This is actually the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard from jaydes. I literally cried hearing the first 10 seconds knowing this would be amazing. Ty for uploading this 😭
lyrics: These cuts on my wrist they ripe I swear Cause they sometimes make me better Dying just to see you again Guess I'm tired of writing letters to you Can't express myself, I always choke on my own words Can't explain what's going on, all I know is that it hurts I can't do this no more without you Baby you're my rose, without you- Regret, all I cared and loved you I've thought that I've grown, but now I get it Lost the only thing I loved Completely was my fault Myself I can't keep safe You know it's all my fault because you didn't have a say in it I fucked everything up, but I'm just so tired of saying it Hearing me you'd be disappointed, but I can't sing to no one else And I swear I'm just so tired that I might just kill myself Too many thoughts up in my head Swear no one understands But there's no point, don't listen Now you seen the cause and it fled to my skin Nervous, hate feeling like this (uh) People saying this is a phase 15, but do i know that oh do you? My friend will tell me it's okay My wrist tells me it's all my fault Might kill my friends, a dickhead, egotistical, act like they know it all Pain, I know enough I just want to fade away Sometimes feels like this life is a game, I don't wanna play What's that in my head again My ultimatums made up Stuck inside my bed again I wanna pick them, but I can't anymore (I so far keep questioning, it's just been so dark.) (I got people on my side, but for a while I've been done.) And it might sound cliche, but for a while I've been numb to it Maybe she likes me Maybe she’s toying with me Falling in love is a tricky one for me I trust you but I don’t wanna get fucked up You heard all my secrets I like your responses Though I wanna see this The pressure feels awful Text you and delete it It’s rainy outside Give you my jacket incase you need it She won’t hear this (You have no heart) I'm getting bored of this Move on to better things (Move on to better things) My best friends always end up becoming my worst enemies (Move on to better things) I think... lol
Lyrics: All these cuts on my wrist they ripe I swear Cause they sometimes make me better Dying just to see you again Guess I'm tired of writing letters to you Can't express myself, I always choke on my own words Can't explain what's going on, all I know is that it hurts Baby I can't do this no more without you Baby you're my rose, without you- Regret, all I cared and loved you I've thought that I've grown, but now I getting hurt Lost the only thing I loved Completely was my fault Myself I can't keep safe You know it's all my fault because you didn't have a say in it I fucked everything up, but I'm just so tired of saying it if you were here you'd be disappointed, but I can't sing to no one else And I swear I'm just so tired that I might just kill myself All these thoughts up in my head Swear no one understands But there's no point, don't listen Now you seen the cause and it fled to my skin Nervous, hate feeling like this (uh) People saying this is a phase (hahahaha) 15, do what I know, oh do you? Look at the expression on my face My friend all tell me that it's okay My wrists tell me it's all my fault Might kill my friends, a dickhead, egotistical, act like they know it all But you don't know enough I just want to fade away Sometimes feels like this life is a game, I don't wanna play What's that in my head again My ultimatums made up Stuck inside my bed again I wanna pretend, but I can't anymore (I know so far its worsening, but the days gone by and i cannot decide what-) (oh, i just feel so numb, I got people on my side, but for a while I've been done.) And it might sound cliche, but for a while I've been numb to it Maybe she likes me Maybe she’s toying with me Falling in love is a tricky one for me I trust you but I don’t wanna get fucked up You heard all my secrets I like your responses Though I wanna see this The pressure feels awful Text you and delete it It’s rainy outside Give you my jacket incase you need it She won’t hear this I'm getting bored of this Move on to better things (Move on to better things) My best friends always end up becoming my worst enemies (Move on to better things) Im pretty sure
its just simple acoustic. He makes them himself, he got a guitar and all. He play a lil riff and then sing over then add a lil filter so it all sounds kinda underwater (on entry log, usually he dont add this filter)
