J Cole x Meek Mill Type Beats "Close Your Eyes" | Daniel Cruz 

*RIP Nipsey Hussle! 😢 Would of loved to have him on this joint. He was a huge inspiration to myself as I'm sure he was to you all too. Rest easy king!*

Close your eyes and think about the day we met When I close my eyes I think about the day you left And I'm depressed Bare knuckle got me fighting stress You need time you need space but I still contest Too much pressure now I understand why you upset But bare with me cause lately girl I been a mess Tryna see myself without you that I can't accept I love you with everything I got girl and nothing less Now I'm tryna figure out how I'mma get you back But in the back of my mind I'm thinking it's a wrap Now picture that Girl you know I can't let you go So I wrote this little song just to let you know Even with a broken heart you still got my soul Even though we fell apart I think we can grow Like a dying flower losing petals girl you never know They say theyll walk a thousand miles but me I'll walk an extra though

Congratulations , this is one of the most beautiful beats I've heard in a while.

Uhhh.. Been broke up.. But I’m stuck in my ways.. She’s used to the same. I’ve been trying to change.. Leveled up.. New car & new lane.. I ain’t got no breaks.. It’s all gas to the face.. Take these feelings away.. When it pours it rains.. Nipsey hussle on blast to help me numb all the pain.. It’s hard to not lose faith.. Keep looking up to god to ask him when are things gonna change.. RIP NIP💙

I remember back in 98 when granny made us say our grace before we even touched our plates i guess thats why i pray today like lord dont let this fade away im praying for brighter day just to see my daughter graduate (something slight i want to buy this beat doe real talk)

It comes to your body beautifuls an understatement The build up of anticipation From my fingers itching for some skin to trace with For a love like this is more then something basic Learning the understanding of what's comes from months of paitence Home plate is Where I know my place is But I can't get to it Less I covered all the bases Like a rose bout to bloom Like a night sky lighted by the moon Like a child resided in the womb Your beauty leaves my mind stuck in amazement.

Yo this feeling like a drug And I know it’s from your love You don’t like it when I’m rough I’m not talking when we fuck I’m just talking how we fight It became like every night Now we talking bout our life That’s just not how I want mine Where went all your love Where went all your passion And i know I’m not your first but now you’re talking to your last one I’m so fed up with these tricks I’m so fed up with these games And I know that I love you but I think that will change Over time I will forget Relax and close my eyes I know that it sounds simple But I see you by my side I can run but I can’t hide Said all I got is my pain Come watch me drown in my sorrows I'm petrified of today And I hope I don't wake tomorrow Cuz all I got is my pain Come watch me drown in my sorrows I'm petrified of today And I hope I don't wake tomorrow And I just hope you forgive me for my sins Cuz I'm back to medicating all my issues once again All I got is my pain Come watch me drown in my sorrows I'm petrified of today And I pray that I don't wake tomeorrow

Close your eyes See my soul See sounds Only the heart knows Eyes closed Follow the road See sights Only the heart knows Closed eyes See life Only the heart knows If you Close your eyes Open your mind slow Yea....

Yeah this weed got me high asfuck Can’t even think straight Just wanted to get away I’ll be back in a couple days I just need my space Cuz I’ve been at a different place I feel everything but safe My heart trippin cuz the pace How I’m supposed to run this race Is a question I ask my self everyday I can’t do it on my own So I pray to the God above Lord pour down your love I need saving from these drugs I need saving from these drugs Lord pour down your love I need saving from these drugs Smoking weed ,just because Lost myself along the way Couldn’t get enough Remember waiting for the day I would find my love Couldn’t wait no longer My heart done gave up I’m coming way Harder Ain’t no way ima raise up Can’t hold down Cuz my hopes They just stay up I love when your around You can have me all day love Got me going crazy Cuz I love it when we touch

Yooooooooooo!! I just came home from a 3 ball this joint inspired me God word life! Can't anybody just hop on this you gotta be worthy.💯🙏💪

i love the visual. if you can imagine it then somewhere someplace it exists. wow.

Sometimes in life you got to do it yourself If you want something done right you have to do it yourself Don't need nobody else Do it by yourself Work it Work it Work it by yourself Smoking on the joint Smoking on trees Smoking on the weed Getting high by myself Gain a couple pounds Gain a lot of weight And lose it by it myself Me Myself and I It is a One deep gang I been through the struggle And i felt a lot of pain Went the storm Was playing in the rain Sometimes I talk to myself Write a letter to myself Pray for myself Becasue at the end of the day Can not forget about yourself

Plenty jealous No sweat The king will tell you As he flows in step, We do remember Cause the crown he kept. You wanna take it. Never try We bet.... Nip repped, stayed loyal Check mate, He Royal... Mad comp...He Boiled. Most tried, but got soiled. Those who tried got coiled.... RIP bro...We love you...

this is still in my top 10 for best beats i've ever heard. heard it almost 2 years ago on soundcloud and found it on youtube months later.

Close your eyes visualize and realize shit ain’t easy all the time everyone hurts deep inside for the things they did in the past ladies forgive the guys that put you on blast that’s just their nature whenever they get mad I became a father at the age 18 sometimes I get nightmares in my sleep wondering when my last day would be Rest In Peace to the legends you need to respect the dead it doesn’t matter if they were rich or poor kuz when we die and some go to heaven gods going to open the front door and invite us in forgetting about the crazy things we did so just listen to me right quick and Close your eyes visualize and realize she ain’t easy all the time we gotta live this life and strive to get on cloud 9 Some of us try our very best but don’t rest now get up fight that round beat the next challenge that’s in your fucking way absorb that pain use that shit on that day when they take your final breath away as long as you can breathe you can fight, fight till the light fades when your stuck in a haze run till you meet the end of the maze Quit with the childish nonsense I’ll sav it out with my lyrical content focus on your dreams ain’t nothin more peaceful then watching your own baby sleep sometimes I still weep about the evil things I did but the lord above forgives me and shows me love miss all my loved ones had to to cut them off to focus on my destiny I wanna be that dad who leaves a legacy for his boy and I love sitting on the ground playing with him and his toys I gave no fucks about the law or what would happen if they came after us all had to make a choice either sitting on the ground with my baby boy and playing or just sit around and smoking off a quarter pound i use to miss my homies locked down or buried in cemetary grounds but then i think and remember thats their choice and mistakes they can be easily replaced i fucked with bloods crips and ignored all their bullshit Now today and tomorrow my son my wife my other baby on the way and our new life is all that matters So before you get to chatter just know i was at the bottom of the rank ladder 19 years old still wiser than most you assholes Running around acting like the world owes you like you aint got a chip on your shoulder the world is getting colder anxiety is like a boulder i throw my finger in the air and yell fuck society and beat the sobriety gangs aint shit but pride and envy

Hypocrisy a legacy Something that I've never seen A prophecy is what I've seen Taking lightskin Out too feed All my baby's close to me So holy farther answer me Is this place for us be I'm smoking all these casualties If she's one Then answer me Young and Black and righteously Vivid lies Fall on your knees So how these haters Judging me I found my soul Right by sea I'm ... just black rich and gifted Said Your... time has just finished Still I'm holding these 50's Hoping guidance Could lift me

Don’t take my love for granted better count ya blessings everyday I showed u love u did me wrong now I put love in Mary Jane Just close your eyes sit back relax n let it stimulate ya pain Don’t gotta stress don’t gotta worry we all live for better days Sipping lean to numb the feeling of vacancy in my life Sip so much drank I pray to god I don’t overdose thru the night Can u explain to me the reason of going ghost in my life I can’t explain to you the reason my feelings was Sacraficed Praying to god one day we make it out poverty I’m too high for this honestly Can’t sleep I got insomany Hold up I mean insomnia Stressing out from anxiety try to run from my depression it always end up finding me

Close your eyes, it’s time to realize, no ones really by your side, But instead of listening to the lies, I roll a blunt get high and just vibe, Otherwise ima spazz out and take someone’s life, this shits really hard to deal with but i know that I’m alright, even with the pain in my eyes I would never cry, I can’t let my haters see me down cus that’s when they begin to pry Remember being jammed up on the block thinkin I might die You see my life’s been tragic but iv always played my cards right

You the girl of dreams and I just wanna let you know I know it's been hard but nothing's Ever perfect if you don't take a chance then how will you know I'm worth it And baby I'm feeling worthless with this pain you got me hurting Reaching behind closed curtains Like the depths before resurface Like a price before a purchase I just wanna make it worth it In my mind we're picture perfect But in person we're like two two sides of a coin Conjoined but never see face to face Like heads and tails Highs and lows we'll prevail please don't let this ship sail Feel like I'm in hell probably why I inhale Trapped up in this jail cell Cuz my mind beyond frail But your loves beyond stale And you put it up for sale That's why I could not tell Was it fake or was it real Was it hate or was is mail Send a message through these tales Love yourself or no one will

Sometimes I close my eyes just to visualize want I want in life and those same vision keep me up at night cause it's like 3am its something about that feeling that got me reaching for the ceiling

Close your eyes and imagine.... What’s yo passion.... I ain’t questioning I’m asking... and how you moving to advance it.... What’s your transit.... have you even started to plan it?? See my mind is on another planet future planning On how to be a better parent if it ain’t apparent I see the people pointing staring tryna figure what is he about abundance of the heart come out the mouth I had to take a different before I could get out

Woke up 5am tired of loosing love ones jst lost my lil bro 2 night ago look for a non profit finish version soon this track heals me a lil... thank you..

Walls I’m putting up these walls please don’t see my flaws I want to be invisible to all just so you cannot see me fall When I fall down it’s a fight to get back up In this small town it’s a fight but it’s never enough Smoking everyday just to erase the memories Joking everyday just hoping you remember me Went months no crying just denying Spent months trying and trying then you left me crying Wondering why I like to suffer knowing life’s a bummer holding it in cause I don’t wanna hurt others I’m putting up these walls please don’t see my flaws I want to be invisible to all just so you cannot see me fall Im different so I keep my distance always in my head always reminiscing I know that I’m selfish i cannot help this I’m jealous I’m lonely have you felt this In my mind I’m broken but these words are never spoken just hold it in and keep smoking

Close your eyes and let me climb. Vibrations in your mind. We can pass time. As we intertwine. Like dragons in the sky. By falling madly. And loving deeply blind. To chaos on the rise. If we multiply. Is it because of the most high. Or the one disguised.

Close your eyes and let it go Yeah I know es got a grip on yo soul You’re breaking down and feelin low Gave it all for some dope But I’m here to give you hope Find a new way to cope Cause you walking on a tightrope Es a downhill slope I jus hope you find strength through These words that I wrote This shit ain’t a joke Flirting with death but somehow you still afloat Even tho you got so many holes up in yo boat So just Close your eyes realize that in time You’ll be feelin just fine I put my pain in every line Express the hurt with every rhyme Stuck with these little white lies Takin little white lines Till you fuckin flatline Es basic suicide Try all you want, but you can’t hide From the demons inside Till you step into the light Outta sight outta mind Yuh we vibin for life

You guys can also check out how I made this beat here in detail! (All VSTs, sounds, etc used): ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-VnFQr2yLxf4.html Appreciate the support!!

I find myself always thinking about you Played with my head now I don't know who's who Lowkey feeling dead, give me time to recoup All said and done until I fall back through I got a couple bad habits that I love to do Addicted to these drugs cuz I needed something new If I don't respond don't worry it ain't on you It's on the fucking person that broke me into two I miss all of your love, how'd we get so distant Time is precious baby that's why you got every minute Been feeling crazy lately, I just cannot stand this image I'll pave my way so greatly, I won't look back when it's finished I put my head to the sky Felt like yesterday I met you, now we saying goodbye

We been going through a lot Feel like some tears about to drop Its been years Look at that the love that we lost I really don't know where to start Just writing this breaks my heart Stuck like some glue But even glued things fall apart We had it all Look how hard we fought Its all the memories Thats really gettin me That's why im stuck on weed But after this im getting back on my feet Then girl its back to the streets And then its back to these beats I'm tryna make it out the mud Im hoping God sets me free And I'm close to the grave Praying for each day to be safe Let these tears roll off my face I'm feeling sore I need some more Adrenaline running through my veins I really need some faith Fuck it I just need some space Everything will be okay I just need to get away Its yo asphalt (ass fault) I guess I gotta pave the lane But I ain't switching for the fame This was all part of your games And im still the one to blame Even tho you're the cause of the pain You're the cause of the rain You're the cause of this rage I'm the cause of these chains I really want you bad You got the key to this cage You let a new beast out No need to be so afraid Wishing for them old days Just gotta let it all fade Like the end of a pencil Let the mistakes all erase

Close your eyes/ hold my hand let me be your guide/ by the time you open em,, you’ll be surprised/ You got your makeup on so promise me you want cry/ We came this far /you held me down when I didn’t have nothing/ all you ask me to do was go try/ It’s like I hurt u over n over an I don’t know y/ But every time I hurt u it hurt me inside/ The fact is that I love you Baby/ here’s the keys to your new whip -since I drove you crazy/ HER:(can I open my eyes?) ME: not yet love Hold my hand tight an take a step up/ I know it’s times i left u blocked out/ no keys to my heart I left u locked out/ here’s the keys to your new crib ain’t gotta knock now/ She feel me getting lower -she’s like what now/ Than she hear me reply open em up now See this king on his knees give him the crown I did this just to see yo smile/ An the the Fact You n GoD carried me/ MY BEAUTIFUL BLACK QUEEN WILL YOU MARRY ME. Open yo eyes......

Hear my momma saying, close your eyes Long as you got me here, ain't nothing wrong outside But that was after dark I knew in my heart That if she leaves I'd never find my place to start Said I love you momma, I miss you dad Not a day pass I don't think about the life we had But it's over now And though I'm thankful for the days wouldn't change it back if I knew how Lotta pain on the day that you went away And thought it's never over from a weakness to our strength Our foundation, steel beams strengthened Could send all the waves but the ship still steers straight Lotta days passed since I seen you pouring Liquor up still sitting outside snoring Lotta days gold, but the others still grey Have enough of them turn the gold to a piss stain Gave me everything I got nothing against him Came from penny pay got nothing to piss in Guess he laid his life down for the system, have a kid at 17 and figure out what you're missing Remember when single wides was considered an upgrade Trailer to trailer park filling up at the buffet Double shifts in the trenches, just wasn't enough pay How bout you take a third get ahead of it one day The day never came So now when I get it, all heaven sings All heaven sings Yeah this one's for my pops, let it all ring

I’m so stressed and confused Don’t know what way to choose Fall in love? I refuse I got too much lose You say that you feel it? Well I feel it too You say that you broken? Well I’m healing too My last girl broke my heart That’s shit is still in two That why I can’t give the whole thing to you That’s why It can’t be you and only you That’s why I’m apologizing ahead of time Girl I’m here for a good time Not a long time

I lose myself to the way I feel, I deal, with feelings but I conceal, Barely sleeping only eat one meal, And it's no good for my health, Momma said to think about yourself, Now I'm sinking and thinking I have no help, Damn, I realized when I tried to get you by my side, and thought together we could rise, but I didn't see forever in your eyes, but yet I tried and that became me demise, I'm Superman and you're my kryptonite, And now I sit tonight, and I write, about the wrongs i couldnt right,

I love this ! Would love to hear Rickey Rose on this. This is that new Old school vibe. Luxury 🎷

I know it’s crazy. Writing letters to myself daily Envisioned this life since I was a baby. The glitz, the glamour, and bitches calling me baby. But I’m slowly going crAzy, wondering if somebody going save me. Where the love at? I ask you say it when you see me. Isolate myself, because my demons wanna be me. Maybe should get help, but marijuana got me easy. Letter 2 myself, cause I’m the only one who needs me. OH LORD! yeah I know that we’ve been here before But I can’t seem to get my foot out the door. You tell me “close your eyes and that it’ll see more” But every time I close em darkness seems to creep at my door.

If anyone is wondering, this synth voice clip is sampled from Majid Jordan’s song “Her”

Where am I going where are we headed In the direction, no seeing it coming No breathing or nothing Answers yeah no discussion Answer back you be bluffing Why u ask where the trust is Why u love all the fussin Damn I hate to discuss it Haven’t spoke To my friends or nothing Haven’t wrote Can’t feel or nothing Heaven knows If I’m here for nothing No tears No tears or nothing No fear No fear or nothing Nothings saving me Please pray with me Just stay with me Pray for me, lay with me

When I close my eyes at night and I see you, my surprise But do yea really want me, do you really want me Can't get you off my mind, don't make no sense in crying So, do you really want me or are you gonna haunt me.

Now, close your eyes Picture a place far from here A place without fear Cause the more you dream of it, the closer it appears Now, close your eyes Picture a place far from here A place without fear So when you sleep at night, you’ll sleep safe knowing I’ll be there Now I know it ain’t perfect Which is what you deserve babe But you and I know I ain’t worth it Been thinking why the man upstairs thought I deserved it Having someone like you to help me pull it through Sometimes I wonder what I gotta do to show myself what I got, I deserve to be true With that said, I’d rather be dead than to see you hurt So I’ll have your back till I’m in the dirt But when they blame you for my end like you was Courtney and I was Kurt, I’ll do what ever it takes to show them I was the death of me first ‘Cause every time I pick you up from the ground The less I think of myself as a joke or clown And I see my purpose is to pick up your frown and flip that shit upside down Because I love to see you smile And wouldn’t mind if I could see it for a while Now, close your eyes Picture a place far from here A place without fear Cause the more you dream of it, the closer it appears Now, close your eyes Picture a place far from here A place without fear So when you sleep at night, you’ll sleep safe knowing I’ll be there They say the proof in the pudding, in that case I feel my Love hasn’t been tapioca ‘Cause it’s like there’s something wrong when I see you I know it’s hard to live in this place With shit on a daily going on, it’s hard to keep pace Look, I know you wanna leave And I’m working on it, just be patient please I’m trying not to screw up like it’s the true test of whether I’m worthy or not ‘Cause if I can’t I’ll just be an ink blot on this beautiful chapter in your life And I won’t blame you if you cut me off like a knife They say all the best things take patience Well in that case, I’d rather to wait for eternity than thing s not to be perfect and waste it You deserve the best I can give for all the time we spent together And I don’t care if it takes forever But maybe it’s now or never You’ll be free of this place and if not, then I’m just a disgrace, some human waste I promise I’ll be the best thing to ever happen to you, you’ll see Just like how you were the best thing to happen to me And this part of our lives together would just be history, so Now, close your eyes Picture a place far from here A place without fear Cause the more you dream of it, the closer it appears Now, close your eyes Picture a place far from here A place without fear So when you sleep at night, you’ll sleep safe knowing I’ll be there Now, close your eyes Picture a place far from here A place without fear Cause the more you dream of it, the closer it appears Now, close your eyes Picture a place far from here A place without fear So when you sleep at night, you’ll sleep safe knowing I’ll be there I’ll be there I’ll be there Yeah, I’ll be there I’ll be there Yeah, really my first time posting lyrics on a instrumental. So I’m open to suggestions and criticism if you have any!

Fix ya crown queen it’s falling We suppose to be king & queens but we falling short That nigga hurt you fell in love don’t know what to do You’re everything & more tryna find love lost ya self Queen ... you are her I am you He gave you fake love with no remorse now you heartbroken Queen you’re her I am you Fix ya crown don’t let that nigga tip it over Fuck niggas slip up & show they true colors saw through the tunnel vision Thought you needed his love & attention but that self love was better Self sufficient ain’t nothing wrong with insecurities he gave you the king arrive apply pressure created a new woman

Bro I have a 14 year old daughter that is ready but we need beats....I'm loving your sound and I know with the heat u put out we can hit the charts.

Nah... you killed this beat fam, the vibe is unreal

R.I.P to Nipsey😣💯 he was the greatest I feel bad for everybody that waited😔 He was appreciated Everybody know... What Nispey say it go.. Even tho...he speak truth The streets hated him in the booth💔 And I guess it’s truth... that the good die young... Your song has been sung... R.I.P to the greatest..💔💎

Close your eyes for me... Mama’s 9-5 got her tired on me... You don’t wanna see this She tell me all the time. The way it’s lookin she won’t even see me in my prime. Everything you did for me, I owe you every dime. I know you say shit good but I read between the lines. Vacation bittersweet, we go back to our cities, tryna sow so we can reap. I promised you I’d make it and that’s one thing Ima keep. I’m how I am cause I was on a mattress wit no sheets. Busted shoes and socks was never matching on my feet. But I was happy, roof over my head and food to eat. You can smile through your struggle. You can bounce back from defeat. Started hard time reminiscing when I slipped up on this beat.

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Lit a spliff as I walked off a cliff. I refuse to Carry folk who don't catch my drift. Stay afloat like reggae's 🐐 We in a rat race for power n C notes Surrounded by snakes and fakes. Maybe one day my dreams and reality will correlate. I don't want money and fame Just wanna dictate my own fate. Stay grindin so my offspring can have a plate Flow freely like my mind's state All this negativity we shall annihilate I'm weary of these scorpions from my past tryna get near Hollerin "get over here!" Emancipate ourselves from antislavery Guard ur mind's cuz Dem traps be looking savory Let's get our shit together We all grown don't be in denial on what the flavor be!

woke up outta dream, old bars wont keep up wit me ill just start from clean. Parton my lack of sparkin my wic in water white bic wont light it, yo. Rap slow dont have to lie lacking rhymes passion dies. jk ill live forever spit in heaven, jot clean already. praise King of Nazareth

I couldnt lose you even if God asked me to I couldnt lose you even if it was the best thing to do I couldnt lose you,or I couldnt lose me I couldnt lose the world which is besides of me

Leave my pride aside Leave my pride aside because I’ve fall into your eyes Baby close your eyes Don’t think bout the world you live in The gifts that you’ve been given Baby you’re so gifted With your smile, I’m so lifted

This beat is very calming! The title is perfect because I practically heard it and obeyed before actually seeing it 😂

Conversation goes dry every time you hit my line, consistently on my mind, lose track of time, my momma raised me right, invested all my dimes, push and grind to get what’s mines, fuck all the hate, I’m patience even to wait, I learned from my past mistakes, never give a girl Your full plate, she gonna let it waste, always playing mind games, call her doctor strange, levity and navigate the difference is I never gave, I seen the path you was heading and it was side ways, gave you all I had and still left, I should’ve knew , nobody stays, in my life, down hill, growing up, Hell every way, the word “love” was a myth, a descendant, you showed me opposite, you gave me the true definition, turn my heart back to red, I was happy for a year, you put that zap to my life, you saved me from a demon eyes

I've spent days hibernating Procrastinating Trying to conclude how to temptate fate But you can't shift clocks only better your score on the stopwatch I guess sometimes you just make do with what you got Don't forget the things that you forgave not forgot In a world where not everybody wants to be the cream of the crop But rise Living life on an incline Loose lips sink ships are words that I swear by Only keep yourself close betrayal will have an impact I think back to days I was defensive like shipads

You finessing me dancingly so we can vibe don’t ya lie to me You bring out the best in me

I wrote a song to this beat and got it recorded a while ago‼️ really loved working with this beat💛

My brother bought this beat and made a fire ass song... thank you for creating this 🙏🏽

I just freestyled throughout the whole thing first time hearing it smooth ass beat

so simula sa panahon Dun tayo dumaraos sa gilid ng alapa Dun tayo nagkikita Bihira Panira Ng mga pagharana Sa paglakad palang ay karamihan Ay nagtitinginan So i trust you I wont let you out of the space I just want you to be mine And be out of this base I gotchu I need you I wantchu to be mine Again and again ill take everything u can or do So let me take you out

1:26 when im around. You can not get me off your mind so close your eyes.... you know girl that. When im around you cant not get me off your mind so close your eyes

Everytime I hear this beat, i get the chills!

I just wanna be close to you Kiss and console you So I’m lying wide awake My hands touching all over you It’s a dark night Watching the stars over us Afraid to close my eyes Cause I don’t wanna miss a moment of you A second of you I don’t second guess anything whenever I’m close to you

Look as I close my eyes all I see dark space and Opportunity Figuring out what God purpose for me consonplating to myself Should hit the block or work towards geting this degree Wondering if my mom would be proud of me Wonder how my son would think of me Life is like chess and I'm a pawn trying to become a king Just close your eyes and imagine me just close your eyes imagine we just close your eyes and imagine me just close your eyes and imagine we

Many try to understand / But I’m just drifting in the why’s/ Make it big it’s no surprise what we doing with our lives/ That boy trap that boy strapped/ That girl twerk she hide work / What game we playing who taking score / It’s like the light Got dim and no one knew/ But I’m just tryna maintain real music ain’t the same/ don’t need them to know my name/

They tell me to close my eyes And let the pain flow But i juss open up another door The door of darkness Where the light is dim And my vision is blurry My air is getting thin And my anger is burning Look i try and i try over and over But every time i try im juss getting colder Im running out of time I promised i was done with all the crimes At the age of 3 i began to drink I began to see things no child should eva see At the age of 5 my favorite thing to do was lie At the age of 7 my grand dad died That was the beginning of my bad life I started smoking and drinking juss to numb my pain Thank the lord for Mary Jane But here we are again They tell me to close my eyes And let the pain flow But i juss opened up another door The door of darkness Where the light is dim And my vision is blurry My air is getting thin And my anger is burning I remember the 1st time i got locked up I didnt even really give a fuck That became my new life At least i knew id get to live another day I was in and out and i could care less I aint have no typa pain sittin in my chest Hustlin was my favorite thing to do Always on a track to find out whose true Even when im feelin blue I aint neva had no dad They say that shii must hurt Buh to be honest im really glad Imagine all the pain all the tears and all the anger My brain couldnt deal with it Every person i know is now a stranger They axe me why i love being on my own I aint have nobody to begin with So why should i make my presence known Everybody say i got a good life That i shouldnt take it for granted Hold up now take a step in my shoes Juss cuz u see me smile dont mean i aint got problems Only if you knew the whole truth Momma was a herion addict But i loved her to death Now my life is tragic I cant change the old me That shi done stuck Sometimes i wish i could be free Buh in the end im blessed to be alive And even in my darkest nights I know im still living life to the fullest And thats all i could eva axe for Juss know that i am grateful

Excellent work rite here . Was made for Nipsey .R.I.P. Salute for this one new subscriber earned from me . Peace

I Just happen to be passing by and i absolutely have to leave my respect & state this is one of the most creative beats i have ever heard. keep it going ! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

So many eyes closed We need a wake up call I swear this beat takes me back But at the same time it pushes me forward Don’t close your eyes on me Open them up Let the beat fill your heart Mind and soul Fill my words Let em hit you Like Cupid its a shot to the heart Think of them like a relationship Btwn two So many hearts broken I’d be a damn fool Won’t let nobody in I dont even keep friends To me that’s the cheap end They wanna take They wanna hate They wanna suck you in What’s a friend with nothing to fill you in they don’t got the same dreams Some lack morals Some falling off the deep end Where I’m from friends don’t exist They play games Just to make games Just to join gangs That shit is just strange No master plan No lock and key Just a emptiness Like a hole dug into that’s incomplete I’m the person people hate to compete No competition really My eyes opened To opportunity Good judgment Good vibes Now to me that’s a good time Don’t lose control Your the one that’s in control Open your eyes Don’t crash Stay woke Don’t lose hope If you got it then go get some more

Got the Letter that you sent me and i cried for weeks this all that came when i tried to speak... Too All my Sistas Please Forgive us And all the Mothers we need to Hug ya We truly love ya Place none above ya We will Protect you and fight for you My Letter to the Black Woman 70,000 Black Women missing Head line got me tripping Wish i hit the streets and set em free my ambition

Eyes closed shut . But I can see very clearly I’m screaming crying for help But seems nobody can hear me Lil bro right to the left screaming out call the cops Soul slowly leaving my body Shirt holy cause I’ve been shot Damn , so what’s next If next is even a thing am I rising up to the heavens Will shit ever be the same Will my mother know I’m okay Why the fuck did I leave today I knew some niggas was plotting But still I stood in the way As we bow our heads let us pray Let us pray for the better days Lord I’m asking you to watch over Make sure my family okay How the fuck they sposed to eat With me laid up in the streets I had a major lick to catch We was gon be out by next week Them niggas lucky I ain have that heat Shits crazy Cause the nigga who shot Was my g We ain’t even have beef Bought a nigga a new whip I called that nigga my brother Then he did this bullshit Like fuck I wanted to run the world My life was only beginning I know this shit hurt my girl I just proposed yesterday I wish I did that shit early my problem is that I hesitate Ha , damn Well hesitated Cause all of that shit is gone Now it’s either Jesus or satan I know none of this shit matter cause the decisions already been made but lord I ask for forgiveness And i know the price I will pay But although I did a lot of bad I still did a lot of good I had dreams of Investment moves I was planning to buy the hood It’s been a real run I done had a lot of fun I just pray you protect my princess I pray you protect my son And I ask you protect my niggas Cause I know the war isn’t done Cause my guys Ready to slide And they coming for everyone 📌

This is my type of beat; listening on repeat.. Love it. And the wallpaper just adds a whole effect where I can just fantasize. Great work man!

For all things holy pls pls pls smoke to this your gonna fall in this beat 😍

This right here a banger!! I get chills everytime I hear it...

If you don't feel this shit, something wrong with you! Its got that soulful groove going on.

Its all written in pages Answers to the wars that are raging You be workin your whole life and dont notice that your caged in Exhausted but somehow you remain patient Struggling every day so now struggle is just basic And truth be told its all aimed out with pure hatred We be simply hating on eachother because of the situations we were raised in They left us stuck down a path they designed us while leaving our minds vacant The airs heavy now dont you feel the suction co2 in your brains thats why were losing functions They wanted us separated religion was the introduction then came black and white all these labels they got us hooked up on Different opinions got us turned into minions working for the box on the lot you rot in Leaving your mind hollow slowly its goes rotten Imagine if we were never forgotten Imagine if we had different options But were stuck following the same shit You meet someone and have to know what there name is for memories you won’t remember when there gone and just nameless Thinking people stay thats just not the truth Your minds are all controlled your life is being used Your breaking down every day from the people you lose Slipping into depression Aggression turns to the blues Do we have anything left to lose They steal our lives and leave us no clues and when the time comes ignorantly refuse to step in our shoes Im vigorous when im up in the booth not because i spit that fire but because i speak the truth Im not here for drugs or boose i see the path we should be taking so i have to set it loose And I understand some people will be confused But its only a matter of time til things can actually improve We just gotta forget the past and forward we will move

you dont even need lyrics with a beat like this. Just let it ride

Good meditation beat. I wouldn't even write to this track just lay and meditate to it frfr

Man I love this beat. Everyday I'll play it at least once and just freestyle on it😅

This is a lil bit of what i wrote to this. Please dont hate The bigger man, why cant we stand by eachothers side and have a beer in hand We fear demand And fight the hand that feeds us when we do not understand What kind of a plan We plan to have we roll the dice again Brace for impact, cuz when we land The wrong number its bound to restart a trend That trend is fighting to the end and see who makes it out Pretend we had a dream to catch and then we catch it but it slips away A mess we never clean Possesed by every dream No rest for any king Its best to let it free Digest the hate and greed Digress and be supreme I guess ill let it be My dream i will achieve

Meet Mel/ Heartbreak hotel is where she dwells/ Feels self-loathing inside, so she pops a couple pills/ She sells herself short man, just for the cheapest thrills/ Sex appeals, puts herself through ordeals to pay bills/ And though it kills, it also heals/ Reveals a certain confidence she had concealed/ Potential unfulfilled due to a fear that's instilled/ In turn she wields her sword and shield/ She's Lagertha upon this battlefield/ But she don't even know it/ Me, I'm just a poet tryna show it/ I can see the signs, diluting pain with wines/ Her mental health on a decline/ Gotta rewind... look deep between the lines/ Hopefully it's there you'll find a peace of mind/ Confined inside with an innocence you thought had died/ And in a sense you'll feel more alive, start to thrive/ Just face and delve into where your trauma derived/ It all started in 95, Mel's around 4 or 5/ Mum arrived home late one night from a 9 to 5/ Her man ask where ya been, slight suspicion implied/ She replied, worked overtime my hands were tied/ Guess he had a feeling inside, he thought she lied, They argued for a bit, uncompromised she denied/ He couldn't just let shit slide, not satisfied/ Switched like Jekyll and Hyde, let compulsions override/ In that moment, her mum saw a devil it in his eyes/ She cried "Mel run, go hide!"/ Mel's stood stagnant petrified, a teddy by her side/ As she watched her father take that stride/ Choked her mum till she was breath deprived/ Picked up a knife on the counter side/ Then a demon personified, proceeded to stab her 7 times/ She wasn't to survive her mother met her demise/ In a home where they'd reside, Mel witnessed a homicide/ Her father killed his bride/ All cause of a hurt pride and an apparent affair/ But it didn't even end there/ Cause Mel ended up under child welfare/ In care for the next 10 year/ Where she lived out an nightmare, Mr. Pierre would arrive there/ Every night she put on her nightwear/ Stroking her hair with stern stare/ He'd ask if she'd share/ She only obliged out of pure fear/ Weren't no fucking volunteer/ Always had his way and left her broken in despair/ Only his musty scent lingered in the air...... Still working on this, but I thought I'd post it to see what people thought... any feedbacks welcome. 👌

Lemme on this for nipsey RIP a legend forever you live " Close your eyes breathe deeper hope you get the message . Soul searching for some weeks ran into depression. Never knew what I could be I'm going thru progression. Heaven's something we can reach I'm staying well protected. " - DonTheMfnProphet

great vibes got me bobbin my head

The beat was on point and the chorus was magnificently discovered. 😺❤️💯💪🔥🎵🎶🎧🎤🎹

(chorus) bitch i had a dream it got lost up in my consciousness lost up in my confidence feeding off the accomplishments focused on opinions i try to make the populace happy that just making me sad in the apocalypse (x2) (verse 1) focused on the wrong but i’m steadily doing right put my feelings in a song of these lyrics that i write cuz i saw the bigger picture now i’m seeing black and white depression setting in i’m just crying into the night i don’t understand why you had to up and leave said the feelings weren’t mutual and i just can’t agree now you want me back and i don’t want you i can’t misbelieve getting false hope from these lyrics that you misperceive do you remember all the times that i think we forget like the very first with the last time that we met you said things could never work and i just took it as a threat now you want me back but you could never repay all the debt that you gave me when you left took my heart we’ll call it theft yeah you left me in the dust now i never settle for less i try to keep it cool cool calm and collect told me you were wrong and i think you were correct, but (chorus) bitch i had a dream it got lost up in my consciousness lost up in my confidence feeding off the accomplishments focused on opinions i try to make the populace happy that just making me sad in the apocalypse (x2) (verse 2) hold up, wait i got influence it’s no debate give it a rate 10/10, i’m doing great yuh, lot on my plate now i just sit back and listen and wait getting hate i do not care bout opinions i’m late

I close my eyes in an attempt to rid myself of this desperate sinking feeling left in my chest I'm one step closer to the end tryna find hope and i don't know if theres any left i guess it all depends I'm struggling ya'll, as i'm sure alot of you are so in a sense i could take solace in the fact that i'm not the only one thats suffering huddling next to a fire ablaze in a trashcan in an alleyway holding my hands out to the flames So many questions plague me Constantly lost in my thoughts on the daily Tryna rectify mistakes while still behaving in ways that are non conducive for positive changes The epitome of insanity feeling disconnected from people but connected to the tragedies that are happening tryna rebuild bridges with my family but i'm on borrowed time and its running out rapidly time is just passing me by and now I close my eyes and see the corruption of my own mind able to see but so blind i hope these wounds heal in due time

sampled from one of my favorite songs of all.time! Majid jordan ! her.....Fireee

Keep it all on repeat I don’t want you to leave Keep moving with the melodies It’s crazy what you do to me What you do to me Everytime you come around

Its driving me crazy, what song is sampled in this it's so amazing the whole beat... or is the close your eyes bit yours too..I swear it's a song its sooo nice

This is such a beautiful beat I never stumble but I can go so many different ways on this beat that I dont know which way to start

If the future isn't clear The future but a snare The future doesn't need to be feared Because it's already here Goliath had a shield knife and a spear But David came in the name of the Adon of host the only one that needs to be feared So child fear not ok Hard times are here to go no to stay He doesn't leave or forsake He delivers for his father's name sake And I'll suffer for his name's sake Through many tribulations we enter the kingdom. yay Like Shaul I shake The snake Off my hand and not fade Or be faded When I meet him I'll say look Shaul I made it Spiritual circumcision so my flesh I hate ate it In Passover the bread they ate it The wine they drank it And the resurrection I thank it Or better he I pray you know what I mean Some say my approach is extreme But surely they don't know it's not me But so be It Ruah Hoqadesh what do you want me to say So im instructed and deliver. then told I don't understand grace Known the less I'm inspired Yahushua told us to be the fire In the dark But I see the light trying to get dark I don't see reverence for the most high . Every one is so smart Yeah in their own wisdom understanding and eyes Instructions is what they despise A prosperity preacher is a wolf in disguise But you know that right Right. Ssshhhhh alright How we suppose to fight The enemy when we can't see eye to eye We can't stand if were divi.....ded Prayer and scripture gives me excitement Y you not excited You don't even try it You look at it as an obligation Adonai your so patient Adon they prefer comfort of obedience Just like the heathens Scriptures they read it But your words in their hearts don't believe it The gifts their quick to receive it If it wasn't for my family id be ready to leave it The disgusting world. I hate to breath it Even the air they currupted. The earth they mistreat it Unclean animals they eat it Curse words they speak it Which are actual curses. Adon they don't see it Open their eyes Maybe if they'd see it they'd believe it Yeah right, maybe for a season Sin under grace is misleading I'm sorry that you bleeded and your body beaten Mocked and persucuted for them to be day dreaming Wake up o sleeper Raise grind For the kingdom to shine Adon their fearful no spin If we tell the mountain to move with faith it's move but their trying to climb. It Adon I don't want to drink this cup but you are the great I Am I'll do as you see fit Then let your will be done Abraham I want you to take your only son Isaac to the cliff And sacrifice him for me. But that just a test and that's exactly what you did For us. To atone for our sin But why do they still live in sin If they loved you like they say They'd follow your commands with a smile in the face If they revered you they'd fall to their face They'd work out their salvation with trembling and fear but today But today What can I say Ask, seek, and knock. Mathews 7:7 But naw they want to go heaven But their not willing to die for it ok Fam let us Die day by day Die to Adam and born in Hamachiac. Believe thru faith We most labor. But at time labor causes pain The harvest is plentiful but the laborers are few. But your labor in Adon is not in vain Let us pray Adon open your ear to me to hear me How can I get them to believe me I pray your spirit never leave me I was a slave to death and you freed me And I know you'll never leave me Yeah you'll never leave Let is stand United and pray In one account one mind unafraid Hard times will end Everlasting life thru Hamachiac Amen!

A great piece of music. So smooth.

Close your eyes, baby hold your head up/ We gone make it, while I get this bread up/ I know you fed up, but I won’t let up/ Me and you together, we can do whatever/ Brighter rainbows comes from the darkest weather.... Just a lil something for now. Don’t bite my shit lol.

I listen to this beat soo much. This beat is so therapeutic, can this beat still be purchased!!! I'm in love❤❤😀😁

That majid Jordan sample... nice

That snare hits so lovely

Im thinking of you, while you thinking of me. Im looking at you while you looking at mee. (killin me slowly when you not in my bed) Nice physique and your smiles so sweet Yeah they right, best things in life are free. She roll my weed, we lit it up, We sit back talk about are dreams while we puff the blunt. She want a wedding ring but im focused on some other things. Yeah shes a good soul, Wifey type. She listen to the shit I like, I dont deserve this. But for her ill try and make it worth it. Got what I want in front of me no need for soul searching. Blessed with this beautiful person. She not like the rest, her personality is perfect...

daniel cruz best beat i ever heard

37s : sit back close ya eyes and reminisce as we coexist distract ya mind and breed with mine float into time read between the lines baby this your world im just trying to get deep up in it material lies closes our eyes revealing what's true inside

close your eyes and lets make this moment count right now (right now) but even if i let you know that i want to be right by you (right by youu) but baby i just want count them stars (right now).

Straight up banging in here homie 🤘🏿🤘🏿👍🏿💯💯

that snare hits perfect

Things haven’t been the same ever since you closed your eyes. I wasn’t ready to say goodbye to the person I idolize. Didn’t think you would take your own life had me surprised. As I moralize the pain amplifies wish you had a cry out for help that was vocalized. Should of noticed your metal state wasn’t internalized. Our last phone call signified a breaking point that sensitized. Hindsight is 2020 because at the time I couldn’t visualize. Sometimes I wonder if things would of turned out different if the right things was verbalized. When I got the news I was immobilize Gone way before your time trying to improvise ever sine you closed your eyes. Nothing could of prepared me to say goodbye. Seeing you blue and stiff I was paralyzed. Trying to wipe my eyes trying to analyze the pain and numbness amplifies. Family brawl in the street as tension multiplies. Praying that your at peace now without surmise. When you was laid to rest I was done with so called family that was finalized. To much fake love to symbolize as a family when false rumors gets overemphasized. With your first born grand daughter being born three week later I had to prioritize. Still trying to find myself I had to put on a disguise. Looking for my father trying to be a father I had to comprise. When your granddaughter was born my vision on life positively glorifies. Giving her the love we had and the memories internalize. Stating facts with facts while keeping your memory alive while I harmonize. My only regret that you won’t be here with me while i build a enterprise. Things haven’t been the same ever since you closed your eyes. I wasn’t ready to say goodbye to the person I idolize. Didn’t think you would take your own life had me surprised. As I moralize the pain amplifies wish you had a cry out for help that was vocalized. Should of noticed your metal state wasn’t internalized. Our last phone call signified a breaking point that sensitized. Hindsight is 2020 because at the time I couldn’t visualize. Sometimes I wonder if things would of turned out different if the right things was verbalized. If I had a problem all I had to do was lobby it Then you would come through then we would body it for the assist. Young age Life lessons on family and stress rules how to roll to make them coexist. Tough love had me stepping to you had that look like what you want to do. You was making a real man at the time I didn’t have a clue. Until I got older then shit got real and our love grew. Always supported my visions hyped me up for precision. To use any set backs as a ignited ignition. Running over any obstacles to avoid collisions like a lifted up suspension. Not to act on anger keep a cool head then attack with a vengeance. Not to expect the same love you give but keep good intentions. Just do me Don’t look for confirmation from any generations. Keep Isolated from the population discriminations to over see these limitations. Building with these innovations took my mind to new elevations. Using the good memories as inspiration while keeping your name in good preservation. I owe it to you you was the irrigation that prospered my germination for that I give you all the admiration.

Aye man say man this track so smooth throw it in a pool and the water won't move. I can't even rap or sing but I'm coming up with bars just hearing this very thought provoking track great lay out for only the most lyrically inclined