J.D. HUGGINS // "Head Full Of Monsters" (feat. Caitlynne Curtis) (Official Music Video) 

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Lost my husband this June, he left behind four children under 9. Praying for everyone missing someone God bless. Surround yourself with the family and people whom reach out. 🙏💕Praying for your healing,.

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Hey guys! For those that wanted the Lyrics, here they are. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I got a whole world of problems I feel alone but I’ve learned to pretend I gotta head full of monsters And they keep on trying to win again I keep a blade in my pocket I ain’t a saint or a prophet I’m broken But there’s hope in His promise And I’ve come to terms with the man that you see Hey it’s me I’m the mess that you said I would be Ain’t it crazy you were right I just thought you should see you were right I just thought you should see I’ve stood up when I’ve fallen Where were you when I needed you here I’ve faced all my demons I’m no longer afraid of the nightmares I’ve lived a life that is painful I’ve lost things that your heart couldn’t bare My boy runs with the angels and you’ve got the nerve to say life isn’t fair Hey it’s me I’m the mess that you said I would be Ain’t it crazy you were right I just thought you should see you were right I just thought you should see Eye to eye do you see it more clear? One last thing I want you to hear Hey it’s me I’m the man that I wanted to be Ain’t it crazy I’m alive I just thought you should see I’m alive I just thought you should see I’m alive I just thought you should see

Lost my little boy to cancer. Mommy misses and loves you always. I can feel his pain in this song, because there is no greater pain then to see a innocent life gone too soon. I never thought anyone could survive in being in so much pain , but here we are still trying to get back up, and never forget a little legacy of a beautiful little life, up in Heaven.

Never stop fighting brother! Someone is watching you and very proud. As parents our job is never done be it physically or spiritually.

Haunting... my baby would be 4 years old ... my heart breaks for you too dear... beautiful song

I found this song a few days ago. Or maybe it found me. I have listened to this song several times but always through my headphones (without the music video), until tonight. Tonight I was sharing this song with my wife so I put the video on the TV. I was tearing up throughout the song because I relate. I noticed the 2018 on the teddy bear. However at the end of the song when i saw your sons name, my world stopped for a minute. I also lost my first born son in 2018, and his name is Nolan. He was born in 1992. His birthday is coming up in a few days. I will not say all the phrases people say because I am sick of hearing them (although I know people have the best intentions). We share something two fathers shouldn't ever share. Thank you for sharing. I love the song.

There should be millions of views , this song is God sent ! 💯

“I’m alive, I just thought you should see.” Man that hits so different when you’ve got someone in heaven you need here so bad.

Can relate...I just buried my 4 y.o. grandson. Going thru and trying to clear that negative headspace. Songs really do speak to your soul for grieving. Thank you. 🙏

Death of a child destroys the heart and soul of the parents it's a dark dark place that some never see light again. Great song I'm glad to hear someone talk the truth about babies walking with angels maybe yours and mine met. So sorry for your unforgettable loss. 💔

Some THINGS AYE AND SOMETIMES A PERSON CAN MEAN EVERYTHING… A WORLD ENDING DIMMER WITHOUT SUCH A LIGHT TO GUIDE US. Amen

J.D…. You voice is so haunting and Beautiful!! The tone goes right into my soul while singing these words…. And Caitlynn, what can I say, your voice is magical and that only comes from a gift from God!! What a heartfelt song….. just amazing

Beautiful song, your voice paired with Caitlynne is a masterpiece we needed🙌🏼

This is the most beautiful and heartfelt song I've ever heard. You and Caitlynne have been truly blessed with some powerful vocals. And I'm so sorry for your loss, can't imagine how it must feel to lose a child.

This song, climbing Mountain, Soul on fire and God we need you now has helped me in so many ways thank y'all and God bless y'all and all y'all love

Buried a stillborn daughter it's a pain that never goes away.

My son died by this song !!!!!!dear God help me today n Jesus mighty name2023

Much love to everyone reading this!

She sounds angelic with anyone!

My Baby Angel daughter died in June 1989. The monsters stayed in my head for decades after that. I seen the crib in this video, and my heart pounded remembering those days, as if it was yesterday. This song could have been written by me, for me, so many years ago. You could not have said it any better. Just beautiful.

Keep fighting that right fight... Stay strong out there... Much love and respect... 🙏❤️💯

Someday your child will tell you that this was a powerful song; believe it!

I can't stop replaying this song. I have never identify with a song more. ❤️🥰😘

EVERY SPOKEN AND WRITTEN WORD YOU CARRY WITH YOU THROUGHOUT A LIFETIME AND DEPENDING ON THE USAGE CAN BE WINGZ OR AN ANCHOR

Amazing doesn’t even describe this! Outstanding voices, lyrics, just absolutely everything! And having a boy who runs with angels, so so so relatable!

Brother I’m extremely sorry for your loss and I have children and I can’t imagine what you’re going through but know there’s someone out there praying for you.

Man I needed to hear this. Speaks to eveything I've been going threw during this season in life. Thank you for these beautiful and powerful lyrics.

This song is a reminder of the monster I have.. I face them everyday and it keeps me goin knowing I can control them

Miss my wife so much. Never going to be right without her here

Thank you for this. Your voices together are so powerful. These lyrics hit my soul. I know this pain and it carry it every moment like a piece of my soul is gone. I’m sorry for your loss. I don’t know how I found this but God must have led me here because I needed to know there is hope. I’m still fighting and praying. I know closure and healing aren’t real, I know I will forever have missing pieces. Still I know I have to allow this wound to scar and keep going for those I love. To be the light for others in their memory. Thank you for being that flicker of light in my darkness. God bless and many prayers for your loss and strength to keep going. 💜

Going to be a great day for the soul

Made my hard heart melt. I lost my son to the monsters in his head. Although he hasn’t physically left this earth and I never stop praying for him, he chooses to deny family. This song makes me cry. Weird but it gives me hope he will conquer the demons he has. Thank you for putting your pain out there for all to feel.

She's makes everything fire!

it's good to see you again Caitlynne. keep em coming girl. your beautiful and have purpose unto The Lord.

Can’t Call It HEAVEN without the Angels Babydoll… A Loving Family Awaits

I just can't even right now I fight the demons within every day just to keep going this song is just perfectly explaining some of the feels thank you both so much

Gratitude 🙏🏻

You have no idea how much this is saving me right now.

Full CIRCLE Quest: EXTERNALIZATION Of INNER LIGHT AND MY HOLY SPIRIT THAT NEVER LEAVES B

When a song takes you to a dark place, and you are addicted to how it makes you feel. Much respect from Australia.

Alone is My Friend....

Words ARE NOT WORDS BUT DECLARATIONS

If WORDS CAN BUILD WORLDS FROM IMAGINATION IT CAN ALSO DEVASTATE THEM

Man, i have full body chills thru the whole song. So beautiful

An anthem. Don't get old

TRINITY IS PRESENT UNTIL COMBINING

Forever changed by this. Thank you. Truly. Thank. You.

Such a powerful song!! Much luv n respect!! Its been ruff at time's, yet music like this helps soo much!! 🙏❤️💯

LIFTED UP AND SUPPORTED LOVED NO MATTER

Awesome. I felt this in my soul. Thank you.

I've got a head full of monsters. Thank you brother for this song. God bless you 🙏

Wow, just found this song and even playing it on my phone with crackling speakers it's still empowers the spirit... Keep on living with all your passion.

So powerful. Just beautiful.

Anyone Still Hearing This Masterpiece In 2022 April?.

This is amazing 😍

First 5 seconds I realized this is absolutely fire 🔥, this is great

I loved the song BEFORE I knew Caitlyn Curtis sang with you. It touched all to close to home as I had to burry my 7 month old son. Sending you much love and prayers.

Man I miss my daughter so much and she's only been gone since October, how am I going to get by without her, my heart will forever be broken 💔😪

Wow this my 2 song hearing from these gent. And omg why is these not hitting millions god bless you,may you make more heart taping 🎶 like these hitter.

You sure are pulling at my heart strings today!! I miss Braxton, my Grandson!! ♥️🐣 ✨♥️🎶

I came across this song other day. Words can't explain the emotion. My daughter passed away in 2007 she was 3 years (2 days before she turned 4)

LETTERS LIKE NUMBERS HAVE SUMS WE RARELY CALCULATE

Blessings 💨😤

Love it ,,, From Wisconsin ,, Watched it with her Live on TikTok with her ,, Awesome job..

Brinng out my black suite today

Just discovered this on my recommended Playlist on yt. I'm not disappointed. Looking forward to hearing more from this guy

Beautiful ❤❤❤..im sorry for your loss I too know what it feels like my daughter runs with the angels aswell! 🙏 new fan here

Sick... Beat!

Sometimes all a person wants is a apology for the past before a person gets to heaven and leave us in hell

This song just found me because I needed to find it. Thank you

That song is amazing! God bless you

❤❤ dope song

Amazing song! Definitely captured how I've been feeling since my Mom passed away and with all this craziness going on in the world. Thank you!

Powerful! Made me shed a tear.

Just now able to bring myself to comment. I sing your song all the time with so much pain. I have lost 4 babies over the years. Thank you for helping others with your song and sharing your pain. God bless. ❤

Damn, I felt that in my soul

I saw in one of those country western shows… A man said if you find yourself on a spiritual path, you will spend much of your life on your feet… Meaning I’ll Be Doing A Lot Of Walking

This is AMAZING!! I can not stop replaying!! 💯👏🏻🙌🏻💪🏻 Felt in my soul!!!

Just have to try to sleep but need to here this

One the best “rock” tracks of the past 5 years easily.

I'm glad I'm by far not the only one that has this on repeat over and over. Just plain 🔥

O my 😮😢❤

Word... Love this song yo! 🙏🏼

Sorry for the loss brother, I love your talent, never give up, we will be reunited in the beginning.

And ONE THAT I HOLD RESERVED IF EVER HOPE BECOMES ABSENT

Found this song in Caitlin search, so glad I clicked on the link, the song is beyond powerful, not to take away from her songs with Struggle (they're beyond amazing, especially vocally but this one hits different lyrically) and there's no one else who has the female vocals to give this song what she does.

I have a feeling this dude is about to blow up HUGE!!!!! congrats Bro!!!

Thanks for this song it fits my life and where it is I am today.

I lik3 this song! Thanks yall. Cheers

This is a song here now a jam hell yeah

Thinking about how much I miss my daughter every time I here this one so please forgive me if I cry through the whole song just yet holding back the pain is not easily done by along with this music eases the real heartache more better than not hearing anything at all

Yes my mate ❤

Can’t stop listening to this song!

Wow what a touching, beautiful and emotional song. So sorry for your loss. Caitlynn has the voice of an angel! ❤

Only 9k subs?? This is the first song I've heard from this channel and that's nuts this should blow up 100%. So much work went into this.

Epic Voices & Masterpiece Songs Forever Bro.Appreciate It. Keep It Going. God Bless You.

Wow!

This is one of the most relatable songs I have ever heard. I am sorry for you loss.