Don't worry about it, do whatever makes you happy and that puts less stress on your chest, I know how difficult it is making something under stress. So, take breaks every once in awhile and relax and it's alright if you don't finish your videos, we all still love and appreciate you
Marry christmas my friend hope you and every one and your lover have a great christmas and remember you dont have work your sanity just be happy and relax and have a good vacation ill talk to you next time bye