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I really relate to this song. Feeling kinda used, also feeling like everything you're doing is just wrong, like everyone could leave you at any trying to show them you're worth their time. I definitely related with the "Say sorry time and time again" that hit hard.
"I'm just a fucking pet, wipe your eyes with me when you're upset" Are,, are they referring to the meme of the girl wiping her tears with a hamster,,, lyrical genius. 👁💧👄💧👁
I’ve got gum disease I’m scared all my gums are gon’ recede I’m scared that you are still mad at me I’m scared if I take the plaster off it will bleed There is no quick fix I left it too long in my ditch Doctor can you fix it up with a stitch? I’m craving structure in this mix I fear I’m leaking out Someone tipped me over by my spout And out we all watch me pour While the people around me keep begging for more I’m sorry I cried, can’t help it half the time This bleating heart of mine, little lamb in the bright light If these lambs legs are bled and scratched Nurture and place a cotton pad I’ll run and bite my tail and say "I’m sorry" time and time again I’ll rip my stuffing out and I will cry for you to put it back Do we use stitches or glue? What is going to see me through? I want to be your best, mechanical simply flawless Wind me up watch me impress, stacking trophies on the shelf I’m just a fucking pet, wipe your eyes with me when you're upset Show me off to all your friends together till the very end I’m scared that you will leave, so I’ll keep pulling at your sleeve Or maybe I’ll push you so hard away you’ll be so far from me Overthink each word, each glide I’m T-T-Terrified little icky fingies pulling at me all the fucking time Try being in my head for a second (come on in!) If these lambs legs are bled and scratched Nurture and place a cotton pad I’ll run and bite my tail and say "I’m sorry" time and time again I’ll rip my stuffing out and I will cry for you to put it back Do we use stitches or glue? What is going to see me through?
THIS NEEDS A MUSIC VIDEO!!!! it's a very visual song with lots of description/analogies/other things in the lyrics that would look so cool if they were part of a music video!! Jazmin is a musical genius
many people can’t use spotify or apple music or other music platforms due to lack of money, whilst spotify is free it’s hard to find specific songs so hearing them on youtube would be the only way they can have access to them
@@xuephyre3225 They're putting it out there for people who are new, and or people who may not know yet. Just because you know, doesn't mean everyone who enjoys their music is gonna know. It's just a helpful comment.
@@bunrini3437 There's tons of comments saying this on every video of jazmins. I get to spread awareness but there's other people doing that as well. 🤷♂️
"I'm scared that you will leave, so I'll keep pulling at your sleeve or maybe I'll push you so hard away you'll be so far from me" I have never related to a verse of lyrics more than ever.
As a 12 year old girl who wants to grow up and write music, this really inspires me. Your clothing style, music style, makeup style, and your aesthetic in general. I’m kinda a new fan. My go-to song artists were always Billie Eilish, Melanie Martinez, Freddie Dredd, Ariana Grande, Kesha and Halsey. I never wanted to find new people. But ever since I found you, I have felt so inspired
@@t-dawg3500 I know it isn't new, just the fact that they uploaded an official music video and official audios of an album all at once made me excited :/
tw: vent about relationship ig- but funny story guys! :D always i always i got scared he didnt love me anymore or that he was stopping to. he never was, ever. he still loved me when i constantly asked. but, one day, i found out it was all lies i was convincing myself. but it made him slowly become less and less attracted to me. i guess apoligizing 24/7 made me repulsive to him over the 9 months almost 10 we spent together. he knew the real me, more than anyone ever has. and im so foolish for doing that. he left. its over. why cant it just be over? i get that we're young, i really do. but it still was real. it wasn't some "well i cant stop not having feelings anymore i didnt plan it" blow-off relationship you should just stop because it was dumb. if it was then neither party would have hid their internalized feelings, neither me or him. but he did, and he knows that saying that he didnt mean to lose feelings, doesnt mean shit and im sorry if i sound selfish, but it doesnt mean shit at this point, because i *know* he loved me. and maybe its all my fault, but ykw? thats why you try to FIX RELATIONSHIPS ESPECIALLY IF THEYRE LONG-TERM. you dont just give up. i never gave up I NEVER. EVER. GAVE UP. ON HIM. even when i wanted to, or felt like it could be better, i always tried to fight for us. always tried to help him when he was worried or hiding stress about life when i could CLEARLY tell something was fucked with him. but oh-ho-ho.. NO, no, no! god forbid that happens! he just hid them and it hurt more and more each time he did. and i know it can be hard to open up, personally, but this was to a level that was really concerning, he clearly needed an outlet, but he was yelling almost always about how he "didnt ask me to help him". im your s/o you idiot. ive been so patient, so fucking patient, and this is what i got in return. i know i DIDNT have to help you. but i did!!! so why would you get PISSED when i OFFER WITH OPEN LOVING WARM ARMS, which i bet a lot of people DONT HAVE in their lives, to go to. but c'est la vie. i really hope i was enough in the end. i hope i didnt make him hate me. because as much as i hate to say this, and i really do hate saying these words in general truly: i love him still. i really love him still. no matter what he or i did in the past, i still will always fucking love him. i mean- loving someone for almost a year kinda does that to you. i wish him the best. i do. but one day if i see hes with a new girl, i might just die a bit more inside.
