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Hi there! I just wanted to let y'all know that I submitted a message after the last video shared this message about resources (so wonderful!!). I received a response, but after replying twice, nobody got back to me. Is there something I should have done or clarified? I would really prefer an open dialogue, although the lady who replied once saying she will pray is very encouraging. Thank y'all!
This is my brother-in-love. I couldn't be more honored to be his sister. His testimony continues to strengthen our family. We stand in faith as a family believing God that he WILL walk again, and continue to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. He is on assignment and will continue to be used to lead people all over the world to Jesus!
I declare and I decree in the mighty name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth your brother in law "Vincent Rutley" is walking boldly and standing tall in the physical right now in Jesus name, i believe it and i see it. Right now he is standing tall in the spirit and walking out Gods perfect will obediently, faithfully and boldly. I come into full agreement with you and your family's prayers and I align with your faith. Keep dancing, keep rejoicing, keep praising and keep worshipping God that it's finished. God is a faithful and on time God. I thank God for showing up and showing out for Vincent over and over again, God will receive all the glory and everyone will know that God did it. Hallelujah, Amen 🎉❤ I am celebrating with you now and so is all of Heaven. I love you my beautiful family in Christ. Love, Jennifer Allen 😊 @Kanita Rutley @Vincent Rutley
Ten years ago I had similar experience. I got hit by a car, leaving me supposedly as quadriplegic. The only thing I could move was my neck. But while in that hospital I had an encounter with Jesus. He spoke to me and promised my healing. It's been over ten years, and I too believe he would do it. I've been getting lots of sensation in my body. My strength in my arms came back, I have sensation in the legs. What the doctors and therapists told me it was impossible, God is making possible for me on a daily basis. If you are out there and going through similar situations or worse, do not give up on Christ. Cry out to him. He heard me when I was in the ICU and I'm sure he'll hear you too. And if he had already promised you, please do not give up. It may tarry or linger, but you just wait, it'll come to pass. God bless.
Brother this testimony is so powerful!! Many times we testify AFTER the miracle! I love that you are testifying from the chair still believing God! How ironic that this video came out on the 12 year anniversary of the start of your new assignment! Hallelujah!!! God is so faithful!
My uncle had a wreck, he was paralyzed due to his spine being severed. They said he would be a vegetable. He was only that way for a time he was completely healed. He is now in his late 70's.
MY son went through a similar situation. He wrote about Disability Rights for his college entrance. About a year in college, Christian College, he was struck by a car. Finished college, continued working hard. Received a Heroic Award from college, fought for Disability Rights and he just soared with the strength from God. He was a living breathing testimony. He worked for the LORD till God called him home. He even knew the time he was going home with the LORD. He told that to his doctor, " I think this is it." God is real. You really don't know God is all you truly have till you need Him. Amen 🙏🏾
Sir, I am one of the reasons the Lord had you waiting for so long for your miracle. He needed me to see this. He needed me to hear your testimony of true faith, trust, and obedience. I watch these Delafé Testimonies all the time because I love to see what the Lord has done for people, and because the videos increase my faith. At first I didn’t understand why you were being interviewed when you hadn’t had the manifestation of your miracle yet. But then I realized this interview was orchestrated by God. The Lord really did something for me when I watched it just now. I needed this so bad! The Spirit of the Lord came upon me and I prayed in the Spirit and cried out to God. This testimony brings deliverance! This testimony brings the results of the fast in Isaiah 58- it looses the bands of wickedness, undoes heavy burdens, lets the oppressed go free, and breaks every yoke! The Lord He is the God!
I usually don’t talk about my business but i burst into tears when hearing this song. I am going through addiction, pain, heartache and have neglected God for years . I finally came to him and it feels so good to know he hasn’t given up on me and never will.
We are about to witness a miracle. The Lord put him on here this day with the channel so we could all bare witness. God always absolutely amazes me!!!!!!!!!!! All Glory To God!!!!!
I just started watching this channel and it’s been my favorite since,the testimonies have really helped me on my journey of recovery and healing in my life god bless and can’t wait to see what else you all release
I just found it recently too! What a blessing. As I work I have been listening to these testimonies❤ I have been saved since I was 8… I have been through so much in my 48 years and with every trial or tragedy Jesus has never left my side and God has grown my faith to heights that Have even shocked me❤🙌🏻🙏🏻 I am living proof that God exists because I shouldn’t be here right now….; BUT GOD!
This is one of my oldest friends. I remember this day like it was yesterday. The whole church was just numb. The day he came back to church, I was shouting the minute he was wheeled through the door. I love you so much Vince (hand slide)❤❤
this blessed me beyond belief, im currently in the throes of recovering from severe mental illness (cptsd, schizoaffective, psychosis), it’s been harder to trust god due to the invisible nature of my current affliction, i question my reality on a daily basis and dissociate so hard to the point where my body looks and feels like a strangers. i used to have passions as a writer, artist, filmmaker, comedian, but have lost 90% of that original brain function. i question the voices that i hear, i question god’s nature, but despite the chaos and confusion, im trusting that he is faithful to save and to heal. i know he’s doing neurosurgery on me every day because i can physically feel nerves, blood vessels, and neurons grow and snap back into position, like he’s changing the topography of my brain and reversing the damage and the areas that were chemically rewired due to trauma. i thank you for your obedience and faith
💕❤️💕 Keep holding on to God star19735. You hold on, decree & declare & claim back your right, sound mind, skills and talents through the Word of God - your word, shield , strong tower and buckler. I believe, in the name of Jesus you will get your break through. I’m excited for you ❤️🙏🏾 No matter what it looks and feels like in the natural, through the Word of God, faith and trust, victory is yours. Every blessing and favour.
I pray God will make your healing complete, and help you to know and walk with Him. Look to Jesus, the author and finisher of our Faith. If you want to know the nature of God, reading the gospels will help, since Jesus is the exact representation of the Father in His works and in His words. May God heal you and help you to grow wisdom, discernment and understanding.. and help you most of all to know the truths of His word so no matter what voices we hear, may God help you through His character and His word to understand which ones are of Him and which are not. Sometimes it's hard to test what they say, but knowing God through His word can be an immense help because through His scriptures we learn His character and how He wants us to live. Just knowing these things can help immensely to know what to do with what we are hearing. May God our Heavenly Father completely heal you. In the Name of Jesus Christ. Father help this person to perceive what is reality, what is and is not of You, help them to perceive themselves as you created them to be, no longer to disassociate, but to feel and perceive as You intended. Restore their brain function Father, heal what has been damaged, and guide their steps to that place of wholeness in You. In Jesus Name. Amen.
“You don’t know God is all you need until God is all you have.” I myself suffered from a spinal cord injury and am a wheelchair user. I experienced the hand of God however living with a SCI is not easy. It’s testimonies like this one that keep me encouraged. Thanks for sharing. Vincent, may God continue to bless you and your family and may everything you place your hands on prosper.
I want to first say that, EVERY TIME I watch a testimony on this channel, someone says something that immediately brings a scripture to my mind...in this case when he was talking about the feelings in his legs I thought about Ezekiel 37, the valley of dry bones when the bones began to rattle as they came back together. I imagined or could see/hear bones lying on the ground begin to rattle as the wind started to pick them up and put them together. And then a portion of the song "Lend Your Song to Me" came to my spirit "I can hear the sound of heaven, like a mighty rushing wind, I can hear the sound of heaven, rushing me rushing me in"....something like this happens EVERY TESTIMONY lol. I take it as a daily reminder that this channel is indeed the Lord's work and it opens my eyes to something new about Jesus every time. To Vincent, I don't see a lot of people operate in the gift of faith often, but this brother is abundant in it. My prayer is that what I saw/felt described above be manifested in life of he and his wife as they continue to submit themselves to the agenda of heaven! May Jesus continue to be lifted in their lives.
I have a feeling we’re going to be hearing from him again really soon. Nothing he’s experiencing right now is by accident. I really enjoyed his testimony. I’ve been believing God for my miracle too concerning my skin. I’ve had chronic eczema all my life and it’s gotten worse recently but I still believe he took our infirmities and bore our sicknesses and diseases at Calvary. It’s already done in JESUS Name.
You testimony is a blessing bc I went through a car accident when my wife and I were waiting to get married in her home town and my injuries were 11 broken ribs, punctured lung, lacerated liver, 13 pieces of auto glass in my eye so I can relate, also a PK. I will pray for you brother and please do the same for me. God bless!
Believing God for healing my household. Specifically healing a family member of Alzheimer’s, and another family member of type 1 diabetes and another family member of alcohol addiction in Jesus name amen
Thank you Jesus,, I join my faith with you today that you will receive your healing in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, for it is written, by His stripes we are healed. Amen
A friend of mine was also paralyzed for 12 years after a car accident, and the doctors told her that she would never walk again, but Jesus had other plans for her and now she walks. Psalm 118-8 It is better to trust in The LORD than to put confidence in man. God bless you and your wife. ❤
Oh God i am in tears 😢 now listening to this beautiful testimony. My son was born on 11/01/2011 back in Africa the same day he had the accident,with my son i went into labor for over 12 hours and none stop pain,by God's Grace he came out but he was not breathing he was lifeless😢 and i cry unt to God and say :God please let him live he will serve you😢😢,after a while i heard him cry,then i said thank you Lord,he just turned 12 years last week,i believe his testimony is telling me something about my son when it comes to him serving the Lord as i promised to God when he was born,please pray for my son ,so that that promise will be fulfilled some day,i don't in wich way he will serve Him but i know he will serve the Lord. Thank you brother for your testimony the Lord is not yet done with you ,be blessed ❤❤.
I cannot express how much this young man’s testimony spoke to me and deeply blessed me on so many levels. His prayer blessed and ministered to me. I found myself weeping and words I cannot/could not express in words to God to get to the heart of what I’m carrying and feeling I felt them some how being expressed within the prayer and my tears. God richly continue to bless this young and wife. Thank you for sharing your testimony with such joy, faith and expressing your real trust in The Most High loving God who works in mysterious ways. God bless you Delafe Team. Every blessing ❤️🙏🏾
I listened to this young man's testimony maybe 2 weeks ago and last night I was attack in a area that I'm believing God for a healing and after praying and reading my Bible I listened again to his testimony and know it will happen for me,if I don't quit.🎉🥳
Please pray for the people of Japan living near Mount Fuji. The Lord warned me to spread this message for the saints to pray and intercede about a volcanic eruption that will happen to Mount Fuji. My Mom also recently had a dream about this too. Stay blessed ❤
I wish I could hear everyone's reactions. I so needed this testimony. I'm going through a tough time in many ways and awaiting my kid's healing, among others. They're telling all sorts of things about her, but like you and Jairus, I ain't listening. I cried a few times, but this is so encouraging. God is writing the story; this isn't a punishment but an assignment. May the Lord bless you and your family greatly (your wife is inspiring, too!). Thank you for sharing your testimony and heart-touching prayer. Jesus should be my everything. Am I trying to please him? I got some excellent questions and answers from the video. Blessings and much love from Quebec!🧡🙏
Wow! What an amazing testimony! I cried tears of joy when he referred to it as his new assignment! That resonated with me! My new assignment started just over 6 years ago. I was told the same thing. Wherever you are after a year, that's as good as it gets. They don't know our God! To this day, I continue with physical therapy and I am walking. I've been very very sick since January. In and out of the hospital and they're still trying to figure out what is causing this. I prayed and asked God to heal me from this and He said, "Without the diagnosis I won't get the glory." So this testimony also confirmed that for me. I truly believe that God is fixin to do some serious miraculous healing! P. S. I'm a PK too. 😊❤🙌
Jude 1:20-21 NKJV [20] "But you, beloved, building yourselves up on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Spirit, [21] keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life." I can hear the _most holy faith_ in your comment. God bless you in your assignment and continue giving him the glory!!! Can't wait to hear about your breakthrough.
Here I am 🙋♀️. One more added to the growing number of persons who have seen you in your wheelchair sharing your testimony before God heals you fully. May the Lord keep on blessing you and may you be used still for His glory. Love from 🇮🇳.
I was in an accident one year ago June 19th that left me paralyzed chest down. I actually broke my neck in 3 places and my back had to be fused (rods put in). I don’t remember any of it. I woke up in the hospital after my first surgery on my neck. Apparently i saw God. I talked to him. I also saw my father and grandfather which have both passed. I came out of surgery praying with everyone. I knew a certain nurse lost his friend recently and told him he was okay and that i wanted to pray with him. How i knew this nurse lost his friend and i knew his name, i cannot explain other than i actually went to heaven and saw with my own eyes. I told everyone God said he wasn't ready for me, i had more to do here. I dont remember any of this either. I have only seen video my sister recorded when i was saying all this. Its hard for me to take in sometimes. I have been told my injury is complete which means i most likely wont gain any feeling back, but listening to this, gave me so much hope. I have been having awful nerve pain in my tailbone and the bottoms of my feet. Ive accepted i may never regain any of what ive lost. Its funny before my injury i prayed to god and asked him for strength and confidence. I truly believe he is giving me strength, i am slowy building strength, emotionally as well as physically. I am building confidence as well, not as much as i would like to have and yes i still struggle with not feeling confident at all, but i know deep down that confidence and strength aren't things you gain easily. It will take time, but hey thats all i got is time! I want to feel close to God, im definitely working on that as well. I wish he would just speak to me! Like to where i can literally hear him! Anyways thank you for your video! You are so inspiring!
Vincent’s story is incredible…brought tears to my eyes. Being from Detroit and the area he spoke of I know how busy these freeways are and how people fly on them. I pray God heals you. The fact that this didn’t break him and he is still a strong soldier for the lord has been the biggest testimony on DeLafé that I’ve seen. Stay blessed Vincent 🙏
Wow, amen brother. You are the most faithful christian I have ever known and I strive to have a faith as strong as yours May God richly bless you by fulfilling his word Thank you so much +1 Like
Wow i so needed to hear this testimony!! I tore my achillies tendon in the summer and its taking time to get back to walking 100% again. I will continue to believe God for complete healing and restoration. I will be standing with you for your healing because YOU ARE HEALED. The price has been paid. Praise you Jesus!!
I love God and I surrender myself to him so I want others to reach this I will come and tell my testimony, of what happened and how God choose me to be someone I am today, yes I am not good on English but I know God will help me,,,, Please help me am looking for people traveling and do the work of God,I will be happy to save others,I want to start this and am looking for a spiritual father who's going to teach me how to use the gift that God give me
Love this!!! I came to Christ hoping for healing from severe Ehlers Danlos Syndrome in 2011. I was bedbpunded and using wheelchair. I still have EDS but I can work and push through with Jesus' strength
What a beautiful testimony! My God… is sooo AWESOME! Vincent thank you, for telling your story. I’m a PK, and you have encouraged me on WAITING on the plan of God for our lives. New Assignments come with some Battle Scars.🙏🏽❤️💪🏽👨🏽🦽➡️🚶🏾♂️
What an amazing testimony and because of this testimony I am motivated. I have quit drinking, cocaine,crack, cigarettes and weed.. the last thing I have left to stop is pain pills but watching this testimony the Holy Spirit showed me that I can trust in Jesus and my withdrawal will not be so bad or I won't feel uncontrollably sick. When I would run out of pills I get very very sick but hearing how the Lord didn't allow him to feel pain, wow that is very encouraging 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙌🏼
What a beautiful person and soul! He handled the situation with so much grace! His parents obviously did a good job raising him. He’s so inspirational!
Wow! This helped my faith grow tremendously thank you Jesus! We should not worry about tomorrow because it is in His Hands already so it’s going to be okay! Hallelujah!
Amen! What a beautiful testimony of the power of God. I am weeping to have heard you. I have seen the video and passed it so many times. But it showed up again today, and I watched it. I praise God for "Walking by FAITH" and not by SIGHT! My husband had a stroke, and it has set us financially back, but we believe God. Thank you, Vincent.
The testimony has spoken to me so much. I am waiting on a promise the lord has promised me. I can relate so much!!! God is using this brother!!!!! I am so happy to hear this testimony!!! His level of faith is 🔥🔥🔥🔥
Brother Eric, may Our Heavenly Father continue to enrich, strengthen and uphold you in HIS righteous right hand, alongside the whole team of brothers and sisters in Christ working with you and the body of Christ worldwide. May you enter into the joy of Our Master, when your assignment here is done, as this ministry is a blessing. Brother Vincent, we are grateful to ADONAI, for HIS life through you! Keep being encouraged and encouraging others. We are rejoicing now and will also rejoice with you when we see you come back here and testify of Christ' YAHUSHA'S, healing through and upon you! HalleluYAH!
Moved me to tears. The work is still going, not even finished yet and I was STILL in awe at the power of God! I sometimes forget that being alive just for the _opportunity_ to serve him is a humbling honor. Lord I love you.
I'm struggling to find the words... your testimony and prayer have truly blessed me! I feel even closer to God 🙌🏽🙌🏽-thank you Lord for this man and what you're doing through him!
Watching this video and listening to the powerful prayer built my faith in Christ.Thanks, brother, May our God, the greatest physician, continuing to heal you. By His stripes we healed.
Wow!! What a beautiful testimony!! I am in tears! I know you WILL walk again and sooner than you think! I am praying for you and your wife!! Praise God!!!❤
Coming home after a stressful day and this is exactly what I needed to see. This is powerful. When he said , “this was not a punishment but an assignment.” Wheewwwww. I needed to hear that. Thank you for this. I been loving this channel. You guys are truly doing God’s work.
I absolutely love this brothers faith and I can't wait to see him get his miracle that was promised to him 12 years ago and has been holding onto it without giving up, ALL glory to the Lord Jesus Christ! God is good all the time and all the time God is good! Amen! 🙌🏼🕊️✝️
I cried so much , I have 3 brothers and I couldn’t imagine the horror his little brother felt 💔 but as he said, the Lord won’t give us more than we can handle. This is so beautiful and I would LOVE to hear his wives testimony 🌸 God bless y’all
Wow this brothers testimony is powerful. I admire the way he speaks and how he expresses himself..I love the faith he has in the Lord. God bless you brother I pray for healing.
SCREAMING "HALLELUYAH!" PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE THE MOST HIGH! WHAT A TESTIMONY! LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!!! THANK YOU FOR SHARING! PLEASE DO ANOTHER VIDEO WHEN THE MOST HIGH BLESS YOU TO WALK!
I cried listening to the first few minutes of this testimony. I cried. Such an amazing teaching moment for me and others listening to this. A perfect reminder. I'm going to forward this testimony to some of my friends as a reminder to have faith, to believe, to trust God.
God spoke to me clearly through this faith filled man of God. Thank you Jesus for healing this awesome man & doing a mighty & beautiful work in him & through him. This video has blessed me tremendously. I speak many blessings over you & your family my brother in Jesus name!
Oh My God and Father.... I cried hearing what happened to this brother. .It's a miracle he is even alive. That nurse showing up when she did... no coincidence. God brought her there, directed her steps. What a powerful testimony you have even now, Vincent. Your spirit and your faith, your conviction in what you have seen God do, and what you know He has and will continue to do through you and your story is so uplifting and encouraging to so many people, and it's only going to get better. I am sharing this, and can't wait to see that video when you are up and walking. People are going to see how real God is.. even medical professionals will be amazed, and have to admit it's a miracle! You just keep standing in Faith and quoting the Word , and reminding yourself of what God said He will do. He does not withhold any good thing from those who walk uprightly. God bless and keep you, make His face to shine upon you and continue to give you His peace and that amazing gift of faith. Your faith is so powerful and so inspiring. Not only do I believe God will save people because of your testimony, but I also believe He will build faith in those who need healing, and help them to believe for their miracle. Praise God! This is already so powerful; it's going to be even MORE powerful when all those people see your healing with their own eyes.
God bless you my friend. Reading this tonight, you have encouraged and blessed my spirit so much. Thank you for being a soldier in the army of believers. We will see a miracle in Jesus name. Love you.
Hallelujah Bro!! I can see and hear the Lord in every word you speak, It’s beautiful hearing ur story & knowing that God is so faithful and true to his word…Bro in Christ…Be Blessed…Hallelujah 👏🏽👏🏽👋🏽
Something similar to this happened in 2011 with a back injury and after all the therapy they gave me doctors told me there's nothing they can do for me anymore so I drink just to get over the fact that I am in constant chronic back pain I can't walk, sit or stand for a long period of time I feel like there's no hope and even have suicidal thoughts once in a while the only thing that keeps me going is my daughter and the church that I am currently serving in as an usher I really hope God gives me the strength and cure me so that I can get back on my feet and work once again without any pain.
I to have very bad back and leg pain and am currently disabled. The drinking made everything worse. I was trying to numb the pain, and it just got inflammation and made it way worse. I gave it to Christ and he got me out of that death spiral. I pray for you.
You can not do it in your own strength, take this time to get close to God put your full focus on Him and all things that are of concern that are in His will be added unto you.
2 of 2 God says "confess your sins/faults (missing the mark) to one another and pray for one another so that you MAY be healed. God's word also says that He does not withhold ANY good thing from those who walk/live uprightly. If we are right with God, we can have confidence that He wants to Heal us. and when we pray according to His will, we know that He hears us, and if we know He hears us, we KNOW that we have the petitions we have asked for. I pray for your healing. I KNOW God wants to heal you. If you fulfill your part of it, then I believe He will. PRAY even about the pain. Go to God with everything. I was sitting there one night with a horrific headache, and I told God... If you take this away from me instantly, it will build my faith. He did. In the very next instant, He completely took it away. And yet the headaches have not stopped, and He has not done it instantly again. It's very confusing. I don't understand what He is doing with me. Is my faith just not strong enough...still? I tell Him all the time, ..Is my faith just not strong enough? Am I doubting without realizing I am doubting? He doesn't say anything. But one of those times when I was praying, I heard "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"... I was like.. um.. is that God? Or is it the enemy? lol I don't believe God will withhold healing from me. But sometimes I think we need to really build our faith, and to withstand against the voice of the enemy who tries to tell us that God doesn't love us. Maybe it's one of those things where like with Job, God is proving our faith in HIM. It's easy to trust God when everything is going right. It's a LOT harder when we aren't receiving our healing. But again, God does not withhold any good thing from those who walk uprightly. He WANTS to heal us. I strongly encourage you to build up your faith, and to remind yourself of God's character. He LOVES us, and WANTS to bless us. Sometimes it might be timing, and sometimes it might be we need to build up our faith and ANSWER the doubts out loud. I was delivered supernaturally from cigarettes as a new believer. A year later, as a man used to come in where I worked and chain smoke while he talked with me, one day I had a super strong "craving" come on me. Instead of trusting God and praying He would take it away, I ended up giving into it, telling myself "well people made me feel guilty!" Because when I first wanted to get delivered from smoking, some people had made me feel guilty about smoking (in my church, immature believers) - but I should have reminded myself, that GOD delivered me SUPERNATURALLY in response to my prayer when I said, "I just want to do what you want me to do!" So I ended up getting an attitude, and I took a drag off a cigarrette, and bam I was addicted again immediately. For YEARS I prayed He would deliver me again. But every time I prayed, this "niggly" "voice" in the back of my mind would say "He isn't going to, because you went back to it" I didn't believe the voice, but I never said anything. I just shrugged it off. Finally, after YEARS of praying to be delivered again, when that "voice" said He wouldn't do it, I got frustrated and said out loud, "HE ISN'T LIKE THAT!" Then I got a horrific headache a day or so later. It was SO bad that I SLEPT for THREE days to hide from the pain. But when I woke up, I KNEW that I was not ever going to smoke again. I also knew that the craving was a LIE. I had those two things in my mind when I woke, and I KNEW it was from the Lord. The cravings came, but they were MUCH less than was normal (I tried many times to quit on my own, so I knew how bad they could be, used to make me want to pull my hair out so I never could quit on my own) So the cravings were less, but they did come. I also had hormonal changes which made me very emotional. I had NONE of those the 1st time when God delivered me. But this time He allowed me to have some of that... but told me the craving is a lie. So when the cravings came, I would just say out loud, NO that is a LIE. The craving told you it would feel a certain way, but it never did, and God made me realize that. So I simply said no, it's a lie, and REFUSED to smoke. That was 11 years ago. I was delivered on July 3, 2012, the day before Independence day. Remember.. prayer and worship music, and the Word of God. I put on worship music in my home now fairly often, because my husband is plagued by a spirit of heaviness/depression and suicidal thoughts. I believe the enemy wants him to kill himself. I pray for him and I put on the music because I know satan hates it. The way I see it, demons don't have ear plugs, lol. I don't think they want to stick around when you are playing worship music talking about how amazing God is, how Holy He is, etc. I have reason to believe suicidal thoughts are from the enemy. Yes, you have reason to feel bad, because pain is incredibly hard to go through, but satan likes to take advantage and try to pressure us. Dont' give in! God LOVES you ! PRAY ABOUT THE PAIN. Pray about ALL of what you are going through. God can and will help you. ",Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven." "When we pray according to His will, He hears us, and when we know He hears us, we know we HAVE the petitions that we have asked for" "confess your faults/sins (missing the mark) to one another and pray for one another so that you may be healed" I encourage you to find believers in that church who KNOW that God still heals, and get them to pray the prayer of faith over you. KEEP praying. Hold on to the promise that God does not withhold any good thing from them that walk uprightly He hears the prayers of the righteous, and His ears are open to their cries. I am praying for you as well. God bless you and keep you in His love and truth, and strengthen you in your inner man by His Spirit and His Word.
1 of 2 Drinking causes depression. I want to encourage you to stop the drinking, pray, get in the Word, If the suicidal thoughts come again, besides praying, turn on worship music or Christian radio. Worship music can be a big help. I listen to 104.9 the river (Christian radio) which is very encouraging and can be listened to online. I 2nd the comment by Joeypeeps - drinking will just make it worse, including the pain. I hope you will to turn to God instead of drink. If you believe in Jesus, if you haven't yet, tell God you believe in Jesus, ask Him to forgive sins, to make you His, to fill you with His Spirit, help you to be the person He wants you to be. Commit to living in God's ways with His help. I encourage you to have people who believe in healing, committed to Jesus to lay hands on you & pray for your healing. But getting in the word, praying, even praying through the pain (also use warm compresses,( heating a damp cloth in the microwave for 25 seconds, make sure it's not too hot, helps reduce inflammation, and that helps reduce pain.) I know what excruciating pain is like... I feel for you for what you have been going through. I am praying for you. God has not healed everything I need healed yet, but He healed me in the past supernaturally and instantly from a UTI that would have killed me. I KNOW His ability to heal. I have both received and SEEN Him heal in response to our prayers - I hope this encourages you. God can and still does heal, and I believe He wants to heal you too. I encourage you to get in the word,, to let the promises of God build up your faith, and to keep praying. Something that can help in the meantime is to use the warm compresses -this helps reduce inflammation and might help reduce the pain.
He will do EXACTLY what he said he will do!!! Amen!!! May God bless you and continue to use you as a living, breathing, walking, testimony 🙌🏾🙏🏾praise God! Thank you for the blessings and glory over his life. Thank you for giving him the strength to endure and BELIEVE in you despite everything.