Daphnee Corpuz I’m depressed and don’t think it’s an insult at all I think it’s true because depressed people like to seem really happy so people don’t worry about them like they worry about others
The longest Aaron looked at the camera was 3 seconds, which proves how uncomfortable this issue is to talk about. I completely understand how scary it is and how empty you feel. It’s so freaking scary. I’ve been going through some personal issues for, really my whole life. One episode not so long ago was the worst it’s been in a long time, and I began to scratch, and scratch, and scratch at my arms until they bled. When you feel nothing at all, you want to do anything you can to make yourself feel again. Whether that be cutting, scratching, or anything else. You just want to feel something. So Aaron, if your reading this there are so many people who care about you, and I’m sorry I wasn’t there to at least try to reach out. I left social media for a while, and I’m sorry. Please keep being strong, it hurts to not see you smile. #weloveyouaaron 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
The Island Of Pastely I also feel the same that you and Aaron do, when my parent became crazy and didn’t eventcare about there life’s and didn’t go to get help I suffered from depression and started to hurt myself overtime, it’s just so messed up in this world how people I killing themselves more than 300 times a year and it’s just sick to think about.
I feel the same way. Depression runs in my moms side of the family, and the fact that my parents aren’t together anymore, makes it worse. I was recently taken away from my mom and I can only imagine how shity she feels.
Don't listen to the hate. Don't give in. Even though, i'll never be apart of your life. I'm glad you chose to keep going. Now you can be the inspiration that someone close to you needs. Be a voice. Don't silence yourself. ♡
Just because you’re a guy doesn’t mean that you need to be strong, you’re human too, you have emotions, and that’s what matters most! We love you, and hope you get better❤️
Aaron: "Im not supposed to cry" You are talking about that you were about to take your own life, you expose it out into the world, you show the real you, and you dont think youre supposed to cry? I dont know bout yall, but i think showing how you really feel and crying shows that you are strong, its alot to show your vunerable side, and it is amazingly brave to show the whole world that side of you. To anyone who doesnt think its okay for them to cry, this one goes out to you❤
I have veni vidi vici on my arm and its Latin for I came I saw I conquered. I've been through a lot in my life and I got diagnosed with anxiety and its effected my kidneys recently. I've had depression for a long time and there was a point where I didn't want to keep going because I was so mentally exhausted. So this year I've been making a lot of changes and me having my tattoo is a personal reminder to keep going because I haven't conquered everything in life that I want to yet so it just reminds me to not give up. 😊
Whatever you were going through I hope it's better now. I live by this phrase and I can relate heavily so hope you're doing well now. And if you're still going through good luck and hope you feel better
I used to watch his videos but im not the biggest fan anymore, but i am only hearing this news today from a insta comment (ik im late but im not subbed anymore) and i feel so bad he is so confused and i hope he is happy with his new girlfriend (idk her name i just know she is from tik tok) 💖
My son love to play games, is homeschooled, has the same sense of humor as you, and would love to be a RU-vidr. He is too young to leave a comment but he wanted me to tell you he would miss you so much if things would have gone differently! We watch that video where you are pretending to be a security guard in the sam and colby video to cheer us up when we are sad, bored, or just need a laugh. We love when you are silly and soulful. With all of that emotion I am sure it is hard to cope but our lives would change for the worse without you! Remember seasons can be hard but time can heal even the deepest emotional scares.
“I should not be crying” You’re talking to us about a very vulnerable and real part of you that most people don’t have the balls to talk about. There is zero shame in crying Arron Doh, we completely understand. We love you and are so glad that you’re still here, keep taking care of yourself man.
aNgEluH? That was my birthday month...😔😭maybe a lot of fans don’t like Aaron but with out Aaron nothing is the same the traphouse wouldnt be the trap house without him.... I used to be like Aaron and Ik how it feels to think or feel your alone or sadness I also almost took my life away but I noticed that we are all here for a purpose and a reason... we love Aaron😔💖
When the words “I almost took my own life” were uttered and I could forgot to breathe. My darling Aaron. You’re so brave. This topic is hard for everyone.
“Medical professionals” always say if someone is suicidal, they want people to know and to stop them. Quite often that isn’t true. I can tell you from my experience that it isn’t going to get better soon, but it eventually will get better. I spent years in an extremely depressive state. I used alcohol to numb/hide the pain. No one knew anything was wrong. Eventually after changing my environment things began to improve for me. I still have times when I am down, but I use my experiences to help others. The only thing that really makes me feel better is helping people who are in the position I was in. I have an associate who has told me that I am the reason they haven’t taken their life. I don’t have the influence you do. I urge you to use the wide reach that RU-vid affords you to help people. To everyone else, often the funniest people are the most broken in the inside. Just because someone always seems happy doesn’t mean they are. The best comedy is born of pain and tragedy, so if you know someone you think should be a comedian, take a moment to ask and truly care about how they are feeling.
Jon Becker fr I’m the one who’s always “happy” in my friend group. My friends don’t really even seem like friends anymore though.. I was absent from my school for being sick and I asked one of them if anyone was asking why I wasn’t there and she just said “no we didn’t really care 😂.” .... and all I could think was “yeah thanks for that” and I hung up on her and pretended my phone died......I’m not really talking to them now but I still have to be near them (there’s six people in our friend group one of them I HATE) I also had impetigo (u can google it if you want) and the guy o hate said “ewww you look sickening” and I was just like oh shut up.. it’s just no one really cares how other people feel and this generation is super selfish (not saying that I’m not selfish because sometimes I am) but its just people need to be more careful about what they say and they do need to check up on others sometimes and I should know because I really am not happy ever and it kinda just makes everything suck
Pee Driplets, thank you for sharing. Like I said above, I’ve been eel here you are. Don’t lose hope though. No matter how hopeless you feel, I can promise you that someone out there cares for you. Even if you haven’t met that person yet, there is someone who will depend on you someday. It wasn’t until I left the military that I finally met a friend that I truest felt I could talk to, and now she and I know secrets about each other that even our spouses don’t know. I don’t have the slightest clue who you are, but if you need someone to talk to I would be more than willing to listen. I’m a pretty busy person, but I’ll always do my best to help in any way I can.
Yeah, I have a friend group, but when I first meet up with them their like "oh hey!" But then they instantly start talking about something, and whispering to each other, and every time I ask they instantly say "I-it's nothing! Heh" I feel like their talking bad about me to each other.... A lot of the time I feel... Lonely with them. I've had dark thoughts before and i don't know why.. Sometimes when people get angry or sad I instantly tell myself, it was my fault, I made them feel that way when in reality I did nothing.
Julianne Mckinney that’s what depression and anxiety do. They make you feel responsible for things you have no power over, and they make you see judgment/dislike when a healthy mind would see nothing. But if being around certain people makes you feel worse in any way, then you need to cut yourself off from that group. If you feel sad or anxious around anyone, then they are toxic for you. Friends will make you feel wanted and appreciated and they will tell you that they appreciate you. Unfortunately young people don’t typically have a high enough maturity level to understand that they are toxic to the people around them. In fact a lot of the people who are mature enough feel the same way you do. Everyone has a story to tell of why they feel how they do, and every story is a testament to how the human brain heals from tragedy and pain. All of those stories are worth hearing, but sadly most people don’t care to listen. The more you tell your story, the more you heal and are able to help others with your experience. Whatever you’re going through, someone else has gone through that and survived. You are valuable and worthy of love. All you have to do is find one person who sees that.
First of all, I’m so glad you’re still alive, depression really is a killer and we need to do something about it... And I thank you for reaching out and making this video but I just need to say a few things. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to show your emotions, it’s okay to feel alone, but just know that you’re not because we’re all here for you, and people have been through the same. Im going through it too. It hasn’t got to the point where I’m actually considering taking my life but I’ve had several suicidal thoughts and they’re not pleasant at all. This depression, it eats you up inside, bit by bit, and leaves you broken and defenceless, and just when you thought you’ve reached rock bottom, it drags you down further, to the point where no light can be found. And it’s up to us to turn around and fight back, to survive. And again, I thank you so much for still being here today. You’re an inspiration, Aaron, you really are. ❤️
Ya I'm going through depression but as soon as I gotten out of my toxic teachers classroom it gotten alot better for me. I almost attempted to take my life 3 times and each and every time I found something to give me hope
Aaron-Thank you so much for talking about this. There aren't that many "real" conversations about depression, suicide, mental health etc. Idk why but there is so much shame and guilt associated with feeling depressed. Sending you continued love and support.
Aaron: “I’m not supposed to cry.” Hey, it’s okay to cry or breakdown or emotionally collapse. We’re all human and you are talking about something very personal and serious. I get you, I feel the pain and the hesitation you have but it is all okay. Aaron you are strong and I wish you all the best. I hope I can be a part of this journey, because I deal with a lot of shit too. You have saved me from suicide multiple times and I hope you know your impact on the world and the people that watch you. You are never alone Aaron. Get better soon idol ❤️ sending love from the Philippines
Cloe Faulkner i try my very best.... it’s a struggle for me to be myself with others so I censor myself, and because of that it has driven me to try to attempt suicide before. Hearing this makes me gain more confidence in the fact that I am trying. So, thank you so much ❤️
I Agree... I've Tried Suicide So Many Times , But These Days You Can't Trust Anyone Y-You Don't Know Who To Trust... My Therapist Doesn't Help Me... But TFIL and Sam And Colby And Aaron And Jake Those Guys Are The Reason I Still Keep Going
Alison Innes you have the idea of suicide wrong. He wanted to commit suicide because of his mental health- which isn’t ‘emotionally broken’ every single person in the world goes through it, suicidal thought come with depression and they don’t want to die they just want to feel relief because it’s too much for them to take at the one time
Alison Innes it’s like when you want something you think of the easiest way to get it = taking your own life even though it’s permanent and a really bad idea, it’s complicated
Guys don’t hate on the people that disliked the video. Their eyes were full of tears and they couldn’t see duuhhh🤦🏾♀️ like come on who could POSSIBLY hate Aaron
I feel like this comment was a little inappropriate for this kind of video. You shouldn’t try to make a funny comment just to get likes when someone else is hurting. Like if you agree.
"Every time you thought life would defeat you remeber that you were wrong. " "Depresion can trick the brain into to thinking things are worse then they really are" Aaron please don't ever feel bad for showing your emotions. Infact you are braver then you believe and sharing this shows your Strength. Mesage to all men from women: It is okay to cry, its okay to share how you feel and what you are going through, we will still see you as a sexy strong man. Sometimes the one who everyone thinks is the strongest is having the hardest time and visa versa. Lots of Love and Light💖💫🙌
They maybe disliked the situation rather than the video. Some people may see them as similar to facebook when you can react to the posts that might have been their reaction was that the situation itself is negative and sad and they wanted to give him that feeling of feeling what he is feeling without actually knowing what the dislike button means. My mom thought that the dislike button was there for that reason because actually disliking the video doesn't make much sense to them.
@@marsherrera5822 thank you for calling my mom dumb. Really appreciate that. The older generation did not grow up on electronics like we did. They might not have people to help them learn. You are just being rude by calling people dumb.
@@sydneystilson4672 oml 😂 I didn't call your mom dumb. I meant it as a joke. I understand if u take jokes seriously and I apologize 😌 And maybe I am rude, but ya know what? It's fine 👌
"I shouldn't be crying" No, you went through something very upsetting and uncomfortable. You have every right to cry, there is no shame. Heck, you made me cry. You don't have to always look strong its okay to cry and let your emotions go. You are being a role model just by showing it's okay for you to talk to people, put your mental health first, you are MY inspiration along either everyone that used to be in the trap house. I judt want to give you a hug. I'm in a suicidal state and I feel you. You have every right to cry. Once you hit rock bottom, there is no where to go... but up. Love you Aaron!😘😘😘
Crazy Amazing Fun no I love Aaron, but I’m saying for other fake fans who probably clicked the dislike button because they don’t like when people show there emotions
I’m so incredibly proud of you for doing this and opening up about what you’ve been through.... it just goes to show how strong you are. We love you SO much and you will NEVER be alone in anything. Keep being strong and brave and brilliant. Thank-You for sharing this Aaron. All my love ❤️
Alma Ben tov please message me if you want to.... I’ll be here if you want to talk about anything. I know I don’t know you but I’m proud of what you’ve overcome so far. Keep fighting. You’ll get there. If you need me my Twitter is @Roijers_Lauren Don’t feel pressured into.... but it’s there if you ever want it. ❤️
@@laurenroijers2423 that's honestly so sweet of you, I appreciate it allot. Sometimes ppl don't even know how one positive word can change someone for the better. Thank you so much ❤️
Damn when he said he almost took his own life on November 1st that truly made me sad cause like I started struggling with depression when I was just 11 cause of middle school and highschool and bullying and everything but I hid it all my life and I still struggle but to think that someone can go this deep is really sad I really wanna just give Aaron a hug now and tell him it's gonna be alright 😖💔
I've struggled so much with depression and I have wanted to harm myself before. But I started watching you and Corey and you guys changed my life. Thank you so much for everything. Stay strong. You showed me so much in life. Some happy time and bad times. Those times effected me in many ways. I really hope you are okay and safe. Im always here for you. I love you
I would 100000000000% rather hear him say “like” 500 times, then to hear his silence. Our minds are the most dangerous places, get help when you feel yourself getting lost in there. I’m not going to say the cheesy “it gets better”, because the truth is, it doesn’t. You just get better at handling it, and you showing your feelings and sharing your story, is showing that you’re handling it the best you can. Aaron, you are so loved by thousands of people. Ramble as much as you want, it’s better than you not speaking at all. You matter.
I disagree with that it doesn’t get better. Because it does. It doesn’t happen over night and it doesn’t happen in a year or five or ten or however long. But I does it get better. This is from personal experience. I watched how scary this stuff is. My best friend attempted suicide 5 times, the first time being 11 years old. I literally saved her life during one of her attempts. It’s not easy and it’s not quick. But I does get better. Like I said there’s no time line for when it does but it will. My best friend is now about to graduate from college on the deans list all 4 years. She’s in an amazing commuted relationship with someone that’s simply amazing for her and makes her happy and she’s starting her own family. She still has hard times. Those don’t ever go away. But you find things in life worth living for, and that’s what makes it get better. ❤️
Does anybody know why he isn’t friends with the trap boys? Also, the fact that he is showing feelings shows that he is in fact strong... I wish I could hug him 🙁
but they should have at least known about his problems after Aaron uploaded this video, right? I just hope they try to be by his side behind the cameras..
I went through the same thing but I saw a quote that really stood with me “ Suicide doesn’t take away the pain. It just gives it to someone else” When I saw the quote the thought of suicide left slowly but I still have depression. You guys should watch the short film “I am Here Too” it’s on RU-vid Edit: thx for the likes
You could tell also in the Haunted attraction one and then the one straight after at the mental hospital big time . So much so I question whether something negative that seen he was is a negative mind space seen him as a target to attach to and make him feel even worse .
In some of the spirit board sessions the ghosts said his name as well. It sucks that Aaron thinks he has no one to turn to when his whole is out doing fun things all the time.
I dont think they really know about it, I check his channel like everyday watch his old videos because he didn't upload I didn't know what happened either.
To my dearest Aaron Doh I miss the old joyful you, I know that that old Aaron is still in there. If youtube and social media is doing this to you then you can't keep doing this you started this channel to bring smiles to you and viewers, most importantly YOU. Aaron if you do stop social media then we will be okay the most important part is you. Aaron you are never alone text your fans, friends or even your mom. Love you lots Aaron 💗💗
When I was 18 I tried to leave this world....I felt alone, lost. 12 years have passed and I've never been more grateful that I failed! I have 2 awesome daughters and I'm happy 💕 life does get better Aaron, just hang in there, time heals and you'll find your path!
I tried to leave this world when I was seven, and tried again in May 2018. Do you have any suggestions of how I can recover from this? It's my family problems, specifically feeling that I let them down.
@icantchangemypfphelp ilovejoshandtytho i was crying becuz of this video but I looked at your pfp and I laughed so hard...then I went back to crying •~•
I just wanna jump through the screen and hug him and tell him that I love him and that he saved me and that I hope he gets better because I need him because he’s an amazing and kind person and that he’s that he’s just everything I was missing in life and that he got me out of my depressing state Aaron if u see this please know that I love u and care for u and I really want to give u a hud because u are my everything
This breaks my heart. He's usually the happy, smiley one. And seeing him like this makes me so sad. We, as fan never really realize when people we follow are down or depressed (half of the time) I really hope he feels better. We love you aaron❤
I’m laying down and I’m crying . So I type in “ I’ll be okay “ then your video pops up and I watch it . I don’t feel so alone anymore and I don’t feel like life is just wanting to hurt me . Thank you for this I really mean it 🖤
I started crying when he did. It really hurts to see him like that. It also hurts to know that there are people out there who struggle as well. So I’m gonna say and ask to everyone who reads this: Are you okay? Just know that there are people who love you and care about you💜 You are loved, don’t forget that❤️ You are important❤️ You’ve got this no matter what obstacles you face💜
i love you aaron. thank you for opening up about all of this. you don’t even realize how many people this will help. thank you for always being such a light in my life. no matter what you went through or what you’re going through or what you will go through, i will ALWAYS be here to support you. forever and always. i promise you that.
Just because you're a man doesn't mean you can't cry, we are all human, it's so fucked that society has it that one gender is suppose to be tough and strong and one isn't. Crying is a human emotion and always fine, you're strong.
he looked like he was about have an anxiety attack in the beginning and I felt so bad I wanted to hug him, if ur not ready to come to RU-vid you don't have to Aaron, although I do miss your funny and sarcastic tweets if you need more time to heal then don't come back just because you feel obligated to, I love u so much
Male suicide because of mental health is one of the top killers in the UK! By putting your own story forward for the world to see in such a brave way is the type of awareness people need too see. This will help so many people. Just remember you are here for a reason, someone loves you, someone looks up too you and many admire you even if you can't see that in this moment. It will come to you in the time youll least expect and you'll finally see the beauty you bring to life xo
It's absolutely rampant in younger men in the US as well. Toxic masculinity culture at its finest, there's that stigma that getting help is in some way unmanly. It's not. Getting help doesn't make you less of a man.
@@ipetzombies unmanly? man your stupid as fuck.. I used to be extremely suicidal and was 100% too scared to talk about it or get help. its not about being manly or unmanly you fucking asshole.
Coming to this video a year later and seeing you still upload, that’s amazing, I am so proud of you for being here. You are amazing, you are so loved and we will always be here for you. Incredibly proud of you.
It is ok to not be ok. Society makes it seem like everyone is happy all the time but it’s not true. As someone who deals with depression and anxiety, I understand man and I fully support you. I love you man and I’m always here if you need it.
My heart aches for you,society has such a messed up image of men struggling with mental health issues I really hope you realise you aren't weak and you have thousands of people who care for you and I hope you know it's okay to reach out for help and that's too all men who feel weak for having mental health problems you aren't weak whatsoever ❤
the toxic masculinity and other awful patriarchal standards are heartbreaking.... the male suicide rate is very high because of it. Something that definitely needs to be talked about more
I really feel bad for him, we all make mistakes to. And my comment your reading right now this is for every body. This is okay to feel sad but dont let it go to far or you will get sick and toxic thoughts........
Aaron take your time.. don’t feel like you need to rush to explain or come back.. we’re always here for you and we love you hun ❣️❣️ you’re such an inspiration and just such an amazing person... wish I could give you a hug.. sending all the love Also your videos always put a smile on my face, without fail.... whenever I’m having a hard time I binge watch your videos and they immediately cheer me up... you make me so proud and happy I love you
They say, the people smile the brightest, are usually the most saddest people ever. We love you Aaron, your so sweet, and I don’t get why some people don’t like you, but we love you ❤️
Yes I love Aaron so so much and he is suck an inspiration but we really dont know what happened between them all him and Corey are still close . But there was obviously something that went down between them all so I dont wanna take sides I love them all x
you really don’t know the whole story , no one does. don’t make assumptions please. aaron corey and elton are still friends and colby sam and jake still communicate to all of them
I want the addresses of the people disliking this video I want to talk to them. He's telling us what he's been going through don't dislike the video just click out of it.
Trust me Aaron, you're in a boat with a lot of us who understand and are going through the same thing so never think you're alone ever, and you dont need to feel like you have to be ok, just like the title, because you dont need to be able to handle everything by yourself and you dont need to be strong. you dont need to tell someone how you feel, you can even just say hey can we hang out i need some 1x1 time or i need company. its not weak, trust me and everyone else that is currently and has gone through the same and similar things, that it does not reflect negatively on yourself for not being able to deal with it. there IS always someone there that can and will help, even when it doesnt feel like it. 🤍🌺
You just made me realize how real everything is. You were so close to ending your life. I was too. Like, I’ve kind of felt depersonalized and emotionless for so long and it never felt real. It’s all so foggy and unreal, living like everyone is apparently supposed to. It’s weird. I feel like I have to be like everyone, you know, just get rid of my eating disorder and stop cutting. Why? Because apparently nobody likes that. Nobody likes suicidal people. ‘Why can’t you reach out?’ Because I get told I’m trying to be like my sister or copy others. I can’t go through any of the shit I go through. No, it’s not that bad. I find my life unbearable, though. Anyway, I love you Aaron and just ughhhh stay safe :(
ᅵ자ᅣJinkai you don’t have to get over your eating disorder or stop cutting for others. But you should do it for yourself. If you want help then take advantage of that. You deserve to live and to live happy. Heal yourself for you. You aren’t in any way obligated to. But just know that the option to heal is always there. You’re loved, you’ve got this, and please be careful with yourself 💛
Kady Leigh stopping something like cutting or an eating disorder because of others is not a bad thing. I stopped cutting because I was terrified of my sister finding out and thinking less of me. If someone is your motivation to quit. Then it’s better than still doing it.
*slowly loads shotgun with four 12 gauge slugs while adjusting the iron sites for extra precaution, also making sure the flashlight attachment is good to go*
Aaron, I’m not sure if you’ll see this or not but I want to tell you I love you more than anything in this world. I completely know where you’re coming from and I wish I could hug you after seeing this video. You mean so much to me, you mean literally so much to everyone. I’m proud of you for still being here after everything you’ve been through. I love you more than anything and you always are loved by everyone here, it’s more than hard to make this video I know how much it makes me crying seeing you cry, I’d give more than anything to hug you and tell you it’s okay. I care so much about you and I care so much about your mental health. Stay strong sweetheart it’s all going to be okay..I know these are just words and I’m just another fan but I mean it I love you more than anything in this life and I’m so proud you’re still here. 💕
