"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger. Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later. Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
My life is trash nobody respects me I have to move and it's tuff these days man I just want to kill myself this is why. I will neverever want to be in this generation bcz my life is trash nothing can cure me except my old school. My cousins don't love me anymore how they us to I have bad friends and just yeah umm yeah that's I hate my lif3
Forget and move on. I know it’s hard. She may be the girl of your dreams. But are you the man of her dreams? I know it’s hard to hear, but the truth. Become the best version of yourself you can
@@stephenhataway2303I was the best version of myself when I was with her I’ve never felt cared for or remembered i heard a joke and laughed it wasn’t funny I saw something everyone else thought was cute or nice I smiled I didn’t think they were cute nice or funny for the first time in a couple years I finally found something that actually made me happy and made me smile without forcing it or faking it I smiled without realizing it was nice. I told her how I felt she said she felt the same way I kissed her she had the worlds biggest smile on her face then she dropped it so fast and said we could only be friends I asked why but she wouldn’t tell me so we were just friends but any time I saw her I reminded her how I felt and every time she said she still felt the same way. We had this friend group and we would all se each other 3 days a week one day she didn’t show I asked her friend and she said she moved and I really thought if anything happened to any of us we would tell each other goodbye but I didn’t get a goodbye everyone knew she was moving but me. Her friend told me the reason we could only be friends was because from the first day I knew her to the last she knew she was moving and that’s why it sucks because there’s no hate towards one another. I think I’m going to find someone else but I know they won’t mean as much as she meant to me and to be honest I think I rather be alone then to find someone else.
Real. (She was everything to me, but she wanted to leave without fixing anything and left me with all the love in my hands. Honestly, my days without her are no longer the same, without her "good morning my love" or her "good night rest my little prince" is something that damages me mentally but I will have to live with it. Living without it. To live without his love. Learn to take it with me where life wants it. I'll keep thinking about her 😞
that's right...deep breaths now...hate yourself, loathe yourself, no one loves or need you, maybe your family might, but thats that, chill bruh, let go, you're not special, anyone can replace you, you're just temporary
As someone who has thought about suicide dozens of times, parents have died, has been betrayed, has been cheated on, has lost many familiars, had been changed by friends, cried, lied about his depression and acts like its fine, this song feels me.
I lost my grandfather at 6 due to covid-19 pandeimc when i heard it my life shatterd i remebred the times i played and watched old tv shows and godzilla films in 10 now and living a good life but still think bout him
Your skin isn't a paper, Don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, Don't hang it Your body isn't a book, Don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, Dont end it You're Beautiful the way you are, Dont listen to them, Your life is amazing :)
Suicide is a pity death, you may never believe it when you are in this deep disconnect, depression... Death is a gift for people, really any living being, weight off your feet. Death should never be taken, it is no longer a gift but it turns into a unworthy bypass, you have stolen what you wanted, and did not see what discord you have caused. Moribund is the state of death, do not take it, receive it when your time is ready, live, by all means, live...
From 19-22 I wanted to die after my closest friend died. Never kill yourself. The day I met my cousin’s newborn girl I was embarrassed I ever wanted to die. I’d never have met her. Heads up playas. WHEN you get out of those dark places too you are impervious and people ask me why I’m so happy. It’s cause I used to have DARK days. Good luck everyone!
death isnt the worst thing in life its the things you lose along your path to death death is a mere dot to your setence wainging to be placed yea death may seem scary but its also the one true promise in life that can never be broken its inevitable sp why not accept the fact death is normal be you and dont let life effect how you feel your your own being others are theres you control you they control them we must live with suxh a fact in order to seek peace bc without understanding there can be no peace in this world
vc fica olhando para um ponto especifico totalmente com um olhar parado e vazio , enquanto suas emoções ficam fluindo naquele momento , sem vc saber oq é isso definitivamente ,vc faz varias perguntas a si mesmo de fatos que aconteceu com vc e se poderia evitar -los e se fez escolhas certas até se pergunta se vc tivesse sido melhor naquele momento poderia mudar as coisa , porem , por algum motivo só deixa sua mente se mover e muitos pensamentos ,seja do que fez ou do que será de vc com as coisas que fez.... Vc realmente está bem ? vc sabe que se n mudar o hoje n vai ter oq fazer no amanhã , ent mude , melhore e só prosiga com fé
What is so good about living all you do is a cycle Kids Wake up early eat breakfast get to school do work for 7 hours or how many hours of school and then when you get home you have to do more work at home and if you fail you'll get consquenses even if you try so hard to pass all theese distractions are just a waste of time|Adults Wake up earlier then kids and if you have kids you have to make sure to wake them up for school then you have to get ur kids to school and go to work pick ur kids up and you have responsibilities to do if you have kids you have to respond to emails letters texts calls people calling ur name and people are hurt on the inside but whos gonna care about ur feeling cause someday the people you think you can trust is gonna betray you or die ur family members are gonna die then you have to greive over theres death whats so good about life|you act like everything is ok you put a smile on ur face even tho the times you go through bye thanks for reading i guess
We sometimes need to wake up to what we are doing in life it’s being wasted in time of your life every thing feels sad in way we’re you just want to die it’s not true as Jesus can fill your heart
Je sais plus qui je suis Je sais plus où je suis Je souffre beaucoup trop Mon cœur et déchiré, déchiqueté, brûlé mais je tiens touche debout Pourquoi, pour qui je sais pas Je souffre beaucoup trop Pourquoi suis-je là Pourquoi avoir une vie dure, souffrent, pleine de tristesse Je sais plus qui je suis Je sais plus où je suis Je souffre beaucoup trop
It was a very sad day for me, i was only 8-9 years of age i traded all my expensive items for stupid ahh cape in Growtopia thinking that it was one of those expensive one that cost alot of diamond locks😢 😡
There she was lying in her bed Thinking all the times she had with her friends Waiting till her parents come out Never has she felt this feeling Feeling of being around a million but just 1 sitting Not letting herself out for others Put all the feelings inside a little ball not asking for it to curve Thinking of ending it all All the mean words get to her Thinking of all the times she had fun Just for the bad ones to cover it all Thinking of ending it all Realising her parents are gonna atend her funeral Thinking and imagining her parents cry Gets up and pulls out a knife Wishing they can take back what they said For her clothes her face and her head But its to late as she hears the crys of the living wishing she took the beating May everyone take this as a life lesson, no matter what comes don't end it all.
Maybe he’s got nothing in life but you maybe he’s losing grip on reality maybe he’s dreamed this perfect life with you in it and realized just like that dream it’s to good to be true maybe he thinks he’s going to wake up and realize how alone he is without you maybe he loves you to much to be fully attached to someone he thinks is one day just going to leave him like everyone and everything else has. I don’t know why you think he’s losing feelings or if he has but I hope this helped please know that I wish the best for you and I’m not just talking about this I mean in life if things do or don’t work out either way I hope you are able to find happiness in life. Best of luck
God and Jesus loves you they made so much sacrifices... Jesus died for us and were killed by US And God regrets making us.. We need to do better and stop sinning please repent and pray. Thank God that you wake up everyday. Fun fact: A rainbow or the rainbow symbolizes that God will never flood the Earth again. Sad fact: Mary had to watch her son for 6 hours on the cross. Please turn to God and be saved
