but minecraft with depression and sadness and no happy people to talk to if ur down u cant do anything about it the song all they would do is listen to it and get sadder and sadder
This instrumental makes me feel alone walking in silent streets on a foggy day edit: no im not depressed its just experience ._. edit 2: y'all stop arguing im not depressed or want attention its just an experience for god sake
Those peaceful walks at 4:00 are the best the refreshing air to the silence of the city almost makes you wonder is it a dream or are you in a real world, the peaceful loneliness is something all should experience.
This song was a secret message, let me fill you in. The title, "I spoke to the devil in Miami, and he said everything would be fine" is literal. Miami is where X sold his soul to Satan for fame and fortune, when he was 17 (hence his albums name). I will now go into my take on this songs lyrical breakdown. (one thing to note is that he is telling a chronological story of the "conversation" he has with Satan) Intro - "It will all be over soon" ---- X was aware that his death was going to be very soon Verse - "I'm always where the sun dont shine, the tears dont show, wont hurt me now 'cause hearts been broke, i hate myself, but it wont show, i constantly lose all my remorse" ---- he starts off by telling us that before he sold his soul, he was very depressed Verse - "And its ten for the wolf, and three for the shepherd" --- in this analogy Satan is the wolf while X is the shepherd. If you arent familiar with this story, a wolf once stayed by a flock of sheep led by a shepherd for a long time, but never did anything to the sheep. One day, the shepherd left his flock with the wolf, for he trusted the wolf. When the shepherd came back to his flock, they were all dead. Through the wolf's cunning, he deceived the shepherd. Satan deceived X into selling his soul for fame and fortune, but in the end, Satan won the trade. Verse - "and it's one for the sheep who Led by your leopard, often gave his perception as a Handle of weapon, took a bite of your apple, give me All you can offer" ---- In this analogy, X is the sheep, while Satan (or one of his demons) is the leopard. Satan used his PERCEPTION (satan is a master deceiver) to deceive X into TAKING A BITE OF HIS APPLE (or selling his soul), in exchange for all Satan could offer X (fame and fortune) Verse - "now I'm trapped in a changing maze Setting my soul ablaze, couldn't control the pace Where is this going?" ---- Since trading his soul to the devil, X is no longer himself, now all he can do is ask himself the question "Where do 'I' go from here?" Verse - "Heartless is recklessness" ---- Remember earlier in the song when X said his heart was broke? Well, because he was heartless, he did not care about anything and was reckless because of it, which led to him selling his soul to the devil. Verse - " it's War with the pacifist to word of a masochist, I'm Off of the map," ----- X doesn't know whether to side with God or Satan, so for the time being he chooses neither. Verse - " my Lord, I spoke to a Baphomet, he Said he would save me if I gave him one thing you needed "What is this thing?", I pleaded boy, it's the key to even, yeah" ---- Satan tells X what he wants from him, Jahsey Onfroy's Key To Heaven.... his soul. Verse - "And as I spoke, my fangs were shown Taken aback, he smiles and tells me "What you crave will soon be yours But what I crave is already mine" Anima vestra Anima Anima vestra Anima" ---- By this point in the song the deal has been made, X sold his soul to Satan. Satan tells X that soon enough he will receive the fame and fortune he craved, but what SATAN craved, he already has, Anima Vestra. (anima vestra means YOUR SOUL).
@@braydenrice4679 not really, but trying to get through it emotionally. I haven’t been able to see some of my family in 5 months cause of the pandemic. I also haven’t seen some friends in 10 months.
The year is 2019 and you are laughing at the pictures online. The pictures are funny because you understand the contextual foundation of the jokes. This understanding makes you feel included, as if you're part of an inside-joke. You look to your left, then to your right. You're actually alone. You've felt alone for years, but the pictures online help you to forget that. The pictures online make you feel like you're having genuine shared experience. You know deep down the experience is not genuine, because there is a void in your heart that even the dankest meme could never fill.
X was more than just a rapper to some people, he was more than an artist, he was an inspiration. I myself, and I speak for many others, know that he made a positive impact on many others life’s, and helped people through tough times. X had his past, and although it may have been a bumpy road, that didn’t stop him. And it reminds us that nobody’s perfect. His music and his personality was a light in the dark for some people, but sadly that light has faded too early. It’s a shame we lost someone who made such an impact, at such a young age, so soon. R.I.P X ♥️
yourmom42069 he’s right x did have a different impact he inspired me to do different things and he was a really great artist but he was more than a artist he was a angel from heaven and now he has served his time on earth and he has went back to Jesus were he belongs having fun on the island with Tupac biggie, and micheal Jackson.
One of the most heartbreakingly beautiful melody’s to come the 2010s, no matter how many times it repeats you can’t stop listening You did good xxxtentacion, very good *Bless*
His music was Anger and Depression as a sound. No one in hiphop like him could portrait it so good like him. His songs hit the emotion and the mental state so perfectly its like he feels EXACTLY the same thing. Its very odd.
End of a movie.. this song plays as the camera slowly zooms out showing the aftermath of the end of the world. No animals or humans in sight. Just ash, smoke and silence… and for the first time in forever there is finally peace on earth.
Jah was a good person I didn’t listened to him a lot but his music made me feel like I wasn’t alone he was a good person he might rap about other stuff but he loved all his fans I wish he never left this world I didn’t know jah as a family member but I would die for him he was a good man Rest In Peace lil jah we love you 💓💕👍🏽✌🏽🥺
For everyone commenting things like, X could have been saved if he had faith in god No one can be saved by anything, It was X's time to go And no one could have changed what happened, don't get me wrong I loved that guy and he got me through a lot of hard times in my life but at the end of the day, It is what it is, and without X I'll never be the same. He stopped me from doing so much shit in my life that I wouldn't be able to take back, For example, suicide, self harming, etc. He did not only impact my life, but millions of other kids just like me Going through a hard time in their life or fighting depression I'm so grateful to X and his music, If he wasn't in my life I would probably be dead right now or be killing people and selling drugs R.I.P X, forever in our hearts. - Thanks for all the likes
Im literally just getting into X's music. I fucking love it. These more heartfelt beats get me. That being said I'm trying to evolve so I wrote a little something to this kinda like a freestyle few minutes thing. If anyone could give me some critiques try guide me that'd be amazing. I spoke to the angels I lay awake Pray the lord My breath he takes I sleep all day I pray the lord The devil he keep away My friends don't know me I don't know myself I hope they know If all goes well Maybe this feeling Will drown itself Self pity a self portrait Talked to god last night Told him I don't want to But this my fate Can't keep wishing I don't keep struggling Staring at the mirror Behind me the scene Me on my bed Finally free I talked to them The angels he sent Asked them if my Life was worth more What am hurting for Is my soul beautiful Why am I so harmful To the ones I love I need that place above I need you I need your love I lay in bed Eyes to the ceiling Just waiting For the feeling My heart stop beating Cradled me in they arms The angels he sent Friends of god Finding peace inside of me Came so easily When every breath finally left me I talked to the angels Asked if it'd be okay They replied this way Not if earth is where I stay
I'm wondering whether you're gonna come back to this as some sort of nostalgia. or when youre finally at the lowest point of your life? Lets see how your story will fold, Zephinor.
Every soul that has spoken and moved the world into balance I ask yall too move thru me so I can bring more love and open the heart of thos who haven't felt love
I can feel the sound, the white sound behind... The piano, the chords, in the night, the tragedy, the darkness and lonely take my soul. Rest in peace X🌎
Wow. I use to have many friends, parties, everything. Now I have no one ☝️. And that’s how life is🤷🏼♀️people never stay, or change . You’re left with yourself .
this is the only reason why I support Jahseh, his songs just hits different, there ain’t no song that I’ve hated of his, Rest In Peace Jahseh Onfroy, sad that your life was taken way to soon :( 🙅🏽♀️🙅🏽♀️🙅🏽♀️🖤😔
With every inch I have left/ when the wind can't catch my breath/ feelings of loneliness/ hold me close alone stoned again/ can't pick up the phone my friend/ heroin swallowed you/ I'm feeling hollow to/ I wish I can shed a tear there just no more left in here/ dissapointed despise my crisis/ the lies tighten my weakness like vices/ open my mind before I die with all my ancestors/ its been years and i still can't land better/ I wake up with a heart race/ no one understands this is a hard place/ Diagnosed with anxiety/ darkness providing me/ a room with a dying tree/ no water pouring/ the roots are screaming/ I stare at it closely/ so numb no meaning/ I hate feelings/ someone please give it life and feed it/ In the morning i start off with a hit of marijuana/ addiction runs through me I'm just like my father/ teder toter/ with getting heated like saunas/ cheap insecure but got a bucket full of talent/ throw it away saying fuck it it doesn't matter/ I hate chatters with the devil/ life dont feel right I just thought I should write u guys this letter/ I think of suicide sometimes/ but I'm to blind to climb/ out of this sight of mind/ hide behind the blinds/form a twisted mentality/ brain is a world war 2 restrained battlefield/ deranged im crumbling from the beat of my heart/ its deep might as well sleep with the sharks/ I dont even like my creation of art/ its ugly and so am I/ I want to grow and I'm only talking about wings to show when i fly/ bring me high/ hug my grandmother I never want to say goodbye/ I'm falling she tries/ to grip me/ flash backs of the past sickly/ spread through my head quickly /12 taking meds flipping/ someone I need help fix me.../in the pot I melt swiftly/ ejject reset this misphit/ they ditched me/ in the pit life's such a bitch isint she/ I'm jealous of my friends and this isint pretend/ I think about all the things they can do easily/ pick me up than throw me down/ hit me I dont care what happens/ I miss being a little kid laughing/ playing at the park after school never even attended mark a tally a fool/ staring at the papers they layed on my stool/ it felt like the darkest alley/ small classes small shell/ tall gates raw hell/ i dont feel so well well I sat in a well/ it collapsed all around me burying myself/ bruises and welts/ I'm glad everyone is happy/ kicking it back/ taking snaps acting/ like life is one big fashion/ blunts passing/ drunk crashing/ crap rappers/ who think its cool to be a asshole/ shitting on what I brewed since a tadpole/ if any of you think you can rap stay away from me kid/ I'll look you in the face feel the pain from my ribs/ than tare you to bits/ I have chemicals pumping me like a gas station/ ask me about my past hate it/ some say my sickness is like sacred craft/ wrapped in love aching/ wait patient grab the match put it to the black paintings/ watch as the amazing fire blaze takes it/ now all your problems were just a fable you think having none makes you stable
I'm from Russia and I really like to listen to music. It's 2 o'clock in the morning, I'm damn sleepy, but I'm waiting for the dawn to this song. For some reason, I'm very sad.
Clean my slate I’ve lost it all I can’t restart Can’t stop this fall I run a fever Trying to escape I’m no believer In second chances Starting over again It’s too late now It has happened The past is written And the pen is gone It can’t be changed The pain is prolonged When will it stop I got so numb Please help me I can’t feel love I’ve disrespected Myself And the god above Just dragging along Writing this song I realized All I do is wrong please tell me I’m wrong I feel like a ghost Anger I feel the most I wish to be happy If only I could Oh lord save me I’m just misunderstood I can’t see my visions bleared Bringing it back to all the laughs I shared I know people care I just don’t care I’m just sitting there thinking where I belong maybe I’m wrong Maybe I’m just emo Or fake depressed I think it’s much less Than I make it seem I’m trapped in this dream That I’m just blown over I swear I’m going over
This song is like being on a medieval battlefield after the battle and walking through the slaughter corpses everywhere, wounded screaming, banners flying
Fell from heaven Lost my heart Can I get it? Soul and body Feel ripped apart No answer Have you resented Me as a child That was given to you As a present from the earth To the heavens So I'll shine amongst the stars Falling asleep against a stone Counting rocks That shoot past my home Before I close my eyes I wisper a suddle tone.
Just sitting down and listening to this alone..., just wants you to fix your life not for yourself then for Him..he just want to help people and everyone Sided against him now he is dead they saying “Rip X” pathetic nobody truly treasured him existence before it was too late now everyone ( not saying fans ) wants to they care smh Rest is Peace X I’ll miss you🔥❌❌❌
there’s nothing like just listening to this... thinking about when we were kids and laughing and playing without a care in the world. what happened... why did everything go this way? i know i’m still a kid but even being 17 and just knowing something went wrong somewhere is giving me chills. i miss the times when i would hang out with my cousins and brothers and play games all day all night and go to the park and play on the swings and get ice cream with them and just have a blast. it’s all just fading slowly. As a kid i thought growing up would be so fun and being an adult would be so cool. But now knowing that it’s like this and i know it’s not gonna get any better it’s just weird. Most of my family isn’t around to hangout or do anything. Just wanna find the right place to be..
Spoke to the baphomet and he said my soul is leaving i choked and i pleaded that i want happiness but i am depleted acting extra and i feel my insides are heated, fake smile and no feeling woke up and realized these drugs are relieving from the friends and family that cheated
A moment of deep silent for people who are still searching for this song... I have been searching it for well over two years. Farewell, love God, and Amen ❤
Here' something I wrote last year and I thought it would sound good with this instrumental; i cant do this. | 10/14/16 the frustration the temptation the abrasion all i need right now is you, right by my side. i cant abide. I’ve always tried to stay strong dont know my rights from my wrongs. rolling down hills. popping them pills. getting the chills dont know how to feel. when you cant keep it real. staring at the ceiling. getting the feeling. that you’re lying to me. trying to be a little secretive. i dont wanna live. nor do i wanna give into these thoughts. i dont wanna be impactive. i just wish to be attractive. looking in the mirror. i just got a shiver. thinking ‘bout the river. the separation. the medication. this fucked up little situation. its all a mess. i cant confess. to the things i do when youre nowhere near. i somewhat fear. that this situation is a bit unclear. im all alone. on my phone. feeling faded. feeling degraded. feeling like you traded me in. or just tossed me away in the bin. frustration temptation abrasion seperation medication fucked up little situation feeling very sore feeling more degraded than i've ever been before. -kathrine
I listen to it to remind me that life isn’t always sad and filled with heart break. My life has been filled with hopelessness and heartbreak but I excape listening to his music and I will always be thankful and grateful to have his music and although I never got to see him in person I miss him dearly he changed my life. I’m not a day 1 x fan but a really big fan of his work. I hope your with your friends jahseh, I hope I get to meet you up there🕊
Man this just hits your soul hard, you feel different you feel like hard times so much right now but thinking is there going to be better or there's definitely going to be better when you listen to the inaturmental
