I tried to heal my anxiety by going on dating apps 

That coffee shop date story had me laughing out loud! Honestly, I'm grateful you shared it. Life is indeed about perspective; we grow and improve through our experiences. Considering this is online dating, it has its pros and cons. I'm excited for you, especially as someone with hearing loss, and it's great that your date was accommodating-that's a huge plus. It's also wonderful that they respected you, your time, and saw you for who you are. You're knowledgeable, wise, and beautiful. I enjoy your content and, as for the future, if it's meant to be, just don't get married without letting us know! Sending warm regards from Florida🌴🌴🌴

I'm sorry things didn't work out, maybe a more comfortable environment would be better, like a board game cafe/used book store?