Isaiah Rashad is the heaviest sleeper I know. Nobody knows his shit. When I played some of my friends "4 da squad" they fell in love instantly but idk if they ever went further
Just wanna share this with yall. This song SAVED my life. The night i found this song I was actively making a plan for suicide that I planned to put in action the next day. Then i found this song. The beat itself got me so mellowed out i was hooked. Then came the lyrics, which really got me to think, damn im not the only one. When I first heard this slowed reverb version I cried HARD. It reminded me how far Id come since askimg for help with depression and I was able to get therapy, switch schools and avoid all the bullying at my previous one, and I made several lifelong friends at my new school and overall am a much better person.
2 days ago I planned my suicide, all that was left was for me to convince myself or grow the pair of balls to do it... I don't know how Iam still alive rn. Iam in such a trance state rn. Idk what to do.
Lost my lil bro 2yrs ago from oding he was 17, I was 19 at the time, I’m 21 now, I still feel suicidal at times and it’s rlly tough losing a brother someone whom u were close too. I play this song every time I get high and reminiscing the good old days we’ve had together. I believe in god, that’s why I can’t fucking do it man
“I been askin questions, where the love? And they don’t give me answers just a check” after my brother past, I realized nobody even checked up on me. Nun of my frens but my gramma
Isiaih rashad is the first thing I hear every morning. Heavenly father has been my alarm for years. And its perfect. this song helps me get outta bed and activly want to fix everything
Yeah Now, everybody tellin' me a lie Lordy, give me somethin' for my soul See, I don't wanna think of suicide So please don't take the lock key off my door See, I've been tired of fuckin' all these girls And I've been tired of spendin' all my dough And if I give my story to the world I wonder if they'd book me for a show See you can't handle pressure on your own So why you carry boulder by yourself? The story’s storyteller tell it wrong And glorify the horror and the wealth My mama call me, tell me coming home And I just need some guidance in my steps I know I'm not the only one alone I know I'm not the only one that felt [Chorus: SZA] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? [Verse 2: Isaiah Rashad] Look Now, I'm prayin' that I make it 25 They be callin' doctor for my health And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs 'Cause I been havin' problems with myself And I been askin' questions, where the love? And they don't give me answers, just a check And they don't know my issues as a child 'Cause I was busy cuttin' on myself And hangin' from the playground wasn't wrong Until you got a rope around your neck And I been losin' more than just my mind Gatherin' what's left of self-respect And Daddy, why you call me while you're drunk? And why you never love me when I need it? And I don't wanna be like you no more And I been tryna cope, I'm getting weeded [Chorus: SZA] Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? Heavenly Father, why are you so far away? [Verse 3: Isaiah Rashad] Here, look, ayy I smoke too much: the problems of a 20-somethin' I drink too often, there's liquor pourin' from the faucet You would assume from following the tunes That I'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum These bitches ain't shit, and pussy is my greatest vice I love smokin' weed, I hate advice I know some niggas that talk good, the wise men From a long line of bitch-made and brides-men You never had nuttin' but fuckin' dreams You just caught up in the hype, the fashion and so it seems The limelight, I know that I rhyme tight No need for your two cents and burnin' your blueprints These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about Just need a moment of silence, just close your fuckin' mouth Infatuated with violence, gun in my fuckin' mouth So you don't know that I'm serious, know what I'm talkin' 'bout? [Outro: Isaiah Rashad] Like you got punchlines for days So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged And you got punch lines for days So generic your flow, you're too cold, you're aged Yeah, and I'm so misrepresented By niggas that claim trill and they souls was never in it, like And I'm so misrepresented By niggas that claim trill, they souls was never in it, like...
Yeah, now everybody tellin' me a lie Lordie, give me something for my soul See I don't wanna think of suicide So please don't take the lock key off my door See I been tired of fucking all these girls And I been tired of spending all my dough And if I give my story to the world I wonder if they'd book me for a show See you can't handle pressure on your own So why you carry boulders by yourself The story stole, they tell it till it wrong And glorify the horror and the wealth And mama call me tell me coming home And I just need some guidance in my steps I know i'm not the only one alone I know i'm not the only one who felt Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Yeah, I'm praying that I make it 25 They be calling doctors for my health And "no" is kinda hard to say to drugs Because I been having problems with myself And I been asking questions, where the love? And they don't give me answers just a check And they don't know my issues as a child Because I was busy cutting on myself And hanging from the playground wasn't wrong Until you got a rope up on your neck And I been losing more than just my mind Gathering whats left of self-respect And daddy why you call me while you drunk? And why you never love me when I need it And I don't wanna be like you no more And I been tryna cope I'm getting weeded Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Heavenly father why are you so far away Yeah, ay I smoke too much, the problems of a 20 something I drink too often, there's liquor pouring from the faucet You would assume by following the tunes That i'm doomed to die young, addicted to dry plum These bitches ain't shit and pussy is my greatest vice I love smoking weed, I hate advice I know some niggas that talk good The wise men from a long line of bitch made and bridesmen You never had nothing but fucking dreams You just caught up in the hype The fashion and so it seems, the limelight I know that I rhyme tight No need for your 2 cents and burning your blueprints These people think I really give a fuck about the shit they give a fuck about Just need a moment of silence, just close your fucking mouth Infatuated with violence, gun in my fucking mouth So you don't even know that i'm serious, know what im talking 'bout Like you got punchlines for days So generic your flow You're too cold, you're aged And you got punch lines for days So generic your flow You're too cold, you're aged Yeah, And i'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill And they souls was never in it, like yeah And I'm so misrepresented by niggas that claim trill They souls was never in it like
