I've found in my own dealings with life that unless you're connected with your Creator in an positively and obviously impactful way; things tend to be more difficult than they ought to be. It's difficult to traverse correctly the trials of life without guidance in truth. Sometimes after a season of abundance and self reliance our Creator allows a season of discomfort and/or hardship to bring us the end of our selves and recognize His Love. You have nothing to lose by giving Jesus a try in earnestness. Consider it well. God Bless you.
This seems to be a recurring topic lately and I resonate with everything you are speaking about. Thank you for your transparency. We need to encourage one another as best as we can. Much love and respect to you.
