Lyrics: I miss my old emotions I miss the pain I used to have I'm going through the motions I'd sell my soul to make me sad I needed something to help me get through I wanted something And the doctor said to Take this pill you'll feel much better When you wake up numb and your brain's been severed And your heartbeat won't be based on the weather When you sell yourself to me Took your peace, your pain, your pleasure And I left you with one face forever You won't hurt anymore Be careful what you wish for Something is missing This predisposition I feel like I'm living inside of my head How can they sell you on something to help you Then tell you we might make you wish you were- I needed something to help me get through I wanted something And the doctor said to Take this pill you'll feel much better When you wake up numb and your brain's been severed And your heartbeat won't be based on the weather When you sell yourself to me Took your peace, your pain, your pleasure And I left you with one face forever You won't hurt anymore Be careful what you wish for Be careful, be careful Be careful what you wish for Be careful, be careful Be careful what you wish for Be careful, be careful Be careful what you wish for Be careful, be careful Be careful what you wish for
Pain meds too. Been on them most my life. They make you apathetic. You don’t care about anything. Then mix that with antidepressants and suicide attempts. I was a different person when I got off the antidepressants. My first suicide attempt was by fire arm.
@@CLEspinosa63 I didn’t mean to imply that pills work for everybody. I just hear a lot about how depressed people should take a walk, not take pills, and pills alter your brain and change you, blah, blah, blah, so I’m tired of hearing people disparage the thing that saved my life (along with therapy of course). And even, if my pills made me numb, I personally, would rather be numb than feel that depression again. But that’s just me.
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