Yep.. there is no need to show off talking how you think what is important to you.. show what is important by your everyday choices.. if You have an idea what you could do in life.. make it real.. maybe you can find a job that is simple but this way You will be able to help others , serve others.. maybe you can start studying.. maybe you can start writing a book.. or creating art, music ect. today is the new day of your life and anything you want to do in life you can make on this day.. ask God's help to lead You on path of the truth. "My child, do not live as a beggar."{sais the Lord}