My husband wasn't a traveler, and he started to see your videos and we started to travel so much more. You inspire people! From all over the world! Never forget that.
How did I miss this!! I guess I was meant to see it today. This is why I share I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! Thank you for sharing and I am so so happy you and your husband get to enjoy travel together. -Ash
Ash, I am a 54 year old Australian woman who is now single for the first time in my life. Travel is my absolute passion, so now I am facing continuing my journey solo. YOU, gorgeous young lady, have been an inspiration to me to face my fears, step out of my comfort zone, & get back into exploring this wonderful world of ours! Chin up Ash, you are a strong, beautiful & intelligent woman...you've got this!!!!! Sending much love from Melbourne, Australia. xxxxxx
Kathryn I truly can not express how happy this comment made me. You are the reason why I make these videos. I love this so much and I am so so proud of you and back you up 100%. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. -Ash
I don’t think you tube can be a job like it used to be too many people doing it fighting for the same views . Also a lot of people haven’t got the money now to paying you tubers . The cost of living crisis is effecting most people so money is tight for everyone.
What about going home and becoming a flight attendant? I know you were thinking about that at one time. You’d make steady money and benefits, could travel, and could still make videos.
@@elaineevans7126 this immigrant life we choose isn’t easy. You always have to determine if the cost of admission is worth the ride, especially if it’s voluntary. I’ve been following her for years through this and her prior life. I empathize for sure but she’s a tough gal that seems to think things through, and I think whatever she chooses to do will be the right choice.
I followed the Way away for years , and I have followed Winging it with Ash since its launch. I enjoy your content particularly when you venture to Italy. The only way I can think of increasing numbers is doing some collaborations with other you tubers who have bigger audiences. You did it in the past on your other channel so I imagine you have some contacts. Good luck any way , I am sure numbers will pick up soon.
Ashley, you have been successful on many levels. Don't ever think of yourself as failure. You have been through the fire and inspired travelers, single people, and others all over the world. We all love you and wish you the best. I can't budget to be a patron, but you are always on my prayer list. Whatever you do, pray and trust God for the outcome. 🙏❤️🙏❤️🙏
This is the content people want to see. We want to see real life. We want to know what others are dealing with. It helps us all feel connected and like we're not alone. It's real life. It's sanity. Crying is healthy.
A couple of people I follow on RU-vid have mentioned recently that their views and growth have slowed or even sunk for some reason and it seemed that for some reason RU-vid wasn't pushing it to people. He asked followers to go to the search, put in the title of his channel and then click on any of his videos that came up in the results, like if not already liked and to keep doing that for a while. Apparently, that can kick start YT into recommending you more. Apparently, it worked so if we can all do that for a few minutes it might help.
I watched The Way Away and this channel. recently I haven’t been watching your vids or any travel vids as much lately. Why? I think I’m burnt out on watching travel vids. I’m working overtime to pay bills so I don’t have the time and the last thing I want to watch is someone else on vacation. I don’t mean to be mean but I think the interest in it is declining. I use to support channels I loved financially but I stopped. My heating bill just doubled and I don’t have extra. Go home. Set up a home and then travel here and there. That was my fave part of this channel. It was relatable.
Oh hunny I just want to give you hug! I am currently learning French, I am taking lessons at my local Alliance de France. I never realized how hard it was learning a new language. I feel it could easily be considered a part time job, heck even a full time one! I go to all of my classes, plus I use supporting programs like Duo Lingo and Pimsleur. I am struggling, A LOT..... but I have given myself a few years to become proficient before I move. I think that is why you are so overwhelmed. Give yourself a bit of Grace. You Can Do This! We are here for you!
My husband and i are doing the same. Trying to learn French, and hopefully become proficient, before we move. Plan to move to France in the next few years.... So hopefully learning the language first will make it easier. I def noticed that it's harder to learn and retain the knowledge than it used to be when I was younger
Very touching video. I remember your positivity at home talking about wanting to work maybe as a flight attendant and also travel. You share often that you love It there. It seems like also there is a void in a few areas and maybe going home in time would be a good reboot to starting a new chapter. It’s a change of direction which is the great part about growing.
Its for sure something I consider from time to time and am not completely against but until I know for sure that it is time I will stay and enjoy all the special moments that I am having here in Spain.
@WingingItWithAsh I'm going to be honest Ash, and speak from too many years experience. You are showing the classic signs of missing being in a secure relationship. You probably think not, but trying to resurrect The Way Away was trying to return to happier times. You're now at a crossroads, and you have to make some tough choices. Most guys of your age will be looking to, or already have started to put down roots and looking to settle with a job, wife, and family. There will be some that still want the globe trotting life, but not your average guy. I've never wanted to tour the world, but I can see the attraction for you, as your ex was a part of it for a long time. You have to make some choices as the years soon pass, and if you're looking to have a family, it's more involved, the nearer you get to 40. You need to be thinking ahead, to where you really see yourself settling long term. I hope It's been of use to you, but please choose carefully and find someone that is still going to stick around through the good and bad times.
@@chiaweinam Yes, I followed their The Way Away for some time, and I've seen Ash putting on the brave face and seem to move on after the split. Having lost my wife to illness a few years ago, I know how hard it will be to make sure you find what you really want. Sometimes it takes a stranger to say the truth to you and make you see you can't dwell on the past too much or the years pass by before you realise. It's a shame to see her so unhappy, and unsure which way she needs to go. I'm a pretty good judge of peoples emotions, and it's quite clear that Ash needs to be looking at where she really would like to be in say 10+ years, not a short term plan. But the difficult part is findings that person that will be there with you all the way.
God Bless You, Ash. My wife and I moved to Barcelona in September 2022, right after you. Your videos were inspirational for us. My wife is a student and her visa is good. I've struggled with my own visa issues, and uncertainty, exactly as you shared in this video. You deserve more views and success!!! Thank you for everything you do!!!
I saw a job for a remote video editor somewhere… you have lots of skills I’m sure you’ll find something. I would be a patron but I can barely live myself. Everything here costs so much it’s ridiculous. Love you kid.
I am so sorry to see how upset you are. I have lived alone in a country where I had limited language skills and I recognise how you feel. It is part of the process and you should share the highs and lows. You are already succeeding and better days will come. ❤❤❤
I have to admire you for your courage and persistence to succeed at your dream, I know most people presented with the obstacles you have experienced would have packed it in a long time ago, I think you will find the way forward even if you stumble now and then. you will get stronger. I have faith in your future. Ash, all the best!
I'm always impressed by people who are able to strike out on their own, move to another country where they don't know anyone and then successfully overcome the challenges. I have traveled solo and experienced the loneliness of not being near loved ones but that doesn't compare to permanently living without your family nearby which you have done. My suggestions are to try to focus on the things that you have accomplished and all of the small achievements that you have had. With regard to Spanish, I have been studying Spanish for a year and a half and know the sinking feeling when I am in my online class with students from all over the world and can't get my conjugations right or forget my vocabulary. It takes several years to truly become fluent in a foreign language. But the times that I do get the answers right are what keep me going with Spanish. With regards to income, have you thought of becoming an English teacher in Italki or a similar platform? I have practiced with several Spanish speaking people from Mexico who are certified teachers or community teachers and who are gradually building their number of students and income. With your personality, I am sure you would do well as an English teacher in Italki.
Come home and travel from there. I have great interest in you but no interest in Spain. You can never get back the time with your family. ❤❤❤ Remember meeting us in London?
Wish I could give you a hug! I struggle with what to say…but I do know in my 58 years experience you will find your way! It’s not all rainbows, but Ashley you are going to make it! You are a brave, beautiful, creative young woman. Thanks for sharing, I’m going to keep you in my prayers. Lots of love 🌸💕~Cara
Don't be hard on yourself, you have set yourself challenges that most of us wouldn't even contemplate. Giving time and space to recognise your emotions is healthy and part of the process.
Ashley everything you say about language learning is entirely normal. Just to reassure you that you will get there but it takes so much more time than people think. It has taken me 5 years to get there with French but it’s still hard. Keep going. Please don’t give up! I think you’ve done so well to go and live in Europe and experience so many things both ups and downs. You’re an amazing person and your spirit is beautiful. I’ve said this so many times but your smile and outlook on life is such a positive thing in the world. Wherever you are I love watching your content. I loved your little house in the USA when you worked in the dentist. I loved your travel videos. I’ve loved watching your Spain videos. Basically the core subscribers aren’t going anywhere. It’s all so normal to feel this way when you live away from your home country. I moved from the U.K. to Australia after travelling Europe for years. I’m also in my 30s and craving security and familiarity and having to renew my visa over here in Australia every 2 years is hard, it just makes everything feel temporary. It’s like living in limbo sometimes and being so far away from my friend group is heartbreaking.
I've been following you since way away a few years ago and must say that a lot of your videos inspired me. Being an expat is not easy, I totally understand you, I am born Brazilian to Portuguese parents and we have lived in different countries. When I was younger moving and learning new languages was easy, this way I've learned 4 languages easily, however, 5 years ago I moved to Denmark for a job (thankfully I don't have to go through these visa processes due to my Portuguese nationality) and I struggled so much to learn some Danish and integrate, I worked full time in an office and had classes twice a week for 3 hours, but my brain was just like no, I was already exhausted by the end of the day. At some point I dropped the classes after the first module, I couldn't work full time and learn danish at the same time, I'm in my early 30s nowadays and it's not like when I was a teenager. Also, you feel like nowhere is home, back in Brazil and Portugal I don't feel like this is my home anymore, but neither is Denmark, At the end of the day I understood that home is where the heart is and slowly started saying that home is where I'm physically at and if I move to another place that will be my home, and Denmark, Brazil, Portugal, France and the US will be in the past, a few beautiful chapters of my life. Do I see myself living in Brazil or Portugal again? Maybe when I get much older? Another point, being away from family is not easy, but being too close isn't pleasant either - my siblings are closer and always complain. I always think well if my mom lives another 30 years, I may see her only 30 or 40 times since I have my life with my partner, I travel to different places and not necessarily to see my family every time. The hardest I noticed was when my partner's mother passed away during the pandemic and we couldn't attend the funeral, that was heartbreaking to an unimaginable level and well it is what it is. Nowadays, I understand I have to focus only on the positive aspects and understand that there are drawbacks and that's normal, it's life, this way I'm coping better.
If I'm really honest, you can't really compete with the travel vloggers that are out there as their content is so top grade and they are in different places all the time. I think you should think about returning to the US and start renovating something or take on a tiny home. Projects are what people like seeing on RU-vid. It's so hard now on your own as solo traveller and you're so lovely but the harsh reality is that it's too tough to compete for views from other travel vloggers. Also it's great to learn Spanish but not everyone can become fluent. If things aren't clicking after a year, don't torture yourself learning. Accept you've learnt enough to get by and move on.. Life's too short All of this sounds so harsh but it's what I'd tell a friend and coming from a place of encouragement. You would probably be happier near your family and things could click into place. I think you'd be a brilliant school teacher. Would you think of retraining for something like that.
Before I begin my comment, I first want to send my prayers and love to you. You have been through so much and still smile every day.❤ Now, here are a few things that I think of after hearing your thoughts today... 1. Why is learning Spanish so important to you? Is it because you thought you could double up and create YT content while you were there? You can learn Spanish anywhere, truly. Think about that. Why there? I'm sure it's been fun but it also sounds stressful and expensive. 2. You can't run two channels. I had been a follower of the TWA for several years prior to it's demise - saw the writing on the wall for a long time and only watched for your experience. So when you created WITA I jumped over. However, then you announce that you're going to run both channels... Too confusing. Now, I think it's smart to run content out of TWA because there are more subs which would equal more revenue... But you have to build it back up as it sat vacant for so long. Yes, you'll lose a few subs but not enough to matter that much. The main thing is you have to stay consistent. If it was me, I'd focus on one channel. I'd work on trying to transfer subs from one channel over to the one you want to focus on. 3. How are you bringing people to your channel? If you're relying on YT revenue then you need to treat it like a job. Posting on other social media platforms as well as being versatile in your brand/offerings. IE: sponsorships, affiliate links, merch, etc. YT isn't reliable on its own. Also, running consistent live streams... It seemed like you had several generous super chats on your last live. That might be a great way to make a little extra cash while doing something fun with your most loyal viewers. ❤As mentioned before, you are a special person who has survived a past that many of us wouldn't have found our way out of... I hope I haven't offended you in any way, just a few thoughts on how to help. Conclusion: Go back to Seattle, continue to learn Spanish at home, create content that is authentic to you and not what you think everyone wants, focus on one channel, diversify your income streams, and continue to be the beautiful you. ❤
Thank you for your well thought out comment. I am happy to share with you. 1. Learning Spanish has always been something I thought was out of reach for me. It was a dream I never thought I would see fulfilled and I am so happy to have the chance to try. I do know that I could be learning spanish in many other places but I do love Europe and I really desire to put my roots down somewhere after for so long living out of a bag and not feeling like I could develop friendships or build community. I could end up in another spanish speaking country but for now I feel at home here and want to continue to cultivate that. 2. I agree with you! I had to try and now that I have I feel that I can move forward knowing I have done all I could. I had to do that for myself. Sometimes I forget that I am one person and one person can only do so much. haha 3. I do view it as a job and I spend so much time on what I do. Editing alone takes me a long time as I would not consider myself an editor. One thing I can see as my downfall is that I have a hard time asking for and accepting help. I need to get better at this because I know I need more hands to do the great things I would love to see done with this channel and all my social medias. ❤ Thank you for all of your suggestions and that you care for me and my future. It is obvious you are a caring person. Thank you for taking the time to write me and share. -Ash
I personally watch your channel mainly because your irrepressible sunshiney personality cheers me up. The soul of your channel is your genuine and loveable personality, and the formula that is proven to work is simply 'person we like + different situations', more so even that specific topics. So I think expanding beyond travel and into anything and everything you find interesting might be the way to create growth, with an eye on adjacent audiences and current trends to capitalise on. Hammering out short videos is a key way to trigger channel growth too. Point being, making it more about engaging with your personality/lifestyle rather than even the topic, let your imagination run riot in terms of creativity and ideas, do things that are within your reach rather than thinking you have to go bigger and bigger to get views, and don't be afraid to blatantly piggyback on trends either.
Love your honesty. Its hard to be so open publicly. I have moved many times and lived in several countries and now living on the opposite side of the world from home. There have been very tough times but I have pushed through them and grown within. Keep going and thriving. You will know within what you want to do🙂 sending hugs
Speaking from experience learning Spanish is hard for all of the reasons you mentioned, you're not alone. RU-vid is hard. It's different for you because you need to make a living from it whereas I don't need to make money from it. For me it's just something I like to do from video shooting to editing. Don't let it get you down. You are a strong independent woman. Considering all that you've been through i hope you’re proud of yourself. -Marc
To immigrate is not easy, all these feelings are part of it! Learning a new language also comes to a moment when it feels like you will never be able to speak but trust me this time will pass and you soon will be very fluent! don't give up, even if you come back home you will see that all these difficult parts were great lessons! I left my country when I was 17 and I lived in 5 different countries, I understand all those feelings! Good luck, you are doing great!
Keep going Ashley- you're an absolute inspiration to a lifestyle many only dream of. I love your travel videos and would really like to see more of Barcelona ❤
Hi Ash, Canadian living in Denmark here. 12 years and my Danish still sucks and I still miss home. I think people may like more day in the life vlogs interspersed with travel. You are awesome.
Ash, you are a real sweetheart. Your family will always be with you, even though there is distance between you, that will never change. I am so sorry to see you going through this sad phase in your young life, trust me, it will change for the better. Just keep being yourself, no matter what and things will come full circle. I wish you all the Love and Happiness in The World Princess, you take care and keep a smile on that Pretty Face. Very Best Wishes from Liverpool UK 😍😍💞💞💋💋
Hello from Japan. I started to watch your channel few months ago to study English. Since then, Your videos always motivate me and every time you upload new videos, it makes me happy! I hope your dreams come true.
As an immigrant I understand your struggles. Just remember thar there will be phases of immense stress and lots of unexpected challenges but there are amazing days as well. It is hard to adapt your expectation for your everyday reality and not with your plans from who you were before, but who and where you are now. Take care!❤
Ashley, you're a true inspiration! Stay strong and keep going. So sorry to hear of your struggles. You're an amazing person. I hope you find a way forward....xxx
You should be proud of your achievements, only 1 in a thousand would have the ability to make their way around life as well as you have. It's quite normal to have doubts and bouts of feeling down, especially as you are carrying all the decisions by yourself. At some point in the future it will all come together and you will meet the right person , in the right place and look back and see is was all worth it. Have a virtual hug. Chin up. .... you are normal, you are human..... but you are also an inspiration and tough as proven so far. You have to let your emotions out sometimes, its good for you
Ash, my heart goes out to you ❤️, it really isn’t easy doing what you’re doing. Whatever happens in the future, whatever you decide, remember how amazing you are, and your resilience and your sense of adventure. You have come so far, done so much, and all this in the midst of some fairly tricky life scenarios! It’s hard to keep going, but always remember that you are brilliant, powerful, and creative. You can be all these things at the same time as feeling a bunch of less positive emotions. Life is oftentimes a mixture, and whilst there are moments of "mountain highs" and "valley lows", often life is a lot of both :) Praying for you xxx
I am alone since last September 2022, came from Pakistan to Ireland as a doctor. I think there is a kind of depression and loneliness when abroad , working away from your own people.
I struggled to learn another language and I too cannot seem to think 'differently'. Continue to share your journey, you inspire so many that you do not know about. I wish I could hug you. Keep going Ash
I moved in France after my divorce. I was emotional for more than a year and was hard, but I can tell you that worth the fight. When you change your life and you start from 0 is difficult at the beginning, so is better to stop making lot of expectations, just be present the way life offer you. Is your soul journey. I send you love and light, keep fighting 🤗
Something about your vulnerability makes me want to give you a big, paternal hug and cuddle and reassure you everything will be alright one day. Having gone through some dark times myself, I can promise you it will.
Don't beat yourself up! This period will pass. Even if you just get up each day you are showing your strength. Seeing your family is bound to have caused you to question things. Hang in there!
Hi Ashley. I'm so sorry for your lose of your grandmother. I know it's a big struggle to move abroad and you are much stronger than I am, it's also something I have been dreaming about but I'm too afraid to fulfill my dreams. I have been following your Channel WIWA since the start but usually I watch the videos later due to my working hours and long days at work. I know how hard it's to learning a new language but I think you chose the better method than I did, you will hear and have to practice the language every day but I went to the class once a week and hardly heard it anywhere outside the class. Twice I started from the beginnings and now it's on hold again because of the situation in Russia and I don't think I will start it a third time anymore. You are doing a good job inspiring people everywhere to travel and explore new things. ❤❤
In one way or another we all understand what you're going through sometimes sometimes it's better to take a step back and refigure everything and then go forward agas far as the channel don't stress on it too much we're all here for you we're all love watching the videos I love seeing places I have no way to get to whatsoever would love to but have no way to do I definitely look forward to seeing your videos just think of all of us as a big family and we all just give you a big virtual hug you got this you're tough you're strong
Gurl, just one thing. Please don't bash yourself for anything, this channel is called Winging it With Ash for a reason. Things won't always turn out the way you expected it to be, which is fine. Just keep going and we will be here to support you, JUST WING IT 😉
Go back to Washington to recharge, reflex with your family on your Nan's passing and think about the next phase. Keep learning Spanish while at home and then once you have a better outlook and drive come back to Spain. Big hugs to you.
You've probably already done this, but maybe look back at what worked previously. I liked the output when you went back to America. But previously your travel. Tailor it to yourself. Also local supermarkets where you live. Shops restaurants. Street food. X
I enjoy the authenticity of the channel. I like this channel more than the old The Way Away. Nice to see all the supportive comments. I encourage you to make the content that you would like us to see, as opposed to what you think the viewers want. Please take time for yourself as you need. Would rather have content less often with you in a better place than weekly content with you struggling. Take a deep breath for yourself. Let's go!
I am sorry you are having such a hard time. You have lived in crisis for years. You need to find a place physically and mentally that can be your anchor. The one true thing that has been there for you is your family. Have you considered that maybe you need to feel needed and your traveling doesn't fulfill that?
Ashley you are a super star for being so brave to be honest and human 🥰 I just want to give you a massive hug 🤗 you are such an overachiever which is why you are trying to do it all which you can’t! RU-vid is full time on your mind, learning a language is SOOOOOO HARD!!! And I totally understand what it’s like to be so far from family 😞 sending you lots of love and I’m gonna message you on Instagram too, Charlie xxxx
you are a very brave lady to be in a country on your own takes guts . plus to vlog giving people advice upon traveling is amazing . not many people are real in expressing feelings you truly are a amazing person.
Hi Ash, don't be discouraged if people haven't seen the Zurich series for example, I've just been away and have lots of vlogs from people that i follow to catch up on, so its no reflection on the content, I must admit I'm drawn to the foodie vlogs and find them very enjoyable xx
Ahaah Yes! This is very normal and I don't hold anyone person responsible. I tend to be more upset with RU-vid really haha. I also really like food vlogs!
Potting plants in the sunshine sounds wonderful...an important part of my life is learning how to live with myself, appreciating the silence within and without, and deciding what it is that I really have to say when breaking this silence. To me, this is learning to live a meaningful life, having said what I needed to say, and hopefully, having done what I needed to do. Sounds like you’re on the right track...keep going, Ash ✌️❤️😊
Definitely do not give up! I've followed you for years and you're so inspiring. I love your honesty that you've always shared even through your hardest times. Forget about the videos you think others want to see. If you're passionate about something it will come through in your videos. If you want to settle in Spain, find a job and buy a house, chronicle that. I'd love to see more of that because it's who you are and what you want. It's a real, human story with ups and downs and struggles and fun. Hang in there. So sorry to hear about your grandmother. Find something intentional you can do to memorialize her life and help you process.
Oh Ash I am so sorry for your loss, I wish I could give you a hug❤ I love all of your videos, and I will watch every video you make, here or in the way away. Sending you love, hang in there lovely ash it will get better ❤❤❤
Sending you lots of love Ashley. I know you are going through some difficult times, but always remember, this too shall pass. You are stronger than you think! Sending blessings your way.
Sending love and support your way! I admire that you show such courage being your true self. Please try not to be too hard on yourself. You are strong and brave - doing way tougher stuff than most of us. Protect your happiness and health first. Whatever that means to you. We support you 💚
I'm so sorry for the loss of your grandmother. It sounds like you've had everything hit at once. I've been experiencing that a lot lately too. I live away from home too, and notice that we get good at compartmentalizing... but when the 2 versions of our worlds collide, or I have to miss important things in my "other life" it can get bad. Always keep in mind that 2 things can be true at once. Hang in there.
Pray for wisdom and have a long honest talk with your parents. I see you in a place like Texas, working, being in a church, and practicing Spanish because you would hear it everywhere. You would also make friends easily. Praying for you.
Sending you the biggest hug from the uk . I can just listen to you all day . I would love to see some videos of what you eat in a day in Spain. Just video what you cook for yourself and don't put pressure on yourself to get a video out . ❤❤❤❤
Sorry about this week for you ❤ Balancing what you want to do and what you need to do to make an income can be a tough decision. Keep doing what you think is right and in the end I think you get to where you want.
Ashley... when your parents come back.... make sure they understand how you are. Don't sugar coat your emotions. I'm so sorry about your Grandma.... that has to be the most difficult thing... and the mind plays many tricks and what ifs when dealing with things like this. Since you've repeated several times your need for security, family, and emotional needs... I'd really say that you'd be wise to make the inevitable list (positives/negatives of living far away from home) and see where you end up. The older I've gotten the more I've realized that we don't always get exactly what we want when we want it... sometimes we're forced to change directions for a time to eventually succeed. Hugs to you.
Upheaval, wanted or unwanted, is bound to incur strong emotions so it's good you are letting them out. I feel like youtube is a place where people want to see reality, whatever that is. Just be yourself and show the truth and I think people will respond.
I wish I could give you a hug Ash ❤ - you are a very inspirational woman and maybe you don’t realise that. After everything that has happened in recent years I applaud you for picking up your life and trying to move on. So many people would love to do what you are doing but aren’t as brave as you are. Hug your mum and dad tight when you see them - they will be very proud of you for doing this video I am sure - take care 🤗
You're an amazing person Ashley. Love watching your travel videos. Really enjoyed the Switzerland series you did recently. Hope you have a great time with your parents and fingers crossed a job comes up for you soon 🙂
Ash, I'm so sorry. My condolences to you and your family. 🫂❤ Sending a virtual hug. I hate to hear about the status of your channels too. I don't get it. You know me ...I never ever pass by a single video, on WayAway or here. Anyone who misses out on watching, it's their loss. It's not just the travel , but the star of the show is so sweet and raw and relatable...the world needs more of you. My eyes were welling up too while watching this. You are like the best friend I never met in person. Heartbreaking to see you upset. My heart and thoughts are with you. Hang in there ok. Love ya lots
Thank you for being so honest. You are such a lovely person . Its quite clear that you have that certain something ,that makes you a one in a million with a special talent to explain, make extremely interesting videos and share with others your travels, experiences in a unique way. Like other greats it often take time to learn what works and does not work but does not mean that you wont get there. It is very clear you will .I think at the moment you are trying too hard .Maybe relax and express what you enjoy and don't set yourself targets for videos each week. The energy that comes through, when you feel you want to make one will more than compensate for those not produced. There is that certain something that truly makes comes through ,when you are not stressed in your videos .
