Honestly, my partner has similar reactions, albeit different triggers. It's so sad to see them panic over someone stomping their foot or distance yelling.
Ah, yes. The terror of panic attacks, the sudden silences, the swift thinking and acting that come from merely hearing my father's door creak open, his footsteps, his voice. How swiftly I must conceal my phone when another's hand approaches it, hiding my cherished possessions, only daring to retrieve them when no eyes are upon me, for fear of my father confiscating them in displeasure over some perceived fault of mine. I recoil from touch, flinching or listening intently whenever someone speaks, haunted by the echoes of my father's tirades. I eschew the touch of others because of him. I find myself altering my demeanor, changing my likes and dislikes when in the company of others, conforming to my father's vision of how I should present myself publicly. In truth, I have yet to discover what truly pleases me and who I genuinely am. But enough of this lamentation. It is of no grave consequence. And, no, I seek neither sympathy nor attention, nor indeed anything at all. I write this merely to remind myself that such a state of affairs is not normal.
hi, regarding the title please don't use narcissist or narcissistic as a synonym for abusive a narcissist means someone with NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) which is a cluster B personality disorder which stems from trauma. painting all of us in an abusive light is extremely harmful considering its an already stigmatized disorder /info (not upset btw I know you likely didn't mean anything by it)
Hi! Im so sorry if i have painted it that way, I used narcissistic as I have suffered abuse due to someone having NPD, I will remove it from the title ^^
Ok here me out im not hating I ABSOLUTELY LOVE UR CONTENTT ❤ but i think u do abit to much izuku angst 😅 ur vids r still awesome tho ❤❤ just saying cause its hard to find and katsuki angst rn ive watchted it all 😭
