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In The Hole of Depression ll Spoken Word Poetry 

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Another poem I wrote about depression and certain thoughts and feelings that come to my mind when I feel very low. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel, never forget that.
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@snail_viXen
@snail_viXen 6 лет назад
'who wants to be drained of their energy to constantly reassure someone that it's all their head? it's not fair. it's not fair to anyone.' wow. and so comes the guilt...fantastic poem
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 6 лет назад
Thank you for checking it out!
@lexiebarth344
@lexiebarth344 2 года назад
@@MelsThoughts these are all amazing and it is helping me realize that maybe people do love me only the ones that hate me try to hurt me and I just need to move on and ignore them but it’s like a wall keeping me from going forward
@lexiebarth344
@lexiebarth344 2 года назад
@@MelsThoughts these are all amazing and it is helping me realize that maybe people do love me only the ones that hate me try to hurt me and I just need to move on and ignore them but it’s like a wall keeping me from going forward
@lexiebarth344
@lexiebarth344 2 года назад
@@MelsThoughts these are all amazing and it is helping me realize that maybe people do love me only the ones that hate me try to hurt me and I just need to move on and ignore them but it’s like a wall keeping me from going forward
@lexiebarth344
@lexiebarth344 2 года назад
@@MelsThoughts these are all amazing and it is helping me realize that maybe people do love me only the ones that hate me try to hurt me and I just need to move on and ignore them but it’s like a wall keeping me from going forward
@shiwani7719
@shiwani7719 3 года назад
I had tears rolling down my cheeks the entire time. I know exactly how it feels to breathe everyday when you're barely even living! This explains exactly how I feel! I feel trapped inside my own thoughts! My life's a mess and my mind's chaotic! I just hope everyone of us heal someday. I hope we find the light within ourselves someday. I hope we all will be happy someday. I hope we all have the strength to endure our pain! Much power and love to everyone of us fighting our own battles ❤
@MS-pl5gv
@MS-pl5gv 2 года назад
It’s been an year now how are you feeling now.., For me it’s more than an year I still do not see light, i feel I’m completely drained and ready to sink
@客家人-r35
@客家人-r35 Месяц назад
還是一家人,請妳現在回來好嗎?
@客家人-r35
@客家人-r35 Месяц назад
否則會來不及,妳找人在門口嗎?,我也找了!,到時很麻煩
@VinoVenitas
@VinoVenitas 7 лет назад
"Ask me about love and Ill say there is no such thing." Holy darn smoke. That line was so darn hard it damn near made me stand up. I loved every line in this piece, it was as if you took all the words I had in me and said them before I could. Well done. Keep writing gems like this.
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 7 лет назад
Thanks haha! Words have that power on people! I'm glad you enjoyed it! I will continue to try my best! :)
@SoftSpokenSecrets
@SoftSpokenSecrets 3 года назад
Quite moving, my friend. Thank you for sharing 💜
@ohdetslilzi4394
@ohdetslilzi4394 4 года назад
This relates to my whole life😭😭.
@kailieankney2682
@kailieankney2682 4 года назад
This represents my life
@jeremymorrison3436
@jeremymorrison3436 3 года назад
Oh, wow, never heard it summed up so well. Thank you for sharing. You are not alone.
@marmarbama7394
@marmarbama7394 2 года назад
This is so moving. My niece took her life recently. This describes everything she was feeling and must've been thinking . It breaks my heart we didn't know the depth. Thank you for your words. God bless you and keep you strong.
@imdavidshin
@imdavidshin 5 лет назад
this is absolutely beautifully written. please dont ever stop writing.
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 5 лет назад
Thank you very much! I will continue to do my best :)
@whale1275
@whale1275 3 года назад
"Ask me about love and II will say it is not real" Yeah I feel like that and I give up I just dont care anymore anyway i love what you do
@ASMinor
@ASMinor 5 лет назад
I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my RU-vid channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤
@junjavier2958
@junjavier2958 5 лет назад
Very inspiring nman , gusto q 2tong 'poetry' na 2. like u nah 2 mga kapatid q and bye bye.
@battlegirl184
@battlegirl184 5 лет назад
This hit home... This entire thing made me tear up. My boyfriend and best friend have to constantly deal with me when I hit the "hole" on some days. You hit a point where you think people would be better off without you. You feel like a monster that breaks everything you touch. The real question, is how to get out of those holes.
@jesuanthoniyammal2832
@jesuanthoniyammal2832 3 года назад
Why are you worrying so much, don't worry
@jojohanna217
@jojohanna217 4 года назад
I'v fallen into depression and can't stop living in the past :( Great poem
@GlennSteel69
@GlennSteel69 4 года назад
That's pretty poetry :)
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 4 года назад
Thank you! 🙂
@maryfedor7981
@maryfedor7981 3 года назад
Bring yourself out of it I do cause there's no sense in going on in life being that way I like to stay happy !!!
@adamfarfan6237
@adamfarfan6237 3 года назад
Smart and just about every video helps...THANKS
@ruthtembo4187
@ruthtembo4187 Год назад
Powerful
@julianne8497
@julianne8497 3 года назад
I have depression and this is so true
@junardbontuyan7968
@junardbontuyan7968 4 года назад
thanks for helping me becoming my original self
@carolineakinyi6019
@carolineakinyi6019 3 года назад
Don't wry about my decision coz I'm still here strong waiting for you
@jesuanthoniyammal2832
@jesuanthoniyammal2832 2 года назад
I am hiding all of them in my heart
@margaretagreen966
@margaretagreen966 3 года назад
Yes I feel the same
@yulimars2228
@yulimars2228 6 лет назад
I love this so much
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 6 лет назад
Aww thank you so much!
@esparldo2141
@esparldo2141 5 лет назад
Love is a legend these days..
@manojkumarsinha762
@manojkumarsinha762 4 года назад
Today I just got a project in school to draw and paint our dream. How is it possible for one to draw and paint a dream when I can't even see my future. I am very scared of my future....
@ranuod_
@ranuod_ 3 года назад
I don't know. This makes my heart hurt 💔 i feel heavy inside my chest .
@rikabuitendag797
@rikabuitendag797 Месяц назад
So baie het hierdie donkerte oorwin. Jy kan ook. Veg daarteen met die regte wapens. Jy is meer as daardie verpesting wat jou jou lewe wil ontneem. Ons laat soms toe dat ons lewe gesteel word. Nee ons is hier op aarde geplaas om te lewe. Ek glo jy het al baie hieroor gebid maar gee ook jou kant en veg daarteen, die duiwel het ook n groot aandeel hieraan en moet met wortel en tak vetwyder word. Ek bid vir jou.
@maltart9259
@maltart9259 4 года назад
This is so realistic
@marciakirkbride4210
@marciakirkbride4210 3 года назад
We reach to be..you..me! Pray! ♥️🙏✝️🌟
@sachin9606
@sachin9606 3 года назад
Life is same ....
@jesuanthoniyammal2832
@jesuanthoniyammal2832 3 года назад
Don't worry
@rashidatoluwatoyin2548
@rashidatoluwatoyin2548 2 года назад
My love it's well not to be worry of okay I will always love you
@sachin9606
@sachin9606 4 года назад
There no answer ????
@noorjanhashim2198
@noorjanhashim2198 4 года назад
I don't want to ruin your life, Let me suffer that you're still young enough to have fun. I love you but I'm free.
@westavenue3123
@westavenue3123 6 лет назад
I think it is a test put upon some of us...from a higher power
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 6 лет назад
Yes, I believe it is too. Depression is really hard to fight against, but where there is a will there is a way to overcome it
@westavenue3123
@westavenue3123 6 лет назад
@@MelsThoughts in your experience, have you felt that you are being weird for feeling good and expressing yourself in everyday things? Is that the depression talking? Thank you
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 6 лет назад
It's definitely the depression talking. When I feel good I feel like I can handle my depression and not let it overtake me. But on the days when it hits me badly it's really hard to express why I feel that way
@westavenue3123
@westavenue3123 6 лет назад
@@MelsThoughts Yes, it feels that way. Depression must also mess with memory, because it is almost like I can't remember 2013, 14, or 15... Like those years didn't exist, but I know they did!
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 6 лет назад
Yes it can mess with the memory too. The mind is very complex and it can make us forget things even though we know they probably happened and depression makes the mind try to block certain things too
@fathima_sheriin
@fathima_sheriin 3 года назад
which app you are using for this voice edit.?can you please share it.
@khentplay2253
@khentplay2253 3 года назад
Please help me guy's I suffering depression now I don't know how cure my emotions
@juliejakobitz8525
@juliejakobitz8525 3 года назад
I wish I knew how to but I'm right by you
@smartacus88
@smartacus88 5 лет назад
Won't you tell me what I'm supposed to do? It seems as though my life is through. So tired of my woes, their weight and strain. My mind is consumed with shame and pain. Shame and pain, shame and pain! My souls perplexed, rent in twain. Every waking moment just fans the flames of perpetual torment. Shame and pain.
@MelsThoughts
@MelsThoughts 5 лет назад
Really nice!
@smartacus88
@smartacus88 5 лет назад
@@MelsThoughts thank you
@jesuanthoniyammal2832
@jesuanthoniyammal2832 3 года назад
Don't compare me with you
@josephroybal1819
@josephroybal1819 4 месяца назад
This is for my lawer so she know about them
@mystiquelou1277
@mystiquelou1277 6 лет назад
Depression doesnt have to do with searching someting or doesnt have to bother others that simply not true
@mystiquelou1277
@mystiquelou1277 6 лет назад
Experience it is triggered by a series of pai nfull events that one cant cope with P
@mystiquelou1277
@mystiquelou1277 6 лет назад
Nothing to do with past failures and looking for prince charming to fix you
@mystiquelou1277
@mystiquelou1277 6 лет назад
Its about betrayal or being mistreated by the ones you most love like when a child dares to con fess shes being molested And nobody believes or cared and she gets punished or beaten on top of it
@mystiquelou1277
@mystiquelou1277 6 лет назад
So who is left for her to believe in and trust ➡
@mystiquelou1277
@mystiquelou1277 6 лет назад
Can lead to depression and feeling terribly lonely
@grwlprnsh5454
@grwlprnsh5454 6 лет назад
I just want that girl in video to sit nd stare at me the way i m staring at darkness rn. Bdw dont reply. If Its not the same person in video.
@babragift5053
@babragift5053 5 лет назад
Hi
@excellenthealthglobal5386
@excellenthealthglobal5386 3 года назад
My jaan I am yours and you are mine ♥ ❤ its just matter of time we will meet you inshallah
@sarhanwagoo6756
@sarhanwagoo6756 5 лет назад
Check my poetry too . It's about life
@soudjouddris
@soudjouddris 4 года назад
Please don't use music ..I need to listen to your words..
@jesuanthoniyammal2832
@jesuanthoniyammal2832 2 года назад
I don't have your life
@jesuanthoniyammal2832
@jesuanthoniyammal2832 2 года назад
why are you so negative,