it'll lead to success!

Making a living is absoloutely necessary so leaving RU-vid all behind probably won't make it any easier to focus on music, however you said it yourself that music is calling you from within, that is your dream and you are not being true to yourself or at least not showing up as your full self only through entertaining others. I am a Sinology University student and I am looking for some good chinese music to listen to and also chinese vlogs so as to learn so I'd love to watch your chinese channel and listen to your chinese music. I totally support you in your pursuit of music and making original songs, sure it will take more effort, time and dedication to make a high-quality product but it will be worth it because you have followed your heart.

Ryan you're literally my fav youTuber, fr a comfort person 🫂😭💜 You can make other channel for the songs or if it will br here u can make them as a playlist. Maybe both songs and yt videos so u can be sure you'll survive 👍

Love from Bangladesh Kinryyyy🇧🇩 Ily!!!

I'm so happy that there are so many people including me 😢who actually support you and love you for who you are as a person, and are not just here for content. I know you're having a hard time in making a decision but please make sure not to forget that we're and we'll always be with you and here for you, whatever content you do! So never feel insecure or doubt yourself about what you love to do, and talking about me personally, I really loved your singing covers and singing to people videos :)) (That's how I first discovered your channel) Maybe you can post a few reaction videos too, but I would love if you'd go for music as your main content. Its totally your decision, so we'll support you no matter what

Hru tho? And yup we respect your decision and we are happy in what you're happy! So it's completely okay my dear ! We will always support you no matter what cuz you're our Ryan! So yeah idk about others but i will def support you no matter whatt! And if you like making music then it's a good news !! Cuz we all love to hear your angelic voice!! It will be good to see you as a songwriter and a singer!! GO FOR IT RYAN! we will support you>>>>> 💗

YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVORITE RU-vidR BROOOOOOO YOU CANT GO OFF😭

You have talent Ryan and creativity. My advice is to take risks and do what you enjoy. If you enjoy it we will enjoy it too. Those who finance RU-vid want to make people stupid. That's why the algorithm benefits channels with trash content. Don't sell yourself. You will survive perhaps with less money but you will do what you love and there will be people who will support you.

life sucks but you will get through it. You have been part of whats been getting me through and making my day better

dear ryan.. what i am thinking is you can write a song and then you can compose it by yourself (with your guitar or if you can do instrumental on pc maybe) then posting it on RU-vid. those doesn't need to be that long too (can be 1 minute), and that would be your original song. And twice or once a week you can post little songs like that. Even you can make shorts of your song titles like "should I continue writing this song ?". That is my opinion hope my comment will help I want to ask that are you sure music is only thing you want to do ? if there is anything else think about it too. for example, how can you connect it with youtube or how can it increase number of your views?

I really liked this video related to it so much that I didn’t feel in any position to give advice. So I asked my Mom and she thinks you should definitely take the risk and pursue what you really want to be doing. You will never know until you try it. Ryan, I really think you’re friendly and cool person and I wish you all the best. Btw your voice is really beautiful

You can also make a cover from time to time, but I think MAKE YOUR OWN MUSIC because a user named irem loves your music 🥺🥺

Hey Ryan! Your content has always been awesome, and I've enjoyed your videos. Exploring music sounds like a fantastic idea! Your creativity shines, so I'm sure whatever you choose will be a hit. Excited to see where the musical journey takes you! 🎶

hey dont worry that much go with your passion real pumpkins will definitely support you which also includes me you give me positive energy from your videos whether it be song covers or reaction videos or vlogs--------- you know just give it a try

This really made me think about RU-vid and life… I love your current videos but I would rather see something you put passion into, and making music is also my dream so I think it is a really good idea and if you make this decision, I wish you luck

I like watching your videos when I feel like my life really sucks 😭 they make me feel better because you’re so relatable we’re really alike

Commenting to boost this vid ! Love your vids, Ryan ^^

2:57 ofcourse money is a motivation kinry😭☝🏻 I feel you

I can feel you, like when your dream is one way and the way which we can survive (i mean 💰, can't deny the fact that it's an important factor to live on) is the other way. Just like Dream VS Reality. I'm not in a position to give opinions, but i prefer you should take the way that is more comfortable for you, and don't over exhaust yourself by doing what you don't like and uncomfortable with. I can assure you that I'll support you when you start your new channel. Tho i can't support you financially yet 'cause I'm unemployed (I'm a student leeching off my family xd, and i feel bad about it). And if you're starting a new channel, please don't delete this channel, i used to listen to your covers when i feel stressed. And I'm 💯 in for you making your own official MVs. Can't deny the fact that your voice is therapeutical. Whatever you choose, I'm rooting for you. Hwaitingg✊️❤

Ryan’s videos literally make me happy.

Ryan honestly your voice is amazing I have watched all your covers and I thought you will be a amazing musician we support you go chase your dreams because as you say we just live once

Do whatever u want we all are here to support u 😭 btw loves ur videos so much u doing gtk love from india

Do whatever you want kinryy and we'll still support you the same way like the beginning ❤🎉❤

I really love your voice. So, if you want to be a "real musician" and make your own music. I will support you one hundred percent!!! But, as you said, for the "money", I think you should keep making "cringe" content even if it's only once a week (scheduled) I think it will keep your audience here and increase the chances that they will also love your work, love your music ❤

It really took a courage to speek your own feelings out when your an introvert... you know Im an artist too and ill say please follow your dreams because it really hurts when yoh are away from it... stop thinking and you know your passion is calling you and don't worry we will be supporting you no matter what...😇😇😇

OK Ryan you asked for the truth so hear it is. First of all I'm offended because I know we never met you in person but I feel like you made this channel not realizing that you made it into a family. Where everyone young or older then water like me, Can come together to a safe a channel with a real person and not a fake one with a made up persona. Yet back to your question at hand. I like so many of us still support you and still have memberships because we really do care about you and want to watch not just your growth and your reaction videos but to see you follow your dreams. That's all I and so many others want you to do. Do what makes you happy. Remember you said it "YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!" Go for it and follow your dreams Ryan! You can still do lives on here to reach out if you want but just know that no matter what you do...I'm still supporting you and so are so many others. So start writing those songs Mr, Ryan cause I'm waiting 😊 Who knows maybe I can sing on of your originals for you one day 😁

Since the beginning for me you’re musician and I’ll always fully support this path for you because you’re really talented. Yes it can be risky but you’ll never know if you’ll not try. In case if it’s not gonna work you can try after a while come back to this ‘viral content’ but I think you should at least try do something what actually will make you happy and I’m sure us also. So yeah as always, no matter what you’re gonna choose you have my full support.

"I'm telling you to take your shot, it might be scary..." like obviously, take your shot. be that stunner you've always dreamt of being. you deserve to. but that doesn't mean you have to give up everything else, like things that help you earn and so on right away. maybe you could give time to both in the beginning, and keep doing so until your music career flourishes (which i know will, in no time). then you can focus on music completely. and i know you won't mess up, things will for sure work out in your favour. you will do amazing. so yes, waiting very eagerly for singer-songwriter Kin Ryan to make his debut. always know, you are that "life of the party". best wishes, lots of love and light.

Go for it you've got such a loyal pumpkins we all will support you just give it a try 🦋

Just do what you want...We are always here to support you!!❤❤

I think only pumpkins will trully support you cuz we really know who you really are i started following you because of your healing voice and i always hoped that you became a song writer and make more content about what you really love (i could feel the sparkles on your eyes) so go for it u know we well be always by your side

I hope you get to be truly happy while doing your job and that you keep showing us your sincere sides like you are doing now

tbh, I think you should do what you love

I love all of your content. I love your videos so much. I will always support you no matter what. Your my favorite RU-vidr ever. And your my comfort person. I will always be by your side 🥰.

Take your time to think about it. You still sound a little skeptical about it but whatever you choose to do in the future you will still have my full support.

Your voice is already very good I really Hope that you atleast try building the base as a musician cause its very important and im sure you are not going to flop you are very talented I have seen your old covers already and you have the potential so don't waste it Btw love your videos ryan keep going bro whatever you will do we will support it!

“we have to realize that our lives could be gone in a moment there are no guarantees that we could be here this time next year so live the fullest,life’s not fair some of us have to risk it all while others have the chance to work and grab it but even through the disturbances in life, set yourself free after all we won’t be young forever this channel is so funny for me and gives a good laugh but it’s not a good laugh knowing that’s it not purely what you wanna do, I absolutely have a love for music and I’m constantly trying to find different taste I like and I would kill for you to be a musician go for it. You know I kind of sound like a mom telling their child but it’s true start a new chapter! I’ll be rooting for you never give up

I think you should do what you want, never give up and know, that we will support you ❤

I'm glad you trust us enough to share your worries, we're here to support you. Say the word and we're ready with our cheers/motivation + wallet (those of us who can), we just need you to be happy, healthy and living your dreams.

You always make my day

omg making songs about our stories sounds like an amazing idea!! lets turn this idea to reality!!

My suggestion on the channel is you could mix in some more clickbaity content with something stuff you love like singing, maybe ending a post with a song. Also I wondered if you do any posts relating to being asian living in Europe and the differences in cultures. Also maybe posting songs to a different platform like your instagram account and mentioning them in your videos at the end.

Don't worry little bean everything will be ok 😭😭 First start play games ( but not horrors , because they will kill you ) . Because everybody like TikTok and games . And in the same time write songs . Make them big together , and after when your songs will be really big slowly start stoping games . And this is how everybody will still know you , and you will do what you love I hope that my idea is good 😅😅😭

4:49 do what make u happy imma always here to support u maybe u don't know but when I started watching someone I watch whatever they upload ❤

I,ll support u in ur future ryan love u❤❤❤

I feel like you should make music full time since that is what you love to do. I will be here supporting. I loved your song The Saddest Person In the World I listen to it all the time. And I’m excited to see what else you do. Just have confidence. You got this ❤

okay i think that when you get viral enough it means that a large audience is collected and is watching you so you can definitely try to do what you want now and have a look if things turn out good then you can continue and if not then u can stop it right there its not a really big deal but not giving a try will be regretful

Omg u scared me soo much i thought u were leaving 😢well i do agree with u ❤

I really like watching your videos please keep going i'm supporting you

Do what ever u think is best. Ur doing great!

You could do you music and have someone videoing your process from day 1 behind the scenes. I think a lot of people would be interested in that. I like the idea below of doing you music, but also doing the reaction videos for a while until you can phase them out, once you get a following for your music.

you can still post this kind of videos cuz i like deep talk as you know, please post more, you can talk about anything about life and i would listen. hundred percent.

U r so talented and u have a very good taste of music please do what makes you happy because we will support you always Ryan weather u do music or reaction videos

I think you should do whatever you want i really really love all of your content and i will support you whatever you are going to do and i think it would be very cool if you do music so i would say yoloooo✨️❤️

ryan if you think that you could become a better musccian and it is your DREAM then i am supporting you at all cost ... plz do share your channel so we can continue supporting you

Ryan is my spirit animal

Even if its risky u should try it and we only get to live once so give it a shot and dont do things u dont want and we would love to hear your music. All the best🎉🎉

I get it. It must be so tiring to do something you are not interested in but because you get paid more for doing that, you have to do it anyway. Just do what you really want to do we have your back!😊(I know I'm late, so sorry)

Bro go for it I think ppl will support you Ur voice is incredible Just go for it 🎉🎉 U only live one 😊

I think You shud continue with ur passion idk much abt RU-vid but maybe someday ur dreams can come true. I totally get it but I'm glad u found ur pattern atleast bhut where as for me I'm just lost idk wat to do (sorry u asked for a suggestion but here I am started my own story)😢😢

First just listen to your heart 💕 And after watching your whole video i only see your true love to music😊 and i think you just follow your heart i mean you can become full time musician because this is what you wanted right ? I always support you and your music 😊🍀

In my opinion you should do what you want. If the videos your making back then and now is different than whatever you feel like doing, do it. Don't pressure yourself into thinking it isn't good enough. Trust me, I found you on youtube because of the song cover "heather" and I immediately subscribed to you. And when I saw all your other videos it made me so much happier. No matter what you do, i'll always watch you and enjoy what you do. Do what you want. And ilysm!❤

do what you got to do, do what you really want to do, its high time , aight? here to support , good luck !

I can totally understand where you are coming from, live your life, I don’t know how you are not a full time musician.As a musician myself, it would be so hard not to play my instruments or sing. If it’s what you really truly love go for it, you will mentally drain yourself more if you keep on forcing yourself to do something you aren’t all in for as much as the other thing (and if you are asking how I know this it’s because I have made wrong decisions in the past lol) but anyway, I will always support you and I hope you will not stress out too much…just take it one step at a time and go from there 🥰

We will always support you ❤

Ryan Do what you want to do We'll always support you!

All the best for your life!

ryan tell me why are you so addictive 💕💕💓💓 i can't stop watching you

i really think you should risk it and attract your dreams that way.Cause in my opinion,life is only worth living if one has full desire for their passion.I understand how you think your income would decrease sometimes,but you should be aware that it is normal.If you want music that much,you should def go for it & you can be sure we"ll always support you no matter what!! I hope it helps maybe a little 'n we love you

Okay. Now. I will brag about myself here, how much i relate to you. No, I don't have a youtube channel and i am also lost like you. I also want to be a musician. But how much i want that, i go in every path, but not that. I wanted to start just like you did. RU-vid covers and all that. But firstly... I don't know how will people react to my face, will i be good, will i even get subscribers, will i eventually give up. And honestly.... I didn't start anything, bc i am scared and i am not sure of anything. But the thing is... In order to be a full time musician.. You gotta be dedicated, play, sing everyday to practice..

As u said yolo so like i believe in doing what u want in this life because u only get it once n if u really enjoy music u should definitely go for it n like u should be a kpop idol n maybe u should audition as a lead vocalist im pretty sure you'll get it i wish u all the best for youre future n success in any field u go

If I'm being honest It's definitely gonna be hard but you don't wanna look back an be like "i didn't try at least" so please go for it It's your passion and I'll definitely be here to support ya. Maybe you could even do some behind the sense of your music production and your song writing prosses. At the end of the day It's all about not given up no matter the road blocks just keep moving forward i believe in you!

We will support you brother fan from India Tamil Nadu never ever give up brother

I think ryan can do anything he wants cuz we will never leave you for sure so please just don't give up on ur dreams and just at least try for now if it works BINGO and we all will be helping you for sure. We won't stop anything because of ur dreams and most of us like your videos cuz of ur personality, voice and stuffz like this . Not only the content... 🖤 { Don't worry we'll support you no matter WHAT }

You are so likeable and I have learned about the Asian culture through your videos. I feel that when you are at an impasse and ask questions such as - should I? or shouldn't I? - it is really a NO! You have to go with what your heart tells you. I wish you luck with your musical endeavors - also I do like your creative mind as to being a song/story teller tailored to someone who is willing to pay you for it. Good luck to you - you deserve great success.

Sadly sometimes we have to place our dreams on the back burner and put on a corporate suit in order to move forward. No one really ever wants to work at a job they're not happy in for a wage that's not gonna do much for the bills and just gets you by, but like you said, you have to get real. You want to eat, have a roof over your head and clothes on your back...then you might have to step away from the trends and the screen for a while. Ryan, don't give up your channel and dreams. Get out there and do what you need to do and plug your channel! We'll stand with you no matter what.

Ryan, you would have a huge boost with your channel any of your future songs that all have the potential to go viral The question is: are you able to sing "what people tend to like(generally pop goes super viral)" or are people gonna like your current style(the one that you love doing) Yes, start releasing your songs tho 1funny video a month would make us happy, keeps your relevance with the world 😄

I have an idea You Can focus on your dream music video full time. I mean 80/100 focus on your music career and You need money so when you free You can do TikTok videos 20/100 because your afraid to start your career too and you want money for living too. I don't know my idea worth or not I will support you always as a best friend 💕💯 . And Don't worry too much try what you like to do. Don't take too much pressure on yourself. You have lots of path for success. You can my Kinney. Fighting 💪💓 at less you are trying it's also half success you know it 💕

Hey! you should do what makes you comfortable and achieve ur dream. What makes u happy. I have watched u over the past years and never get tired of watching ur videos. Have a great day❤

i believe that if you become a producer (and i know that you can be) or as you said a songwriter, it would be so great and i would be the proudest person on this channel. you know how much i care about you and support you since the beginning so i hope you do more what you love to do. i believe you can do it and im always here to be on your side and support. love. 💗

Well with the little brain of mine and little exprirence in life i will just advise u to do what u fell is right,cuz doing that i fell u will make u happy and people will love u and know u for who u really are and as u know haters goona hate and lovers goona love . And pls don't hate RU-vid😂😂😂😂😂 Your videos are so funny and relatable thou I just joined your channel recently😊

6:48 ofc.... become a songwriter singer !!! I will love to hear ur warming voice ❤

Well ...i'm Parsian and there r several parsian music producers which r youtubers (even rappers) and their fan base even become stronger (for example Putak ...he is a rapper ..how ever people see him more as a RU-vidr now ) ...but every thing u decide to do we support u as your fans it doesn't matter if you do these videos and make your songs at the same time or just make songs ... (but make songs for sure your happiness is the main thing :)) u have your fan base and ur pretty voice..nothing to worry :)

Whatever you do is your live, the consequences is also yours to live, my granny says dreams sometimes don´t bring food to the table, The world is not a easy or safe place is very hard and mean place. So always make watts best for you, Wish you good luck and i love your videos and you are very nice

Your voice is a gift that not all people can have, you are blessed to be able to sing and like making music, fallow your dreams and as for earning money for living continues on the side to make easy videos that pays more, probably your songs will be well received and the more you put them on the platform the more you will get paid so, little by little you will be able to reduce the video content that you don’t appreciate that much with the increase videos you like better…wish you the best 🙂step by step

Risk it. You only live once. The support will be there x

Oh love. You are so young and so full of confusion. I'm nearly 60 and my biggest regret was fear. Do what is in your heart. You may fail but you will learn so much about life, about you. Your next step after will be stronger and more focused. Never lie to youself but always encourage. If I never see you again I wish you you all good things and happiness. You made an old woman smile for a little while. Thank you ☺️🌟

I will support you on whatever choice you make if you want to make your own music then do it and we will all support you decision if you want to know my answer is yes you should become a song writer so we can listen to your stories and enjoy them😊

just do whatever makes you happy. follow your passion and it'll lead to success! FIGHTING!!!!! LET YOUR DREAMS LEAD YOU AND NOT WHAT PEOPLE SAY.

I LOVE YOU……. YOU DO YOU❤

i subscribed to him when he was a cover artist , so yes i will support ryan in his content. im waiting for his chinese yt too