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I found & read my REAL & super embarrassing Teenage Diary Journal to MILLIONS of strangers on the Internet. Leave a LIKE for a Part 2!
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@Bobizard
@Bobizard Год назад
If this comment gets 100k likes I will read my journal from middle school in a video with Lauren…
@Kittygirl-xz6rm
@Kittygirl-xz6rm Год назад
OMG DO IT
@ajbrooks2112
@ajbrooks2112 Год назад
PLEASE OMG
@coolgachagirl9458
@coolgachagirl9458 Год назад
EVERYONE LIKE IT RIGHT NOW!
@TaylorSwiftSlays2000
@TaylorSwiftSlays2000 Год назад
oh god
@5thFabri
@5thFabri Год назад
DO IT
@yammy
@yammy Год назад
Lauren this was absolutely hilarious!! You have to read more! 🤣
@ojasvik8002
@ojasvik8002 Год назад
Yess we need a part two!
@MEOW-ot7mq
@MEOW-ot7mq Год назад
We need to know what happened to A
@ojasvik8002
@ojasvik8002 Год назад
@@MEOW-ot7mq we have the same rainbow!
@mskitre
@mskitre Год назад
@@MEOW-ot7mq yeah lol
@botchedrivers1852
@botchedrivers1852 Год назад
Hi yammy!
@urlocalsimpLMAO
@urlocalsimpLMAO 4 месяца назад
This is honestly very relatable, Lauren. As a young girl, The A and C situation was almost exactly the same as my young teenage life currently. Except it's two girls.
@AkiIsASimp_
@AkiIsASimp_ Месяц назад
HOWDY OTHER ACCOUNT
@ariannaturkstra
@ariannaturkstra 7 месяцев назад
Thank you Lauren, I am still in middle school. Watching this makes me feel like I am not as dramatic as I thought. You have confidence, I appreciate that!
@ariannaturkstra
@ariannaturkstra 7 месяцев назад
I feel bad for A, Lauren forgot to blur a part of him 0:54 . XD
@LawdieIs2swag4u
@LawdieIs2swag4u 2 месяца назад
@@ariannaturkstrayeah his name is Alex lol
@thespacesisters2031
@thespacesisters2031 Год назад
The fact that Lauren has the confidence to show this is impressive…
@aundreast.laurent4410
@aundreast.laurent4410 Год назад
Yeah. I would never.
@overthinker__
@overthinker__ Год назад
True
@cpt.bluebrry4014
@cpt.bluebrry4014 Год назад
Yup
@yourmobilemother951
@yourmobilemother951 Год назад
mhm
@enhypen-ontop
@enhypen-ontop Год назад
Yoimiya pfp *gasp*
@pluto-4427
@pluto-4427 Год назад
Remembering those awkward pre-teen moments feels like a punch in the gut Lauren you're a real one
@LalaAshley88
@LalaAshley88 Год назад
Izzy I’m twelve years old now and I relate a lot
@justinecummings5704
@justinecummings5704 Год назад
Omg I'm12 too
@yawninglion1677
@yawninglion1677 Год назад
When I was 12 I didn't have any crushes but because I was friends with a lot of boys I was the subject of so many "she has a crush on this boy" rumors. The pain was real. I feel for Lauren
@Nightfox47812
@Nightfox47812 Год назад
ikr
@zeejobela279
@zeejobela279 Год назад
Ha ha middle school sucks! Ha 👌🏽😂😂
@tobinederlof9646
@tobinederlof9646 7 месяцев назад
Can we apreciate that shes doin this this for us
@TT.WendyCallims
@TT.WendyCallims 5 месяцев назад
THE LITTLE KISS BOBBY GAVE TO LAUREN MELTED MY HEART SO QUICK T-T 💕💕💕💕💕💕
@user-ho3nz1uh5o
@user-ho3nz1uh5o 2 месяца назад
Same
@plumagranate
@plumagranate Год назад
We’ve been going on a “Lauren Becomes a Teenager Again” kind of streak and I’m all here for it
@f1zzy_s0d49
@f1zzy_s0d49 Год назад
Fr same🤫🤭😍
@Thehistorygeographyandflagnerd
Yas
@Thehistorygeographyandflagnerd
Me too
@overthinker__
@overthinker__ Год назад
Samee
@-memesis.-9735
@-memesis.-9735 Год назад
Same pal.
@raddishh1381
@raddishh1381 Год назад
I love how Lauren speaks of her younger self like she’s a completely different person
@Yournansaman
@Yournansaman Год назад
Don’t blame her I’d do that as well
@mia.yesjustmia4855
@mia.yesjustmia4855 Год назад
@Bruh Bruh excuse me
@Ash_Cucmber
@Ash_Cucmber Год назад
@Bruh Bruh report button looking very nice today
@Sleepy_Skexches
@Sleepy_Skexches Год назад
Fr
@fancyfew4094
@fancyfew4094 Год назад
I reported Bruh Bruh! People these days!
@thedisguise3538
@thedisguise3538 5 месяцев назад
Honestly I hope Lauren comes back to this and does the next journals because Emily's editing made me burst out laughing. We need more of this
@UnknownKarissa
@UnknownKarissa 7 месяцев назад
I had the same cd. I also had awkwardness between my friends at that age. Thank you for your sharing.
@brynr2953
@brynr2953 Год назад
Gosh, I forget how high the stakes feel when you're only 11. Suddenly, I'm like getting flashbacks of suppressed memories of my own middle school drama. Mad respect for Lauren reading it out to the internet. She's braver than us all 🤣
@fancyfew4094
@fancyfew4094 Год назад
@Bruh Bruh reporting you! 😜
@missirenekaman7151
@missirenekaman7151 Год назад
@Bruh Bruh I am never EVER translating again
@user-lq2ig1yc4z
@user-lq2ig1yc4z Год назад
@@fancyfew4094 same
@user-lq2ig1yc4z
@user-lq2ig1yc4z Год назад
@@missirenekaman7151 IKRRRRR I translated it and now I need to go bleach my eyes 😭
@nxbodynose
@nxbodynose Год назад
@Bruh Bruh Wth...
@fairyc0reart
@fairyc0reart Год назад
others: playing video games lauren: *revealing her deepest darkest secrets to the public*
@Obvi.cate8
@Obvi.cate8 Год назад
Lol
@pastelpeaches2913
@pastelpeaches2913 Год назад
Omg I love ur pfp 💖
@Melissa-ub4mh
@Melissa-ub4mh Год назад
Bro 3 bots?!
@fairyc0reart
@fairyc0reart Год назад
@@pastelpeaches2913 thank you so much!
@samszczepanski2281
@samszczepanski2281 Год назад
Ohhhhhh you lost it with the edit :(
@oofmastergamingyt
@oofmastergamingyt 2 месяца назад
3:20 I feel your pain Lauren it’s happened to me way too often, and I’m a boy and only 18.
@Moo_cow1
@Moo_cow1 3 месяца назад
I can’t believe this was a year ago 😢
@jadeOOO
@jadeOOO Год назад
Love how young Lauren skips a week and then enters with: "I DEALT WITH HIM"
@jennifermcclure7259
@jennifermcclure7259 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. What the?
@donaghbarry7501
@donaghbarry7501 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. Di che cazzo stai parlando?
@heartsforurmum
@heartsforurmum Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. mom I’m scared pick me up- 😭😭
@bonbon-
@bonbon- Год назад
@@heartsforurmum it’s a bot 😭
@heartsforurmum
@heartsforurmum Год назад
@@bonbon- ik
@EvilResidency
@EvilResidency Год назад
Ahh Lauren the woman who gets paranoid buying kids meals and filming in public but has the confidence to read her journal for us her audience. 💜 For our Zsider Queen 👑.
@IDK_Logan
@IDK_Logan Год назад
You mean bread queen also right?
@yoofs-
@yoofs- Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. dude you barely have any videos
@teezbigone
@teezbigone Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. cool ig
@funnehfan2946
@funnehfan2946 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. No one even knows you stop saying your better
@leonardobazail8740
@leonardobazail8740 Год назад
​@@Instabruh.User.. wtf?
@user-ce1cw4fc7x
@user-ce1cw4fc7x 4 месяца назад
Lauren always finds a way to make my smile every video this is also very relatible for me rn.😂❤
@phosduckie
@phosduckie 4 месяца назад
Lauren’s journal having boy and friend drama meanwhile mine has just sad stuff about anxiety and depression and then some fangirling
@Buttercookie_Draws
@Buttercookie_Draws Год назад
The fact that you have an entire journal filled out is impressive. I could hardly even finish a sketch book, let alone an entire journal like that
@gregheffley715
@gregheffley715 Год назад
I already did 16🗿
@-themightymittens-
@-themightymittens- Год назад
I have so many unfinished drawing notebooks
@LavenderInTheCosmos
@LavenderInTheCosmos Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. LAUGUAGE!
@lilyplayzgames2021
@lilyplayzgames2021 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. What is wrong with you creep…
@charlimander5683
@charlimander5683 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. What is wrong with you.
@BlitzAsh
@BlitzAsh Год назад
Sometimes laurens sanity and confidence are just up the roof
@_-NatureMations-_
@_-NatureMations-_ Год назад
And sometimes, her sanity is out the window and onto a road and flattened by a car XD
@_-NatureMations-_
@_-NatureMations-_ Год назад
@Jack Wrath Uhm you don't have any posted videos and you don't even have 1000 subs XD
@ipoop24-7
@ipoop24-7 Месяц назад
lauren is so real for liking nsync they’re my messiah
@PlateofBread
@PlateofBread Месяц назад
Lauren: “Come along with me! 😊 Me: 🎶Come along with me, with the butterfly’s and bees🎶
@Breadcrumbz0
@Breadcrumbz0 Месяц назад
Nostalgia 😊
@jess_queensversion
@jess_queensversion 23 дня назад
SOMEONE IN 2024
@iclynnx
@iclynnx Год назад
I'm actually pretty thankful that Lauren shows that she too started out like any other person. It's comforting in a way. I have a journal myself, and it's going to be so sad to read it when I am older. Nearly every page so far (I don't write often so not that many pages) I vent about my bad luck with who I happened to get a crush on and how she doesn't like me back 😅 It's just thoughts fresh from my mind, often during intense emotions, so it does not always sound very sane.
@HannahTheBossy
@HannahTheBossy Год назад
I hope you have fun reading your journal in the future Im very sad that I didnt write a journal when I was a preteen I wish I did I feel like it would be fun to read it now that Im an adult but I cant cuz I didnt write one :(
@ihavea1d10ticlife
@ihavea1d10ticlife Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. you do know that Lauren hates bots and people named “Instagram user”? So your lying lmao
@urbosasflurry4711
@urbosasflurry4711 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. yer gross
@iclynnx
@iclynnx Год назад
@@HannahTheBossy Don't worry, I didn't write in a journal either until after I turned into a teen. My first page was written in May 2020, and I was... 15? So yeah.
@bfamily6319
@bfamily6319 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. an asylum would be too good for you
@bettybeebe
@bettybeebe Год назад
I am 36, and this took me back to when I was this age. I think we're all like this at this age because I know this was exactly what my journal was like. Absolutely love this video.
@kym_train5460
@kym_train5460 Год назад
oh my god bots
@AidenismyfavDCcharacter
@AidenismyfavDCcharacter Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. bro wth-
@absolutelygoobing
@absolutelygoobing Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. no… just no…..
@EvelynGrief
@EvelynGrief 2 месяца назад
Pre teen years are hard. Hugs make it thorough the years
@Axolotlslimes133
@Axolotlslimes133 3 месяца назад
Please please please do another one. You are so relatable.❤
@kacey5409
@kacey5409 Год назад
I hope I’m not the only one who really wants Lauren to do another one of these so I can laugh my a$$ off all over again 💀💀 Edit : thank you for all the likes . I’ve never had this many before 🥰
@abnormalchickennugget
@abnormalchickennugget Год назад
@Jack Wrath lies
@kacey5409
@kacey5409 Год назад
@Jack Wrath sssssuuuuurrrrreeeeee
@Iheartgus
@Iheartgus Год назад
@Jack Wrath u wish
@pyschodummy344
@pyschodummy344 Год назад
@Jack Wrath aww it's so cute that you think your likeable🙂
@birb_phoenix
@birb_phoenix Год назад
@Jack Wrath Nah dude you're not
@lckyminer_2256
@lckyminer_2256 Год назад
This is basically a YA wattpad story that was written by a 12 year old. It was both funny, amusing, but I could also feel the cringe in a good and positive way.
@I_Eat_Exotic_Butters
@I_Eat_Exotic_Butters Год назад
This is super funny!
@ItsValerie448
@ItsValerie448 Год назад
like pinned coment
@booksaremylife6703
@booksaremylife6703 Год назад
That’s exactly what it is- which is sad cause I’m a 12 year old with a wattpad acount- 😂
@emilynghann7128
@emilynghann7128 Год назад
@@booksaremylife6703 Me too!
@booksaremylife6703
@booksaremylife6703 Год назад
@@emilynghann7128 I will follow your wattpad if u want-
@miystarey_1184
@miystarey_1184 7 месяцев назад
I just want to time travel to when she wrote this and give her a hug because I lauren always brightens my day so I want brighten hers ❤❤
@Artpro392
@Artpro392 2 месяца назад
The fact Lauren’s reading this to 8.33M ppl SLAY LARUEN YASSS LOVE THE CONFIDENCE
@SunooAteMyMintChoco
@SunooAteMyMintChoco Год назад
The fact that Lauren has the confidence to do this like I could never✨
@kittyarwaaa2
@kittyarwaaa2 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. no bitches
@That_Art_Girl26840
@That_Art_Girl26840 7 месяцев назад
As a pre-teen, watching this made me feel so much better about myself; thank you for the video Lauren 😂❤
@AirTheHuntress
@AirTheHuntress 4 месяца назад
As a pre-teen who kept a journal last year, I can confirm that it's wierd and cringe
@probocs
@probocs 4 месяца назад
GA ?
@francesobyrne670
@francesobyrne670 3 месяца назад
Thwen
@winkyuh
@winkyuh 3 месяца назад
Aww❤❤❤😊
@user-jp7wb4mk1c
@user-jp7wb4mk1c 3 месяца назад
Que
@virgi744
@virgi744 5 месяцев назад
LAUREN!!! in the picture when you were in the dress ITS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!😊😊😊😊 1:28
@Kat-hh7fz
@Kat-hh7fz 3 месяца назад
*gives lauren a hug*
@hazzard_destroyer
@hazzard_destroyer Год назад
Thank you past Lauren for making everyone laugh and feel less weird
@BeautifullyCharli
@BeautifullyCharli Год назад
Her confidence is amazing, even when having to read 10 year old drama in front of millions of people
@jheck4530
@jheck4530 3 месяца назад
“Well at least you ranked.” Got me dying 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@CcsesFrogs
@CcsesFrogs 5 месяцев назад
I can’t believe how far she has come ❤I’m proud
@cosmic09
@cosmic09 Год назад
Lauren’s out here being our internet mom. Thank you for being so wholesome 💜
@Art3mizz
@Art3mizz Год назад
I absolutely LOVE when People read their Diaries from their early Teens. We all used to be so dramatic 😂
@Sunnydaze081
@Sunnydaze081 Год назад
Same
@lee-os2pc
@lee-os2pc Год назад
Ikr we were all so dramatic back then, man i barely even wrote diaries but i still remember my memories when i was like 10 still remains..
@makaylaspalding5480
@makaylaspalding5480 Год назад
Yeah
@B-bloob
@B-bloob Год назад
I know someone told me to shut up on a zoom chat and I lost it- I wrote in my diary about it-
@donnalee6028
@donnalee6028 Год назад
Funny
@Booknerd-vi2jf
@Booknerd-vi2jf 20 дней назад
When I was 12 I met a girl 2 years older than me. We became close friends and she changed schools but still came to my sports events. When she came to my games I would always think “ one day I will be apart of her wedding “ 2 years later I was 14 sitting in the pews of a Curch staring at the pink flowers on her casket. 30 minutes latter I watched them seal her tomb. The sun shines on her grave through the window in the cemetery 10 minutes away from my house. My grandmother says “ the sun shines on a happy body” that can’t be more true. This was 10 years ago
@Ellyn_filipino_623
@Ellyn_filipino_623 Месяц назад
Honestly I never had a dairy because I was so aware that writing in a dairy doesn't mean people are gonna respect it and I have secrets I wanna keep to myself until I die😂
@gottaloveminniie
@gottaloveminniie Год назад
Let’s be honest we’ve all wanted to keep a diary at one point of our lives but miserably failed after 3 pages..
@Chaewoniis
@Chaewoniis 11 месяцев назад
underrated comment
@Chaewoniis
@Chaewoniis 11 месяцев назад
fr
@iamobsessedwithshadowsight
@iamobsessedwithshadowsight 10 месяцев назад
I tried to keep a diary when I was like nine but I had nothing embarrassing or anything I didn’t want to just tell my friends so I ended up just drawing pictures of my dog in there 😭
@maryglassburn2309
@maryglassburn2309 10 месяцев назад
YES
@_-NatureMations-_
@_-NatureMations-_ 9 месяцев назад
​@@iamobsessedwithshadowsightLol me to
@coconutchlo
@coconutchlo Год назад
Can we just appreciate how well the editor Emily edited this…😭💕
@ashikarman6276
@ashikarman6276 Год назад
😭😭😭😭😭
@tweek3903
@tweek3903 Год назад
whos that.....?
@momosh4617
@momosh4617 Год назад
@@tweek3903 the person who edits her videos
@RealGingyer
@RealGingyer Год назад
nice pfp😳
@coconutchlo
@coconutchlo Год назад
@@RealGingyer thanks 😏😏😏
@candlenellie74
@candlenellie74 27 дней назад
when she said "i was 11" ngl maybe the school system was different but if ur 11 then at least u were a GENIUS compared to ur classmates if ur 11 AND ur in 8th grade hopes that makes u feel better
@Theythem96
@Theythem96 3 месяца назад
Love it Lauren ❤
@Kitty-mo6vy
@Kitty-mo6vy Год назад
I wanna see a playlist of Lauren literally just being an 18 year old, also- we’re all cringe don’t worry Lauren :’D
@Kitty-mo6vy
@Kitty-mo6vy Год назад
Alsoo, PART TWO PLEASEEE
@funnyapple414
@funnyapple414 Год назад
@Jack Wrath says the one who makes minecraft stories and clickbait videos
@hnixiee
@hnixiee Год назад
*sighs* 2 bots, already
@Mistxiii_
@Mistxiii_ Год назад
I think I’m actually not a super cringey teenager, I feel blessed 😭
@ssssilly
@ssssilly Год назад
She was 11, 12, and 13 years old while the time period of the diary.
@theholesinyoursweater
@theholesinyoursweater Год назад
Can we just appreciate the fact that Lauren publicly humiliates and embarrasses herself for our entertainment? 💜💜
@theholesinyoursweater
@theholesinyoursweater Год назад
@@viccvi what?
@theholesinyoursweater
@theholesinyoursweater Год назад
@Jack Wrath no u aren't
@viccvi
@viccvi Год назад
@@theholesinyoursweater she humiliates herself just because she wants us to be happy, this isn't healthy
@Darin15846
@Darin15846 Год назад
@@viccvi I don't think she's really humiliating herself. She seems to be having fun reading all of this. We're not laughing *at* her, we're laughing *with* her
@Darin15846
@Darin15846 Год назад
@@viccvi I personally don't think so. I know she always seems happy but I really do think she's having fun reading her old diary
@user-oo3iy2wq9v
@user-oo3iy2wq9v 2 месяца назад
Editor Emily does so well on Lauren’s videos ❤️❤️❤️❤️✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻✌🏻
@OnlyASPENofficial
@OnlyASPENofficial 2 месяца назад
2:24 when you said that date, I was shook. That is 21 years before I got diagnosed with type one diabetes that exact day..
@nolongerhomosexual
@nolongerhomosexual Год назад
dear Lauren, I really appreciated this video, because, as somebody who next year is turning 13, its nice to see a video highlighting the cringey and embarrassing parts of being a preeten girl. And although I didn't relate to some of the parts, over all it was comforting that even a queen like you went through this stage of life. sending you digital hugs, A grateful fan
@ASTERIA_YT
@ASTERIA_YT Год назад
Same considering it’ll let more people become confident when sharing stuff you think people won’t like you for-
@echoedstars807
@echoedstars807 Год назад
happy birthday a year in advance :D
@haerinslover
@haerinslover Год назад
@@echoedstars807 thanks
@haerinslover
@haerinslover Год назад
@@echoedstars807 oh bcz im also turning 13 next year
@nolongerhomosexual
@nolongerhomosexual Год назад
@@echoedstars807 thank you! have a great day :)
@Tomboysksksk
@Tomboysksksk Год назад
From eating kids meals to reading her diary from when she was a teen, no matter what Lauren does it always is entertaining and funny to watch. Thank you for being an amazing youtuber
@rando4541
@rando4541 Год назад
I read the eating kids meals as eating kids 😅
@hawtyshawty7200
@hawtyshawty7200 Год назад
Wait how many likes do you need for part two?
@hawtyshawty7200
@hawtyshawty7200 Год назад
Of the video?
@palmoasis1855
@palmoasis1855 Год назад
@Tomboysksksk POV: ur comment is like every comment
@Rei..flowers
@Rei..flowers Год назад
@@rando4541 I read your reply as I remember eating kids meals made with kids
@ElizaKing-gk9cl
@ElizaKing-gk9cl 7 месяцев назад
I love the fact that Lauren tries to blur out A's name but then shows everyone the name at 0:53 😂😂
@Haileyyyyyyyyyyyy
@Haileyyyyyyyyyyyy Месяц назад
0:54 thank you to writer Emily for not blurring this out now we know the name of you crush lauren
@cierraslowsdown
@cierraslowsdown Год назад
In solidarity with Lauren: I’m 31 and had boy-crazy phases lol. I specifically remember having a HUGE crush on our 2nd(?) 3rd(?) neighbor teacher, as well as Lance Bass. Lol I had a puppet doll with the No Strings Attached theme and LOVED it of course lol. Kids got married under the slide, remember those bead animal keychain crafts you’d wear on your backpack? Yeah, lots of bartering and trust broken back then 😂😂
@The_Yeetning
@The_Yeetning Год назад
I purged all of my cringey diaries. It seems like that's the age I wrote in my diary too! Thanks for a good laugh: not laughing at your past self, but laughing because I went through similar feelings when I was 11! I'm well into my 20s and so thank you for your sheer bravery and being vulnerable to the Internet. ✨
@abicat4229
@abicat4229 Год назад
So did I. I was always paranoid that someone would read it and think I'm weird
@atqraxiia4306
@atqraxiia4306 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. What did I just read? (๑ó⌓ò๑)
@urbosasflurry4711
@urbosasflurry4711 Год назад
@@Instabruh.User.. why you speak of f*cking Lauren You don't even have content
@RosyKitteh
@RosyKitteh Год назад
I filled up like five notebooks a year and I kept them all because they're full of drawings that I would like to redraw someday. I already have drawn a few but I want to draw more. Mostly as a tribute to my past self who couldn't draw what she felt and saw as well as she wanted.
@dandi-lion38
@dandi-lion38 Месяц назад
Someone needs to make an animation about this with the "dear diary, why? Why does he hate me? " audio
@Cringe_gurl
@Cringe_gurl 3 месяца назад
Lauren is like the mother I legit never had
@maitreyisrinivasaraghavan8867
she had more romance as a 10 year old than I think I'll ever have in my entire high school life
@RUBBERDUCKSSSSS
@RUBBERDUCKSSSSS Год назад
💀
@Amy_jo_
@Amy_jo_ 9 месяцев назад
Cheers to that
@Kieran.studios
@Kieran.studios 9 месяцев назад
I had some but not really
@DoubleDoggyTrobble
@DoubleDoggyTrobble 9 месяцев назад
😂☠️
@Ghost88YT
@Ghost88YT 8 месяцев назад
EXACTLY 😂
@nevermind1904
@nevermind1904 Год назад
Watching this made me think: did I miss something? My childhood love life was non-existent, but I did write a bunch of stuff in a journal. And reading it made me feel, rather than being embarrassed, "Did I write this? I actually felt that way?" as well as, "She really tried her best to write out her feelings even with the simplest, childish words." It made me smile and cry bcs I remember promising myself I wouldn't hate my past self if I'd ever changed in the future. I think I kept my promise well 😊
@arissamazumder
@arissamazumder Год назад
That's so sweet
@nevermind1904
@nevermind1904 Год назад
@@arissamazumder thank you
@Maya_gamer269
@Maya_gamer269 6 месяцев назад
Hi Lauren ❤ Love this vid❤😊
@justanorangeblob5411
@justanorangeblob5411 Год назад
Lauren being an absolute queen by reading her own cringy diary to the internet
@izzykelly4733
@izzykelly4733 Год назад
I love how Lauren does this little phases like pregnant vids then mom vids then baby vids and now teen vids! 😂 You just never know what to expect from Lauren 😂
@belbodders2421
@belbodders2421 Год назад
Am I the only one who had noticed she is staying in different age groups for her vids? What's next? Toddler? Kid? Young adult? GRANDMA OR GRANDPA?
@LaurenZside
@LaurenZside Год назад
I go through different campaign story arcs every few months 😂
@LaurenZside
@LaurenZside Год назад
I go through different campaign story arcs every few months 😂
@mbtd2011
@mbtd2011 Год назад
@Bruh Bruh I WISH I DIDN’T TRANSLATE THAT, WHY WOULD YOU PUT THIS ON THE INTERNET?!?!
@berry_x3
@berry_x3 Год назад
@@mbtd2011 ME TOO 😭
@roselinda439
@roselinda439 7 месяцев назад
this is too funny you need too do more of this🤣🤣🤣
@LunaMartinez-ic6yc
@LunaMartinez-ic6yc 9 дней назад
Teen Lauren “Maybe A, likes me.” Now Lauren “He doesn’t.”
@nalleryscraftytreasures
@nalleryscraftytreasures Год назад
Imagine “C” sees this now as an adult and is like “what the heck? I had no idea.” 😂 He’ll regret it Lauren no worries. You were such a cutie!
@claragemheart581
@claragemheart581 Год назад
The fact she even read this in front of everyone, i could never, i would’ve died in the first page.
@DivaMayzz342
@DivaMayzz342 Год назад
Sussy ..
@js_rzy
@js_rzy Год назад
@@claragemheart581 same
@wqrw1290
@wqrw1290 Год назад
@@claragemheart581 Luckily I never had one 😋
@elwirawegenek5040
@elwirawegenek5040 Год назад
I have a diary and I’ve never ever shown anyone it😅😂
@leysaminer9926
@leysaminer9926 Год назад
This was genuinely really enjoyable. I love the surprise she has to her own young experiences and thoughts.
@Thecrazygirl_xx
@Thecrazygirl_xx 15 дней назад
YOU'RE LITERALLY YAN CHAN KEEPING A STAR CUS HE GAVE IT YOU😂 this whole thing was absolutely hilarious
@Quackyman
@Quackyman Месяц назад
I was doing random stuff, found a book, opened to a random page and resd the words "I almost broke my foot with a desk today" and instantly closed the book and put it back
@coffeghoast4043
@coffeghoast4043 Год назад
I love how she exposed herself with her diary, this is pure conntenct.
@TabysHere
@TabysHere Год назад
That’s what’s called brave, or desperate or content… Yeah hehe
@veryh2130
@veryh2130 Год назад
To be far, when my grandpa proposed to my grandma, she said "I'll think about it." And she said yes like a week later! By the way, this was hilarious. I'm so glad you feel comfortable enough to share this with pretty much the world. 😂
@ARTLECCHINO12
@ARTLECCHINO12 Год назад
@Bruh Bruh me too 🙄
@piperlooove1287
@piperlooove1287 4 месяца назад
i love you lauren im a member im rewatching this at around the age you were when you wrote all that 21 years ago
@ziennesadventures6026
@ziennesadventures6026 14 дней назад
Oh Lauren~~~~ You accidentally showed A’s name, dw I’m not some kind of psycho, I’ll keep it to myself. (P.S You never fail to make me laugh, and I’m sure it’s the same for your other subscribers as well!) Love your vids Lauren!
@comicmaker5950
@comicmaker5950 Год назад
Can we agree that this woman never lets us down and puts a smile on our face. we love you Lauren❤❤
@reneebrown6547
@reneebrown6547 Год назад
yes
@gachacookie5779
@gachacookie5779 Год назад
Stop you're trying to get a heart from Lauren
@justanotherhuman2246
@justanotherhuman2246 Год назад
Wow another comment that hundreds of people will copy and say the exact same thing 😀
@BigBossMan7833
@BigBossMan7833 Год назад
@@justanotherhuman2246 fr
@leamoreira9225
@leamoreira9225 Год назад
@@gachacookie5779 well would you do that too? plot twist: she just wanted to put in a comment :) btw you should not be making drama in the comments it's not nice just being honest
@xplrzz
@xplrzz Год назад
lauren, i’m a trans guy and this honestly comforts me so much while i was in denial because in my school so many people were homophobic. but this comforted me so much !
@twentyeight602
@twentyeight602 Год назад
Hey Seth have this virtual hug from fellow trans guy (I'm also kinda in denial and not sure but still)
@xplrzz
@xplrzz Год назад
@@twentyeight602
@xplrzz
@xplrzz Год назад
@@twentyeight602 you will figure it out soon
@Zura.Ann.Aesthetics
@Zura.Ann.Aesthetics Год назад
Same :]
@zombi3pony
@zombi3pony Год назад
I'm not trans but many of my friends are, sending virtual hugs and hoping your journey with finding yourself is a joyful one. If someone doesn't respect your identity, they are not your friend, whether they act nicely. Surround yourself only with those who respect and inspire you!
@kielanderson5090
@kielanderson5090 4 месяца назад
Lauren can you please make a video with all of the diary/ journal
@Lilly_291
@Lilly_291 5 месяцев назад
Lauren not noticing A’s name was in drawing she showed right at the beginning.
@froggie256
@froggie256 Год назад
It’s so brave of you to read your diary online, I would’ve been extremely nervous. But it just shows how far you’ve come as a person and in life ❤️
@DeGaJonEli
@DeGaJonEli Год назад
I love how Lauren is so confident reading this but it’s HILARIOUS and embarrassing at the same time lol, I feel it Lauren because I found a whole lot of my old drawings in a box called: October 13th 2015 and..they looked so bad..
@xxLJEGTxx
@xxLJEGTxx 2 месяца назад
“What’s your favourite book?” …Lauren’s diary 2000-2003 👁️👄👁️
@Cute_Cat25
@Cute_Cat25 5 месяцев назад
Oh Lauren I’m sure that I’m not the only one that feels bad for you.❤
@waternymph99
@waternymph99 Год назад
I used my journal to vent about how depressed I was and so whenever I reread my journals, I just get bummed. Your experience was much more fun! Not relatable at all for me, but hilarious and I'm hoping you continue this
@awesometani8148
@awesometani8148 Год назад
I hope everything is better now!! Are you Jewish btw? You have the same name as a friend of mine :)
@waternymph99
@waternymph99 Год назад
@@awesometani8148 I’m doing much better now, thanks for asking! No I’m not Jewish, but cool, another Rebekah! I don’t see many people that spell the name the same way I do
@WhoamI-ml6dj
@WhoamI-ml6dj Год назад
I wrote a lot about the people I hated. I wrote about my depression later on but when a teacher found it she reported it to cps or smth and my mom got in trouble (my mom knew about it already though because I told a “friend” about a year before the diary thing and she told her father and he told my mom. My mom started looking to get me a psychologist after the father thing and I got one a few months after the teacher thing)
@LilyTheTacoCat
@LilyTheTacoCat Год назад
@@waternymph99 I know a Jewish girl with that name and I always thought it was spelled Rebecca but now I'm questioning it 🤣
@AriPlayz08
@AriPlayz08 Год назад
@@waternymph99 I had a classmate named Rebekah and she had a twin sister but they moved last year 😢😭
@cheezieEditz
@cheezieEditz Год назад
its so cute thqt Bobby kissed Lauren on the head 😭 9:04
@ABunny-86
@ABunny-86 7 месяцев назад
I love how Bobby can in to give her a hug there soooo cute
@Deppresso-exspresso
@Deppresso-exspresso 6 месяцев назад
Why was "I wanted a boyfriend so badly" so relatable 😭 😭
@monstudios8939
@monstudios8939 Год назад
Respect. She had to do this to sacrifice and embarass herself- this makes me feel so young like the old days when the golden years passed away
@monstudios8939
@monstudios8939 Год назад
@Jack Wrath you dont have any content plus you said you werent those type of peolpe who spam "im better than other youtubers" and ur literally spamming this everywhere. Try finding better excuses and it will go nice.
@MilesTV2010
@MilesTV2010 Год назад
I’m not giving any of you my money.
@monstudios8939
@monstudios8939 Год назад
@@MilesTV2010 when did i say i wanted ur money? I only said i missed the old years.
@KuriaNeko
@KuriaNeko Год назад
This is absolutely relatable! I was just as cringy and boyfriend obsessed when I was 11. It's nice to know we all go through similar preteen melodrama.
@AlexMakesFanEdits
@AlexMakesFanEdits 2 месяца назад
Continue!!
@YourLocalChiken
@YourLocalChiken 2 месяца назад
I want a Lauren hug ❤
@Mango_TN553
@Mango_TN553 Год назад
The fact that Lauren feels safe enough to do this on the internet is just amazing! ❤
@juliannaelliott
@juliannaelliott Год назад
I love how she has to clarify that it’s her every entry don’t wanna confuse the journal 😂
@thesimpsonnsfanclub
@thesimpsonnsfanclub Месяц назад
as a pre-teen i really love that ur doing this
@bc1448
@bc1448 3 месяца назад
I bet editor Emily had a BALL animating and editing this one 😂❤
@justaaliyah3
@justaaliyah3 Год назад
i love how Lauren is living proof that a boy rejecting you may hurt at that time but in a few years your going to look back and laugh at it💜i love her so much
@LilyGrace1990
@LilyGrace1990 Год назад
Wow, Lauren. My journal is so much worse. I'm asexual so I didn't write about boys, I mostly wrote about how much I hated my parents. I had a really bad mom, so I understand that, but I come off like a sociopath in it. I also wrote about how I didn't have any friends. I'm literally still friends with one of the people I wrote about, so I don't know why I was so obsessed with the idea that I was a misunderstood loner whose friends would never understand her. It was so bad. I wish I'd just written about boys!
@sprinklejinx3178
@sprinklejinx3178 Год назад
As an ace person I just wrote about the dumbest mundane shit like going to my grandma's house and eating burnt popcorn.
@ItsValerie448
@ItsValerie448 Год назад
like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment like pinned coment
@creambunny7773
@creambunny7773 Год назад
lmao I could relate except that I am lonely and since my school is normal no one could understand why I don't want friends and I am basically the quiet kid that doesn't express emotions except online lol. But I don't hate my mother she just couldn't understand me neither does my family but I still love them.. EXCEPT MY SISTZeR DUN DUN DUUUN
@dreamii._
@dreamii._ Год назад
@@sprinklejinx3178 same and how much i hate my classmates☠️
@denadaily
@denadaily Год назад
@@creambunny7773 i can totally relate to that. the only thing that doesnt fit well with what you said was that i had a brother. ig we all have our differences.
@emiii_ssppams
@emiii_ssppams 4 месяца назад
this was so good!
@Wandererslover
@Wandererslover 17 дней назад
NO ONE GONNA TALK ABOUT HOW GOOD THE HANDWRITING IS FOR THAT AGE?
@xoxoluvvy11
@xoxoluvvy11 Год назад
What I do before bed: watch laurenzside for 3 hours straight😅❤
@MonikaDDLC25516
@MonikaDDLC25516 11 месяцев назад
ok will do 🤣
@Evblink_kpop
@Evblink_kpop 9 месяцев назад
Only three😂😂😂
@Zelliaaa
@Zelliaaa 6 месяцев назад
Same 😭
@BlaineS-Videos
@BlaineS-Videos 5 месяцев назад
Me too 🥲
@Cookie_10167
@Cookie_10167 4 месяца назад
😬🤫
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