The best time of the day isn't in the morning, noon or evening. The best times are on midnight, where only lost souls don't sleep because they finally find the time to search for their meaning. *We* are the lost souls, probably on our search for ever. But not alone. We're all here together, stopping by to find someone who feels the same. In the morning it all starts again. The sun rises again, but we still haven't found what we are looking for, yet.
Gamers never sleep :)) keep it up man. One day you will find something better and yo will realize that life has many doors you can open, you just have to find them. Just go for what you want, whenever, whatever the consequences
@@MissRihannaBabe He healed mine too! I cried every chance I got in my college dorm. December 2019 I gave my heart to God. I will never be the same. Not only does He set the stars in place, He actually loves us unconditionally. What a love. I dont even feel lonely in an empty room.
It's sad time once again boys . . . Rain doesn't always bring calm and peace; Sometimes, it brings thoughts and feelings often put in the back of one's mind - Thoughts and feelings of those far behind them, in a time and place one considers to be better than now. There is no real remedy for heartbreak, no true relief from heartache - It takes time, patience, other people and yourself to move forward and find other things worth your life, worth being happy and sad for. The past cannot be changed, and so the rain won't truly stop resonating with you and your emotions; Yet, one day, it may bring the peace you're looking for, the calm you wan to find. I sincerely hope all goes well for you. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music. Enjoy.
Weyzco Palace tysm, I hope so! I'm getting better but every autuum/winter I'm getting worse and it's getting eorse and worse every year, it's been like this for almost 5 yesrs :/
you know... most people are going to interpret “i miss you” in their own way of getting over heartbreak and being dumped or whatever. but... this hits different right now for me. i had to let go of a really close friend yesterday and say goodbye for the last time. it hurt. and i miss him so much already. if anything can be interpreted from this, please, take care of yourselves. don’t think that nobody cares about you or that you’re a burden or bother on anyone, because you matter, and you are important in this world. you are going to live your life and you will have the opportunity to do such great things, don’t think that just because school isn’t working out or that you got fired that it’s the end of the world. we can all bounce back. love each other, and make sure your friends know they’re loved too. text up that one friend from a few years ago that you haven’t talked to in ages. check on them. share yourself with them, help each other. ending yourself is never the right answer.
Best of luck, that's a difficult place to be. I just wanted to remind you that you matter too, and people love you. Thanks for spreading this word, it's beautiful.
being stoned, 4am, raining, thinking about all the promises that we made together, all the best memories, all the adventure and fun we had, all the love moments, and all the crazy moments. But she left because she got bored of everything, when i was having the best times of my life with her. The missing piece in my puzzle called a heart... Watching all the moments that i recorded with her, the conversations at 5 am, the countless thousands of hours that we spent together. But now its gone, no more, its over. Go back to your normal daily life, hope in the train to depression. Back down to square one.
There was a point at which I thought i'd found someone I loved. It was last year, she was nice and was always there for me when I was feeling down, and me for her when she felt down. It felt amazing. Every second I spent next to her felt like all the pain and anxiety I've ever felt was lifted off of my shoulders. It was the best. And then it wasn't. She wanted a break, she never gave me a clear answer at that moment and time and I never figured out why. She walked off with her friends and I was there alone. I cried myself to sleep that day wondering why I wasn't ever good enough for someone because breakups were normal for me but they had never felt this bad. She still wanted to cling to me though. She still said "I love you" and she still hugged me almost everyday I saw her. I moved. Made it to another town. Met some new people. And she still pops into my head. Even though she doesn't text me or call me as much as she used to. No one has ever loved me like she has before. It felt like no one had ever hugged me like she did. She was different but I guess all stories don't have happy endings. I miss her..
Hey man, I feel you. I went through a breakup a month ago from a relationship of two years. I thought she was the one. I was ready to spend the rest of my life with her, and she felt the same too. But, things seemingly changed. Out of nowhere she said she no longer felt happy, and wanted to take time to herself. After a short break we continued dating momentarily, but broke up shortly after. It's so confusing because she was so amazing, and our time together felt so good. But, I remind myself that you can have two incredible people in a relationship, and that doesn't mean it's always going to work. Despite this it feels like each night I miss her more. I've come here and found people who all struggle, and there's a beautiful community here. It's comforting to know that this is only momentary, things will turn around, these wounds will heal. Appreciate those times, but understand that things must move forward. Beautiful things will come out of both your lives. Just keep moving forward.
Same here, man. Someone liked me and then right after we got close and people liked us, and they always thought of us as a loveteam because we really have a chemistry, but then things start to fall apart, I admit I wasn't there for that person but I made a way to make up with my mistakes and eventually we got into fights and make ups until that person gave up on me and ghosted me. I made a letter concerning about it and gave it to that person but still not read yet, and I'm still waiting for the reply. I don't wanna ruin myself as I wait so I'm currently moving on and if ever that person gives the negative reply, at the least it would be more easy to move on... But seriously right now, I really miss that person.
Same here. Next time, I'll be prepared to be let down. I won't be sad, I won't be upset, I'll just coldly remind them of how cruel they are. how they refuse the truth, which is that they themselves are a monster, not me. It's never my fault, never has been, never was. It was their fault. It wasn't your fault man. it was them.
i like to close my eyes. sick and tired of looking at this world. sick and tired of feeling like im not living. sick tired of everything. I don't want to die bro, I just want something to live for.
same... I can't stop the feeling of not being good enough, I always feel like a failure. Sure, ppl might not be perfect, but they all still have something they're good at... I just seem to be one of those who can't fit in, who can't get a thing right. All I have left is a bed to curl up on and struggle to search for an answer in my hurt mind. It feels like I'm stuck in the middle of the ocean floor, no matter where I go it's the same, no one can hear me, I can't even breathe, perhaps I shouldn't even fight and just lose already...
@@sawada_. I feel u - I feel this way every day my brother says everything I do wrong and im sick and tired of everything he says "NATI YOU MESSED UP ONCE AGAIN!"I already know I messed up.then he comes says something about my insecurity-he said "EW LOOK " then once he said "go die in a hole" told him that words can hurt i guess he hasn't discovered what i mean..life is a battle we'll get through it together.
rain, such a beautiful thing, missing you? not so beautiful. We all have hard times in life whether it’s missing someone or being the someone being missed it’s okay, everything’s gonna be okay, i promise, I believe in you, while everything s fixing its way listen to some music and enjoy i love you
The sky just turned grey. This makes me remember her... I want to move on, but I can't forget all those times we had... It's been 7 years since I knew her... We were together 15 months... But now... She left me. She said that she needs to learn how to love herself, I don't know if I have to believe her... But I know that I want her to be happy. Maybe we can try again sometime... Maybe not... I just want to know what I have to do. I just want to grow as a better person, and become independient. I miss her, but I want to move on. I need to stay determined.
Before I leave, I would like to say something . . . Throughout the years of living my life, I've realized something and that's no matter how many obstacles you might face, there's still hope. You may feel like a failure, but it's not true. As human beings, we make plenty of mistakes, but we learn from those mistakes and continue to grow and develop as a person. Although this is true, there's one thing that you shouldn't have to do, which is being pressured by others to do something that you may not feel comfortable with. If you really cared about how others feel, you wouldn't force them to do anything that they don't want to do. Life is short, but make it into an adventure. Explore what you can explore and enjoy everything and everyone around you, because nothing will last forever. You may not know me and I may not know you, but just know that I'll always have your back, even when you don't have mines. So relax and listen to this music. Enjoy.
It's been 2 years since the day she left me. I still remember the last time I saw her, looking beautiful as always but there was no love in her eyes. I miss her everyday. I just wanna see those beautiful hazel eyes once again. I have no idea where and how she is but I believe that she's happily living her life. It doesn't hurt anymore but yeah I miss her and I still love her and will always do.
I keep closing my eyes Wishing i was back Right in that moment when It was just you and I The rain pouring from the sky We felt so invincible We kissed as the rain drenches us But here I am Laying alone again Wishing you were here in my arms Once again.
Its raining, i miss you so much, i haven't been anytime of my life with but why i miss you, why you are not getting out of my mind, why i need your hug so much, why i cry when i think of you? I know its impossible, it has been 8 months that i love you but nothing happened, i want you right now my love..
I know times are hard boys... I know the pain of letting go the person you love... I know how Is heartbreaking missing her... But, don't worry, we're not alone, we always have this community and the music by our side, and they'll never leave...💔
You wont. Just work for your dreams, make your self better, strive for greatness, as my role model kobe did and thought us to. There is absolutely no thing impossible if you work hard enough. Can you work hard enough?
@@PrevostKlaus sorry but thats bullshit. I understand your point of view because i felt the same a long time but then i met her and she showed me the best feeling ever LOVE before her i was lonely and i thougt my life is better when im lonely but it isnt. I need love so much now when i was alone i usually jump on trains or buildings to feel alive but adrenaline cant mess with love. Love is the strongest and best feeling in the world but its also the worse it could fuck you up and break you completely. That happens you cant do anything to stop it and it wont get away for a long time if you really loved the person but still love is like a drug it gives you a feeling like you could do everything you wake up and are not like "bruh i wanna sleep its 6 am and i have to go to school" no you are happy because you can see and write the person you love. So the point is. You need to take a risk to really live because you cant really live without love.
I just want a relationship where we can skateboard and runaway to the beach at 5am then we can have late night car rides and kiss while we laugh I just want a aesthetic healthy and romantic relationship anyone else want that ):
I want somebody who I can just sit under the stars with on beautiful nights and just talk and laugh together and sit inside and cuddle together on rainy nights and watch the beauty of the rain falling through a window...
It doesn’t matter where we from, it doesn’t matter our skin color, we are all together in this beautiful journey called life. It might be tough sometimes, but at the end, we try our best. With love, from a guy on the other side of the world ❤️
Ever since i started listening to lofi and all these channels like the bootleg boy I've met countless people here and everyone cares i just wanted to say when the days get tough just sit back and let the bootleg boy do his job by giving us this amazing music
It’d be really fun to be a raindrop. Like, you’re just kinda falling through the clouds with ur raindrop homies and then you might fall on a flower or a little kid’s umbrella or maybe on someone’s window while they’re looking out at the rain. When you hear the rain, maybe each lil raindrop is just sayin hi
Remember guys even though you may never be able to see that one person you cared for, lover or not always remember you shouldn't be sad because they are gone, you should be happy because you have new happy memories you can always look back on in your later life ❤🖤
aight fam what i’ve learned is that life is too short to simp through it, we gotta live it up, forget those who didn’t see the light in us, and look for new, and better people! wasting time hungover someone you know you have no chance with is nothing but a waste of time. stay up, all of you🖤
Reminds of those early beautiful mornings I used to spend with her beside the ocean and damn I miss her smile n the way she looked at me.. don't know if I'm gonna meet her again in my life.
I always give so much of myself to people who never appreciate it, and then when they leave I’m left to pick up the pieces all by myself. I’m tired of it.
Have you ever just dated someone then split up for a year then you text them once to see how they are cause of their posts then all of the memories start flooding back and you wish you was just a better person and never lost them.... now they are with someone and you just have to support that no matter what and it hurts so f*cking much.. it would just be better to blow my brains onto a wall... and no, this isn’t a cry for help..
Dude, im in the same situation. You're not alone. I've thought that i wanted to be single again, so right after the first silly fight i had with my ex, we ended our relationship. That was in late december. In the middle of january this happened to me, but it was too late. She blocked me in every social media, does not respond my e-mails.... Thats tough. She was the most beautiful girl i was with, and really loved me. I think she loves me still, but her proud speaks louder than her fellings. But thats life, who said it would be easy?! Time heals everything. Don't worry about it
Look up : *Lazarus - Accepting Reality and Injustice.* Binge watch a few of his other videos too and let me know what you think... His - Moths to the flame and the Reconditioned man. Is a personal favourite. Peace... 😌🙏
Oh, I´m sorry Dan. I feel you. Life is gonna suck for a little while now. But one day, you will slowly start to feel better. Until then, you always have us, the people in the comment section. Sorry bro. Jere
I know you're going to hate me for saying this, but I think the most honest thing it could be with you to simply say that. Some women are only with someone just because they feel alone, eventually they find someone they love more than you and they leave. And maybe now you don't see it but you deserve someone better and that is sure to complement you ten times more than her. Cry everything you need, let off steam, erase memories and move on, in pain, but do it. Shine like only you can do it, the rest comes alone. Take care.
How could you mend a broken heart that’s been broken twice by the same person? He meant the entire world to me... He was the reason for my happiness... now he’s the reason for the tears rolling down my cheek... if I had the chance, I’d start all over again with him... so I can see things coming, know how to do the things I got wrong the first time, right the next... now he’s just a memory in the memory in theback of my mind.. that I’ll never forget... I loved him with all my heart.... now my heart is broken and will never be the same..... He made me smile always and no matter what... always made my heart so so so happy and he always made me feel so so safe in his loving embrace... it always always made me feel happy, I miss his laugh, always made me smile and even made me laugh a lot harder... hugs, making me feel safe, kisses , another way to say “ I love you”...... us, jamming along to our favorite songs... in ur car... now I’m just a pit of depression without you..... I still love you...😔💔❤️
its good to know that there are other people that suffer, that are alone, that hate themselves, but we all connect in this comment section its just beautiful.
It's a beautiful evening, the sun is shining, I don't care about the weather, I just thought I can tell my story here. Maybe it would help someone? All I know is that I want to vent somewhere, and this feels like the right place to do so. Mind can beat you down with only so much force. If you want, if you really work on yourself, on getting better, you will eventually be able to get this little more of your mind that helps you ease the thoughts that beats you down. Don't ever lose hope and remember that if something in your mind beats you hard, you can fight it back with the same amount of force. You just need to want. You need to learn how to tame your mind and control it in the most difficult situations. It took me 3 to 4 years from around the time I have realised what do I live like, what is in my head. As soon as I realised it, I just lost control, it was beating me so much I just wanted to disappear for some time, go spectator mode, watch everything and everyone, how would they react if I disappear because I was just feeling useless to everybody and I was hated by lots of people. Only now, after about 3 years or more. Only now after long nights of thinking. Only now I have found strength to fight it all and everything is coming together like it should have done long time ago. I couldn't do this without little help of my best friend, I can't be more thankful for her to be for me when I am the worst. Because She couldn't. She was everything I had. She was everyone I need. She was my only sunshine I could've ever want. But I was too much of a burden to Her. And She didn't love me like I loved her. Or still love... Now... Everyone tells me to get a girlfriend, "you're almost 18, you have to have someone in mind already!" No. I don't. Not anymore. And I kind of hope I will never have again. I am just scared of rejection. The previous one hit me so hard, I don't want to live through it again... And I just don't feel this. I don't feel the same near anybody, like I used to feel with Her. I am feeling like I will be alone for the rest of my life. I am not sure, I just feel like it. I don't close myself shut for anybody. I just don't want to start everything myself, once again with the wrong person. I've tried to renew the contact with Her. Thought maybe I would at least gain Her trust again and we'll be friends like we used to. I thought for over 2 years, that She hates me. She was the one to cut it in the first place. I texted Her in August 2019. It felt wrong and after 5 minutes I just ran away. But She replied! And that's what kind of started my "moving on" rollercoaster. I saw that She didn't hate me like I thought. But it hurt once again. Like it used to hurt back then. But my friend helped me once again to calm down. Then another try. Christmas 2019. It actually wasn't that bad. It hurt me once again, but slightly less and shorter. We even talked for a while! Not long, but long enough for me to make sure She didn't even try to think about me this whole time. She told me She has a boyfriend and all, which only reassured me that I noticed it right back then. But it was long enough also for me to see, that She has changed. She isn't my little happy sunshine anymore. She isn't the careless about consequences, yet brave and intelligent person I used to admire. She's just a person like everybody else around me. Empty, emotionless, at least when talking to me. I hated everyone around me for being such a careless and stupid people, who didn't give a fuck about anybody around and did everything just for their pleasure and to "stick to the boys" at all cost, meaning e.g. humiliating others who are "different", including me, because I had aspirations and had better grades without much work. Now She feels the same. When talking to her I just feel the same as I do when I talk with everyone else. I think I have finally moved on from this. Like, I still think of her sometimes, I wonder what would it be, but I have tamed my head enough, I finally have clear mind, most of the rainclouds that were covering it from seeing clearly are gone, I have chased them away myself, without any pills or anything helping "from the outside" which I am kind of glad, because I wouldn't probably have moved on if I were on pills, because I would rely mostly on them to get it out of my head. As I mentioned, I can't be more thankful for my friend out there. I don't know if I would be alive now if it wasn't for her. I still feel very insecure, but when I hear about Her I don't act up anymore, I don't get anxiety attacks anymore, it feels like I were to hear about anybody else. I still sometimes almost not sleep at nights thinking about everything, including Her, but that's a good thing for me now. I have time to think through every single thing, I get to find answers to lots of my questions, which after the training, I think I get to answer as objectively as it gets. Don't ever lose hope people. Really. I am LIVING example, yet less than year ago I was a synonym of depression to everyone around me. Life can take a 180 degree turn at any moment, but you have to help it. Nothing is happening without a reason. Nothing is happening by itself. If you don't do anything with your life, nothing is ever going to change. To anyone that is ever going to read it. I'm sorry for making you lose time on this, but also thank you that you even cared to do so.
It’s weird. I’ve never really known love. I’m a fairly isolated, introverted person. I can hold a conversation just fine but starting one? I panic just thinking about it. It’s like...a part of me is locked away. There’s so much excitement, introspection and just random stuff I want to talk about but some part of me screams to keep quiet. In school, it was fine. Everyone else was always talking and I’d either listen in or eventually get the courage to speak up. Maybe that’s why I’ve never really loved someone. These last few years have been difficult and lonely. Parents are one thing but friends, true friends who understand the struggles of my generation are difficult to come by. I don’t miss anyone in particular. I miss just being able to talk.
i still miss him so much, closing my eyes and just going back to the past into my memories, as if we were doing everything all over again. i remember 1 year ago, we were holding hands on the bus, taking pictures and giving little kisses, him telling me that "i love you, you're the most beautiful girl in the world", making me smile. it's been 6 months of crying and being sad. i thought i was over him, but it just turns out that i'm waiting for him to come back, when will you come back? i've been waiting for you, even if you have your eyes on someone more beautiful than me. i always imagine you're there with me still, us being happy and having a future together. why can't we make more memories together? i'm sorry if i'm ugly, i'm sorry if i'm a terrible person. i just want you to come back. i don't care how long it even takes to wait in such a painful way.
I was already emotional after watching an anime.. but listening to this literally made me cry. And it's not sadness, just comfort I guess. Thank you for making me discovering them :) But big thank you to the people that made those musics. People making others feel strong things through music or animations/edits or anything, they amaze me
Hey man, this is exactly what I needed right now. A couple of weeks have been difficult and this is soothing my heart! I was wondering if I can find your music in Vinyl? Listening from Edinburgh. It rains almost all year...and it's beautiful.
it isn’t raining, but i miss someone. they don’t miss me, nor think of me, but that makes me fall for them harder. if i could just.. say it and get it over with, i won’t miss them, because we can trust one another, go out to denny’s at three am with friends and laugh, and sit under the stars, laying down next to each other on the beach, while the sand falls through our fingers, and the wind breezes through our hair, then we hug and go our separate ways for the night.. imagine.
My thing is that I don’t really miss him, I miss the way he felt. Ever since we broke up I have been completely unable to feel any feelings towards anyone and I miss the feeling of being in love.
the worst things about living in vietnam is that when the bootleg boy upload a mix ,it is usually in the morning, right now is 6am and im must ready to go to work . Oh well, a morning smokes with this mix is not too bad
It's 1:43 am and am not asleep, it's raining gently and I just found this song, it really suits the moment..I don't think I will be sleeping anytime soon..I think sometimes its midnight, it's raining, its cold, calm and quiet, but u don't wanna sleep..u just want to enjoy the moment for as long as u can
The pain of knowing that I miss her till the point it’s taking a massive toll on me but I know she’s 100 times happier without me. If you ever read this Sarah I’ll always love you and I’ll never forget the incredible 6 years we shared together.
we talked for such a long time. why did it have to stop? yes, i made mistakes, bad mistakes. but i said i was sorry, right? you made mistakes too. so why won't you talk to me again? ... why do you keep haunting me?
I got rejected by my crush a couple weeks ago. It was during homeroom in school. I told him because it was the day before school temporarily closed. I shrugged it off when he rejected me. I thought it wouldn't matter in the long run and that I best get over him. But I still can't. I still think of him. We used to be good friends but now, he doesn't even bother. Why did I even tell him? Why was I being so greedy? I was fine before. I just want us to be friends. Even if I don't get his love, I'm fine as it is.
