Your journey begins as a comedy my friend, promise urself, even if you think you won’t, promise to something you give a shit about, that you’ll change, that you won’t be a comedy anymore but something you want to become.
I will come back to these videos to listen to this song again and again, I see my future as of now cutting off 99 percent of my family so much toxicity, manipulation, drama, hatred, self harm and all the nasty messed up crap I had to learn or realize growing up that went on on in my family. It honestly is an odd feeling I come back to, I feel so much emotions at the same time yet the main feeling is the same. No faith in people it's a painful feeling right in the chest. I foresee me alone driving to work, paying bills, playing video games, working out alone. But it's not all so bad I think, at least I can trust myself more than most people. I wish you innocent people out there to do well fighting your demons, it's hard to talk about without being shamed, laughed at or judged but just know that I send you any blessings I can. Hopefully I win my fight but who knows.
Please, if you want to win your fight. Come to God, you cannot do this alone. Nor could I. He bares the weight, we give it to him. Repent now, not tomorrow. Tomorrow never comes. May God bless you.
I'D LIKE TO KNOW YOU BUT I DON'T WANT TO SCARED OF REVEALING THE IMAGE IS PEELING I'VE TRIED TO FIGHT THIS BUT YOU ARE MY WEAKNESS THIS WORLD IS RESTRICTING YOU MEAN EVERYTHING I SEE YOU SO CLEARLY I WANT YOU COMPLETELY I'D DO ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU NEAR ME FORGET THE FUTURE CAN WE GET CLOSER PULL BACK YOUR EYELIDS I'M LOST IN YOUR IRIS
