I feel this song in my heart. I've got MS and I can feel my body giving out on me. My health is deteriorating and I feel it every day. It sucks. I used to be a normal person and now I have to be careful. Violent Jay nailed this feeling in the song.
Hey bro hang in there. My sweet mother died from ALS (Lou Gehrig's Disease) after being diagnosed in 2014. On December 20th, 2017 she passed away and a piece of me died too.
@@nickcavini my mom also has MS. She was diagnosed in 2013, and I was having some of the same problems so she talked me into getting looked at by her neurologist. Ended up being diagnosed with it in 2015
Holy shit, look how much weight J lost! Good for you, Joe. Even though I'm as old as you, you're still an inspiration and someone who's songs put a smile back on my face during dark times. Your weight got so bad I was worried we were going to lose you soon. Great to see you're fighting on. World needs you.
@@gazhazzler1916 Dont hate , back in the day the lime green brick bags you got for 30 a quart were fire ... I loved that shit that came apart in heavily compressed layers .
My old man introduced me to your music 20 years ago. I love y'all as did he. He passed in January and now I'm falling apart. I want to bring my son to the festival this year, hopefully I can swing it. The struggle is real without my Superman.
I like this song. I can relate to the struggle. It's deep and it is talking about inner and physical turmoil. Falling apart like cancer eats you away, you feel like you are dying being buried under the sun. This is dope and intense. Ninjas get it. Whoop whoop. I don't expect everyone else too.
Every song man... every single one. It's like I was there with you. 9 years clean. Anyone who ever says they don't remember what it was like, is either lying to you or lying to themselves. I can't even explain how much your music means to me. All those years I struggled with those needle marks. And somehow you put it into words. It's truly a gift. Don't ever doubt that.
I’ve been struggling with addiction for several years now, and this song more accurately describes how I feel on the daily than any other! Thank you. Whoop whoop!
Nathaniel hardcore gold gameing Don't get me wrong, I quite enjoy their older stuff but their newer tracks just aren't appealing. I'll occasionally find one or two that I like and I'll buy them (like 3:33 and this one).
The song what I got out of it, is about jay having a bad trip and he feels,thinks and sees these things happening, going on with his body and actually they're really not which is a good thing because I like ICP and this is one of the greatest songs ever written by icp.
Music like this is why I am DWTC and Fam. My own blood don't get what it feels like for me being Bipolar and having PTSD. They want me to pretend everything is always fine. It's not and it hurts not having them to call when I need help. Much love.
It's been a year since his announcement. And then he performed this song at that same Gathering and it hurts now just like it hurt when he first performed it after his announcement.
Max Vettel Honestly, anything containing more than one artist can be called band. You don't need guitar to certain types of music, like, not only metal and rock have bands.
+Tyler Harris i just compare the two videos, man, losing that weight gave J years of his life back. i'm so proud of him, both him and jamie madrox have inspired me.
I thought it was a bit cartoony when I first heard it. Then I watched the video, and saw the metaphor. Great song. Again, ICP is rapping about real issues and shit that only real people can relate to. I feel this "falling apart" after years of drinking and partying.
Does nobody think this is what ageing feels like? We all know it is going to happen. We always look to the older ones to guide us and hope our end will never be harsh but we know better.
Here in 2020 I've been in and out of the hospital since the start of the year and it's near the end of September I do truly feel like I'm falling apart
you probably like the dark lyrics but good meaning: When you fall apart you loose meaning, its basically like having a mental breakdown and realize all the bad shit you've done in the past thats revealing to your breaking point or death! (well thats what i got off of it :o) ) (i found out about homestuck 2 years ago and icp 5 years ago x3 i used ':o)' and honk before i learned of homestuck,after that i realized i had gamzee's hair style (i cut it a week ago so now i look like my symbols troll tavy) and his go with the flow but snaps in the end attitude :o) ((bonus: i LOVED Ace attorney so i got my mom to buy me a gavel x3 i sold it at a yard sale for $20 ;-; my gavellll nuu...... P.S. wanna be friends ? please ? no? lose lose situation lol? :o)
I have problem. I have 2 little sisters, 2 little brothers and mom. Youngest brother understand english and no one else. We are Finnish. Problem is I tell my feelings by songs. And this is like my life. And they really dont understand. 😔
6/14/91 - 7-19-08 my homie took this shit to his grave, everyday, every fuckin day since.., I come back to this wicked shit, his death turned me away but I can't stop coming back I'm down with it always have been but I moved on I'll never forget where I came from, I'm sleeved with this shit since I was a kid... Inked up from the feet up I know what's up but I'm only human. Whoo whoop!
I don't think google knows..... i don't think anybody knows how magnets or even gravity works 100%...... the electro-magnetic force is one of only 4 forces that exist. Gravity another one , and strong and weak nuclear forces are the other two, but those work at an atomic level. I'm just saying, it's not that bogus of a question. :)
Mom was a Juggalo at heart. She likes to say whoop whoop and she was down with the clown and true to the dark carnival. She didn’t like y’all’s music cause she didn’t like violence but she was a true Juggalo. The best Juggalo and the evilest bigot.
The beginning of July I had alot of headaches and started to just zone out and be incoherent.. turns out I had a few brain abscesses. They had to do double brain surgery.. after I came too, it took about two weeks for me to get feeling back in my leg.. this is why I love icp.
There is normally a song like this on every album. Example: pass me by, vera lee, miracles...need i say more. This has been part of my life for decades now. Songs like is one of the main reasons.
I'm a Christian but a sinner.... Something has always drew 'me to icp. Been banging since high school I'm 33. Remember boogie woogie Wu and hocus pocus and my axe. When im clowning and it's all over are my favs..
He recently had back surgery. When this vid was being shot he was recovering. He said fuck no to just sitting in a chair or some shit in the background
I've been down for about 20 years. those 2 children that was on beyond scared are a product of misunderstanding ICP. also this new generation is by far worse generation in my lifetime so their already corrupted minds will definitely get the wrong message out of ICP.
What took me so long? I been sportin a Ringmaster Tshirt acquired during a time spent trying to keep its former owner safe from self destruction. I failed, she died, he's in San Quentin and I got the shirt. Ten years later, I came across Jugganaut.. This was just last week. Needless to say its been all ICP since then.
I have a-fib also J. Hopefully things are going good for you. Mine just started out of nowhere. Had a heart rate of 130 beats then it would drop. Went to the hospital and all about it. I'm glad mine is under control and better. I'm on a med for it. Doesn't help that I have heart issues and had open heart surgery. Don't stop, keep moving. 👍
spaz master while normally I would ignore such comments i do wish to understand the issue with i.c.p. that's become the body of juggalo music comments section
Levi Stephenson while everyone sees "psychopath," I see 44 and still wearing makeup, trying to be cool. their lyrics suck and they act stupid. just my opinion I guess.
spaz master to start with thank you for being civil Now I want to say that the lyrics are not meant to be taken seriously. With that a culture is formed by things that are not always veiwed as appropriate by the way most would think.
Levi Stephenson I get that, but most songs don't seem like they're really joking, but trying to be cool killer freaks that everyone should be scared of. I also think the icp community (other than you) think they're some gang of clowns that can act any way they want because some band pretends to be hard. thank you for being polite btw
I find it interesting that they released this song under"ICP" even though Shaggy is not on the song. I know Six Foot Seven Foot, Shaggy only appears for just a few lines, but it's still released under the ICP name even though both ICP members have their own separate album(s).
ICP has always been 80% Violent J. They've been best friends since elementary school, that's why they are ICP and not two separate artists. J doing his bro a solid.
@@JeremyKey80 I can understand that, but why even have the solo albums? To me it makes more sense that all members of the group should contribute to a song. And considering they have solo albums, they could simply release it under their own name. Maybe Shaggy contributed to the lyrics and I don't know about it. It kind of reminds me when a singer starts his own solo project, but then has other musicians playing instruments. I guess it's simply that you can pay those other people less money.
This beat is so sick listening since the original joker's card carnival of carnige in 92 still getting me through the bullshit world we live in to all my friends/fam WOOOO WOOOO
Literally how I feel for the past nine years since when I had my spinal cord injury and changed how my whole body be feeling but through my faith God gives me strength to keep going ☝️
I really respect how you just think it's like a horror story, but then you remember that ICP likes doing subliminal messages and you're not getting the point in this one until the Chorus drops and oooo look at all the pills. and the syringe, and the liquor. then the whole subliminal message becomes crystal clear. Whoop Whoop. MMFWCL