jack stauber - just take my wallet ( slowed + reverb ) 

Song is about having lost a friend to suicide

mono in the background adds a lot- please gonna go cry now, but good job on this! :D

''you took away my friend. My buddy'' Rest in Piece dad. 🕊💔

0:57 whats the softest way to say ‘you took away my friend, my buddy’? :(

Vent tw suicide I lost my dearest friend to suicide and I knew he was depressed, and I always held him close. I tried to help him tbe most I could but when my parents moved it was hard on him. I was a hour away so I couldn't see him that often. one day I was at my grandmas house and when im at her house I'm about like 6 minutes away from his house. so I thought maybe I can plan a get together at my house with a of us so we can all bond together since I know highschool has been tough. everyone came except for him I felt a deep pit in my stomach and idk why but I felt like there was something wrong. I had checked my phone and I got a text from him saying "thank you so much for everything you have done comrade sadly my journey must come to a end none of this is your fault please remember that I love u and the rest of the troop". I panicked and told my abuela to start the car bc the text was made practically 2 minutes ago so I prayed that I still had time. When I got to his house I knocked on the door so hard and his mom answered and by how calm and happy she was to see me, I guess she still had no idea what his son was doing . I ran to his room and the door was locked so my friend Liz kicked the door open. I dropped to my knees and broke down we were to late . I remember screaming and crying so hard i just sat on the ground holding his lifeless body I stood there for so long. the worst part was I felt so much guilt I wished I came earlier I didn't want to belive this was real. all and my friends were even more traumatized and I realized how much his wrist were blpeeding. I tried to hold the deep cut together and compress it thinking I'd keep the blood inside for him to heal but Liz tried to pull me off telling me it's no use. I was in such of a state of shock and denial that I just kept screaming and telling him to wake up I remember repeating "please ray don't do this please wake up I love u please your my best friend don't leave me im sorry please ill do anything please come back we can work this out together" and I heard the sirens outside of the house. I didn't let him go at all I didn't want to and now it's been 2 months without him and I still hate myself so much for it there could have been so much I could have done and so much we could have done in life that we looked forward to as kids and we both struggled with depression together but we always kept eachother strong. we never left eachothers side and we always cheered eachother up and he even asked me one day "if I ever leave please continue don't do enything stoopid k?" And at first I didn't understand bc I thought we'd be together forever but I was horribly wrong. so if anyone reading this has friends that are depressed please keep up with them and if you are depressed or suicidal please don't do it suicide isn't worth it. life does get better you may not think it now but later you'll look back on your life and be so happy that you made it. for me my whole life was just filled with child abuse and bullying and I've tried committing twice and when I got to highschool I realized that life is worth living for and I was accually happy to be alive.

This gave me creepy vibes and I love it. Good job :)

Mono in the back hurts

*and when the world needed them most,* *they vanished*

Still sad about the fact that my family shits on me for being clumsy forgetful and teased me for being myseld

thank you so much for making this, I listen to this during therapy and it always helps to calm me down.

The little nightmares photo tho🙁

5 “I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. 6 If you do not remain in me, you are like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. 7 If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you. 8 This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.

You took away my friend my buddy.. Rest in piece Dads friend

I'm actually playing little nightmares 2 while listening to this

Why does this song make me cry so hard

I was JUST thinking of mono and this song, then this came up. MONO MY SO-

Okay, everyone hates me and shows me no mercy. What about you, God? Isn't that enough? I'm in pain, it hurts my throat and my heart

Missed you so much! Gotta love the stuff you put out! Would love to hear more mcr or maybe even some tøp would be cool, keep up the awesome work!

one of the darkest jack stauber songs

Fits the situation I was just in.

Damn what a nice vibes

She is like Peter pan, never growing older, never coming back, never leaving never land, she is not dead just the person I knew did, I keep her in my heart forevermore, but I do wish things didn't happen like they did...

He didn’t have to go this hard but he did

They took away my dog i miss him :(

story bought me friends... my addiction lost most of them

i love this :)

Heyy please come back mate

why did you do it

Can you please do Fall into place by Daxten 🥺

ily

Tw: suicide This song hits different when your suicidal and thinking about the reactions from people you love if you did commit ....

I see Mono, I click.

Casi encaja con Mono solo que su amigo no se fue por que no tenia opción, lo traicionó y abandonó a su suerte y eso lo hace aun mas doloroso

NOOOO FUDK THE PICTURE

IS THAT MONO’S CHAIR FROM LITTLE NIGHTMARE 2????

It makes me not want to look for friends just to see them disappear from my life one day

omg mono

he took away my cat :(

My best friend passed away one year ago

it’s like a happy sad song but ina good way🥀

Why does this song make me cry.

Heyy can you do "she makes me go" by arash and sean paul?

00:48

Why does this remind me of butters from South Park

0.75x ;)))

Ppl who think this is about losing a friend to suicide Me who just associates this with the person who took away my best friend aka jealousy: 👁️👁️

the sixth graders made my friend sit in the front of the bus instead of the back. i'm so pissed, they took away my friend, my buddy

demon slayer vibes?-

ඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞඞ - I love wasting time. ඞ