I NEVER thought I would do THIS 

You do not need to give anyone an explanation on why you wanted to have another child, or why you made your decision. It’s your body and your life. You did what was best for you, and I’m happy that you made the best decision for yourself 😊❤

I love that you trusted us with such a personal decision. After a quick scan of the comments, it warmed my heart that everyone is so loving and supportive. You have built a wonderful community. We are here for you. 🦋

As a fellow HG mama who was knocking on deaths door(literally) throughout my pregnancies and am still dealing with the repercussions 15 years later, I stand by you and your choice. Unless someone has been deathly ill by a baby growing inside them, they can never begin to understand the complexities and severity of this disease. You are brave. You are strong. And im thankful for you sharing your story.

My heart goes to you. As a physician, I sadly witnessed the loss of a mother to HG, leaving behind her 3 Y.o. Daughter. HG is to be taken seriously.

I understand your loss. I hade HG with my 3rd and 4th pregnancies. My 3rd daughter was born early ish at 35 weeks. And because my HG was so bad with my fourth I went into liver failure and my 4th daughter died at 23 weeks while I was in a coma. I spent most of my 3rd and 4th pregnancies in hospital. My 4th daughter would be 4 now and just have started primary school. But Instead i grieve her loss every day and always will. Time helps you carry that grief better but its with you always. I completely understand the choice you made, and why you made it, it's your body and your life and health. Sending love ❤️ 😍

Women are not just vessels to breed. We deserve love and care. Our lives are important. HG is not just a little sick. This is why the only people that should decide are the parent(s) and doctor. You are important! This is so hard. Love to you all❤

Oh sweet momma. Words fail at a time like this. So sad.

Precious, Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with us. I’m so sorry that you had this experience. You made the right decision for you and that’s all that matters, but for consolation, this doesn’t change my view of you at all. You’re an incredible human being and an amazing mother. I can only imagine how painful this must be. I hope that you and your family are getting all of the support you need to get through this. Sending love your way ❤️

I suffered severe HG with all the same symptoms you've described. It was utter hell. My Dr recommended termination, I didn't do it and obviously love my daughter, however, I/we barely survived and suffer the effects on my body still 13yrs later. It is no joke and you did what was best for you. Always applaud that. #support

Lady you don't owe no damn body explanation for what happens within your heart and body. You're very brave stay well. Continue to heal... ❤❤❤❤

Having an abortion is a decision that is usually surrounded by many complex issues and circumstances. Some people act like this is a decision that women make lightly and it isn't at all. Take care of yourself and your family. I'm so sorry for your loss, please don't worry about anyone who thinks they have a right to judge or shame you.

Baby girl, we love you. I can’t imagine how hard this decision was. You are an amazing mom. This baby was so so so loved. We are concerned for you not your decisions. Concerned in an empathetic and loving way. You got this mamas thank you for sharing something maybe many women have been through but it isn’t talked about enough for people to know. ❤❤❤

Sending you all love from here. That was a very hard choice to make, but you made it for your family and your children. We can only respect it from here. Best wishes on the healing process from here on out.

💔I can only imagine how difficult this was to share publicly. Thank you for your transparency and willingness to educate your audience. I’ve never heard of HG. Sending love to you and your family

You did exactly what you needed to do, for yourself and your children, Mama! That includes children born and unborn. I terminated a pregnancy between the births of my two children for health reasons. I know how a decision like that can tear a Mama in two. The right thing isnt always the rasy thing... but the right thing will always yield more benefits in the long run. So much love and strength coming your way! ❤ Blessed be! ⚕️☮️

Im glad you had the OPTION to do what was best for you & your family. *hugs* praying for your heart to heal.

My niece had the constant spitting and carrying around a bag for the extra saliva. Her baby was born with a severe form of spinal bifida. My prayers go out to you and your family. May God bless you and know that God knows your pain and has your baby in perfect peace.

as a mom who made it through an HG pregnancy with my second child, it genuinely deterred me from ever trying to have another baby because it was so horrible. i am sending all the love i can your way. it’s your body, your choice and all the feelings right now are so valid.

You deserve privacy. You deserve all the support that anyone can get in this circumstance. Just know that there is a whole community off your people who support you and your family. You were faced with two tough scenarios at the same time and you made the best decision that you could. You provided all the information that you needed to provide, and I dare say that you didn’t even need to provide all of this information, but you did need it so graciously. If anyone has any questions beyond this, feel free, for your own sanity, not to engage.

this is why im pro choice. let people say or think what they want, but they are not in your shoes. you know your body, you knew something was wrong, you needed to make the choice that would keep you alive. the hardest thing a mother may have to consider. you are so so strong, and im praying for your recovery. god bless your family ❤

YOUR body, YOUR life, YOUR family, YOUR choice. Much love and respect to you and your beautiful family 🙌🏿

Your level of vulnerability is so brave…I’m sorry for your loss and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family 🙏🏾

😢I’m so sorry for your devastating loss. Gentle hugs to you and Chris.

There is no judgment from me, you don't owe us an explanation, I have miscarried, and had an eptopic pregnancy, so I understand grieving a child you never knew. I send you loving virtual hugs. You are a very strong woman, Mother, and wife. AND you made the right decision for you and your family. ❤

Hey mamas, giving a virtual hug! I know this was hard for yourself and Chris and I'm sorry you had to go through any of this. I'll be praying for you guys. ❤

...you and your husband's choice, you and your God, not Joe/Jane Public...

Thanks for being authentic and sharing your story. No one has the right to judge you for a decision that you made for YOU! Sending HUGS and PRAYERS for you and the family♥♥♥

There is DEFINITELY, Not enough Awareness on HG! HG WILL dam near Kill you!! It’s Horrible. HG is NOT Morning Sickness!!!! I met you In the Store like two or three months ago and I’m giving you a BIG Virtual Hug🙌🏽

Hg mama. 3 out of 4 kids. I couldn't even sit. Stand. Bathe anything. And being a miltary wife with no help, on a picc line, boy you talk about depression. So I understand mama. Listening to you, brought back all these memories. Horrible memories. I am sorry. Termanation is a rough word. It makes you feel awful. It makes you feel shame and pain and just everything. You do not owe anyone a reason. You do not owe anyone more info. Women that understand just want you to heal. Mentally and physically. It's okay mama.

I couldn't watch the entire video. I felt like your privacy was being invaded. I pray for your peace in God's name. Blessings

Father God, please bless Chris, Precious and their family with the spiritual, mental, emotional and physical strength to endure the grief and pain that they have and are experiencing due to the decision that they had to make for themselves and their family. Please comfort each one of them in a way that only you can. I empathize and sympathize with them as they move forward in their life’s journey. Shield, shelter and protect them from depression and oppression. We trust and believe in you and we thank you in advance for honoring and answering this prayer. Amen 🙏🏽

People don't realize that complications involving pregnancy is so common. Termination is something that a lot of people have to choose, even if that baby is planned and wanted. Mothers health is the number one priority. HG is incredibly serious and can have serious repercussions to you and your baby forever. Insufficient nutrition to mom and baby for an entire pregnancy is going to have lifelong consequences for both. The physical and emotional toll is so great. I know this decision was not easy for your family, but putting your family first is the most important thing in the world. Proud of you for sharing this difficult decision with the world. Maybe it can open a discussion on termination and how it's not a black and white situation.

My heart breaks that you feel like you have to tell the world this private decision. I hope that you find healing end happiness again. Whatever YOU decide that looks like.

And you are in Texas, thank God you found a way to make this choice at all. I am so sorry for your loss, and I hope that the next time you try for another little one, that he/she will be easier on your system. Your babies (here) thank you for such a brave choice, and your little unborn kiddo willbe yours again one day. No loss, just a see you later! If you have any isues down there, you can come atay with us in Boston. Two full families with ASD in one amall apartment, should be a unique blast, 😂. Take care of you!

I know the feeling. Praying for you all.

As a nurse I have witnessed many moms hospitalized with HG and it was extremely tough on them and the pregnancy. As for the termination it is a tough decision. It appears that your pregnancy was abnormal and best for you and the baby. I do understand your grief and thank you for your transparency. It will take some time. My prayers are with you and your family. Time does heal…I did not get triggered. Take your time and process things on your terms. ❤🌹❤

I am so sorry you had to go through that. Many prayers for you and your family.

I went through that with my last(3rd) pregnancy.... felt so sick, they refused to give me the IV bags & gave me pills that could cause defects, so I didnt take them but only once or twice... terminating a pregnancy crossed my mine once, but I could never.... I said Ill leave it to God... she was growing perfectly, but I was just SUPER sick... were both fine & healthy... but I still feel the same after, minus the HG... they say Im beyond fine, but being that in 14days marks 2years since her birth sucks to me because Im still dealing with this & did not with the last two... this healing process is like torture this round, to the point im like NO MORE as much as my Husband & I wanted a big family & he also agrees... we have three beautiful baby girls & are happy & blessed with what God blessed us with!!!

Eres muy valiente por contar tu historia de forma honesta. Espero que te recuperes fisicamente y emocionalmente lo antes posible.

Much love to you and your family. I am praying for your family. I am a 81 year old active elder. When I was in my late 30's and being diagnosed as a severely high risk Mother I had to make decisions to terminate several times. Before that I gave birth to a lovely daughter and then a son. Much love and prayers got me through. You are a wonderful loving Mother and wife. You are truly the Matriarch of your family.❤

“….and God said My grace is sufficient “ Keeping you covered🙏🏽❤️

I suffer from anxiety depression. I'm getting alot better by getting help. Ok I'm be frank with you. Ok you need help with baby mikko. It's very very good your doing most of the work but there's nothing wrong with letting a teacher work with her as well. If you don't save yourself who will? There is nothing wrong with getting help otherwise it can go down hill. Please keep being loveable and pray over it

You don't owe anybody an explanation for what happened or what you had to do or anything really. No judgment here either but I am very sorry for what happened still. I can't imagine how you feel. Sending you and your family so much love and healing💜

Roe vs Wade. I do believe it's a woman's choice. May GOD continue to bless you and your family during this difficult journey. Thank God we have a choice and it is our right. Our own mind our own body. Giving your family a cyber hug from afar and will keep you all in my prayers.❤💋

I’m sorry you had to go through this. But im also glad you were able to get the healthcare that you need! This is why women should be able to take autonomy over their bodies and health. It’s a hard decision but I was what’s best for you and your family.

Isnt that what princess kate had, in the hospital, in and out 1st 2 pregnancies. 😢 they took a hormonal test. Important to know bcuz if you don't have enough, youll probably lose the baby in 1st three months. Very sad but necessary sometimes 😢

You just blew my mind with the most Motherly sacrifice I can think of. I can't imagine having to make this decision but I admire your strength and love for your family. I hope that you, your husband and your kiddos heal from this lose and become even stronger. You have my condolences and my respect in opening up about this struggle when you have chosen to share so much with us already. Thank you for your vulnerability, openness and grace. You are one strong Mamma!!

Your health and wellbeing is priority...period. Know that you and your family are loved.

I'm so very sorry for your pain. You are an amazing person and mother. ❤

We cannot blame you. I went through a similar situation and it was awful. I pray for yalls healing and when the time is right, God will send you guys another rainbow baby

I'm so very sorry for your family's loss. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. God knows ❤️🙏🏾

Terminating a pregnancy is a very difficult decision and for some can leave an emotional scar. You did what you had to do for your health and I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I had to terminate one to have my appendix out. It’s never easy but know that you are never alone.

I know that this had to be so hard for you to make this video. I don't care what anyone else thinks. I stand with you both. That had to be devastating for you both to have to have made that decision. My heart hurts for you both! Sending you all love and prayers. ❤❤❤❤😢

Thank you for sharing this. More people go through this than you know. Sending you light and love as you move through this season. And so many hugs, all of you.

I’m so glad you aren’t apologizing for doing what you felt in your heart was best for you and your baby. I’m so sorry for your loss. ❤️🙏🏼

Thank you for choosing love. I say this because we didn't need an explanation, this was a decision that you made and no one has the right to judge. I just thank you for making your decision from a place of love because the love you receive from here on out is one of the pillars of strength to help you heal and move forward. Please take as much time as you need to grieve and heal and be good to yourself and again... Regardless of what anyone says you made the decision for you and your family and you have nothing to prove other than continuing to live your truth and stay surrounded by love.

I'm so very sorry for what you and your family have been through. I'm going to say, for what it's worth, you will ALWAYS have my support. You are a beautiful person with a beautiful family, and the sharing you have done thus far has helped me with my own adult autistic daughter. I hope your heart and body heal with time ❤

Well it's your business on the decision you made for you and your husband and children to have the best quality of life.... please don't let anyone make you feel bad

As a fellow HG and disabled mama, I know how horrible you felt. Thankfully, I had HG in my 7th/1st rainbow pregnancy. I literally had a 1.5 hour window almost every evening where my body gave me a break with nausea and vomiting. I ate all the spicy, carb foods my body allowed just so I wouldn't lose weight. I ended up in the hospital one time at 15.5 weeks to get a few bags of IV fluids. My HG lasted until 22 weeks which then started back up again around 32 weeks until I gave birth at 36+2.... I thank God so much I had one friend who had HG 15 years prior who I was able to talk with daily to get me through. If this didn't happen when I already had kids, I more than likely would've thought to possibly terminate. It actually crossed my mind many times and understood those who had went through what I did and did terminate. We all love your family very much. Thank you for being vulnerable and open even though we truly don't deserve a word of explanation. Although, I thank you for opening up because your story could help another mama struggling with the same. ❤ We miss your family and pray your body and heart becomes healed. ♥️

Be blessed Precious....Chris and you made the decision that you felt was best for your health

I understand, and respect your decision. I’m so sorry for you and your family to have to overcome dealing with something like that in life, and the emotions that followed with something you wanted that wasn’t headed in a healthy direction. I wish wellness and healing on you and your family. We all love you Precious

Thank God your recovering mind body and soul you and Chris did what was best for your family don't worry about what anyone thinks

I understand you, OMG! I knew a girl who was pregnant with twins and Lord she went through hell. She was in the hospital for 8 months on TPN because she couldn’t keep any food down due to hyperemesis gravidarium. She was so depressed and end up with severe postpartum depression. People who don’t know how dangerous HG is, you could eventually died from it.

sweetheart.its no one elses business what you and your husband decide..i am so sorry you both had to go thru what you have.im sending so much love and healing for you both..blessings.

Sending you lots of love all the way from Nigeria, West Africa. I love you, Chris, Mikko and the twins. Lots of hugs. In our local pidgin English I will say Notin do you jaray! You do well Weller.

No judgment here. God bless you and your family.

I cant imagine your pain. No one has a right to judge you and you have no need to apologize. Feel your grief as often as you must and trust that what you and your husband decided was the best for you and the family. My sincerest condolences to you and your husband and your family.🙏🏼

U really don't need any more because it's hard wit the ones u have and let's be fair to the child if it's going to be autistic ur thinking of u are the child I wouldn't keep bringing kids here that were autistic if not fair to them and listen at all the problems so really do wat u want but think of the kid good luck

I glad to sée you back online

God bless your family and just pray for healing ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Sending you so much love. I know that decision wasn’t easy but you had to do what was best for you. HG is no joke. I had really bad morning sickness my first trimester. I contemplated many of times just ending it when I found myself sick in the emergency room. Thankfully the medication prescribed to me was able to help. I am currently 18wks and I still get nauseous but it’s bearable. I couldn’t imagine dealing with HG and nothing helped. Just know you are not alone and it’s okay to grieve ❤ Thank you for sharing.

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’m so sry for your loss, you are so brave to come on here. I lost my Noah, (his heart stopped) my first and only son at 5 months this past June and due to the umbilical cord being to high around his neck and it still hurts so bad. I went through the whole process, labor and then the funeral. I still cry at night and I have no family support. Please stick close to your loved ones during this time. I have my husband but my family looked at it as it wasn’t a big deal because he wasn’t full term so they didn’t come the the burial or anything. I’m glad you have a strong support system because it’s def needed during this time.

Sweetie, you did what you had to do. This is why we need the access to the healthcare that women need especially in this case. There are a lot of people with bariatric surgery and can have normal pregnancies. It seems that there was something that needed to be dealt with in ways that you never thought you would ever do. You never have to worry about explaining what your decision had to be. You need to be safe and healthy. The devil with those who troll. You did what you need to do. Much love!!

Sending much love your way 🧡🧡🧡 I hope you receive more compassion and love than you do judgment, this is hard enough for you to go through without having to worry about negativity from others. I’m so sorry for your loss. I had to terminate an ectopic pregnancy many years ago, it was early on in the pregnancy and I wasn’t in a good place in life so ultimately it was what I believe was meant to be, but it was incredibly painful emotionally. It’s such a strange and conflicting experience and the grief is not something a lot of people understand unless they’ve been through it. I hope you have a good support system to help you through your grief. Take your time, let yourself feel, and know that you’re not alone. HUGS💖

I wish I could take away all of your pain! You are an amazing mother! I’m 20 now with severe ADHD and on the autism spectrum. I am so grateful for my patient, loving, understanding parents everyday! I see the way you are with your daughter and it reminds me of the intense bond I’m so lucky to share with my own mommy because of the unconditional love she has never hesitated to show me. If I ever had to see her close to death due to a pregnancy, it would have caused so many terrifyingly complex emotions that I could never have possibly dealt with at your daughters age! I’m sorry you were in pain for so long, and I’m so grateful you made the decision to stick around to continue to be a wonderful mother! ❤ thank you for sharing. sending love, light, blessings, gratitude, cosmic kisses, and infinite appreciation! Nothing you are doing is easy! I can’t imagine how exhausted you are… I wish I could give you a ginormous heart hug ❤

I’m sorry you had to endure that pain and make such hard decisions. I’m also glad that you had that option available. Sending you love and healing

You terminated the pregnancy for LEGITIMATE health reasons. No shame in that🙏🏾🙏🏾

🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 praying for you all and know that you are not alone. This touched my soul, because I went through something similar earlier this year and it was quite difficult. You made the best the best decision for you and your family and that's all that matters!!! ❤❤❤

You should not feel guilty for what you decided. You saved yourself and you saved your baby from probably a horrible and painful life. You were brave to make this decision and I wish I could hug you to make you feel better. Please please do not even read the negative comments about what you did. They were not going through the hell that you were going through. I think you were very very brave to do this. I send you lots of love and hugs.

Thank God my daughter in law didn’t have to go through what you went through Bc she also had the sleeve right before she got pregnant with my grandson. And I thank God that he was born healthy on March 25,2023 in fact on my birthday so I am extremely thankful to God🙏🏽Bc I wasn’t even aware that her and her baby could have had these issues after having the gastric surgery.

I'm sorry you had to go through what you did. My prayers will be with you & your family.

❤️🙏🏽sending love n prayers

You and your family does not owe the internet any reason for anything. What happens in you and yours life is your business. I simply appreciate what you do share with us. Thank you for that.

Hi Precious! Sending you so many hugs right now! My heart hurts for you and family. I just really want to hug y'all right now. I completely support you and the hard decision you all had to make as a family for the safety of you and your health. No judgement whatsoever here! I love you guys so much. Take all the time you need to step away. I am here for the long haul. 💖🙏

If you haven’t watched the documentary Sick, please do. I’m a HG momma as well and I can’t tell you how many times I prayed for a miscarriage just to make it all stop. My baby didn’t make it to term, but he did survive. 2lbs 7oz. I trafficked an insane amount of marijuana and went to jail on organized crime charges just to be able to AFFORD a HG pregnancy and keep my son alive. My HG lasted the whole pregnancy. My son is almost 3 and I’m still not healed. You do what is best for you. I did what was best for me and I have zero to say to any woman who has never been put in that position and had to make those decisions.

you're grieving the potential for the future life you desired. you did what was best for yourself and your family. sending love ❤️❤️

I love my precious 😢I will always be hear for you and family so don’t rush into explaining anything to anyone but take your time ❤I love you all and I will reach out to you later Mommy loves you❤

Praying for you and your family. Your body, your choice and I am sure it was a very decision for you and your family. Blessings.

I am so sorry that this was your experience and that you felt the best decision was to terminate your pregnancy. The medical field has failed us to recommend parting with your baby.

Do what is best for you and your family. Thank you for your bravery. Sharing something so personal, I can only imagine, is not easy. Your family has all my love in support ❤

My first pregnancy was a chemical abortion. The second was an abortion because baby was growing abnormally. It was so violent I had to go to emergency. The third was a natural abortion due to chromosomal abnormalities. I pushed baby out still in the amnion sac. Every last one was hard. I cried non stop. Whatever the reason it's yours to make. No judgement. I just pray for your healing and comfort during this time.

Hugs and Love to you and your family❤

Always remember I come before you.. with out you there is no one to take care of your family.. your health is more important than anyone..you come first above all and whatever decisions you make is all apart of yourself care. We are glad you made a decision to keep you safe. Its not selfish what you did it's just not the time.. we will continue to support you and your family. Thanks for sharing your family with us..cause you really didn't have to.. much love to you and yours.

I'm sorry this happened to you and your family, stay strong, everybody understands. We'll be praying for you and your family. I love your channel and it had always helped me to understand my autism better. God know, and we all know about how you guys feel. I know it's hard, and I pray that you guys heal from this experience ❤❤❤

You don't owe anyone an explanation, but I understand why you felt you needed to. But nobody on this Earth has a reason to judge anybody, cause nobody on this Earth is perfect. Don't let them get to you cause only you know what is best for you and your family, and you did the right thing. May God continue to bless you and your beautiful family!❤

Grief is all the love you had for that person, and no one to give it to. Keeping you and your family in my thoughts ❤

I am currently suffering with HG and it’s awful being pregnant and this sick is different it’s not a normal morning sickness the bad taste in my mouth that never goes away I feel you so much it’s so hard especially with a nonverbal 4 year old I have my husband to help but it’s a lot of work !!! I am very sorry and hope it gets better ❤

We're praying for you and the family ❤

Precious, sending you love and hugs and blessings. You are so courageous my dear, sharing your struggles. You don’t owe anyone anything. Know that you are loved, take care of you! I’m praying for you and your family. Love and blessings. ❤❤❤❤❤