it's finally time to tell you.. | onward and upward | Sam Golbach 

Here's a Internet hug because your so adorable **hug**

when Sam looked away from the camera to regather his thoughts, i started bursting out tears...and then i stopped, and wiped my tears...and then Sam sniffled and *BOOM* the tears came down again

WHO IS CUTTING ONIONS IN MY ROOM??

Who the actual hell disliked this?!?!

Onward and upward 💗💗

......who else cried.

this is my favorite video on youtube.

My dad is currently facing lung cancer. I can't imagine loosing him. Onward and Upward. 💕

This video speaks to my heart, thx u Sam

This is so sad and cute bc in the new conjuring house video he talked to his grandma which he hasn’t talked to in about 6 years.Rest in peace Mrs Golbach!Hope your happy up there and still watching over Sam!!🙏🏻

don't think a video has actually been so emotional but meant alot to the person saying it. I bet it took a lot of courage to tell that story. Positivity is an amazing thing!

Who ever dislikes this has no soul and is being rude because his talking about is grandma struggles and he doesn't have to tell us this but he did and I'm happy because it touched me 🤧

Sam I know what it must of been like when your grandmother was going through that because my uncle went through the exact sam but he didn't make it through the first he passed away because of a brain tumour and even tho he was going through that he always had a smile on his face♥️and this video was very inspiring and it has made me look on life a different way so for that thank you ♥️

Sam you and Colby have helped me so much I have been a year clean from cutting so tysm a I love you guys Onward and upward

Onward and Upward..love this motto 🙌🏼

watching the conjuring video before watching this hits hard

Been waiting on this video forever

His grandma would be so proud of him . Just like we are ❤️

This takes a lot of strength to do this and I'm so glad you decided to share with us! You've helped me through my grandad being in and out of hospitals and getting multiple surgeries.. but when I saw your first video I smiled for the first time in a while so thank you

anyone else love the message and the story so much that you just wanted to jump through the screen and hug sam coz you're crying 😢❤ I'm do sorry about your grandma, she's probably looking down at you smiling and thinking of how proud she is of you👍 onward and upward

This made my night Sam🙌🙏😌

I suffer from anxiety and depression, and for once in a very long time i was actually able to look at my life a little differently and be happy for everything I've been given and thank god I'm here, I actually smiled a true smile, you're an amazing inspiration to me and everyone here, thank you Sam

Onward and Upward Sam! I'm so happy to be a member of this family! 😊

Internet hug Bc your adorable and inspiring to me *hugs phone*

Sam this video was so inspirational and made me cry

I cried at this:(💜 we love u Sam xx

Notification squadd love you sammy onward and upward :) sam and colby fam for life

I’m actually crying through that story of Onward and Upward because i had lost my grandma back in 2016 in May. She meant the world to my dad. He has tons of memories in his childhood around her. But recently my best friend had his life taken from a car accident in 2022 i down poured tears and couldn’t stop bawling at the thought i wasn’t ok mentally honestly. Sam, thank you for the advice on not being for the “normal” you let me take on my own risks i never thought I’d be doing right now and on. I will keep moving forward and hopefully getting better from the negativity i had losing my best friend. Thank you for being you. Hey um Sam i grew up as an only child so you are like my older brother.

This made me cry but happy 💗❣️

Seeing this made my depression a little better. It made me realize that there is gonna be happiness.

I'm crying. Whoever thumbs this down isn't human! Love you, Sam!

This hits so different after watching the first episode of the Conjuring 😞 ❤

So happy to be in this fandom it truly means so much to me

emo is a state of depression in which a person feels like a letdown and decide to kill them self's for others. My attempts at death never worked because others cared enough about m and wouldn't let me die. Now I live like an emo every day and my guilt and great fullness makes me who I am. I am so sorry about your strong grandma, and you should know that if I knew you at the time I commited, ro tried to commit suicide 3 times, you would have been one of the people who saves me.

I just want to hug you. This is probably my favorite video so far

"I feel like I talk a lot." Me too sam, me too. 😂😂😂😋😋😋💗💗💗

My uncle died of cancer at a young age, last March❤

“I feel like I talk a lot” Well u do sam but that’s the point we love it 😂❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thank you for always being there for me Sam. I know you probably don't remember me, but I'm on TLP and you really helped me get through my dad passing away. I've been depressed for quite a long time and you got me to finally see what happiness truly is.

Anyone watching this because of the new Hellweek: A Week At The Conjuring House Video?

i love you Sam

It’s so sad and I bet when Colby got cancer it was probably one of the worst things ever

Onward and upward.. This is so inspiring, im so glad that i found you guys. And damn you guys bring me happiness. Life isn't as bad as maybe I thought :)

your grandma would be proud sam 😭❤️

I had to recently go through something I did not know how would end. my mother had an accident a couple of years ago and could not find a job when she got better. so a couple years later she was offered a job in Trinidad with is a very dangerous country. so every night for the whole year she was gone you and colby helped my through and I am now stronger than I was and just thank you so much

Sam: I feel like I talk a lot. Me: Yeah, I know!😂😂😂

I love videos like this, the down to earth ones and it's just you having a conversation with us and you share stuff with us that you might not share with friends

awee I am sorry for your loss. I lost my grandma and grandpa from cancer. it sucks. *hugs*

If it wasnt for you and colby i wouldnt even smile every day..people don't understand why i still live...and all i say this: Onward and upward if you get it you get it

My grandmother also had cancer she passed away on October.27.2017 ➡➕⬆ Onward and Upward

Anybody else come back to watch this after the Conjuring series?

I just watched this video today Sam and you got me 💔 and thank you for the end because I needed that advice you have throughout the video and thank you xx❤️💔

This made me cry because my grandma died of cancer when I was young (I was 11) and she meant so much to me and she was always such a positive and generous person and she always had a smile on her face and she would have given the world for me and my brother and through the whole time she had cancer she always had a smile even when I could tell that she was hurting she was such an inspiration to me and I will never forget her and her strength love you Sam thanks for this video❤

you taught me to live beyond the norm colby taught me to take chances both of you taught me to go onward and upward thank you both, you really have changed my life for the good ❤️

It is Friday and I just got out of school and had the worst most depressing day and this made me feel so much better.

thank you for this.

i was sick too and I did the chemotherapy for 8 months and believe me it was not easy but thank god i'm cured and i'm so thankful for having a stable life

Wow. This is such an incredible message to share with people🤗

you and colby inspire me so much.when im sad you are the reason i keep seeing the good side so thank you sam and colby you are amazing

This made me cry but yet feel so motivated to go and take chances and enjoy life more.

I'm gonna remember this 🙃

This helped me get through the tough times when my mum had cancer and thought of onwards and upwards thank u so much Sam Ik it can be hard but all of it fans are here to support u with anything u need same with the trap boys x

I lost my mom from drugs just over a year ago and Sam and Colby saved my life. I know a lot of the time people say that but don't really mean it but I do❤ if anyone know who NF is then he also helped. Sam and Colby just put out such a good vibe and made me realize what I have to do with life. And honestly if I wasn't for them I might not of been bere right now so thank you guys so much for everything. Everyday I go on meta life and I cry because of how helpful and now nice everyone is💙 I truly believe we have the best fandom even tho it can get rough at times!💙

i feel you Sam, my grandma had cancer she passed away 2 years ago 😭 this had me emotional this was an inspiring story

I like listening to your story's, I find that quiet interesting. You're uniq and colorful🐉

I'm going through what seems like hell. But what I'm going through is not cancer. And to think that someone who is on the edge of death is happy confused and enlightens me. This video. This video reminds me that maybe you need to stop searching for the negative and start digging for the positive. Because what is life if it's lived in pain. What is life if it's lived in tears. Stop crying and start laughing. Stop cutting and start healing. Stop dying and start living. Even if it is or feels like it's almost over. Thank you Sam. This won't be the last time I watch this video. Onward and upward

Editing skills A1

this is really beautiful ur grandmother sounds like a really great person Sam I'm sorry for your lost and I'm sure she would have been proud of such a great man you are😊💕💕

I just wanna say I'm so grateful to be apart of this community.:p)). You made my day yesterday by retweeting my tweet about you replying to my comments. I flipped out. And then you dm'd some of my friends which was awesome as well. Sorry if this was kinda long I just love you guys so much.

PREACHHH!!! this had me in tears but whatever!! loved it

You have a crazy back story for ur saying. I know this is meaningful to u guys. I never know that this was so meaningful to u, but it a great saying and I will always know what it means! 😘

I have depression and it is often extremely difficult to see the positive side of things. But ever since i've seen your channel (sam and colby first) Ive thought of those words. and that they mean something. And I can think past the negative events and see the what is positive. Thankyou

thankyou for sharing this story.....i cant promise you that i'll do what you said,but i'll try my best :)

Honestly my relationship with my grandma is so close that when I even think about her passing I cry.

Your Grandma would be looking down on you and realising how much you've grow. ONWARD & UPWARD 💖

It would be my dream to meet you Sam (also Colby) This video made me cry by the way

you guys are the ones how made me want to live life longer. Any time I'm going through something hard I always think of you Sam and Colby onward and upward love you

If this gets lost in the comments I just wanted to say: This tought me a good lesson and just never give up. And there's always hope on the other said and there's help out there and always appreciate things.

you're so amazing sam I love this. ❤

Thank you so much for this video, it really makes me feel better

This video inspired me to live the best of life. I'm not one of those people who are happy and this canged that.

even after 7 years whenever Im sad or need inspiration I come back to this video....

Im crying you and colby are the reason that i keep going i love you no matter what💖💞💕💓💝

O + U Sam and Colby I don’t know how you do it but you keep so many people alive ❤️

So I have lived with my grandma since I was 4, I'm 13 now. But she had stage 4 breast cancer when I was 10. She had awful treatments and her chest would burn. But, we could not tell my dad. My dad would have found out and tried to get custody of me (not a good idea😬). So any ways when she beat I was so happy. But then, in April 2016, she got diagnosed with Meditistick breast cancer. That means, when she was in surgery, a piece of the breast cancer fled to her back. So she is fight that right now. But she is the most amazing, strong, and loving person I know. Our motto is I love but in a weird way. When either of us leave the house or something we will kiss each other 3 times representing I love you. And the other one is, when either of us leave, we put 2 fingers on our right ear. I love you, and thank you for that but I think my Nana and your Nana are alike. And not because of cancer, but because they both had something to live for, even if they hadn't found it yet. Thank you❤️

I'm sobbing watching after watching the new hell week video 😭😭

I'm watching this on Thursday May 21st, 2020. I'm crying. My mother has had cancer for 3 years on and off and this hit me harder then everything I have watched of his.

its 2019 and this still means the world to me ❤️

thank you .you don't now how much you fixed in my life by telling m a story I love you I was In a family fight I showed my sister this video we cried and I now I see my family on a regular bases keep makeing videos you never now how much it could mean to someone love,Nicole Diaz

Who's watching this in 2024?

This means so much to me as I'm sat here crying as I'm watching my own auntie dying from cancer and it's killing me to wait for that phone call for when she does pass away and I'm only 16 thank you so much Sam,this video is a big help to me right now as you have made me realise that too bless you Sam x

Oh Sam.. you made me cry. Thank you for sharing your story with us

I think you already posted the story on an very old insta pic. But to see you in person, telling this story with all your emotions, it was truely brave and beautiful of you to do that. Although i am pretty much just as old as you, your way of life still inspires me. Cheers from germany😊

this is so inspirational and so amazing. this must of taken a lot of courage to do, and brought tears to my eyes 😭😍

Yall are the reason i have not give up on life and am still here today so thankyou for spreading you positivity. Onward and upward❤😭

Realizing the conjuring ppl probs did their research 🙄

it’s crazy because of his positive side he’s here we’re he’s at now trending #1 with colby brock.

Sobbing.

Your grandma sounds like she was an amazing person. My grandma passed when I was 12 and it's been tough without her. Thanks for sharing this...☺

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