INTP : Character Development 

As someone who has been married to an INTP for 13 years, yes--this is entirely accurate

I agreee omygosh

Yes! I simultaniously feel like I'm an idiot and the only person on earth with a brain. I'm aware that both cannot be true, but I'm so equally confident in both that I cannot dismiss one theory in favor of another.

Oh my that hits me hard

Cant relate. Its important to see how your abilities effect the people around you. It wouldn’t be productive if you’re ego inflated your sense of ability in correlation to others’ abilities. Although i am pretty hard on myself when i’m stuck on something

I don't know for sure if I am an intp or not but yes, I also do this.

Yes

"There is Order in the Chaos and Chaos in the Order" xdxd

As an intp this is incredibly relatable

I always call it an organized mess lol

Hell. To. The. Yes.

Loved it.

I want two, one big enough to ride and a tiny pocket dragon.

When I can alter the Matrix, I will upload GTA SA cheat codes

i've always wanted a dragon. give me.

Me 100% people ask me why im up and i tell them " i think better at night" . Clean or learn is CORRECT. Lol

YEAH I STARTED LEANRING FRENCH AT LIKE 2 AM LAST NIGHT

Your sentence is perfect and your name is max INTP.

@@LMDinNC why thank you, person.

Wow r u me

Lol! Yeah, you INTPs are pretty adorable like that :)

Sometimes I even feel gaining the skill points with levelling up.

@@Tilnaor Me too!!

So trye

@@Tilnaor that's litterally how I describe skills. Some people are born with more points or more skill trees unlocked to put points into. But if you grind you gain more xp and can level up. Lol

You're not wrong...

Exactly right

Bro, this is too accurate 💀💀💀

You can tell when an INTP is trying so hard to not say it. It's like they have to physically restrain themselves, lol!

Even intjs do it😂

Your post reminds me so heavily of my husband when we first met. He struggled so hard to get out of his own head and not beat himself down. Coming from someone who loves an INTP, what will help you the most is to help others. You need that responsibility like you need air. It will make you happier, it will quiet that voice that says you'll never measure up, and it will make you smarter. No one can beat the INTP when it comes to improving other's efficiency or in creating systems for others who aren't good at it. You guys rock at it and it makes you so happy. Once you understand a system you can instantly see the potential break points. Hubby is a teacher now, and he's been able to advise admin away from numerous decisions that would have made the transition to virtual even more chaotic. Getting the gumption to do the same for yourselves takes a freaking act of congress and you need someone like me (NTJ) to flat-out order you to do it, lol! Or to frame it in a way that makes it about not-them ("Honey, we need to eat better because it's our responsibility to model healthy behaviour for the children. That's our job as parents and their future health and wellbeing depends on us to do it.") INTPs have this tendency to put themselves on the back burner (especially in regards to their health), but will bend over backwards for others. This usually means they get taken advantage of which feeds your internal negative narrative, so there is a balancing act and it's your responsibility to make sure you are spending your attention and caregiving responsibly. It's the difference between caregiving and enabling--are you helping others improve themselves and avoid problems, or are you bailing them out when what they need is to feel some consequences? The first should result in respect and appreciation, the latter the opposite. I hope that helps

It feels good to read that, you truly have taken the words out of my mouth

This is 100% me, and even I also think its weird.

Holy shit. I don’t know how to accurately express through text how relieving that was to read. Especially telling yourself that your complexes arent ethical so you degrade yourself in response. I still don’t know how to combat that. It’s so hard not to feel superior when everyone around me seems to lack my “level of awareness.” But even in saying that I sound like a dick Who thinks I’m better than everyone else. I don’t think that but I wish people just saw the things that I see. It sounds complicated and stupid but I feel so crazy and alone in my thought process. I predict EVERYTHING that ends up happening and still no one listens to me or sees the patterns and how the outcome is connected to the beginning. It feeds my ego admittedly so I have to stomp it down to keep it in check.

Hahaha! It IS weird to see other's thoughts shared that so completely reflect my own. "One of us! One of us!" The reason I chose this particular thread to weigh in on was the writing style: multiple interlacing sentence fragments organized in a Russian nesting doll of parentheses- I thought my thoughts (and this writing) were the only ones so convoluted. Reading this was like rereading my own musings. Oh, and other replier mentioned the prediction thing where we can ALWAYS foresee the bad thing coming but are incapable of getting anyone else to acknowledge- and then when it DOES happen just as we predicted no one remembers that we saw it coming. It's called the Cassandra Syndrome - watch Terry Gilliam's Twelve Monkeys movie. You can see my own sentence fragment/punctuation writing style here. I wouldn't be able to write a paragraph were it not for multiple commas, parentheses, and dashes. I get that's not a comfortable style for other personality topologies, but that's the only comfortable way for me to express how I organize thoughts. I'm currently procrastinating from a very important task right now, so I'd better get to it.

Thank you so much! That's exactly what I was going for ☺ I'm learning myself as I put these together, and this is the way I best get my head wrapped around new information, so I'm glad it works for others, too :)

Everyone loves Hiccup. You can't not love Hiccup, just like you can't not love Toothless, lol! Thanks for watching!

@@cynthiapayne9906 I still feel identifi with hin in many aspects. I'm 5w4 and I've seen he is an INTP 5w4 with his wing 4 making some misstype him as INFP. Being him also more of my ideal-self with him developing to 5w4-8 while I'm still a 5w4-7 with things to wotk out. After all 5s are at their best when goes more 8 than 7.

The good thing about INTP hiccup is he has assimilate his ENTJ shadow. That helps him lead the village and his team.

It happens the same to me. Usually my favorite characters are the ones I can relate to, and this feeling gets even stronger once I notice they are also INTP. This is why I love characters like hiccup or kakyoin from jojos

I have literally never identified with a character as much as I did with hiccup, so that explains a lot lol

Lol! Well, it sounds like you've got a lot of it narrowed down, which is always a good start :) Thanks for watching!

I usually vacillate between infp to intp moments too....too bad!

I can't tell if I'm an Intp or Istp.

Me with INTP and ENTP

Just take the test.

lol!

Glad it helped

same

Same

Why do you think I haven't done my type yet? 😶

@@cynthiapayne9906 that makes sense :')

best for me: im not a computer person you know, or a work of any kind person, but i sort of test well, which is bad beacuse it leads to jobs

Yes, but then again, we all are 🤷‍♀️

Worth a four-day trip. You would enjoy going to the Ark Encounter, Creation Museum, and Creation Falls in Kentucky. Truth matters and God's glory doesn't deny that, it supports it better than anything the world has without him. This is a place where truth and spirituality meet in a peaceful and clear way. I do not live in the area, but our science minded family found value with the trips. 1 The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above[a] proclaims his handiwork. 2 Day to day pours out speech, and night to night reveals knowledge. 3 There is no speech, nor are there words, whose voice is not heard. 4 Their voice[b] goes out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world. In them he has set a tent for the sun, 5 which comes out like a bridegroom leaving his chamber, and, like a strong man, runs its course with joy. 6 Its rising is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the end of them, and there is nothing hidden from its heat. 7 The law of the Lord is perfect,[c] reviving the soul; the testimony of the Lord is sure, making wise the simple; 8 the precepts of the Lord are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Lord is pure, enlightening the eyes; 9 the fear of the Lord is clean, enduring forever; the rules[d] of the Lord are true, and righteous altogether. 10 More to be desired are they than gold, even much fine gold; sweeter also than honey and drippings of the honeycomb. 11 Moreover, by them is your servant warned; in keeping them there is great reward. 12 Who can discern his errors? Declare me innocent from hidden faults. 13 Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then I shall be blameless, and innocent of great transgression. 14 Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight, O Lord, my rock and my redeemer. Footnotes of Psalm 19 Psalm 19:1 Hebrew the expanse; compare Genesis 1:6-8 Psalm 19:4 Or Their measuring line Psalm 19:7 Or blameless Psalm 19:9 Or just decrees

I officially confirm that you have come to the correct place. :)

From what I understand, that's an unfortunately common diagnosis for normal people of this rarer personality type. Expecting an INTP to act like an SJ or SP (where most of humanity finds itself) is like judging a fish because it can't fly with the other birds. Their strengths lie elsewhere.

@@cynthiapayne9906 I know we're also sometimes misdiagnosed as ADHDs, too.

I am and I am, not sure which came first,autism I guess

I was diagnosed with Autism.

There is an overrepresentation of intps and istjs on autistic spectrum.

You just made my day. Really. Thank you so much for taking the time to leave a note, and good luck with your story!!!

Thank you! :)

Awesome, and yes--that is a trait we all share :) Thanks for watching!

My hubby is a public high school teacher doing virtual right now. It sucks. It sucks for everyone. Hold in there

Omg, this is word for word what i'm at right now in this very moment :(( How can i overcome that fear please? My finals are 5 weeks away, and my material scares me kinda, it scares me not for its difficulty but for it's boring extensive and useless content. But my exam is crucial, and even if I know that, I'm still wasting time over here.

@@leejaerim8972 I hope you'll get through this. I suggest motivating yourself by giving yourself a reward every time you complete a task or have a progress. Hope this works.

Me ATM 🤧

Literally me

Thank you :)

What's wrong with Hiccup???? Everyone loves Hiccup. Also, remember the context of these videos: writing fictional characters for a fictional story. A character is boring unless they contribute to the conflict of the story. People who have their shit together and avoid drama may make fantastic neighbors, but terrible characters. No one wants to read about a Mary Sue. Flaws, struggles, and even dysfunction, so long as it is consistent and internally logical, is what connects us and endears us to fictional characters. This series is all about exploiting every potential for drama so as to create a more engaging story. Alien was a 1979 film that is still regularly referenced and is considered a standard of the genre--do you think that would have happened if the primary antagonist was less than engaging? Love Ash or hate Ash--you certainly won't forget him.

@@cynthiapayne9906 Just trying to play up the whole INTP thing. It is interesting to see how far we take stereotypes. I don't remember Hiccup and what happened to him other the Daddy issues (which I had). Still Yoda failed to see the Dark Side of the Force and went into self exile and two characters aren't really human. Was that the 30 yr old virgin character? Didn't see that movie. You are correct that good stories need build and resolve friction, suffering, etc. My son just finished a report on T. Roosevelt that he concluded with the quote... “Nothing in the world is worth having or worth doing unless it means effort, pain, difficulty… I have never in my life envied a human being who led an easy life. I have envied a great many people who led difficult lives and led them well.”

You are a true fellow INTP

Your friends are ahead of the game. At some level they know "AutumnRainWish will give it to me straight, even if I don't like it"--and they still come to you. The average person wouldn't.

Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it :)

😂 Oh! Cuteness overload

@@cynthiapayne9906 Actually I found myself a fellow INTP as best friend. We clumsily comfort each other and always know exactly how it's meant and we really value the fact that we don't have to feel bad about it or have to try to explain it... 😅

Mature INTPs are the bomb. Unfortunately, mature individuals in general are boring to write for as they lack the drama and conflict that makes a good story :D I will direct you to CS. Joseph's channel (link in description). This series is based off his work in Jungian psychology and he has a whole library on INTPs, including INTP personal growth and maturity. Thanks for watching!

Ikr !

@@cynthiapayne9906 mature individuals have an interesting backstory.

@@cynthiapayne9906 you can write character regressions for mature characters, i think that's interesting

Thank you! I'm so glad you liked it :)

I'm so glad it resonated with you

It is much deeper and helpful and even fun to learn about the 8cohnitive functions and their positions in the 8 stacks rather than focusing on the 8 letters You’ll have fun diving deep!

Thank you!

I actually just had my very first kumquat a few weeks ago, courtesy of a friend with a tree. They are delicious and thank you so much, lol! If you like this approach, you should know that the actual psychological info is not my own and I will direct you to CS. Joseph's channel (link in description) for his rather large library on INTPs. I just made it pretty and applicable to a favorite hobby of mine :) Thanks again!

I'm so glad you are enjoying them, and I have added your vote to the tally :) In the mean time, I should let you know that the psychological approach to my videos is not my own and I use CS. Joseph's 4-sides theorem. The link to his channel is in the description and he's got a huge library of both INTP and INFP videos in more of a lecture format rather than something applicable to literature. Thanks again!

:,/ I AM LIKING AN INFP FOR A WHILE NOW, yea i'm an intp... BUT I THINK THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT TIME BECAUSE WE'RE BOTH TRYING TO WORK OUT ON SOMETHING IMPORTANT... HOWEVER, MY FEELINGS FOR HER WOULDN'T GO ANYWHERE UNLESS SHE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE. I CAN WAIT UNTIL EVERYTHING FEELS RIGHT TO ME TO DO SOMETHING. I'M STILL FIGURING THINGS OUT, BOTH MY LIFE AND MY EMOTIONS. BUT, IF I JUS CAN SIMPLY TELL HER SHE'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON I KNOW, SHE LIGHTS UP MY WORLD, I WANNA BE WITH HER, AND I'LL PROTECT HER MORE THAN MYSELF, THAT WOULD BE NICE.

Thank you! I can take full credit for production, but as for accuracy and depth I will have to direct you to C.S. Joseph's channel (link in description). His videos are in lecture format, but if you like this sort of approach to the types, then you may enjoy his system :) Thanks for watching!

I'm so glad you liked it :) If you would like more of the same, then you should know that this series is based on the 4-sides MBTI system currently led by CS. Joseph (link in description). He has a huge library on INTP dynamics. Thanks for watching!

:D Thank you!

Lmao yes omg

Sounds like you may be heavily unconscious focused.

@@cynthiapayne9906 what does that mean?

I'm so glad you liked it! If you'd like more of the same, my videos are based on CS. Joseph's 4-sides system (link in description). He has a huge library on INTP things. Thanks for watching!

@@cynthiapayne9906 will check it out

They just can't help themselves, lol!

Thank you! :)

I'm glad I got it right enough to strike a nerve, lol! My hubby's an INTP and when he's stuck, it takes someone else calling him out (me, his doctor, one of his guy friends, etc) and specifically calling him out on how he is failing to meet his responsibilities to get him un-stuck. Ya'll are so easy to guilt into action it's ridiculous, but it has to be framed in a way so that it's not about benefiting you or about what you want, and is instead about your relationship and responsibilities in regards to other people. So, I have to say "You need to start eating better because it is your responsibility to model heathy behavior for the kids, and they look to you for guidance on how a responsible adult takes care of themselves" because if I say "You need to start eating better so that your health will improve and that will make your quality of life better," then nothing is going to change. So, if you don't have anyone who will call you out and you are looking to motivate yourself, perhaps look at your relationships and see how you could better fulfil your responsibilities to those relationships in a way that also benefits you. Failing that, find a way to help someone and increase your responsibilities, even if only temporarily (volunteer work is great for this). And thank you so much for watching! I do love all of you wonderful INTPs out there

@@cynthiapayne9906 it's weirdly true that I don't prioritize goals for myself or for my own benefit first. Such as eating healthy. Whereas if I know someone close to me is trying to keep healthy habits I immediately try and think of things that benef them but also fit them and their personality and start trying to help implement them right away. At the moment I think this has been more difficult due to the current state of the world but also most people around me are also stagnent in their own lives too even though we keep eachother supported. I honestly think it's part psychological and that me and others won't feel the 'push' for change until the new year starts even if the situation stays pretty much the same, because the idea of a fresh start is what will push many of us towards change

@@lovel2940 I don't think I've ever met an INTP who wasn't willing to help others--even eager to help. You guys are fantastic at it and it makes you so happy and it seems to be your main avenue for growth, but I feel like one of INTPs biggest stumbling blocks is when they go for a time without anyone to help or they end up not helping, but enabling a less healthy individual, and then they get stuck. And because they are stuck and not advancing, but everyone around them is advancing, they are now no longer in a position of being able to help those around them--they don't have the greater skills or the life experience or the new connections anymore--so they get into this toxic circle of stuck-in-a-ruttness. I've seen INTPs near and dear to me spend a decade not pursuing a career they wanted to pursue or a goal they wanted to achieve and instead remain in a position of complete stagnation. The layers of excuses and rationalizations they would come up with were mind-boggling. It was very frustrating for me because I cared for these people and didn't know how to help them do what they wanted to do. I am so grateful to this MBTI system for teaching me that it's my responsibility as someone who loves an INTP to call them out when they get stuck like this. It would totally backfire on most other types, but it's exactly what INTPs will respond to. Knowing what motivates us gives us the tools to work "with" ourselves rather than against ourselves. So, if I as a random internet chick who happens to love INTPs may be so bold, let me say this: Don't wait around for a year or ten years for someone else to give you permission to do something with your life, or you will find yourself helpless to help those you care most for.

@@cynthiapayne9906 that is both simple, rational and honest advice thank you. I'm saving this video and comment thread for life 😝

@@cynthiapayne9906 commenting to save this for later. Very helpful

No

You are very welcome :) Thanks for watching!

ENTP is next! It's going at a snail's pace, but it is coming :) Thanks for watching

@@cynthiapayne9906 lovely!

Thank you so much! I've added your vote to the tally

Thank you :)

I literally sat there dumbfounded at the realization that every "sorry" I've said and mistake I've tried to fix was completely selfishly motivated by my own guilt.

...how is that selfish? Of course making others feel bad makes you feel bad--that's called being a healthy human being. You INTPs are just more sensitive and insecure about it than other types and can be more easily manipulated by it. Just look at how far in your head you are about trying to make yourself feel better when you make someone else feel bad. Wanting to feel good by helping others feel better isn't a bad thing. It's a healthy human thing. People volunteer and donate to charity because it gives them a boost, not because they are selfless. The end result is the same--everyone benefits, so how is the base motivation a bad thing when the result is a good thing?

That one is next ;) Thank you and thanks for watching!

@@cynthiapayne9906 No, thank you for making quality content that is worth watching. ❤️

Searching an INTP who shares the same worldview as me. So if you are an INTP, can we be friends online? your social media pls? I am tired of this life.... I desperately need to talk to someone who thinks like me.

We'll get there. It might be at a snail's pace, but we will get there, lol! I added your vote to the tally, and thanks for watching!

Right back at you :)

Your vote has been added to the tally! ENTP is next, but I will be needing an introvert after that :)

@@cynthiapayne9906 Alright ill stay tuned, thank you! I subbed btw

Ya'll yanks jus' canno appreciate the intricacies and nuance of language dialects from yonder ya'lls backyards. Bless ya'lls hearts

@@cynthiapayne9906 Haha. I'm a Floridian with family in Kentucky and Tennessee so I get the struggle. Though, in Florida, anything south of Ocala is actually more northern. Even the St John's river, similar to the Nile, runs that way. My being from Orlando means I'm southern once removed.

@@chazstone6744 🤣 I do love how quickly you came to defend your geographical status. Southern Pride seems to be universal no matter what personality type you are :) Thanks for watching!

Cynthia Payne As an INTP yank with family in the south, I can appreciate the nuance of the phrase “bless your heart”. It reminds me of the scene in The Matrix when the Merovingian likens cursing in French to using silk toilet paper. I love it!

@@G_Demolished 😂 I once had a colleague from up north who kept using the phrase incorrectly. As in, intending the literal translation. She thought it was a nice thing to say and she was a legit lovely woman. I'll never forget the look on her face when I finally took her aside and told her it didn't mean what she thought it meant...

What type of conversation with a loved one would you most enjoy: one where you are learning about and explaining a system, strategy, or historical coming about of something, or talking about some goals you want to achieve in the future while vocally daydreaming about the "what if" possibilities of those goals? If the first, you are probably more in the ballpark of INTP, the second would be the ballpark of INFJ. Also: when you meet someone and they are super friendly, is your first instinct to be on guard because you think they are trying to play you, or is your first thought to make sure you give a good impression so that your reputation and public persona stays intact? For the first, lean more towards INFJ in your research. If the second, take a good look at INFP. Just a random person's two cents, lol! Thanks for watching :)

Your vote has been added to the tally! Thank you

Curious as to why you want to see intj breakdown.... Subito

Searching an INTP who shares the same worldview as me. So if you are an INTP, can we be friends online? your social media pls? I am tired of this life. I desperately need to talk to someone who thinks like me.....,

May I recommend a different test? This series of videos is based on CS. Joseph's work in Jungian psychology and his is the system I subscribe to in general (link in description). He has his own test on csjoseph.life which is adaptive, so you can jump around and only answer the questions you are sure about and the test will eliminate questions as you go based on how you've answered. It's also recommended that you take the test with someone who knows you well to help you answer the questions. Two big differences between ISTJs and INTPs are that ISTJs are Affiliative and Concrete, while INTPs are Pragmatic and Abstract. As a general idea, if you're already thinking I'm talking hookey and are not trusting a word I'm typing here, lean towards INTP. If you think the idea of taking the test with a friend could be cool, lean towards ISTJ, lol! ISTJs will gravitate towards teamwork and how we can all work together and will start with what is known, then decide how it can be fixed/improved. INTPs will start with the "what if?" and then work to figure out the best way of making it happen, and will prefer to work alone unless there is a need or benefit to bringing in others. Best of luck to you on figuring it out!

Oh, ya'll INTPs most definitely love order and organization and keeping everything straight. I just have to ask you to do it for someone other than yourselves ;) Then you guys are freakin' amazing at it, lol!

I'm an INTP and love order and organisation... in theory. I love to create plans, but end up breaking them :) Also order is very vague concept. My idea of order is unreachable, so i quit on trying.

@@ksanag3426 same I Plan everything through because I like planning but I dont like living with them

@@leni6896 It's like a structured plan after analyzing the fors(?) and cons but only in my mind cause I don't wanna write it down, so very flexible as I tend to forget some parts or just everything.

But chaos is the ultimate form of order?

for the record, this video was incredibly insightful and everything pretty much checks out

I'm so glad you enjoyed it :) This series is based on the 4-sides MBTI system headed by CS. Joseph (link in description). He has his own MBTI test on his website that you might want to check out. You have to give your email, but it's free and the test lets you jump around and only answer the questions you are certain of, then adapts to your answers. It may help you verify. Thanks for watching!

Thank you :)

I did, and he is :) Thanks for watching.

I'm so glad things are looking up! i guess the best advice I can give is to just keep focusing on improving yourself--reading, growing, making and working towards goals, growing other friendship relationships, etc, and not relying on your partner to fulfil every emotional need. The more you are desired by others (and I'm speaking mostly platonically here--the more others desire to have you in their life in some capacity), the more you will feel secure in yourself and that positive cycle will feed on itself and will quiet a lot of these "what if?" questions that plague you. Best of luck and take care of yourself!

I'm so glad it was useful to you :) If you'd like more of the same, the psychology in these videos is based on the system headed by CS. Joseph (link in description) and he's got a huge INTP library. Thanks for watching!

Are you an INTP? If not, which type do you believe yourself to be? I'm curious :)

I will add your vote to the tally! I will be getting back to these videos--them there scientists need to crack the cheat code on adding more hours to the day, lol!

Oh yeah. ;)

No--I'm just married to one of you, lol! Thanks for watching

Fell in love with my INTP hubby when he stopped the car one day to shoo a lizard off the windshield. They're so damn cuddly. Thanks for watching!

I feed the crows on the weekend. Love doing that since they recognize me but they are skeptical of humans so I have to kind of throw the food their direction and pretend like I don’t know what’s going on for them to take it. The cool thing is the close flybys where their wing touches my shoulder and they follow me back to my van in the tree tops.

In my case, I don't really care much about animals but I don't harm them either. They have better survival skills than most humans.

I'm glad you found this useful, and I am sorry you are having difficulty on these dating apps. I can imagine INTP men would be at an extreme disadvantage online. On the plus side, INTP men get picked up by women more than any other type in the bar scene. It involves actually going out to a bar, but once you're there you are free to read a book or bring some work. Your job isn't to do any approaching, just to be there. For the NJ women most compatible with you, you INTP men are like a freaking homing beacon--all the more so because you're so rarely out and about where we can see you. I'm the one who approached and asked out my INTP hubby. Work on a playing field where you have the advantage.

@@cynthiapayne9906 thank you Cynthia I appreciate your time and words more than you know. It's been an interesting experience to say the least, bad thing is now I am looking for even more truth and scammers are just insane and you won't win. I like to see their creation of lies then when you catch them they don't give up the lie 🤣😂🤣. The only thing that I see now is a scammer in everyone and everything when I am searching. So disappointing that people have to decieve but I have this feeling deep down that "SHE" will come out of nowhere. I didn't ever believe in hope so I guess it falls to repeated patterns in my life. At other moments in this journey I have been seeing we all want the same thing we all have different ideas and that's great,thou I am sad about labels, shame age sex color size people like whatever they like. Some of those tastes are indeed 😋 quite difficult to imagine for me. Now the question about if I was a real INTP I tested myself over a dozen times in 30 years well I found life has changed me as of lately Introvered intuitive is all I am sure of the other letter seem to change depending on mood and now I was told life experience 🙂. But always a skeptical being not able to trust or see what's in front of their face. The learning and lessons will continue. I am really starting to enjoy the exchange of fresh ideas and enlightenment, and I am so great full for people like you Cynthia ....one note this past year another lady named Cynthia has befriended me and another name that has kept showing up in this journey is Samantha. Now to most people it's just hyperbole but like on a beautiful mind I see patterns in everything an sometimes I feel like I lost my mind. Just yesterday I also seen mindfreak well if that isn't a movie made just for me I don't know what would be, someone actually put my dream on film. The passage back the what ifs although I wouldn't have used it quite as much honesty. I have bounced thru this conversation I truly appreciate this forum and am sorry if my excitement got the best of me here so much I would like to share I hope this sounds intelligent 😜 Stay healthy 💖💕😀

@@angelous6630 Sincere best of wishes to you on your journey. Stay healthy to you, too