We are here 🌟 I can't imagine how hard this was for you. For example with Aja... I have a dog too and I love him to the moon and back, but I can't even think how painful it will be when he dies sometime. You've worked hard and I wish you nothing but the best. 💜
Thank you. It has been hard and I'd say it's been work, but it's been more of learning to accept that she was our baby and she's not suffering. I know she's still here....I can feel her....but she will be apart of everything we do no matter what. She always loved the camera and now she'll be in the background of every video. I can't wait to get back and show everyone everything to come. Thank you for your comment and thank you for being here!
Thank you, I've missed all of the youtube stuff....but as you said, I did need that time. I don't think any time will ever heal the wound, but it helped me to face the reality...which, honestly...will never be the reality I want, but it is what I have. I know that she's no longer suffering. It all just happened really fast and we were just...not prepared.
I'm so glad to hear from you and get your update, I tried to message you again about a week and a half ago but I think i spelled your channel name wrong lol. Looking forward to your 5/15 event, welcome back :))))))))
Happy to hear it. And yes I guess it is. Last month for the first time I went to see my daughter's grave. She died 7 years ago in March. And I wasn't able to bring myself to go back until then. Now I need to put a video together to honor her memory. I've had a lot of painful starts. And I still don't know how to do it. But... I will. I passed the stages of grief a long time ago but remembering can still be difficult. Nostalgia always has an element of heartache. Her birthday would have been on Sunday. And you can move on too. I wish for you a pleasant journey. I wish for me to be able to see it. 💚🌹💜
Nellie, my dear, I am sorry to hear of your tragedy and heartache. It's been hard to even really get in front of a camera (as I'm sure you know from patreon)...but I've been slowly making my way towards it. It's been a struggle to move on...a loved one is a loved one, regardless....and we all move forward at our own pace. The road will never be as smooth as it once was, but the journey in front of us will be that much more at the end of it all...knowing we didn't give up. Take your time with it, cry when you feel it, and think of the ways you loved her when you do it. I'm sure it will shine through! Love you!
Support and strength to you both. I lost my Dad in January and been going through the stages of grief too. Best foot forward and all that. Looking forward to your new content. Take care 💜
Glad to see you making your way back to videos. There is no set time limit or path for how a person processes grief so I’m glad you took the time you needed and waited until you were ready. Welcome back 💜
Don’t worry I have been waiting patiently for you. Sorry to hear about your loss. Idk what you believe in and hope I am not over stepping, but without a doubt in my mind you will see her again. We will all see our loved ones who have passed on…I probably should have reached out more but you guys where always on my mind. 💜💜💜
It's all good....although people reached out...there were very few people I responded to...it was just nice to know I wasn't alone....and I remember most comments...so I appreciated it then and I still do this day
I just went to Patreon for you video reaction and it told me that the video was unavailable because HYBE blocked it for copyright issues? I thought Patreon was a free zone... what happened? 💟🤷♀🤦♀
PANCITOOOOO, you STSOOM!!!🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️. uufff😖😔 Era necesario🥲🥺???? Ok, see you soon 😝😝😝😝😝💜 You really scared me 👿🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 My heart rise up to 110 per second!😒.... Good work 👍😠 😒 ...10 minutes and still .... You're good 😏😅🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 really good...I hate you😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜
