Ngl, I love dreaming. Talking to others I am surprised to hear rarely any of them have such vivid dreams as I do, and even then, rarely. Granted, when I was younger they were even more vivid and frequent than they are now. I miss it. Has anyone here ever also had dreams where they can physically feel what's happening? Like if you get cut, your body will make you feel it's closest approximation to what it would feel like or cause the place to go numb. If you get submerged in water, you feel wet. You can feel warm sunshine on your skin, but when you wake up it's still nighttime and cold irl. To my surprise, I have only seen others talk about it online, nobody I have known has ever had those kinds of dreams to where they feel it like that.
This sounds like a form of Lucid Dreaming to me, honestly. You can feel similar things during lucid dreams. You probably have already, but if you haven't -- get to looking into Lucid Dreaming, maybe you'll find the solidarity you're seeking in spaces that deal in it?
@@Darkspinesupersonic8 I don't know if I would call it lucid dreaming, as I never really was in control to any degree. I think maybe I did it once, but I am uncertain and wasn't trying actively trying to (granted I did have some degree of control up to the point I gave it up, but I wasn't doing anything crazy like bending reality. The dream did take a very dark turn, but I stopped what was happening and things went back to normal, it was also the only time I ever willed myself out of a "freeze".). Most of my vivid dreams are really interesting though, also very consistent. As if I go back to another part of it, it's the same place I was before instead of a random new place. They are generally open world and can include some crazy places that you'd think would be beyond human imagination. Others I am in a maze or confined area with a chaser. Often the Xenomorph from Alien Isolation was a big chaser. 2nd is the Reaper Leviathan, but it's been kinda replaced recently with the Gargantuan Leviathan. There's also been 1 offs. I have also had very game-y dreams, where the dream almost/straight up functions like a video game. There's also weird quirks in some, like an odd universal law was added. (Kinda think Backrooms level specific effects, if you understand what I mean by that.)
@@hunterotte9555 dude I never get lucid dreams ever but I always feel things in my dreams all the time. For example one dream I was on a fancy pier with my friends when suddenly a giant tsunami towered over us but barely moved, and I could feel small droplets of water falling on my skin and I could feel the cold air blowing against me
In my restless dreams, I roam alone, Through shadowed streets, where memories groan. Whispers of love, now lost in the night, Echoes of laughter, fading from sight.
Just want to say that this channel is not just a great listen, but it's literally helped me with insomnia. I put on a video here and just LISTEN for twenty minutes. No reading, no watching anything else, just... listening. Then the music plays in my brain and helps clear out all the overthinking that keeps me up. Thank you.
I have a friend. His name is Elvis. He lives in the real Silent Hill. He's a prisoner in that town. He's a prisioner in his own mind... I see him running, like the guy in this video. I'll see him again this summer. He's stuck in his own mental illness
Is Elvis stuck in his own mind in like a ‘he overthinks to the point of self destruction’ way or is it full on schizophrenia? Just curious. Apologies for interrupting the poetic nature of your comment.
Long ago Elvis started to study Law. He quit, but didn't tell the truth. People talk, and thought drugs were the cause. He's not dumb, but he's not functional. He's not studying, not working. He's not doing anything at all. He's about to be 40 and he's like a monk. He's not religious, but has an old phone. But he's not using it, after all...
whenever im feeling down or possibly even delving into one of my own little hobbies, i always put music like this on my tv. i don't know the exact reason or if there even is one, really. it's just become so normal to do after so long. whilst writing or reading, im listening to these music playlists with lavender and jasmine essential oils in my diffuser and the atmosphere just calms down so quickly. im calm and its easier to focus on the little and the big things. recently ive found it hard to focus on things, even with the music and the scents pouring out from the diffuser. honestly, ive been struggling with a lot recently that i used to be able to do so easily. like for example, just getting out of bed or taking a quick shower. people always try to give me ways to help out, like meditating or even setting up a routine but i've tried seemingly everything at this point. nothing ever seems to work for very long. ill be on a slow uphill to recovery and it's like someone planted a rock on the next place i was supposed to step to where i trip and then begin stumbling downhill at a fast rate, bringing me all the way back to step one. i have to do it all over again. as i go on with my days, they all seem to blend together. i do the same things. i wake up and try to urge myself to get up. even with all the struggle, in the end i fail. i stay in bed all day. i don't leave to eat, drink or go to the bathroom. i just lay there wishing and trying to just go back to sleep. wishing i didn't wake up after. then, i fall asleep during the night and everything then repeats itself from there. ive never been good at explaining my feelings, but somehow i find myself letting all of my emotions in the comment sections of youtube videos instead of actually talking to someone about it. but maybe someone will see this and they'll realize that they are not alone. there are others going through the exact same thing they are and that they just need to hold on longer. things will get better, even if it takes years. - thank you for taking your time to read my ramble. you are loved. 🫶🏻
Thank you for typing this comment. I feel this way all the time but I never seem to find a way out of it as well. No matter how many times I search for ways to get out of it I never actually get out of it. It just seems to get better for a while but it all comes back eventually. So I was thinking, that maybe deep down I don’t really want to get out. Considering I always end up in this loop. So, reading this really helped me, since you described it in a way that I could really relate to. So thank you, really. I too believe, that we will soon find a way out of it. Seeing how we still try to get back to normal, shows that deep down we still have hope and trust. So, I hope u have a good day. And I wish you all the best
Now that the noise is gone, so is everyone. I thought I could run into the moon , my imagination. But now all I run into is a place that doesn’t exist. The night is clear , the snow is sparkling, the air is a threatening kind of cold.and now that everyone is gone and I’m the only one that remains, I feel lonely as if the cold ,threatening snow would swallow me up into the infinity of the stars.Now that everyone is gone I miss them. I miss everything.
He seems like someone who has a lot of questions but tries to find answers to them. But people's view of him is different because not all people think the same way. 🧠💭
If not for the monsters and the threat of the birth of a evil god, not to mention the psychological horror, silent hill could be a nice place to explore, fog and all
Y así, te fuiste como la niebla, pero dejaste una tormenta. Un espacio en nuestros corazones aun esperaba con esperanza. Pero no era suficiente. Y como te fuiste, aún después de un año, en nuestras bocas hay un sabor amargo, como mezcla de inquietud y melancolía. Tus recuerdos son lo único que nos queda, pero la última imágen de vos, tan débil y tan marchita, aún nos quita el alma. ¿Como puede algo venir y robarnos algo tan preciado? Pero la vida no espera.
I just love your playlists. I wish I had words to describe my feelings while I listen to this one (english is not my first language)... All I feel is sadness and the urge to cry all my hidden pain
oh, this always reminds me of what i had before. comfort, safety, although not always happiness. i was content, in that little town of mine. sure, i didn't have any sense of self-worth. sure, i was constantly changing my identity, seeking approval from my friends that i loved oh-so dearly. but i was home. with them. i'm not home anymore. this is my "new home". its been four years and i am better now. i am not being manipulated for having an opinion. i am not being berated for being uncomfortable. i am slowly forgetting Him. it's better now. i know it's logical to want to stay, since i am happier, slowly learning to undo years of learning, slowly finding out what's underneath that layer of protection. slowly finding out what i am. i should want to stay. but i want to go back. i would trade anything to go back, to that false sense of security, to late nights climbing trees in the summer, to throwing snowballs and building forts in the winter, to jumping in piles of leaves in fall, to biking along the trail in spring. to those sleepovers where i knew their house like i lived there my whole life. to those long talks at noon in the cul-de-sac, about anything and everything. to Him. to them.
So you too are trapped in Silent Hill. No matter own many time we achieve the good ending plus in Silent Hill. No matter how many times we achieve the "Leave" ending in Silent Hill 2. And no matter how many times we reach... Er... The "Normal Ending" in Silent Hill 3. We will always still be trapped here, even if we helped Harry, James and Heather escape. ... Yes, I need to play Silent Hill 4 The Room yet... BTW, is this "unworn" a friend of yours? Or is an alternative creative persona you're considering? Anyway, is great to heard more compilations with the music you made nowt/nobody. --- Así que tú también estás atrapado en Silent Hill. No importa cuantas veces consigamos el "good ending plus" en Silent Hill. No importa cuantas veces consigamos el final "leave" en Silent Hill 2. Y no importa cuantas veces alcancemos el... Este... "Normal ending" en Silent Hill 3. Siempre estaremos atrapados allí. Incluso si ayudamos a Harry, James y Heather a escapar. ... Sí, aun tengo que jugar Silent Hill 4 The Room. Por cierto. ¿Es "unworn" un amig@ tuy@? ¿O es una nueva persona creativa que estás considerando? En cualquier caso es genial escuchar más compilaciones con la música que hicistes nowt/nobody.
needs more alt rock and trip hop lowkey, akira yamaoka is a sucker for that sound. i still love this playlist, i could absolutely feel the fog encompassing me.
@TheRealMycanthrope So long ago in that town... the devestation that I could never leave began to seep through my thoughts like the ashes that once settled in my empty mind. I forgive you for what you may have caused. But the others, may not forgive you as easily. The deepest horrors in the pit of your mind will awaken, and you will beg for mercy...
I have a girlfriend, We are long distance, We loved eachother alot, We planned to marry and move in, I worked hard, She cheated. We separated, 2 weeks go by, She comes back asking for forgiveness, Its hard but i give it to her, We get back together, I love her alot again, she shows change, She has changed, But not for me. 5 days ago she dissapeared. Completely forgotten me, Complete ghost. Like nothing ever happened between us. Not even worth an explanation. Went from saying she loves me to no words in duration of the same day. Solitude is peacful and serene but boring. I wander the earth with no sense of direction of purpose. I miss every single good and bad moment we had even the fights. Because atleast i had a purpose, I had a direction to move in. But now i have nothing, All i have is peace and the knowledge that alteast i tried.
Never reconcile with a cheater! The purest form of Love would Never allow it! This is from experience, I've had very few real relationships, but in them, I couldn't find feelings for anyone else but the one I loved. It makes me feel like these cheaters are in relationships for the wrong reasons if they were able to cheat. (One exception would be to be black out drunk and not really consensual but if I were with someone I truly loved, I would hope he would never let me get into a situation for me to be alone in a situation that could put me in that sort of a vulnerable state)
Hey nobody, did you ever upload a playlist titled something like, "You're falling in love with..." or something? It had two people dancing in the rain.
Walking, one of the few things I’m still able to do now. Where am I going? Do I even remember anything enough to have a structure here? I’m… not sure. …well. Wherever I do go I know eventually I’ll see my friends, family, and loved ones again. I know I will. I just have to go through this mirage of my brain fog.
Running. Running. Running. But from what? From who? Fear? Doubt? Selfpity? The say home is where the heart sleeps, but my heart beats for the sake of survival. Nor does it live for the sake of freedom I bleed for my fallen peers. Pity me for my actions I show mercy upon my flesh but not my soul. She whispers, screaming silently, her pain echoes. She eats my soul, she’s breaks my spirit, she spears my laughter and encourages my silence. Doubt is she She burys my confidence. Feel bad, remember, Feel bad for what ur flesh caused within your soul, remember how u felt, she burns my mind with the fires regrets Self pity is she Shiver, scream, cry as she touches ur deepest fears embedded in between the cracks of your soul. Scare of the scarecrow the anger of your ancestors courage that the lighted within ur DNA to become nothing but dust. Fear is she So who are we running from. Maybe all 3 She’s laughs at her desperation for escape. Come to me.
I accidentally took a heroic dose by accident of pshychadelics my first time, almost 2 years ago, I never came back, I'm stuck in the void, I always liked silent hill as a kid, but it's no fun when your life feels like this.
Help, I can't find the first soundtrack individually... I found the artist "nowt" but not the soundtrack "the end is near" I loved this music compilation... It really gives a silent hill 1 vibes ❤
I feel like i'm a worm in my parents house. Doing nothing but smoking all day and trying to finish school. Im 19, got alredy two works but i din't stayed at them. I feel like i'm nothing but a worm, still trying to find some way to get better but it feels like i am always at the same point. Just stading here..waiting for die or maybe...jus to end up doing it myself. Nah bro, sorry for the bad mood..ny english is not THAT good too
keep you head up bro help your parents make them smile and laugh when you are with them spend some time w them and work on yourself hit the gym, study and shi but dont feel down
this is what i listen to when I read the most boring textbook of my life so that I can pretend like I'm reading some like lore entry in silent hill (its music history if anyone wondering)
🎩🧐 Excuse Me? I have a new music idea 💡. Can you please do background Music for Learning/Studying French 🇫🇷🥖🥐🥧🍥🍰🎂🥐📖🧑🏻💻 (with background pictures of France and the Capital Paris with the Eiffel Tower 🗼)?
I find it disgusting that I had to sit thru 5 seconds of a biden "give me money so i can ruin America" ad while just trying to find something relaxing to listen to.
Huh, what a coincidence. Today is so foggy I can barely see anything outside my window. So I turned your playlist on and now just vibing on my windowsill with a cup of tea. Nice.
