If you’re polarized at the level of mind guess what, meditation, visualization and journaling are all mind activities run by ego. This is the direct opposite of letting go of 3D and embracing yourself as both masculine and feminine energies. Allowing yourself to express from both energies is what the journey of awakening is. The idea of some other person representing a runner and another a chaser only proves your in your ego. If I do this or try that I will get them…EGOOOOOOOOO!!!!. We are awakening because we were asleep. When your truly awakened your not looking for external validation from anyone, you have learned how it separates you from your own joy and why you cannot regress back to that pattern. Letting go of specific results is liberation. No other person can complete you not even the TF concept. You’re unique the way you are. 1 in 8 billion start living your uniqueness but always remember your never greater nor can you be any less than anyone else. We all have to accept how ignorance has blinded us. You are an extension of source. Embrace that and express that love at any opportunity you can and forget about TF union/reunion. It does not matter when you’ve awakened!
