Hi Leena. I chose Pile 1 and it resonated with me a lot. My father committed suicide when I was 9 years old. I didn't feel angry towards him because of the suicide but I did feel the lack of a father. Yes, I do have subconscious fears that you mention and I agree that my defence mechanism is to have a masculine Leo type of personality (I am a Pisces so it is not natural for me to be fiery). I really appreciate your words that sometimes we are okay just BEING... Life is not always a transaction and it is not always about fighting for your life. Yes, I need to embrace abundance, freedom and BREATHING and I need to abandon control x
I was drawn to the vibrancy of the magnolias, ironically a flower my mother had me hating as a child as she forced me to do her gardening. This reading is not for me, but it does however, it tell the story of someone who is constantly on my mind at present. I did ask for info on this, so thats on me.
No.2👍💛Right,I am introvert like my Dad😴need time 2 open up.I do write my emotions on Social media,as well.🙈Many things resonated my life dear. Right,I hv higher purpose in life,2 be a leader,2 be a voice of the people.Help others get justice.👍⚖️ but,friend justnow,I am struggling with my justice⚖️ need 2 speak for my justice.⚖️😴I welcome this Soulmate in my life,if he is going 2 become my strength,like my Dad❤as,my Dad was my strength/my support system,been my Soulmate, who went on the other sd.last year.😪
Thank you so much Leena. You and the others Tarot readers that I have been watching since these few months really help me a lot. My path wasn't easy and I have no one to return to and to share too. I gave the best to the others and I asked nothing from them in return. I feel that the others will treat me the same way I had treated them. They will have the same consideration, wisdom, kindness and generosity. But no, this world is full of beasts. They are even ready to tear our bodies down for entertainment after we feed them and give them a table full of food.. Its sad. It's not fair. But what can we expect from this cruel, materialistic, impermanence world? Nothing. By listening tarot I feel there is someone who can understand my feelings. Who know me without I have to explain anything. Just like that, going by the flow. Everything is so true, comforting, and soothing. I am slowly healing with the help of tarot, slowly be strong and never lose hope and keep walking even I don't know where my step will bring me. Thank you so much. Tarot is one of greatest gift from this universe. Beautiful healing energy to someone that lose hope. Thank you Universe, Thank you Leena and all those spirits that help you to share this energy... ❤🤗
Pile 1 is me down to a T. Yes, I had to adapt to change with my sons girlfriend moving in and taking over, I am my worst critic, 13:13 yes daddy issue 💯 thank you